"Jay?" I spoke again, this time, his eyes focusing on me, and I could tell he was awake, when his expression turned to serious as he responded "What's wrong?" I smiled as I reached over, calming some of his wild hair that was sticking up, when I spoke "I'm sorry for waking you up, but I gotta tell you something" I said as I quickly got up from the bed, getting free from his grasp, as I started pacing back and forth in front of the bed. I watched as Jay sat up, leaning on his arms as he watched me pace back and forth. I paced back and forth for a few minutes, not saying a thing, when I heard Jay speak groggily "Did you wake me up so I could watch you walk?" I smiled as I glanced over to him. I stopped pacing and took a deep breath and just went for it "Ok, here it goes…I love you Jay" I blurted out, as I felt the rush of relief spread across my body. It felt so good as I got that off my chest, I couldn't help but start to ramble "I guess I've always loved you, but tonight, it hit me…so there it is…I love you Jay" I glanced over to Jay, as he laid in the same position on the bed, his mouth almost hanging open as I continued to ramble, as I walked over to the bed and sat down facing him "I know you said you loved me, and I hope you still do…and you were right, I was sc…but I'm willing to take a chance…if you're willing to work with me…I've never been in love before…so I don't know what I'…." I was cut off suddenly, as Jay lunged forward, his lips meeting mine roughly.

He caught me by surprise as I felt his lips against mine, I felt his tongue snaking out, running across my bottom lip, as his blue eyes poured into mine. I quickly granted him access to my mouth, as I felt his tongue work its way into my mouth, probing my tongue, as they danced together in a arousing rhythm. I felt the relief wash over my body, as it felt as if every nerve in my body took a sigh, as soon as his lips connected with mine once again. The kiss broke, our lips still only inches apart, I could feel his breath flowing on my lips as he spoke to me, in barely a whisper. Jay's hand grasped my chin, my eyes connected with his as I listened to what he said "Yes…" My eyes growing wide, at first I didn't understand what he meant, I opened mouth to ask, when his lips pressed against mine quickly. The quick, shallow kiss ended as he explained "I know you're scared…"My face must of shown my response, Jay quickly lifted his hand and laid a lone finger across my lips when he spoke "I know…I know…You're not scared" he said in a mocking tone, with a gentle smile on his face, when he continued "You don't have to be so strong you know?" as I nodded my head 'No" when he spoke again "You don't have to be strong all the time anymore, cause I'm always gonna be there for you" he said sternly, grasping my chin with his fingers once again as he spoke "you hear me? Always….I love you Lily" his eyes dancing with mine, a small smile growing across his lips, as I quickly pushed forward, connecting our lips once again.

Our lips met, and Jay was not caught by surprise, cause once our lips met he immediately took control of the kiss, our lips moving together, as I felt his arms wrap tightly around my body, maneuvering us to a comfortable position. I was so caught up with the kiss, it took a few moments for me to realize that I was now laying on my back, with Jay laying over me, holding his body up on his forearms, as he continued to kiss me senseless. The kiss broke, as I felt Jay's lips began to leave whisper kisses down my neck, as I squirmed underneath his broad body, my arms I wrapped around his body, letting my fingers run over his back and shoulders.

We were still both clothed, cause we had fallen asleep still dressed while watching TV. I let my hands move down his back, lightly and swiftly snaking my fingers under the thin tanktop he had stripped down to, before he fell asleep. My fingers running over his skin, my fingertips absorbing every inch of skin I could feel. I quickly moved my fingers up his back, taking the tanktop with me, as it pooled around his neck, letting my fingers rub wildly around his back and shoulders. It was like I couldn't get enough of his skin.

I couldn't help the moan that came from me, when Jay gently sucked in a part of skin that is nested in the crook of my neck, causing me to gasp but moan with relief as he quickly licked over the spot, lapping away the sting. I smiled as I felt Jay's kisses beginning to lead back up to my face. The kisses stopped suddenly, as Jay simply stopped, and looked down at me. I looked up into his blue eyes, as he continued to just stare at me, a wide smile growing on his face. I was a bit confused, when I blushed slightly before speaking "What?", Jay's smile turning into his trademark smirk, before he spoke "Tell me again…" My eyes brows quirked up as I was confused, when Jay spoke again "Tell me again". Suddenly like a lightbulb went off in my mind, as I smiled, my blue eyes pouring deep into his, I reached forward grasping his face with my hands. I cupped his chin and then spoke "Jay, I love you." I watched his smirk grow into a wide smile again, he suddenly sat up, leaning back on his knees. I slightly chuckled as he grasped his tanktop, and threw it over his head, it landing on the floor on the side of the bed, he loudly yelped "Woohoo!!" before quickly and suddenly, covering my body with his again, his lips searching and meeting mine again in and passion filled kiss. His tongue immediately finding its way into my mouth, his hands moving over my still clothed body.

The kiss broke, and his lips soon found their way back to the spot in the crook of my neck, but it was when I felt Jay's fingers slide underneath my shirt that brought me back to reality. I quickly tensed up as, I gently pushed Jay off of me, leaving Jay with a shocked face. I smiled as I explained "It's just…I'm all stinky…I probably smell like sweat, alcohol and smoke from the concert last night" I explained as I stood from the bed. Jay quickly lunged for me, his hand grabbing the waistband of my jeans as he held me in place, a smile on his lips, he climbed and maneuvered his body closer to the edge of the bed. He spoke in a sultry, deep, husky tone "You smell great…" he pulled himself up to his knees, now facing me on the edge of the bed. I looked down into his blue eyes, as his face moved closer and closer to my waistband, when he lightly lifted my shirt. I watched intently as he snaked his tongue out of his mouth, his eyes never leaving mine, as he maneuvered his tongue around my naval. I quickly inhaled a deep breath, feeling his hot tongue on my skin once again, my eyes still intently looking into his, when he spoke, his lips against my skin "You taste good…" He wrapped his strong arms around my waist, pulling my stomach and body to his waiting mouth, he attached his mouth to my skin once again. His tongue leaving trails around my naval, occasionally letting his tongue dip into my naval slightly, causing me to moan loudly, my fingers digging into the bare skin of his shoulders. I moaned loudly as he gently nibbled on my skin, I moved my hands from his shoulders, to the back of his head, letting my fingers run through his short blonde hair.

Jay looked up to me, resting his chin against my stomach when he spoke "Mmmmm…Come here you!" before he suddenly picked me up and maneuvered us back on the bed, his body covering mine again. His lips once again connecting with mine, as our lips danced together in a beautiful rhythm, when he broke the kiss suddenly. A smirk plastered on his lips, I watched as he slowly moved down my body, his face just above my naval once again, as his finger gently lifted my shirt. "I just can't get enough of you" as his lips attached to my naval again. This time his hands pulling my shirt up, as his lips began to move up my stomach, and over my abs. I quickly grabbed my shirt and tore it off my body, as Jay continued moving up my body. He stopped his trail just below the curves of my breasts that were covered by my bra.

I slightly chuckled to myself, when I heard Jay speak, I could feel his hot breath on my skin. I looked down into his blue eyes as he whispered "What?" I rolled my eyes when I answered "It's just, here I am…with the guy that I love…and all I can think about is how stinky I must be" causing Jay to laugh out loud. Jay lunged forward, pushing himself up my body, connecting my lips with his once again, as his tongue quickly snaked out, running across my bottom lip. The kiss quickly broke, as he spoke, a smirk plastered on his lips "I already told you, you weren't stinky…what? do I need to get Wahlberg up here to sing it to you?" as I laughed out loud at his response. My laughter slowed, as I reconnected our eyes, watching him chuckle at his own joke. Our laughter subsided finally, as we just gazed into each other's eyes for a moment, before Jay spoke again "I guess I'll just have to get your mind on other things then" as he leaned back on his knees, his arms reaching out for me. I sat up into his arms, his lips meeting mine once again, his tongue setting the rhythm, when I felt his arms reach around to unfasten my bra, and soon enough I felt the loose object of clothing, fall from my shoulders. I pulled the loose bra from my shoulders and tossed it to the side, and suddenly, I felt Jay's arms, pulling me back to a laying down position and in just mere seconds, I felt Jay's mouth on me. His mouth quickly suckling one of my hardened nipples into his warm mouth. My body arched in response, and through clenched teeth I spoke "Eager are we?". I looked down into Jay's eyes, as he released my nipple with a 'Pop' and responded as a slight blush overtook his face "well, it's been a long time…and this is way better than the loving I get from my left hand" he finished with a wide smile as his tongue snaked out and he began lapping at my nipple, causing it to get harder than I thought it could.

Jay slowly drug his tongue from one nipple to the ignored nipple as I spoke "Should I be jealous?" Causing Jay to stop, in mid-lick as he spoke, "Of What?" I couldn't help the smile on my face when I answered "Of your left hand!" only to see Jay's face light up, as he laughed out loud, before continuing his assault on my nipple. I couldn't help but moan, as he squeezed my breasts in his large hands, his mouth bouncing from nipple to nipple, licking and sucking with each pass. My skin becoming hotter and hotter as the moments passed, my hands had a mind of their own, as they reached down to his jeans and hastily began unbuttoning them. Hearing Jay moan when his pants finally loosened and I slipped my hands inside, cupping his already forming erection. Letting my fingers wrap around the smooth skin, feeling his erection build as the moments passed.

Jay brought his face back up to meet mine, his mouth quickly enveloping my lips in a passion filled kiss, the kiss broke as I whispered to Jay "No boxers huh?" Jay pulled away only for a moment, his eyes meeting mine as he simply smirked, before speaking "Well you found out my secret, time to find out yours…" I watched as he slipped out of my hands, he leaned back on his knees moving farther down my body. His hands quickly unfastened the buckle of my jeans and in one quick motion he stripped my jeans off of me. I felt a bit exposed, as he stood at the foot of the bed, kicking his jeans off, as his eyes gazed over my almost naked body. I laid there on the bed, wearing only my leopard print thong, I could feel the anticipation building in me, as I watched him climb on the bed on all fours, provocatively and seductively, slowly climbed up the bed. He stopped as he positioned his naked body over my legs and quickly lunged forward, taking the waistband of my thong in his mouth, and with the help of his hands, he rid me of my underwear by his teeth.

My whole body was on fire, the excitement building in my veins, my eyes taking in the sight of the naked man in front of me. It had been a while since we had been in this situation, but I swear his body just got better everytime I saw him. My eyes grazing over his firm chest, down to his abs, farther down and down. Jay returned to his position on all fours ,as he slowly climbed up the bed, climbing over my body, his eyes never leaving mine, as he got closer and closer to me. He climbed over me, and catching him by surprise, I gently pushed him and rolled us over, him now on his back, and me on all fours over his naked body. I lowered down his body, to his very obvious erection, and to his liking I lowered myself to it, taking the head in my warm mouth.

I was knelt on all fours between his legs, letting my mouth take his engorged length into my mouth, slowly sucking on the head mostly. Hearing Jay moan was getting me wetter by the second, as I let my tongue slowly lick up and down his shaft. I let my eyes look up into his, and watched as his blue eyes would intently be watching me, then darting to the side, as if he was looking behind me. For the life of me I couldn't figure out what he was looking at, until finally I just bit the bullet and turned around and figured it out. Behind me across the room was the dresser and on top of the dresser, a wide mirror, that was showing the whole back view of me as I continued to lather his cock. I turned my face back to Jay's, a wide smirk growing across his mouth, when I spoke with a smile "You're a nasty, nasty boy" hearing Jay chuckle just a bit. I grasped Jay's member with one hand, as I began to lead his cock slowly down my throat inch by inch, when I heard Jay respond through clenched teeth "Not nasty baby, just enjoying the view." I continued to deep throat him, until suddenly he grasped my arms, pulling me up his body, his face just mere inches from mine, he spoke in a slight whisper "I swear you've gotten better at that…" I couldn't help the blush that covered my face and all my fare skin, when I simply replied "Enjoyed that huh?" I watched as Jay nodded his head, when without warning he flipped us over, me laying on my back, and his body covering mine when he spoke in a slight whisper "Now, I'm gonna enjoy this body…" he said, before capturing my lips in a quick, deep kiss. The kiss ended before I would of liked, as he quickly began his descent down my body

He stopped momentarily, taking both nipples into his mouth again, leaving a quick kiss on my naval before moving completely between my legs. I looked down into his eyes when he smiled wide and spoke "Remember that mirror?" as I nodded my head yes, Jay quickly moved to the side of me when he spoke "I'll show you, the wonderful view." I watched as Jay pulled my legs wide, exposing my most private part to the mirror. I looked into the mirror, my eyes connecting with Jay's through the mirror, when I felt the familiar touch of Jay. My eyes pulled away from Jay's as they went to the view of Jay's fingers, I watched as Jay's thumb rubbed my nub in circles. I felt the shocks being sent through my veins, the effect being intensified by watching his finger rub my clit. I glanced over to Jay, who's eyes never left my face, my eyes connected with his for a mere moment, a quick smirk shown on his face. His thumb left my clit and soon, as my eyes returned to the position of his hand, I was mesmerized by watching his finger slowly slip inside my wet canal. Feeling his finger deep inside me, as well as watching it through the mirror, my skin and nerves were on fire. I pulled my eyes away from the view in the mirror when Jay spoke "You like that?" I nodded yes, when Jay continued "Keep watching…" I turned my attention back to the view of his hand, as I he maneuvered his body around, and now he was on all fours to the side of my body, still giving me a complete view of his finger plunging in and out of my canal. Watching his finger, and suddenly Jay leaned over, snaking his tongue out to lap at my clit from the side, still giving me an unobstructed view of my pussy, and what his tongue and finger were doing to me. I watched as the wetness grew by the actions of his finger and tongue, as the feeling in the pit of my stomach grew and grew, as his actions grew faster and faster with each moment.

I felt the build up coming on, as I clenched my eyes closed tight, and I cautiously called to jay "Jaaay…please…" As if Jay could read my mind, I felt his finger leave me and within moments, I felt his hands wrap around my legs, pulling them and locking them around his waist, as he positioned himself just outside of my entry. Jay leaned forward into my arms, as I wrapped my arms around his shoulders, when Jay spoke softly "Tell me one more time baby" I smiled as I repeated again "I…" I stopped when I felt him slowly begin to push inside of me, I looked into Jay's face confused when he spoke "I want to hear it…I want to hear it as we're making love" I reached forward cupping his face, bringing his lips to mine, for a quick deep kiss, as I spoke "I love you Jay" feeling him push his member fully into me. My whole body sighed as he was in me, it was like it had found the relief it had been searching for. I sighed, as he slowly brought his lips to meet mine once again, as he began to slowly start the rhythm.

Jay kept the rhythm slowly, slowly pulling out and re-entering me slowly, his eyes never leaving mine as our eyes stay connected for moments. I could hear his breathing coming more rapid, as the rhythm grew faster and faster. I reached for him, pulling him to me, to connect his lips with mine again, my tongue snaking out running across his lips. The kiss deepened as my tongue searched his mouth, dancing with his tongue. The kiss broke, hearing a deep moan come from him, as I watched his teeth clench, his eyes closed tight, as the rhythm progressed into a faster tempo. I smiled as I cupped his face with my hands again, his eyes opening when I spoke "You're forgetting about that mirror" I said with a quick wink, when I saw a smile grow across his face.

Jay climbed off of me, giving me room to get re-positioned, as I lay at the foot of the bed, I laid on my side, facing the mirror, within mere moments, Jay was behind me, his legs tangled with mine, as he entered me once again from behind. His arms wrapping around my body, his fingertips laying trails all over my skin. My eyes connected with his through the mirror, as he continued the rhythm, I watched as he left butterfly kisses on my shoulder, as he slammed into me over and over. The buildup building in both of us, I could feel it in the pit of my stomach and I knew I was close to the edge. I watched in the mirror as Jay's arm snaked around, his fingers finding my clit once again as he began to rub, I bit my bottom lip hard, fighting my best to hold back my release. Jay sped up the pace double time, as he was thrusting as fast as his hips could, the build up building fast, as I tried to hold off as much as I could, and that's when I heard Jay "Roll over". I felt the rhythm stop for only a moment, when Jay pulled out, giving me time to roll back onto my back, and quickly he was back in me, my legs laid over his shoulders, his face just aboe mine, his thrusting still at a fast pace when he spoke "I want to look into your eyes when you cum, baby" and with that last thought, he gave one more hard thrust, that rubbed against my spot and sent me over the edge, as I felt the wave of relief wash over my body. My eyes rolling into the back of my head as I struggled to keep control, my fingers intertwining with Jay's as he continued to thrust, bringing me through the orgasm.

The last wave of relief washed through my body, and just as my eyes refocused I could see Jay's eyes clenched tight and within seconds, I felt Jay find his release. I unhooked my legs from his shoulders as Jay slumped forward, sweat dripping off both of our bodies, as we laid there together, trying to breathe normally again. Our panting slowly subsiding, Jay rolled off of me, laying next to me on the bed. Our hands still intertwined, Jay turned his head over to me when I heard him speak "Tell me one more time?" I rolled my head over to look into his eyes "Aren't you getting tired of it yet?" Jay suddenly rolled over, his body covering mine once again when he spoke "Never" I smiled, as he tried to play the puppy dog look the best he could, I rolled my eyes as I spoke once again "I love you Jay!" Jay's smile growing wide, when he said happily "I love you too" before capturing my lips in a quick kiss, and rolling back off of me.

Jay and I spent the next several hours getting to know each other all over again intimately. In between our love making sessions, we would find time to sleep. It wasn't until around 3PM that we finally showered and left the hotel room, Jade had texted me telling me her and AJ we're going to take the boys to the Excalibur, they had a little children's area in the basement area, so Jay and I met them there. Jay and I stood on the stairwell in the lobby of the Excalibur, Jay's arms wrapped around my waist, when I heard him whisper into my ear "Don't get me wrong, I love the boys and all, but I would of preferred to stay in the room with you…" I turned to face him in his arms, his smile wide on his lips when I spoke "Down Boy!" seeing Jay chuckle lightly, when I continued "If we kept on going like that, one of us would of broke something for sure", only to hear Jay shoot back "Yeah, but it would hurt so good" as he winked, leaning forward capturing my lips in a quick kiss. I had just turned around, when I heard the squeal of two familiar little voices

"Aunt Lily! Christian!" the boys squealed as they let go of AJ and Jade's hands as they ran towards us at full speed. I moved out of Jay's arms, leaning down enveloping Jesse and Jacob in a big hug, then let them go as they moved onto Christian. It really did warm my heart to see Jay with the boys. Jade and AJ walked up to us, hand in hand, a knowing smile on both of their faces, I stood and enveloped both my sister and AJ in a quick hug, before Jay did the same. I heard AJ speak "We all good?" he said while darting his eyes between Jay and I. I blushed when Jay spoke "Everything is great" he said confidently with a wide smile on his face, only to hear Jade retort "Well he got laid last night". Hearing Jay bust out laughing as I swatted my sister "Jade!", I was about to continue when I heard the little voice of Jesse "Aunt Lily?" I kneeled down in front of him when I heard him ask "What's Laid?" My eyes opened wide as I glared over to Jade, Jay chose that time to change the subject as he scooped up both boys, one in each arm. Both boys squealed with delight, as Jay spoke "How about we go play some games?" watching both little boys nod their heads wildly, as Jay and AJ led the way down to the arcade, carrying the boys. I walked behind them with Jade "Oh good going Jade, I don't think 5 is the age to teach them the birds and the bees!" I said in a whisper, as Jade retorted "My Bad!" The silence continued between my sister and I, following behind AJ and Jay, who were now carrying the boys on their shoulders, as we walked down the stairs to the arcade level.

Jade stood next to me, as we watched Jay and AJ trying to help the boys play ring toss. Jade nudged slightly, and in a whisper "So?" I looked over to my sister and just by the look on my face, my sister squealed loudly "You're back together!" as she enveloped me in a large hug. Jay looked back to us as we hugged, our hug broke as I watched Jade walk over to Jay and envelop him in another hug before she spoke "I can't believe you didn't tell me earlier!" Jay responded quickly "Well, we were….um…busy" while wagging his eyebrows, a knowing smile on his face, as my sister darted her eyes between Jay and I, seeing the blush grow on my face. Jade simply laughed out loud, after the blush faded from my face, Jade turned back to me "So how was the concert?"

I told Jade all about the concert, we followed AJ and Jay and the boys all around the arcade, as they played numerous games. AJ had bought tickets for all of us to attend the dinner show that the Excalibur has, so we were simply wasting time until the show started. We walked over to the rides area, and Jay suggested we take the boys on what they called the "magic motion machine". After verifying that Jesse and Jacob would be allowed to go on the ride, we bought the tickets and they led us into a dark room with two TV monitors, the attendant told us to watch the video and after the video the doors would open and we could walk into the ride area. It was only us 6 in the room, as the video began to play. The theme was a Spongebob ride, so both Jesse and Jacob were completely enthralled from the moment the video started. I stood next to Jay in the back, next to AJ and Jade when I heard Jade speak in a half whisper tone "You two behave over there, I know it's dark and all…" I rolled my eyes as I heard Jay chuckling next to me. Suddenly a thought crossed my mind, I leaned over to Jay, and whispered "Watch this…" I very quietly stepped over near Jade, and quickly reached forward and squeezed her bottom. All of a sudden Jade yelped loudly, before saying in a stern tone "AJ!" before she swatted him on the arm. Poor, AJ responded "What?", looking shocked at what had just happened, as Jay and I just busted out laughing.

Even in the dark I could see the glare of my sister, when I heard whisper back "Real funny!", I was chuckling to myself, when only a few moments later, I myself yelped loudly cause I felt a slight pinch on my backside. I could tell everyone was looking as I whispered "Nice try Jade", only to hear my sister respond "What?" I shot back "You grabbed my ass!" and then suddenly out of nowhere I heard Jay speak "Oh sorry…that was me" causing all of the adults in the room to just bust out laughing as the video stopped and the doors opened. We led the boys into the arena, which consisted of 8 two-seater machines, in front of a big IMAX movie screen. After taking a few moments to figure out who was sitting where, we all rode the ride, hearing the boys squeal loudly throughout the ride.

The ride was quick, and we spent the rest of the time playing carnival games until the show started. The show started as we climbed into our seats for the dinner theater, it was very similar to the Medieval Times show in CA and in FL, but the boys enjoyed it and so did the adults. We got a nice picture of all 6 of us from the show. After the show, we all went back to Jade and I's apartment, the boys had fallen asleep on the way home, so as soon as we got home we got the boys settled in my bed. Jade, AJ, Jay and I played a friendly game of trivial pursuit before Jade and AJ called it a night. Jay and I stayed in the living room, watching whatever was on TV at the time, cuddling when I heard Jay speak "I should get going…" as he stood from the couch. My shocked face said it all as I spoke " You're not staying the night?" Jay's smile growing wide as his eyes poured into mine. I slightly blushed "Well, I have to take the boys to court with me tomorrow…and we're gonna need all the help we can get…and it would ju…" I was cut off my Jay quickly lunging towards me, his lips meeting mine, dancing with my lips again. I closed my eyes as a slight moan escaped from my chest, as his tongue snaked into my mouth. The kiss broke, Jay's face just mere inches from mine, his breath hot on my lips when he responded "Just tell me it again" I laughed as I wrapped my arms around his neck, holding his face in my hands as I spoke "I love you Jay."