Okay here's the next chapter, I hope you like it.

(thanks sooo much to Preppi101 and CassidyTVNut for their help as always)

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I went back to the hospital and went directly to cuddy's office. I opened the door to see Cuddy as usual working on some paperwork. She lifted her head up to see who it was.

"What do you want, Wilson?" She asked

"Me? Nothing, I just wanted to tell you that he's gone, House is gone."

"What do you mean gone?" She questioned me

"He left us, he packed and he went away, I went to his apartment and there was nothing left, he took one of his guitars, a lot of clothes and some food."

"I don't believe you. He wouldn't leave. He has nowhere to go."

"Well I guess he does now."

"Call his voicemail and you'll see"

"Fine, that's what'll do." She said taking her phone and dialing the number she knew by heart.

I waited a couple of minutes; I studied her face carefully waiting for a reaction.

"What? Why did he do that as a voicemail?"

"I don't know cuddy."

"He's just screwing with us."

"I don't think so".

"Where would he go'?

"Somewhere, away from you, I suppose."

"That's absurd Wilson."

"it's the truth, he left after you had the argument."

"But why? He can leave me! How could he."She said to me holding back the tears that were fighting to come down.

"Well he did and I'm not sure we'll ever see him again."

"no, no NOO, Wilson. He can't just leave." She cried out punching her desk with her fist as hard as she could.

"I'm sorry." I said gently.

"please leave Wilson. Get out, find him, look for him, anything just leave me be for the time being."

I did as she demanded.

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Afternoon, Night #1

I had nothing to do; well I didn't want to do anything. I had nothing to live for anymore. I don't even know if I want to live anymore. I winded up in a bar, the closest one from the hotel I was staying in. it was called the Queens Arms.

I was drinking, god knows what , when the barman said to me:

"Hey, this is from that chick" he said pointing at a lady behind me. She smiled at me, but I just couldn't do the same, to tell the truth I didn't want to. The barman gave me the drink, but I didn't even touch it.

"Why aren't you drinking it?" She asked me.

"I don't know, why did you buy me one?"

"I wanted to, and you're hot."

"thanks, I think."

"who are you?" she asked me.

"me? I'm nobody" I answered her.

"okay, if you're nobody then what are you?"

"I'm dead, nothing more, nothing less."

"you probably have a story, which is?"

"well, if I do, you should probably know that it's buried and that I would want it to stay like that."

"That's cool with me."

I turn my head to take a good look at her and I thought I was hallucinating. She looked just liked Lisa, she had the same curly dark brown curls that went on her shoulders and the same green-grayish eyes. She was just a little taller though.

"what are you looking at?" She asked me when she saw that I was looking at her.

"nothing, it's just that you look almost the same way as a person I know, someone I lov…."

"oh, okay." She said catching those lasts words that I let slip out of my mouth by accident. The smile left her face and was replaced with sadness, I could tell. I couldn't be here anymore, I had to leave the bar, I won't let history repeat itself. I will probably never see her again and for the better, I hope. She looked so much like Lisa, the same face, just perfect in her own way. No I have to stop, stop thinking about her; I will only make things worse. My conscious was just stronger than my own wishes and I just couldn't let her out of my head.

"I have to go". I said to her.

"Okay, I'll see you around."

"Whatever."

With that said I left the bar and went to my hotel room.

I took my guitar and started playing, unable for me to forget Lisa Cuddy.

My hands stroked the strings, pulling them carefully playing a nice melody. Letting my voice fill the room and just flowing with it's melody.

Mmmmm
There's so much craziness, surrounding me
There's so much going on, it gets hard to breathe
When all my faith has gone, you bring it back to me
You make it real for me

When I'm not sure of, my priorities
When I've lost site of, where I'm meant to be
Like holy water, washing over me
You make it real for me

And I'm running to you baby
You are the only one who saved me
That's why I've been missing you lately
Cause you make it real for me

When my head is strong, but my heart is weak
I'm full of arrogance, and uncertainty
But I can find the words, you teach my heart to speak
You make it real for meee, yeaaa

And I'm running to you baby
Cause you are the only one who saved me
That's whyyy I've been missing you lately
Cause you make it real for me

Ohhh
Everybodies talking in words
I don't understand
You got to be the only one
Who knows just who I am
Your shinin in the distance
I hope I can make it through
Cause the only place
That I want to be
Is right back home with you

I guess there's so much more
I have to learn
But if you're here with me
I know which way to turn
You always give me somewhere,
Somewhere I can learn
You make it real for me

And I'm running to you baby
Cause you are the only one who saved me
That's why I've been missing you lately
Cause you make it real for me

You make it real for me

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