My Past and My Future Collide

Chapter 3: Better Left Unsaid

The next morning Mitchie woke up around 5:30 not being able to sleep anymore. There was so much going through her head at the moment. She didn't know what to do. Her heart was broken. She was really hurt by Shane. She was angry last night but now just broken. She grabbed some clothes and went into the bathroom.

She tied her long brown hair up into a high ponytail. She slipped on her pair of lulu lemon Capri pants and a sports bra. She slipped on a tank top and tied up her sneakers. She splashed some water onto her face to wake her up then slowly walked to the main part of the cabin. She carefully walked out of the cabin closing the screen door quietly and squinted into the rising sun casting a shadow of light over the water.

She stepped onto the gravel path outside the cabin and started running towards the beach and docks. She stepped onto the sand and started running along the edge of the water feeling the breeze cool down her body as she felt an adrenaline rush. You would rarely catch her running but when she had so much on her mind like she currently had, running always calmed her down.

Mitchie ran down the beach and started upon the docks that ran horizontal along the lake for about have the length. The run was really calming her. She kept pushing herself a little more. Soon she stopped on the deck halfway to the end and tried to catch her breath. The sun was now glistening upon her and she was getting sweaty. She looked in front of her seeing a dock leading into the gorgeous water

She slipped off her sneakers and socks, and took off her tank top then ran down the dock diving into the cool lake water letting it surround her then pop back up through the surface smiling and just laying on her back floating for a bit letting her body calm down. She closed her eyes and let the sun light up her body on the surface of the water. She soon shot up after hearing footsteps along the dock. She carefully lifted her head up to see a disappearing figure heading towards the camp.

Mitchie slowly got up onto the deck dripping wet. She was cooled down though and no longer sweaty. She was dripping and smelling like lake water though. She looked over and saw the muscular figure fading onto the beach. It was definitely a male figure. He apparently had shaggy blonde hair from where she stood anyway. She was surprised someone was actually up to run, although it was a gorgeous morning. She smiled, picked up her tank and began running again towards camp and back to her cabin, even though she would get sweaty again.

She finally reached the cabin again and walked in quietly seeing everyone still asleep the sun not yet seeping in through the windows. She grabbed two towels and a face cloth. She then grabbed her body wash and shampoo and walked into the bathroom and turned on the water. She stripped out of her clothes and took down her hair and slowly stepped into the hot water. She let the water wash the lake smelling water and the sticky feeling of sweat she had off of her. She smiled letting it cascade down every curve and crest of her body. She washed her hair and her body then turned off the water leaning against the cool shower wall. She grabbed her smaller towel and wrapped it around her damp hair. She wrapped the towel around her body securely then walked into the main room getting clothes.

She sat on her bed turning her phone on laying it down then looking through her clothes. She picked out a pair of black skinny jeans and a purple tank top. She got dressed, the purple shirt going down just past the top of her jeans hugging her thighs tightly letting her figure be emphasized. She smiled satisfied looking into the mirror then sat on her bed looking at her cell phone at the new message screen debating if she should text Shane or not. She decided she would and slowly began to type a new one.

She sent the message then tossed her phone onto her bed leaving it forgotten for now. It was just after 7 and she could leave in 30 minutes for breakfast. She laid her head against the headboard and just lay there as the sun started seeping through the curtain windows. She heard Caitlyn stir.

"Mitchie?" she asked groggily

"Yeah, get up breakfast in half an hour" Mitchie said smiling laughing at her friend

"Yeah, yeah I'm coming" Caitlyn said grabbing clothes and stumbling into the bathroom.

10 minutes later Caitlyn came out dressed in root sweat pants with a t-shirt and a zip up lulu sweater. Her hair was down and damp form her shower with sign of a hairbrush ran through it. She slipped on some flip-flops and sat on her bed waiting for Peggy and Lola.

"How long have you been up?" She asked still trying to fully wake up

"Since 5:30" Mitchie replied "Couldn't sleep so I went for a run, a quick swim in the lake then came back, had a shower and yeah now here we are" She said laughing

"How you can run at 6 in the morning or even be up is beyond me" Caitlyn said shaking her head at her friend

"It's called a morning person and having to much to think about to sleep longer" She said smiling and they just sat there talking waiting for Lola and Peggy to be ready for breakfast.

Peggy came out next after having a quick shower. She had on a short just past thigh red tank dress and black leggings. Her hair was down straight with a head band. Lola then came out in jeans, a t-shirt, and a zip-up hooded sweater. Her hair was dry after she quickly blew dry it. It was curly and in its original form. They all slipped on their shoes and walked to the mess-hall for breakfast and then they were off to the first classes of the summer.

They got to the mess hall and sat down with their breakfast joining Baron and Sander to eat. Mitchie started eating excited for classes but also dreading them. She was overall excited just a part of her wished she was going to be in Shane's dance class and he would smile at her explaining the dance but that wasn't going to happen this year.

"So what do you ladies have for classes" Baron asked smiling taking a sip of orange juice

"Well I have voice lessons with Brown, dancing with this person named Taylor, piano with Alexandra, lunch, then singing and writing with Brown, then the day off" Mitchie said satisfied with her schedule.

"I have voice lessons with brown, dancing with Taylor, then I have producing with Brett, lunch and then mixing with Ally" Caitlyn said excited for her producing sounds and mixing the music "I use my keyboards so I didn't need a separate class for that" She smiles

"Sounds cool ladies, and you two" Sander says looking at Lola and Peggy

"Well I have voice lessons with Brown, dance as well with Taylor, guitar with Mark, lunch, and then writing and singing with brown" Peggy says and Mitchie and Caitlyn cheer knowing they have classes together

"Well I also have voice lessons with brown, dancing with Taylor and my girls" Lola says laughing "then I have a power voice class with Tom, lunch and then singing with Tanya" she finished

"Sounds awesome, do you not take power voice class Mitchie" Baron asks

"Nope, I have a voice but I don't need to power it up, I already use certain techniques to bring the power of my voice out so yeah Brown said I wouldn't need to take it" She says smiling

"Yeah Mitchie is good at that I need one more year of lessons and maybe I can do it automatically" Lola says smiling

"Well you two have dance and voices lessons with us so let the fun begin" Sander says and they all laugh sarcastically rolling their eyes

"Oh joy" Mitchie said teasing

"Duck for cover" Caitlyn said sticking her tongue out and laughing

"Ha ha funny girls" Baron says and they all continue eating breakfast

"Just don't trip me with that's spinning kick you do Baron" Lola said "Or I swear to god" She said teasing

"Done" Baron said "I won't around you" Winks at her

"Sander stay upright this time" Peggy mentions laughing and continue eating.

"I'll try my best" sander replies and they all finish eating

They finish eating and they have almost and hour until their first classes. The girls invite Sander and Baron to their cabin to hang out for a while. They all go to their cabin and all sit down. Caitlyn was sitting on her bed, Mitchie was on hers, Peggy and Sander on Peggy's bed and Lola and Baron on Lola's.

Baron wrapped his arm around Lola's shoulder and Mitchie was surprised she just let it go. Maybe Lola liked Baron back until Lola kissed Barons cheek when they thought no one was looking and Mitchie looked at Caitlyn who looked at Lola and Baron and back at Mitchie.

"Explain" Mitchie said looking at them and Peggy and Sander looked up from the song lists they were looking at

Lola sighs "Well I'm not telling them Baron" She says

"Fine, we are together" he says kissing Lola's cheek as she beams

Mitchie, Caitlyn, and Peggy squeal and hug Lola well sander congratulated Baron and hugs him.

"Okay, okay give her back" Baron said laughing pulling Lola back onto her bed and into his arms kissing her softly

"AWE" Mitchie said going back to sit on her bed.

Caitlyn sits on hers and Peggy and Sander rest on Peggy's again. Mitchie looks over and Caitlyn is on her phone texting.

"Nate" Mitchie asks quietly and Caitlyn nods. She sighs seeing Baron and Lola whispering quietly cuddling. Peggy and Sander looking through song lists and Caitlyn texting Nate, and she started missing Shane again.

Hey Nate, How are you? Missing you like crazy, did you hear, Lola and Baron are together they are so cute together. Mitchie is doing okay. She was up at 5:30 for a run. I think she is crazy, well she is crazy for Shane but you know. We are starting classes soon. I wish I could give you a big hug. How is Shane? Missing you bunches 3 Cat

She sends her message then receives another one and reads it.

Hey Babes, I'm doing okay better now that you sent me a message. Feeling Lonely too don't you worry about that, soon enough. I wish I could give you a big hug too. Shane is okay I think. He is bummed but doing okay. We are at Hollywood records to record are album, Miss you too, love Nate

Nate and Caitlyn keeps texting and Mitchie just looks at her song book trying to write something but finding a blank missing Shane too much.

Meanwhile Shane was sitting on a couch near Nate waiting for the producers to come to the studio to record. He was eating a bagel when his phone sang this is me. He knew it was a message from Mitchie and opened it to read it realizing he received it late; well at least he got it.

Hey Shane, I know I didn't act civil yesterday. I'm not sorry though but I was just so upset, and angry. I mean I thought I would see you as you know. Next time if there is one, you have to know you can trust me and I will get through tough times. 4 more weeks is honestly nothing more in the year I've been away. Just remember that. ~Mitchie

Shane sighs seeing Nate talking to Caitlyn knowing they were together and wishing he could be at Camp rock with Mitchie instead of here with Nate talking to his girlfriend and Jason reading a book waiting for the producers.

Shane rapidly types a text message back. The producers walks in and he presses send, slips the phone into his jeans pocket and walks into the recording studio with his band mates.

Caitlyn had gotten off the phone with Nate 5 minutes ago after saying bye since he had to go. They girls, Baron and Sander were about to walk out of the Cabin when Mitchie's phone sang Shane mail really loud. Before anyone could say anything Mitchie dove onto her bed and opened it.

Baron, Lola, Sander, and Peggy left as Caitlyn waited outside for Mitchie knowing to leave Mitchie alone for a minute with her phone and Shane's message.

Mitchie you had every right to act that way even thought you weren't going to apologize you wouldn't have to I should be. I was a coward and I realize how wrong I was and I hope sorry could fix this, I wish it did but I know it won't. I honestly don't know what will. I sent you messages last night. If you read them, well I meant every word and if you didn't I guess it is better left unsaid. Sorry ~Shane

Mitchie was rather confused and sighed knowing it was probably I good idea she didn't read what he sent last. She read the last line again better left unsaid repeating itself in her head. She quickly scribbled that line in her notebook, sent a quick test back then slipped her phone in her pocket and went outside with Caitlyn and they walked to voice lessons with Brown.

Back at Hollywood records they where trying to record Shane's song Gotta Find You. To Shane it was so difficult to get the emotion out through the song. He had messed everything up with Mitchie who the song was written for which he didn't know at first but now it was their song and it was just feeling so wrong and messed up to him he couldn't get it right.

Shane sighed in frustration messing up the lyrics once again and took of his headphones and sighed. It was hopeless to sing this right now.

"Shane what's wrong this sounded great 2 weeks ago" John said. John was one of the producers of their album that recorded their songs

"I just, it's not feeling right, can we just do Play My Music and not record this one today, or even for the album" he said upset

"Okay, we'll do Play My Music then video girl, and that will be all for today and we will get a fresh start tomorrow" John said

They all got to there places and microphones and started singing the song. Shane was having fun singing. He hid the fact that he was hurting inside but he couldn't let his personal life affect his music. The only reason Gotta Find You wasn't working because it was written for the reason he was hurting, Mitchie Torres.

After recording the song over and over again until I sounded perfect to the producers liking they took a quick drink of water and started working on their song Video Girl, one Shane wrote about a previous relationship he has before he went to Camp Rock and met Mitchie.

A/N: I know I said that there would be original characters but that was put off until chapter 4. I promise though it will happen in that chapter. This chapter was to show how it was affecting both of them in different ways. He was upset and couldn't focus on stuff that were about Mitchie and she was just trying to get away from it and forget about him being unsuccessful for know. Other stuff in this chapter was for filler and well to show the other's relationships. They play small roles within the story. Also the schedules play a role so they weren't just added for nothing due to meeting new people in their different classes. Please Read and Review. The next chapter won't be up until this coming weekend, by the end of Sunday, maybe before. Keep reading. 2745 words :)

~Kim