My Past and My Future Collide

Chapter 8: Mitchie and the Campfire jam

Shane slowly woke up as his eyes gently fluttered open and adjusted to blinding of light that was upon him. He shut his eyes closed again then slowly opened them again still blinded. When his eyes finally adjust fully he realizes he is in an unfamiliar really white room. He shifts his eyes to the side to see an IV drip into his wrist then slightly remembers hitting the ground. He groans a little noticing he is in the hospital.

"Shane?" He hears and looks over to see his mom on the couch in the room

"Mom?" he says quietly "What happened" He asked slightly confused

"I'm not that sure sweetie. I went back home to grab a book when heard a thud and I went to your room to find you on the floor breathing but unconscious" she said and he sighed

"Really" He questions

"Yeah, the doctor hasn't been back to let us know what really happened but we should know soon" She said

"Have a been out long" He asked

"4 or 5 hours" she said "Not in a coma it was more like a distressed sleep the doctor mentioned" she concluded and he nodded

"Oh, okay" He said rubbing his head "My head hurts a little" he says

"You hit it pretty hard" she said holding his hand and he squeezed her hand for reassurance.

"Excuse me" the doctor said as he came in "The nurse informed me you were awake that's good" He smiles slightly

"Hi" Shane said slightly "Do you know what happened" Shane asks curiously

"Well you seemed to go unconscious" he confirmed "You were still breathing so it wasn't totally serious your heart wasn't effected at all"

"That's good" Shane said

"Yeah, it seems you had a severe panic attack. You would have been breathing rapidly and not letting your brain registering it letting it shut down. That is what probably made you fall to the ground" He announced

"A panic attack" his mom asked and he sighed

"Yeah he was overwhelmed and it caused him to panic which he might not have realized" he explained "Do you know what caused it" he asked Shane and he nodded

"Yeah, Mitchie" He said quietly

"Sorry, what" The doctor said holding the pen in the folder to write down

"The girl I love, Mitchie" he says sighing

"Oh, your girlfriend" The doctor asked "you had a fight?"

"No the girl I love Mitchie, we aren't together" Shane getting a little worked up

"Sweetie calm down" His mom said and Shane took slow breaths

"Okay sorry, can you explain what happened up to event or no?" the doctor asked

"I can try" Shane said quietly "Oh and why do I have the IV drip" he asks his wrist a little itchy

"Oh, you were slightly dehydrated" The doctor said

"Okay" Shane sighed "Well I was missing Mitchie. We had got in a fight and it kind of ended with nothing left to say I guess. I saw she was moving on and it made me upset so I came here to New Jersey and such. Today I was in my room and I found my guitar I had wrote songs on well we were getting really close and the song about her." He said and stopped taking a rickety breath

"You can stop now if you wish" The doctor said not wanting to push him or cause another attack

"No it's fine" Shane said "I started strumming and found my self playing that one song and singing it. Remembering why I recently did what I did and signing the song and I remember choking up and sobbing uncontroabley and hearing my guitar hit the ground me on my bed. Then I remember feeling my back hit the ground" he says taking deep breaths "that's it" He confirms and the doctor nods

"Okay, well it would be dangerous for you to have another panic attack this severe. I suggest you do the best you can to stay calm and relax and avoid tense situations. If one rises try to eliminate it as soon as possible. It will be best to stay with family members for a week or two." The doctor explained

"I'll be staying home with him" His mom reassured the doctor

"Could I go for a walk, or be alone for little times, to clear my head" Shane asked knowing he would want to

"You can, however make sure you can reach a family member in case you feel another attack coming on. Since you've had one something like this can easily trigger another one, you will usually be able to tell and until you can get to the family member or a doctor if it's really bad try calming yourself down." The doctor confirmed and they both nodded

"Okay, thank you" Shane said

"Thanks so much, I signed the forms already" His mom confirmed

"You may leave when the nurse removes the drip" The doctor says then leaves the room

"I'm glad you are okay" His mom said hugging him and he hugged back

"Sorry" Shane said "Does dad know"

"Yeah he will be at home waiting" his mom says and Shane nods

"Sorry I worried you" He said quietly

"It's okay Shane, you didn't know" She said and hugged him again as he returned it

20 minutes later the nurse removed the IV and made sure there was no cut exposed on his arm and that it was inserted and removed properly and bandaged it. Shane and his mom stepped out of the hospital to find reporters and cameras. Great someone saw him there and reported it now everyone will know where he is. He grabs his mom's hand and just blocks everyone out and finally gets in the car and sighs

"I'm so sorry mom. I came here to get away and now the whole world will know where I am" He sighs rubbing his fingers through his hair

"We will figure something out Shane, let's get home" She said and before they reporters could surround the car she sped out of the parking lot and towards the comfort of their house.

When they got home Shane and his mom walked into the house. He was greeted with a big hug from his dad who he hugged back "I'm glad you're alright" his dad said and Shane nodded

"Me too, I'll be right back I'm going to grab my phone" he said and ran upstairs as his parents talked

"It was the girl. Mitchie." His mom confirmed and his dad nodded

"The one he sang with. Makes sense" His dad agrees "He'll be okay. We will help him as much as we can" He says and hugs his wife

"Yeah, we will, we have to let him sort his stuff out then see what else we can do" She says hugging her husband back.

Shane grabbed his phone and turned it on. He was halfway down the stairs his parents looking at him when he opened the picture message and stopped breathing for a second. Mitchie and the same guy, who she held hands with, hugging, actually hugging. He eyes get big with a blank stare. He was loosing her and he knew it. He loved her so much to hurt her more. He can't go back. It hurts to loose her but its hurts him when he hurts her and going back would makie her upset hurting her that way. He just sits on the stairs breathing tears taking over his eyes as he buries his face in his knees near his chest.

His parents were hurt seeing their son break down like this. His mom carefully walked over and sat beside him and started rubbing his back calming him down as much as she could. She had grabbed a bottle of water and held it incase he wanted some. He hated being week and vulnerable in front of people even his family but they helped him. He leaned a little so his head was on his moms shoulder and he just stayed there crying well dhe tried to calm him down. Such a happy family with everything they could want in a really sad moment. His dad and mom knew they had to do something to help him but what?

It was now Saturday at Camp Rock and many campers where getting ready for campfire jam. Mitchie decided what song she was doing and Caitlyn was doing the music for it. She had seen Trevor that morning when she went for a walk. He met up with her and they watched the sunrise. They were good friends in a matter of days and she felt comfortable around him which was good.

She was now in her cabin with Caitlyn practicing her song. She wanted to get it just perfect. Caitlyn was the only other one who had seen this song. She thought it was well written and very thoughtful and it was a good choice. Mitchie said it was about a really good friend from high school, in grade nine and she wanted to sing it to get the feelings out, she was over him of course. She bottled them up and she gets them out singing. So this summers jams were definitely going to help her.

After hours of practicing and the sun beginning to set, it was dinner, than everyone had an hour before Campfire jam was to start. Mitchie, Caitlyn, Peggy and Lola made their way to the mess hall meeting up with Trevor, Baron and Sander. They all sat down after getting their dinner and started eating.

After dinner the girls said goodbye to the guys and left for the cabin. The performers went back stage before the performance so yeah. The girls went to get dressed. Lola and Peggy decided not to perform. They were helping Mitchie and Caitlyn though.

When they were finished 45 minutes later Caitlyn was in a pair of skinny leg Capri pants ending at her calf. She had on a red tank with a black see through sweater on. Her hair was down in her curls. She had on her hooped earrings and light make up. Mitchie was now in a pair of black skinny jeans and a deep purple t-shirt on. She had her hair straightened and down with a headband. She had on a light shade of make up and decided she was ready. Lola and Peggy left as Caitlyn and Mitchie got ready. They slipped on their shoes. Caitlyn a pair of low-top converse and Mitchie purple flip flops. They walked to the side where they waited to perform.

They saw the glow and heard the crackle of the fire in line waiting for their turn. Tess was on right now and well she was singing one of her mom songs again. It was okay they thought. After a few more performers Trevor was on and Mitchie was sure to watch. He was dressed in surfer shorts. Wow his legs were muscular and tanned. He was in an Abercrombie wife beater showing off his arms and started to sing. Wow he was a good performer.

"To kiss and tell
It's just not my style.
But the night is young,
And it's been a while.
And she broke my heart,
Broke it right in two.
And it's fixing time,
But I'm feeling like I'm finally ready to
Find, find somebody new.
I wanna kiss a girl,
I wanna hold her tight,
And maybe make a little magic in the moonlight.
Don't wanna go too far
Just to take it slow,
But I shouldn't be lonely in this big ol' world.
I wanna kiss a girl.

It's that moment when
You start closing in.
First you're holding back,
Then surrendering.
It can start a fire,
Light up the sky.
Such a simple thing,
Do you wanna try?
Are you ready to
Say goodbye
To all these blues?
I wanna kiss a girl,
I wanna hold her tight,
And maybe make a little magic in the moonlight.
Don't wanna go too far
Just to take it slow,
But I shouldn't be lonely in this big ol' world.
I wanna kiss a girl.

'Cause, baby, tonight
It could turn into the rest of our lives.
Oh yeah.
Are you ready?
(Are you ready?)
Are you ready
(Are you ready)
To cross that yellow line?
Put your lips on mine.
Put your lips on mine, baby.

Do you wanna try?
Are you ready to
Say goodbye
To all these blues?

I wanna kiss a girl,
I wanna hold her tight,
And maybe make a little magic, baby.
Don't wanna go too far
Just to take it slow,
I don't want to be lonely,
I shouldn't be lonely.
I wanna kiss a girl,
I wanna hold her tight,
And maybe make a little magic in the moonlight.
Don't wanna go too far
Just to take it slow,
But I shouldn't be lonely in this big ol' world.
I wanna kiss a girl.

I said I wanna kiss a girl.
Whoa-ho whoa-ho
I wanna kiss a girl.
I wanna hold her tight,
I wanna make a little magic
Out under the moonlight.

Oooh I wanna kiss a girl."

During the song he was dancing and having a really good time. He would be at the front of the stage singing getting close to the audience clapping and having fun with them he was really into the crowd. The odd time when it was right he would glance at Mitchie after he found her and she would slightly blush. After he finished he went back down to where the ones to yet perform were waiting.

"Hey" He said seeing Mitchie

"Wow Trevor that was awesome" She said hugging him "Good job"

"Thanks, I'm going to go out and watch you bye" he said hugging her quickly and walking out to the audience

Three more other singers and groups sang until Mitchie's turn. They had brought a small keyboard and set it up for Caitlyn who walked on stage first. Mitchie took a deep breath as she was the last singer and walked on stage and people clapped. Caitlyn started playing the music and she started to sing.

"Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's just so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see"

After she stopped it was a silence for a second until everyone clapped. When she sang you could feel the emotion come through her words. She meant every word of it. She thanked everyone then got off stage. She found Trevor and he gave her a big hug and she hugged back.

"It was good?" She asked

"Nope, it was amazing" He said and she laughed

"Thanks" She said

After campfire was over she said goodbye to Lola, Peggy and Caitlyn as they went to the cabin and she went for a walk with Trevor. They walked to the beach and sat down on the sand. She looked up at the stars and smiled. She was falling for him and it felt right.

"The stars are so bright tonight" She says smiling

"You sure are" he says smiling at her and she giggles

"I'm not a star" She replied

"Yet" he says cheekily and she laughs agreeing by shrugging

They were sitting close just by the way they sat down beside each other. They were resting on there elbows there hands touching. He looked over at her and she looked over catching his glance. She smiled and he smiled back. She could feel him getting closer. She was nervous and her breath caught in her throat. She felt his breath on her lips then his lips on hers. For a minute she was shocked then kissed back really enjoying this.

It was her first kiss and she had always imagined it on a beach and here it was. Maybe not who she had originally thought it would be with, but now she wouldn't want it to have been anyone else, right? They pulled back and they both bite their lips turning red. Mitchie stood up slowly so did Trevor.

"Um… I should go it's getting late" She said whipping the sand off of her jeans with her hands

"Yeah me too" he said rubbing his legs off "See you tomorrow?" he asked

"Yeah, goodnight Trevor" She said giving him a quick kiss then kissing him on the cheek taking the long way back along the class cabins and where camp fire was.

"Goodnight Mitch" he said smiling and walking to his cabin

She had the biggest smile on her face. She did like him, a lot apparently enough to share her first kiss with him. She was halfway to her cabin when she saw a newspaper, one on the ground near the garbage can. She picked up to throw it out when she saw the Headline and her eyes went big and she stood there frozen in her spot. She finally got enough strength to walk to her cabin.

She walked in holding it her eyes as big as a deer caught in the headlights. She got in the door and just stood there staring at it, all her roommates looking at her with a scared expression

"Mitchie?" Caitlyn asked

Mitchie slowly turned the paper and all the girls gasped.

A/N: Okay anyways I know I got this up fast I don't honestly know how I did it. I mean I think it is an okay chapter. I was bored and just kept typing and well it was this and I think it's good and shocking. Anyway they kissed. Don't be mad there are reasons and yeah. It's over 3000 words and I'm happy about that. Okay so I decided to list the songs I've used in the first 8 chapters. I'll do that every chapter now after this one these were the songs used so far.

Teardrops on my guitar – Taylor Swift

Kiss a girl – Keith Urban

These Four walls – Miley Cyrus

Gotta find you – Joe Jonas

Believe in me – Demi Lovato

They are all good so listen to them if you want. Please read and review can't wait to hear what you think and the ninth will be up soon. You'll find out what they all gasped about:) any guesses? Let me hear them. Keep reading and reviewing. Sorry for spelling but I did read over the best I could.

~Kim