I was awoke slowly, as I recognized the feeling of someone kissing to me, their tongue slowly probing into my mouth, my body reacted before my mind did as I helplessly kissed the stranger back, until I opened my eyes and looked into the deep blue eyes of Jay. The kiss broke gently, his face still so close to mine, a smile crossing his features as he spoke "Good nap?", I smiled as I stretched my limbs, we were brought out of our deep stare within each others eyes by a deep voice. I looked over to Kevin who was standing next to the lockers, he leaned against the wall smiling as he spoke "So is that the only way to wake you up?" I blushed, when Jay answered "No, that's the way I wake her up"
I sat up, as Jay grabbed my hand and led me towards the doorway of the dressing room, we stopped when Kevin spoke "Hey come here" as he opened his arms and I went and he enveloped me in a large hug, He whispered into my ear "Remember what I told you ok?" I nodded, as I walked back to Jay, reconnected our hands as we walked out of the room. Jay pulled me close to him, his arm now draping over my shoulders as he whispered into my ear "What did he tell you?" I looked to Jay, and saw his one eyebrow arched as I smiled and responded "You'll have to torture me to find out", Jay faced me with his body as he spoke with a smile and a horrible accent "I have ways of making you talk" he said with a smile and licked his lips. I laughed out loud as he tickled me slightly, before we continued walking down the corridors.
We walked into a room that had a bunch of couches and a large TV, it almost looked like a lounge of sorts. I saw Jeff Jarrett sitting on the couch, looking over some papers that lay on his lap, a little girl who couldn't have been older than 6 yrs old sat next to him, she had to be his daughter, the resemblance was obvious. The little girl looked up when she saw Jay and I walk in, her eyes grew wide, a smile crossed her face as she ran across the room screaming "Uncle Jay!", as she ran into Jay's arms, and Jay lifted the little girl up and held her in his arms. Jeff had gotten up at this point and walked across the room with a smile when Jay spoke "Lily, this is Jeff, he runs this show" I smiled as I shook Jeff's hand, as he gave me a smile as Jay continued "And this beauty here is his youngest" he explained as bounced the girl in his arms, as the little girl giggled and cuddled closer to Jay. I looked to Jeff "Youngest?", Jeff smiled as he explained "Yep, I got two more at home" he said proudly as he pulled out his wallet and showed me the pictures of his daughters. I couldn't help but have so much respect for Jeff, Jay had told me what Jeff had been through and to see him raising his 3 girls on his own, it just warmed my heart. You could see how much his daughters meant to him, as I listened to him tell me about his oldest girls.
A few moments had passed as Jay and I talked with Jeff, and soon enough Jeff and his youngest had walked out of the room, as Jay led me to the couch and we sat down together. Jay's arm wrapped around me and held me tight on the love seat as I looked around the room "So what is this place?" I asked, as I could feel Jay leaning closer, his breath flowing across my neck, his lips just ghostly tracing a trail up and down my neck as he answered "We call this the lounge". Jay sat up as he explained "I figured we could watch the show together in here, I have to hang around just in case they need me." He explained before lunging and capturing my lips with his, his tongue slowly probing my lips, as he deepened the kiss, our lips moving together in a rhythm that was purely seductive. I could feel his free hand resting high on my thigh, I could feel his fingers leaving trails on my thigh through the denim. Our kiss broke when we heard voices, we just broke apart trying to catch our breath, when we saw Samoa Joe walk in with a woman I assumed was his wife, she was carrying a baby. After a few moments, the room was pretty filled with family members of numerous wrestlers, Kevin Nash's wife had shown up after all, as she sat in the chair next to the loveseat where Jay and I were still sitting.
The show had started, and literally within an half hour, Samoa Joe had popped his head into the room and told Jay they needed him. Jay sighed as he looked at me with a smile, I leaned towards him and whispered into his ear "Go make them happy!", he smiled widely, as he gave me a quick kiss, then whispered to me "I'll be back baby" then moving his lips against my ear, as a shiver moved up my spine, he whispered "Then later I'll make you happy". I could feel my face blush, as I playfully pushed against his chest "Get out of here, you!" he sauntered to the door, before turning to me and blowing me a kiss, as he disappeared around the doorway. I couldn't help let a smile cross my face at his antics, he really was too cute.
I felt alone as I looked at the big screen, I let my eyes roam around the room that was mostly full of wives and girlfriends of the wrestlers. I couldn't help but feel self conscious, these women were gorgeous! They had perfect bodies, beautiful faces, I just totally felt out of my realm, as I looked across the women in the room with me. I was brought out of my thoughts when a voice spoke to me "I know what you're thinking", I looked over to the face of Kevin Nash's wife, Cheryl. Kevin had introduced when she arrived earlier, she didn't think she would make it, but she did, and Kevin made sure to tell me that her and I had "Lots" in common. I smiled faintly at her, as she leaned in closer to me "They look like barbies huh?" I laughed a bit at the thought, but she was right, most of them did look just like barbies. I turned back to her as she continued "Don't think it…Kevin told me about you…Trust me, Jay is crazy about you just the way you are…" I looked over to her as I released a breath "Mind reader?", she smiled at the thought before she continued "Nah, I just remember the thoughts that went through my mind, when I was first dating Kevin." I ran a hand through my hair as I asked her "How do you stop the thoughts?", she smiled sweetly at me as she spoke "You don't…You change them…Look at me…I'm no devastating beauty, never was…I've always been the t-shirt and jeans type of girl, but Kevin loves that about me, and true many guys might not be able to respect and like that about a woman, but Kevin does and that's what makes him right for me." I smiled widely as I spoke "Kevin is really crazy about you", I watched the smile light up on her face as she responded "Well, we've been together for years now…and I guess I'll keep him." Causing both of us to chuckle lightly.
Moments had past, as I chatted with Cheryl and Samoa Joe's wife Amanda, and I got to meet Samoa Joe's little boy. He was so cute, not even 6 months old yet, but definitely looked like his daddy, as Amanda told us how Joe had baby wrestling boots made for him the day he was born. We watched the show on the big screen, as many of the other girlfriends and wives chatted lively, as we sat out of the bunch. I felt comfortable with Cheryl and Amanda, they were very nice and we all got along wonderfully, Kevin joined us at some point throughout the night, as he joined in on the conversations we had watching the show.
I was surprised when one of the other girlfriends walked up to me and extended her hand to me "I don't think we've met…" she said with a smile, which I was pretty sure was fake. I took her hand and responded "I'm lily" as she introduced herself as "Candy". I nodded politely as she asked "So who did you come with?", I could feel my voice shake as I spoke "Jay", Candy's face almost lit up as she spoke "Jay Reso?", I fought the hint of jealous that hid behind the numerous negative thoughts as I spoke "yeah, I've been seeing him for a few months now" trying to sound calm and confident, I watched the look on her face as it contorted, she looked as if she was eyeing me to see if I was telling the truth, I swear a look of surprise crossed her face when she responded "Really? I didn't know he was dating anyone, he never mentioned it", to say that comment didn't sting would be a lie. I could feel some anger grow in me, as I watched Candy, I spoke my response "Well I'm sure he was just busy", and to add to the sting Candy dropped the bomb "Well, when we were together, he told everyone" she then shrugged her shoulders and walked away to the other beautiful women. The anger and the bit of jealousy flew through me as I took a couple deep breaths, was I that ugly? Was Jay ashamed of me? I had to be right, he deserved better than me, cause I was no way up to Candy's standard.
I ran my hand over my face when I heard Kevin speak "Don't worry about her, she doesn't know what she's talking about." I looked at Kevin and Cheryl, tears in my eyes as I heard Cheryl speak "Yeah, she's just mad that Jay found someone better than her little skanky ass", I heard Amanda speak up "yeah, the only reason she's here is cause she got her claws into Eric Young, but she's had her claws in almost every guy on the roster…" I nodded in agreement, but in my head I listened to my thoughts. The thoughts that told me how much Jay deserved better than me, How Jay could do so much better than me, and the thoughts continued on. I got back into reality when I heard Cheryl continue "Plus, the only person that talked about her and Jay being together, was her…I never saw them together." I nodded, as I pushed the tears back…I focused my attention on the TV in front of me, watching the show, as I listened to the negative thoughts in my mind.
