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House POV:
A month has passed since that day.
I saw Lyla every day. We would hang out, talk. I had recently told her everything.
She knew everything about my life.
She helped me get a small apartment. I didn't buy anything. I only got a piano, the cheapest I could get. It wasn't much, but it was a start.
I still haven't forgotten Lisa Cuddy, and she knew it. She tried to help me. But everyday that had passed it seemed that I loved her more and more. I wrote songs about her. I've written at least 5.
Today, I decided, she would hear one.
So I invited her over and sang to her.
And
day lights, craving
Sunshine on this frozen heart
I am
wishing you well
Wondering how you are
If you and I are
going under
Maybe we can both recover
And find forgiveness
for each other
Even if this is goodbye
And time heals
But these scars keep on tearing us apart
And sometimes ending
is the only place to start
If you and I are going under
Maybe we can both recover
And find forgiveness for each other
Even if this is goodbye
If you and I are going under
Maybe we can both recover
And find forgiveness for each other
Even if
If what we had is really over
If fate is out
there we discover
Let's find forgiveness for each other
Even
if this is goodbye.
I finished singing.
"You have to go back, Greg."
"no way. I'm not going back Lyla." I said to her.
"you have too! You love her!"
"yes I love her!" I said.
Those words had escaped my mouth. It was the first time I admitted to her that I loved her.
"I can't just sit here and watch you destroy yourself, you're my friend!"
"I'm not going back Lyla, I'll hurt her." I confessed.
"you won't if you tell her you love her."
"I can't do that Lyla." I told her.
"Why not?"
"I can't." I replied.
"I know why greg, you're afraid that she won't feel the same. But I know she does."
I didn't say anything.
"sing me another song."
I did as she asked.
The
broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight
Maybe it can
stop tomorrow from stealing all my time
I am here still waiting
though i still have my doubts
I am damaged at best, like you've
already figured out
I'm falling apart, I'm barely
breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain,
there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on,
I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you
The
broken locks were a warning you got inside my head
I tried my best
to be guarded, I'm an open book instead
I still see your
reflection inside of my eyes
That are looking for a purpose,
they're still looking for life
I'm falling apart, I'm barely
breathing
with a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain
(in the pain), is there healing
In your name (in your name) I find
meaning
So I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin' on (I'm
still holdin'), I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin')
I'm barely
holdin' on to you
I'm hangin' on another day
Just to see
what you throw my way
And I'm hanging on to the words you say
You
said that I will be OK
The broken lights on the freeway left
me here alone
I may have lost my way now, haven't forgotten my way
home
I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
with a broken
heart that's still beating
In the pain(In the pain) there is
healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on (I'm
still holdin'), I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin' on
(I'm still holdin'),
I'm barely holdin' on to you
I'm
holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'),
I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'),
I'm barely holdin' on to you
That song was for her. For everything she did to try and help me.
She realized I wrote it for her because she smiled.
I kissed her cheek, showing her that I was grateful.
"okay, it's my turn." Lyla said.
"I didn't know you could play." I said to her as she sat down next to me on the piano bench.
"There's something's that you don't know about me." lyla responded.
I smiled.
She pressed her hands on the keys and opened her mouth. A beautiful voice came out.
She sang beautifully.
It's
gotta be this one,
You don't have to fake it
You know I can
take it
What if I told you your tears haven't been ignored
And
everything that was taken can be restored
Chorus:
Feel
this
Can you feel this
My heart beating out of my chest
Feel
this
Can you feel this
Salvation, under my breath
It's
gotta be just right
Soul and spirt
Chord and lyrics
What if
I told you that innocence is yours
And the beauty you have now is
brighter than before
Before
Chorus:
Feel this
Can
you feel this
My heart beating out of my chest
Feel this
Can
you feel this
Salvation, under my breath
Ah-ah-ah-ah,
ah-ah-ah-ah-ah, ah-ah-ah-ah-ah
Ah-ah-ah-ah, ah-ah-ah-ah-ah,
ah-ah-ah-ah-ah
Let go, let go and believe, let go, let go and believe, let go, let go and believe, let go
Chorus:
Feel
this
Can you feel this
My heart beating out of my chest
Feel
this
Can you feel this
Salvation, under my breath
"it was beautiful. You have an amazing voice." I told her.
"thank you."
"are you every going to go back?" She asked me.
"I don't know, but I don't think so."
"that's too bad. Play me another one." She said.
I obeyed her once more. Signing to her was like therapy, for me.
She
left me hangin' by a thread again
I stood there waiting like a
fool for her
I never dreamed that I'd be in this place
But here
I am all alone
It's not the first time that she's walked
away
Changed all our plans within the blink of an eye
And
looking back it's always been the same
But I refused to see it all
for what it was
[Chorus:]
Has anybody ever felt this
way
Has anybody been ripped apart
Anybody give everything to
the one they love
Am I the only one left behind
Am I the only
one who hates goodbyes
God I know this can't go on forever
I
wonder if she ever thinks of me
And all the promises she swore to
keep
Some nights I lay in bed just burning up
'Cause I know
that she's out with someone else
[Chorus]
I was the one
who gave up everything for her
When no one would listen I heard
every word, oh
It took me so long to see that maybe I am better
off alone
[Chorus X2]
God I know this can't go on
All
I wanna do is just move on
God I know this can't go on
forever
Yeah I know this won't go on forever
God I know this
can't go on forever.
"it's good." Lyla said to me, when I played the last key.
"thanks."
"play me another one, please."
I did as she said. But instead of the piano, I took the guitar.
Yeah...
My
heart was jumpin' for her
My head was spinnin' in circles
My
tongue was tied
I tried, but couldn't find the words
She had
them eyes of fire
The ones you can't put out
She saw a sucker
for lovin'
And turned my world around
[Chorus:]
Oh, I
just can't let you go
My mind is not my own
And I can't eat,
can't sleep
I'm in too deep
Oh, oh, whoa-oh-oh, I just can't
let you go
Whoa, I just can't let you go
One look in my
condition
I see you in my dreams
And every night I fight
To
keep my sanity
She's like a roller coaster
And I'm afraid of
heights
But still there's nothing to stop me
From getting off
this ride
[Chorus]
So many times I've tried
To get
her out of my life
But she knows I'm addicted
To the taste of
her lips
My strength is drifting away
My body's aching with
pain
I can't hold on
I can't hold on any longer
I finished. She was smiling at me. She always loved when I played to her. She didn't have to ask. I went on with the next song.
It was personal. It was really what I felt inside.
I
shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I
shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away
I
shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I
shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away
And I
don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to
make a feeling stop
[Chorus:]
Just
so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't
help it
I won't sit around, I can't let him win now
Thought you
should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't
want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you
know
It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I
can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the
other way
And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause
I don't know how to make a feeling stop
[Chorus]
This
emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why I've waited so
long
Looking back I realize
It was always there just never
spoken
I'm waiting here...been waiting here
I finished once more another song.
"Greg! You have to go back. You have to go see her. Tell her that you love her!" She said once more to me, hoping that this time will do the trick.
I had to think about it.
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Wilson's POV:
I've been trying to find House for the past month. I called my friend and told me we had to wait a month to find out his credit card records or his plane flights. And that day was today.
Cuddy has been a wreck since the day that he left. She would not even come to work sometimes. She would stay home and cry.
TBC…
I hope you all like it.
All the songs are from singers/ groups. They do not belong to me.
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