Well... That was fast for me to make this next chapter, hopefully I did well...

Enjoy :)


Logan finds himself once again floating in deep darkness as the first dream he has before.

"Well...here we go again..." Logan sighs as he swims to find the surface once again, but unlike before he couldn't find the surface

"Damn, where's the surface?" Just as Logan questions, he felt his head is wet and coldness is what he felt. He realize he's finally above the water, now on the surface. But everything looked dull and the sky is shown to be conflicting with both the light sky and dark sky being split. He swims to shore and went on to search for the woman he has seen in the past two dreams.

"Just where is that girl..." he wandered aimlessly around the place and was still no sign of her.

However, it didn't take that long to find the woman once again...

She's now sitting on the ground where she's just near the waters where the small waves hit the shore. Her dress is a mix of the white and black dresses she wore in the past two dreams. She began to sing once again...

"A burdened heart...sinks into the ground..." the way she's singing is once again different, but unlike the previous two, no music is playing and she's not dancing, but her voice continues to echo in the sky

"A veil falls a...way wi...thout a sound...not day nor night...wrong nor right...for truth and peace you fight..." her singing is also different, it now sounded sorrowful, depressing and lamenting.

Just then, rain begins to fall despite the sky being clear of clouds, a sound of thunder was heard as Logan looks back to find a deep pit that's sealed up by bars as rain continues to pour down on the pit.

Logan went to see and look closer to find someone in the pit. The person looked frail, weak, pale, sick and thin. He looked badly wounded, he has a lot of bruises, some parts of his body, notably on his right arm are bleeding badly. He could hear the person down in the pit sobbing, he could barely hear what he's saying repeatedly and it was stuttering the words

"H-h-help...m-m-me...s-someone...p-p-p-please..." he was shivering, when Logan looked closer at the man's face, his eyes widened in disbelief...

That person...

In the pit...

Was Logan himself...

"What...the hell..." he slightly whimpered, what happened to him? As Logan stumbles backward slowly. The woman continues to sing

"Sing...with me...a song...of silence and blood...the rain falls...but can't wash...away the mud... Wi...thin my an...cient heart dwells...madness and pride... Can no one..." she slightly had a tear slip through eye and sobs silently before she finally says the last lyrics

"...hear my cry..."

Just then he started to hear voices calling out his name, at first, it was soft... But the voices grew louder...and louder...and louder...and finally reaches the point where it became unbearable to handle for Logan to hear. He kneels down in pain and covers his ears with both his hands.

"Make it stop...make it goddamn stop..." he groans in pain as he couldn't help but shout in pain

"MAKE IT STOP!" the voices didn't stop until the woman suddenly turns back with a gasp and the voices stop

"Logan?"


Logan wakes up with wide eyes, it almost felt as if it's a nightmare, he couldn't describe it properly. When turned to look at the window, there was daylight. The windows glimmering by the sunlight with the light reflected towards him in the face. When he turns to the other side, there was no one beside him. Logan actually thought that Kendrick might be watching him again, but apperently, he wasn't. And that's cause his slseping in the other room that's locked up by a door that Logan's seeing right now.

Hm...wonder if he had good sleep, mine was sure almost like a nightmare, but something doesn't feel right... Logan got up and went to wash up from washing his face to brushing his teeth, which of course everyone usually does when they wake up.

June 15... It's Federation Day. And when Logan looks down on the streets, there was some kind of parade going on, but he ain't in a mood to watch parades as he went to check the door if the hotel service leave breakfast, which is what he expected to see and brings it inside along with the newspaper. He sets the newspaper aside as he went on to eat.


In an unknown flowing clear river, a teen was riding on a boat that's actually also a resturant, watching the tropical scenery that's in front of him. His brown eyes sparkling from the bright sunlight, he was smiling brightly. He saw some different province folks swimming just at the riverbanks, with one even making a swing jump into the river. He laughed at how great he made the leap and waved at them. The river was so peaceful, he felt free.

Free from worries...

Free from wars...

Free from problems...

Free from destruction...

Free from responsibilities...

Free from everything...

He wanted to stay this way. He wanted to stay.

Apperently...

A loud knock was heard in the boat and he turned around to look back on where the sound is coming.


"Kendrick! You awake?"

"Ugh... I'm goddamn awake now." Kendrick groaned in frustration when he heard Logan knocking on the door

"I saved some food for you! Breakfast's already served!"

"Alright, hang on!" Kendrick slowly got up and wore his balaclava and sunglasses, he was sleeping peacefully when he was disturbed by Logan.

This kid... He's...different... He felt something different about Logan. He wasn't really intimidated by his appearance (well he hasn't seen how his real face looked) nor his attitude. People would usually stay away from him since they wouldn't want to go near him as if he's a bomb that will go off if someone goes to him. No one had the guts to talk to him... And that's what Kendrick wanted them to think...

He doesn't want someone to be close to him and Logan seems to be having a good start with him. However, he just met him, so he can't jump to conclusions just yet.


"Kendrick?"

"Yes?"

"Do you have friends?"

"No."

"Why?"

"Cause I never had."

"Are you shy?"

"N-no, why would I?"

"Just thinking..."

Logan and Kendrick are just walking around the city of Caracas, the streets filled with different decorations like motifs, flags and confettis since everyone's celebrating. In fact, everything was bright, Logan thought that everything is going to be great today. The sun is bright, the sky is clear, everyone's cheering, the music booming through the city, it seems that today is going to be a great one for him despite the fact tomorrow it's back to work with the Federation and it will suck if he haven't use his remaining time till tomorrow. But it already sucks cause Wade, Marx and Carol are not here to celebrate with him, however, he knows that they're still alive and he wouldn't let those bad feelings take over him. Then again, everything was normal...

That is well...

What he'll see for now...

"So do you party or something?"

"Not really, but I do go to parties, however, I don't sing nor dance."

"You should really loosen up Kendrick, I mean, you don't have to-"

"Shh..."

"Huh?"

"Logan quiet." "Kendrick held a hand up as they both froze and stop to hear what Kendrick is he hearing. The two concentrate enought to hear an unusual sound tha's echoing in the bright sky. Kendrick immedietly recognize those sounds.

"Fighter jets?"

"Fighter jets? Kendrick, there's nothing to worry, it's just part of the celebration."

"I know Logan... But, it's not only the Federation that's coming... And it's not only fighter jets that are coming..."

"Huh? I don't hear any other sounds, how can you know?" Logan didn't get a response from Kendrick as he was just standing still like a statue, almost as if he's concentrating. Then.

"Holy shit. Logan, we need to get out of here now!"

"Why?"

"Today's gonna turn into hell now!" Kendrick grabs Logan's arm and both run as an explosion was heard from behind. Debris flying forward and on to the streets where the two can see them in front. Cheers have been replaced with screams. The bright sky is now filled with fighter jets from th Federation as well as helicopters, the number of jets are unusually a lot compared to how many jets would fly by during Federation Day. Logan and Kendrick took shelter in one of the nearby buildings as they see tanks driving by as well. Today really went from heaven to hell. Celebrations turned to chaos...

"What the hell was that?!"

"It's the Americans, they're assaulting us."

"Huh?! At this time?!"

"We're in a war anyway. But shit, it's been a while since that kind of chaos happened."

"What chaos?"

"It was that night when a secured building collapsed and half of the people below who were celebrating were crushed. Ring any bells to you?"

"I...don't think so... Maybe I guess... But why?"

"No goddamn idea, but right now, this one's worst. Come on Logan, grab a weapon now!"

"Are you serious? How?"

"Hmph... I always come prepared in cases like this." Kendrick smirks (well Logan can't see his face so he doesn't know) as he took out two P226 pistols and two combat knives out of pockets of his leather jacket and passed both the pistol and the knife to Logan.

"You know how to fight in the battlefield?"

"Despite always guarding the walls of the territory? Yes, I do." Logan gives a cocky smirk as the two ready themselves and they burst out of the door and assualted two American soldiers. After taking both of them out, they drag their bodies inside a vacant store and steal weapons and equipment to get themselves more armed and ready.

"Ahh... A Honey Badger, my favorite. What's your favorite weapon Kendrick? Also the Honey Badger?"

"Let's just say I'm more of a shotgun person. The Bulldog is my favorite. But the Honey Badger? Well I guess it's my most preferred assualt rifles."

"No way! We both like a Honey Badger and a Bulldog?! Now that's just awesome!" Logan smiled childishly at Kendrick.

"Um... Thanks... I guess..."

Okay. Maybe he'll be sticking with me for long. He's way different from the others.

"Hey, you okay?"

"Yeah, I'm fine. Come on, we'll have to get out of the city while we still can."

"Can't you do that trick like before?"

"Well..." Kendrick looked back at what's going on and everything is going haywire outside, with the debris falling, missiles flying across the streets and gunshots bursting through the air...

"...not when there's calamity going on outside."

"You got to be kidding me..."

"I ain't kid. Come on, we can try to steal a tank or whatever crap they brought with them."

"Yes sir." The two got out as they take out their enemies in their way.

Ten minutes later

"Come on! There's a tank in front of us, we're just behind it! If we can sneak up from behind, we can steal it and ride our way out of this hellhole!"

As they near the tank, one of the Federation jets fire a missile that was supposed to hit the opposing jet, however, it missed and ends up hitting the dam instead. The sound of the blast echo throughout the city, it was a sign that a certain event is about to repeat itself from years before. Logan and Kendrick were frozen still staring as the dam finally gives way and the waters of the dam begins to flood the city once again.

"Forget it! We need to get to higher grounds now!" Kendrick grabs Logan's arm once again and the two ran to the left in an alley as a rush of water appears in front of them. Luckily, a truck blocked the way and they turned to the right where they enter a building with water already flooding and rising. They barely escaped and manage to reach the staircase. Much of the city has been flooded.

"You okay?"

"Yeah. I'm fine. Thanks."

"Good."

"Kendrick?"

"What."

"Do you survive this kind of shit as well?"

"Um...yeah? Why?"

"Cause well... I don't know if I can get through this too..."

"Hey. We'll get through this okay?"

"Okay."

"Alright. Let's go, there's a bridgeway we can cross." The two rush to the bridgeway where they could see through the window the city being flooded. Everything somehow went shit in just a blink of an eye, but it doesn't end there...

"Come on! We're almost on the other side!" Just as Kendrick said it, a tank breaks through the bridge from the left side just at the end where the two are going, leaving a huge gap and the bridge to bend.

"SHIT! Get back now!" The two rush back, but it was too late as the bridge gave way, luckily Kendrick grabbed a railing that's barely holding on to the wall and grabbed Logan's hand, both men holding on tightly.

"Don't worry Logan! I got you!"

"I know! Thanks!" but it's still not over, the railing is almost breaking loose from the wall since it could not support two men holding on to it.

"Oh shit, shit, shit, shit. It's not gonna hold on any longer!"

"It won't hold us both Kendrick, you have to let go of me!"

"What the fuck are you thinking!? You'll get your ass killed if I let go of you!"

"I know! But I can't drag you down with me!"

"Logan! There's always a way!"

"This is the only way! You can't save me this time!"

"Logan! I'll won't fucking do it!"

"I know..." and before Kendrick could say anything else, Logan brought out his camera he brought with him and used the flash right in front of his face, blinding him which loosen his grip on Logan, giving Logan a chance to let go of him and fall into the raging waters.

"LOGAN!"

I'm sorry Kendrick... I don't want to drag you with me... Logan gave a sorry smile to him as he lands into the stream. The stream washes him away as he pass by debris, dead bodies, and cars that are also washed away by the waters of the dam. He tried to keep his head up, but ends up being underwater and ends up hitting his head by a rubble. It hit him hard and his vision faded to black.


He didn't know how long was he out nor where he is when he slowly wakes up to find himself in still the water, now flowing gently. He used all the energy he still has to swim to land and despite the strong current, managed to reach shore. Logan weakly dragged himself where he found himself in an unknown forest, his vision was blurry and he felt drained. He could hear footsteps that are nearing and a sound of a someone cocking his weapon and ready to fire. Logan gets a sight of a soldier, about to shoot him since he knows he's a Fed. Apperently, when he sees his face, he froze in disbelief and aims the weapon away from him. Logan soon passes out again.

Before he drifts to unconsciousness however, he heard the soldier speak through his comms.

"Everyone. Abort the mission... I think we found a ghost."

1:34am

Logan slightly wakes up to find himself laid down, however, he was half conscious. He hears plane engines humming and despite the fact he couldn't see, he could tell he's surrounded by US soldier since he recognizes the accent and that they're speaking English. He faintly hears someone whispering to another.

"How're you so sure if it's really him? What if he's a different person?"

"Who would look like him? I mean just look at him, that's Sergeant Logan Walker, one of the Ghosts. He went M.I.A. five years ago and was declared K.I.A. a year later. Don't you think it's surprising to find him all alive and well?"

"He passed out."

"Yeah, but alive and well right?"

"Yeah?"

"Of course."

"But do you think they turned him like Rorke?"

"I don't know... But we'll find out soon, hopefully he didn't break like that motherfucker."

"I wonder how will the Ghosts react to this."

"They would break down since they felt bad when they found out Rorke killed him. But the one who'll surely break down would be Lieutenant Hesh."

"Why? What's up with Lieutenant Hesh?"

Before Logan could continue hearing the conversation, he drifts back to unconsciousness once again.

8:07am

"Keegan... We...have to do something..."

"What do you think we should do then Paula?"

"I-I don't know Keegan..."

"Calm down Paula... No need to worry alright."

"Okay. After all, it's the first time to ever see him..."

Logan felt very heavy when he slowly woke up, hearing voices as if they're above him. In fact, they are above him. His eyes felt heavy, but he slowly opened his eyes. His vision was blurry, the light above him is real bright that it slightly blinded him, making him raise his hand above his face to block it.

"H-hey Keegan, look." he heard a girl's voice. Logan let himself see who it was and despite his vision being blurred, there were two people above him. A guy and a girl.

"You're awake now..." the man was giving him a warm smile, his black hair and blue eyes shine brightly by the light that was above him.

"Hey there." the girl was also smiling, she looked young, sporting red hair and green eyes.

"You sure had a rough time back there." the man spoke

Logan slowly got up when the man and the girl helped him. When Logan looked around, he seemingly found himself in a room, it turned out he was in the barracks. But what base is he in?

"Ugh... W-where am I?"

"Back home Logan..." Logan slightly flinched when he answered his question

"H-home?"

"Yeah, welcome home." the girl is slightly shy, but her voice sounds cheerful.

"Oh... Back home in Lima... Thanks." Logan made a small smile, the man and the girl gave a confused look. Logan's eyes narrow when he saw how they reacted.

"What's with the faces?"

"Um... Logan... This isn't Lima..."

"Huh?"

"Kid, we're in Los Angeles."

Los Angeles? Isn't that in... Shit! Logan snapped and jumped out of his bed, knocking both people down, and grabbed a gun that was beside him. He hide himself at the corner, aiming his gun on either of the two.

"Where the fucking hell am I?!"

"A base in LA Logan." the man raised his hands

"Who are you people?! How do you know my name?!"

"Logan, it's Keegan. Don't you remember? We're Ghosts."

"Ghosts? What the fuck do you want from me?! Hell, I don't even know you! I don't fucking know you!"

"Hold it Logan! Look, just drop the gun. We're not going to hurt you alright. Hand me the gun."

"Why should I do that? I don't trust you guys." Logan frowned

"Logan. Hand. The. Gun..." Keegan slowly walked to the crouching man, Keegan can see a slight sense of fear in Logan's eyes. Eventually, Logan gave the gun to him. His hands were sweaty and shaking.

"Logan... You okay?"

"Go away or I'll strangle you hard till your eyes pop out." Logan growled at Keegan.

"Logan... You don't remember me?"

"I told you... I don't know you people..."

"Keegan..."

"I know Paula. Come on Logan, they're waiting for you."

"Who the hell's waiting for me?"

"The others."

"What others? I don't know who the hell are they goddamnit." Logan glared

"Logan. Just give me your hand." Logan reluctantly grabbed Keegan's hand. Keegan and Paula escorted Logan to an interrogation room where Logan sat down on a metal chair with a metal table in front. Logan stared down, not wanting to see their faces. He knew that they killed he and Wade's parents... But that's what he thinks...

Keegan and Paula left Logan be and went out to meet up with Merrick

"So who do we got there you two?"

"Merrick... It's... Logan... He's alive."

"Logan? As in Logan Walker? You better not be messing around Keeg."

"I ain't kidding Merrick. A soldier found him laying on the side of the river... Looks like Rorke was fucking our minds around the whole time."

"Son of the gun... How's the kid doing?"

"He... Let's just say he startled when he saw us... So that's Logan Walker you guys have been talking about since I joined huh?"

"Yes Paula, that's our boy Logan."

"Though that's the good news Merrick, we found Logan alive."

"What's the bad news then?"

"I don't know... He didn't break like how Rorke did, but he looked at us as if it's his first time."

"Huh?"

"Merrick... Logan doesn't remember us..."

"Shit. Rorke almost broke him, well, not to the point where Logan did break."

"What are you saying?"

"Logan only cracked. He's still himself, but Rorke just filled a fuck load of lies to fill up that crack."

"Since when are you now a psychologist sir?"

"Since we yesterday kid."

"Paula, quit messing around here. Logan can't remember a thing about us."

"Sorry sir."

"Does Hesh know about this Keegan?"

"I haven't told him, haven't seen him for two days."

"What's he up to?"

"Don't know, but he needs to know about this. Maybe he'll also help Logan remember everything."

"Good point, find him Keeg."

"Got it. Paula, stay here and keep an eye on Logan please."

"Yes sir." Keegan set out to look for Hesh while Paula and Merrick stayed put to watch Logan, who's still stuck in his world, filled with different emotions of anger, confusion and fear.


Hesh just returned to base with Riley, both all exhausted as they have to sneak past enemies and obstacle that were in their path. The moment he reaches his room in the barracks, he lay down on his bed. His room was somewhat gloomy and a little messy and unorganized, he stared up at the ceiling, he couldn't stop thinking about what that Fed soldier was talking to in his phone. Hearing the name Logan, it brought back memories of his brother, how much he spent time with him in the past years, how they both got each others' backs, how he has been following his footsteps... His heart ached in remembering Logan. Apperently, he thought himself to be crazy if he thinks that the Logan that soldier was talking to was his brother. Ever since he was told that Logan was declared K.I.A., Hesh couldn't talk to anyone anymore and locked himself up in his room for the past few weeks and could not stop crying since then, having lost both his father Elias and his brother Logan. Even having been drinking during those days. All of his remaining family... Taken away by the very same man who he swears that he'll murder him for what he has done. Logan's "death" drove his anger to vengeance and has almost been reckless in the missions, especially if that involves Rorke. Because of this, Merrick had to give Hesh a check up with a psychiatrist. Hesh was deemed unfit for battle, Rorke not only broke Logan (almost, only cracked him and Hesh isn't aware yet that Logan's alive), but so did he broke Hesh. He really wants to fuck up the Walkers real bad all because Elias dropped him, in which in reality, Elias wanted to save him, but he couldn't save him and even if he did hold on to Rorke, he'll still fall and get turned, except Elias with be in that same situation as well and this'll ruin both Logan and Hesh...

Ever since that time he was kept from the field, Hesh could only do nothing but sneak out sometimes with Riley to do whatever they'll do, either walk around or take out any infiltrating Federation soldiers. Since that very day that Logan was declared K.I.A., he was completely ruined and in complete mess. Almost everyday, he silently cries in his sleep, dreaming of Logan crying for help on that day when they thought they killed Rorke. Despite the years that he was able to get over, there were still times he sobbed and weeped silently in his sleep. He was in ruins...

Shit... Despite those years... I couldn't stop fucking crying... Hesh had a mix of frustration and depression as he sighs. He almost drifted to sleep when...

"Hesh? You there?" I knock was heard and Hesh groaned, "What the fuck is it?"

"Hesh, open up. Please." Hesh got up as Riley follows him as well where he opened the door where he was met with Keegan's face.

"This better be important Keegan."

"Hesh... What you'll hear is definitely crazy as hell. You might even let your heart start cracking up."

"What is it Keeg?"


Merrick gave Logan his file that also contained his bio. Merrick left Logan alone after that where Logan went on to see "his" bio. He could only remember his first name and birthday. Both were accurate, but Logan saw the last name after his first name...

"Walker... Logan Walker... That's my last name? No shit... both my first name and my birthday is in this and they're both correct." Logan skimmed through the bio. After reading everything about him, a mix of emotuons conflicted him. Logan took upon to process this...

In the bio it never mentioned his parents being killed by the Ghosts, it never even metioned Wade being his big brother, instead his big brother is this "David" or "Hesh" guy. It even mentioned that Logan is PART of the Ghosts. Logan stared down on the floor and was now filled with confusion and a little bit of anger.

What the fucking hell is going? Logan's head ached, he's now confused and he now wants to know the truth of everything. What Rorke said to him on that day... Were those thjngs that Rorke talked were real...or...a lie...

"I want to fucking know what the hell is going..." Logan sighs and covered his face with one hand, still looking down on the floor.

Then...

He heard someone came in.

The sound of the door closed was heard.

Logan slowly looks up...

And when he did...

There was a guy who seemingly looked almost like him except he's slightly different at the same time, he looks slightly older than him and his eyes are shining green.

The two froze and stared each other, both feeling as if time froze and everything just went upside down, silence surrounding them. The guy's face was a mix of shock and heartbreak, Logan felt a slight pity of him looking depressed, it almost looked as if he'll break down in a second or two. It didn't take long till the guy finally spoke, his voice sounded broke and stuttering...

"L-L-Logan?"


That's all for the third chapter.

Guest: You got that right actually, let's just say that "putang ina mo" is the language's equivalent to English's "motherfucker".

Though you guys already know what it means in English, what language did Kendrick just spoke. The language he spoke is also connected to him. So of course, his past will soon be explained in the future.

If you knew what the dream in the river is about and whose dream is that, good for you. But if you don't, then figure it out, I know you will soon figure it out.

And now...Logan is back in his real home! Well, he doesn't know since he's having amnesia... Logan is now surely confused. And the Ghosts now have to figure a way to help Logan regain his lost memories (though he ain't asking for help from them since he doean't know them and trust them since he thinks they killed his parents).

Finally, Hesh saw his baby brother alive and well (and has forgotten everything of him). It's all up to Hesh now since he knows Logan more than anyone.

As for the dream Logan had at the start, it's something you'll have to figure out. But I'll soon explain this in the future, for now. I'll stay silent for this one. However, the lyrics are found in the full version of the song. If you guys still don't know what's the name of the song, it's Lost in Thoughts All Alone, the main theme of Fire Emblem Fates.

Here's the YouTube link to the full song: /watch?v=ENwFAmeWEYk

Great thanks and shout outs to Marieevee, Coffee Monsta & JustaBunchofNonsense, you guys have been supportive of you. Hope this'll continue on. I suggest you guys try reading their stories, you'll like them, really. So I give credits to them. :)

As always, reviews are welcome. Thoughts are needed for me if I need to fix up things that I screwed up with.

The next chapter should be the time for Logan to spend time in America with the Ghosts. So see ya later guys! ;)