My Past and My Future Collide
Chapter 16: Talks
It was about 9 when Shane decided he could not sleep anymore. After he had cuddled Jenny after she came back in he didn't fall back asleep. He was just glad nothing happened well she was in his arms that would have been just a tad awkward.
He got out of his bed carefully not wake Jenny as she had drifted back to sleep. He went into his bathroom washing his face trying to look alive. He was exhausted. He didn't know why he could have been the fact he slept maybe 6 hours waking up every once in a while thinking about their almost kiss and how pissed he was it didn't happen.
He dried his face brushing his teeth getting the gross feeling out of his mouth then walking out of his room and downstairs to the kitchen where both his parents were then looked at him seriously. Great what do they have to talk about? Whatever it was he was sure he would not enjoy this conversation.
"Hi" he said cautiously getting a glass a juice and sitting at the island his parents still looking at him
"Morning Shane" his dad said "Sleep well" he asked since when does his dad ask that
"Yeah" he said "Still tired though" He said sipping his juice
"We need to talk sweetie" His mom said
"About?" Shane asked
"Well…" His mom started
"You and Jenny" His dad said and Shane whipped his around really fast
"What about us we are friends" He said knowing that was partly true but then again partly a lie
"Shane we aren't Stupid" His dad says sternly
"I never said you were" Shane snapped back "Does it really matter"
"Yes because sleeping together isn't nothing" his mom completes
"We aren't sleeping together" Shane states "Well not sexually anyway" he says
"You are still sharing a bed though" His mom states "There is a reason we have a guest room"
"We fell asleep together, we didn't do anything" he states
"Well you two were in bed together" His dad asked "Why?"
"We were watching a movie Friday because you two were down here and we feel asleep cuddling because we were cold that was it" He said
"And last night" his mom asks
"I don't know" He answered "We were just hanging out and curled up together and fell asleep, we knew we would be in the same bed" he said "We didn't really think it was this big of a deal' he said
"Maybe not to you son, but Jenny really likes you she might get the wrong idea" His dad confirms
"I really like her too. We know we aren't together" He states
"Maybe she thinks you will be though?" his mom states in a question form
"I guess, should I tell her" he asked and his mom silently nodded and Shane sighed "Fine" He groaned and trudged back up the stairs taking a deep breath then walking into his room seeing Jenny in nothing but shorts. At least she was facing the other way, thank god. He jumped back a little "WHOA!" He says instantly covering his eyes and she squeal looking over her shoulder covering herself
"Oh My God, sorry Shane I thought you were downstairs still" She said
"It's okay, I should've knocked" he said quickly turning around and leaving the room closing the door and takes a deep breath.
He couldn't stop thinking about what he would've done if she was facing the door. Probably would've stares he knew they were well developed he felt them up pretty good which he would not deny that it felt amazing. He was a teenage guy sometimes he couldn't help himself but seeing her breast without clothing that would just be a little, because he might not have been able to leave the room.
He just finished picturing her nice breasts without clothing when she opened the door "Sorry I am well dressed now" he said laughing slightly "you were gone and my t-shirt was here so I decide to change"
"Yeah, it's fine but uh Jenny we need to figure a couple things out" He stated
"Okay?" she said sitting on his bed as he did as well
"Okay first of all it is obvious we both like each other you know that right" He said
"Yeah, it's obvious I like you, and well I think you like me back" she confirmed blushing as he nodded
"Okay, well I know we have been getting super close, I just need you to know that I don't know if anything is really going to happen like a relationship" He said trying to be nice
"Oh, okay" She said
"Look, I like you it is obvious well I feel like it is. I care about you a lot trust me everything I have said is true I am not just playing and leading you on" He says
"I know" she said "You wouldn't do that"
"It's just I don't think I am fully over others and well that would not be fair and well I don't think I am ready for a relationship until I have thing sorted out" He said
"From Camp Rock?" she asks and he nods "Would you have one with her" she asks
"I don't know if she even likes me anymore, I don't know anything about that situation" he says concluding it
"Are you saying you don't want to hang out anymore" She asked upset
"NO!" he said a little too loudly "I just need you to understand that I don't know if we can be together, maybe we can, because I know we both wanted what was about to happen last night, I just don't know if we will be a couple" he said
"I understand" she said
"I just, it might hurt you maybe both of us and I don't want to hurt you" he said
"I will be hurt Shane, if nothing happens of course, but you have to know I will get over it, but I don't want you to just not talk to me, I want us to always be friends" She said
"We will, even if we aren't together like that, we will be friends that, I promise" He said
"Okay, so we can still hang out" She asked
"Absolutely" He said hugging her and she hugged back
"I think we have to do one thing first" She stated
"That would be?" he asked
"Finish what we started" She said and then she crashed her soft lips onto his without warning and he likes it and for no reason starting kissing back
Her lips were so soft and delicate to the touch of his. The dryness of his lips immediately went away as hers rested upon his. Why did he wait so long to do this? Oh yeah he didn't know if this is what he should be doing. After he kissed back and she had enjoyed it they pulled away smiling. He almost cursed this has just made things a lot more complicated. Why did this happen? Oh right he wanted it to!
Mitchie didn't really expect to see him at her door but she wouldn't complain, maybe he had a reason?
"Hi" she said softly to the tall figure standing in her door way
"Hey" His voice said sweetly
"Aaron, what are you doing here, shouldn't you be at brunch" she asked
"I was going to ask you the same thing" he said "Can I come in?" he asked softly
"I guess" I said walking over to my bed sitting down under the covers as he closed the door and sat down on Caitlyn's bed
"I heard you friend say you weren't feeling good and as camp counselors are duties are to make sure campers are okay so I was wondering if you" he said
"I don't think you have to ask" She said tears still in the back of her eyes as she closed them trying to his them but they surfaces making her eyes shiny
"No I don't, do you want to talk about it" he asked softly and she shook her head
Actually he was one of the problems. It was him, Trevor and Shane. She shivered knowing that they were all connected to her crying the most part was that Shane might not want to be part of her life anymore but it was sort of connected. He got pictures from Tess only apparently a hug though so he can't just hate her because of that can he? Then he lied so she found Trevor when he didn't come and well then Aaron interests which she has to be careful with because she likes Trevor but Aaron seems to always be there. See they were all connected.
"I can't" She said tears spilling again
He slowly walked over and sat down on her bed taking her hand rubbing it with her thumb "We can just sit here if you want" he said
"You have duties don't you" She asked her head still facing the blankets
"Part of being a counselor again is making sure campers are okay, and you aren't so I am going to stay with you because we don't want you to be upset" he said
"I will be fine" She says sniffling a little
"Mitchie" He said taking her chin in his finger and slowly lifting it to face him in the eyes, those gorgeous blue eyes "You are not fine" he said a thumb whipping her tears
"I know" She sighs "People shouldn't have to worry"
"We worry, because we care" He said walking into the bathroom and started the shower
"What are you doing" She asked in her quiet voice
"You are going to have a shower and see if that helps" he said
"But…" She started
"People won't worry if you don't let on anything is wrong" He said
"But it's bad to bottle things up" She said
"If you cry I shower is a good way to cover it up and it will be gone until you should shower again and then you can cry it out" he said
She sighed. There was no way he was going to let her win. She grabbed clothes and walked into the bathroom shutting the door. Maybe the hot shower would relax her. She could cry in the shower she thought. She looked in the mirror noticing she did look upset within her facial features. She stripped of her pajamas and stepped into the steamy hot water.
After 15 minutes later she turned off the shower and stepped out into the steam filled bathroom. The steam relaxed her muscles and that helped. Her face wasn't the best but her eyes were less puffy and looked more awake. She tied her hair up in a towel and slipped on her pair of white Capri pants and was about to put her shirt on over her bra when it fell into a huge puddle of water and she wanted to swear. Aaron was out there and she couldn't wear this.
She sighed and walked out of that cabin and he looked shocked. His eyes went wide with joy and his mouth was tempting to drop to the floor. Wow she was breath-taking and well her bra revealed some of her gorgeous chest.
"Don't you have seen me in a bikini" She said grabbing a blue t-shirt and slipping it on then walking back into the bathroom
Yeah he did but nothing that was that reveling. Honestly he loved it. He was guy, having raging hormones, and saw a girl almost half naked, you do the math. He sighed wanting her so much more now. She came out soon with her hair in a messy bun with no make-up then just sat on her bed.
"Happy?" She asked wrapping her arms over her chest
"That you showered? Yes you look better then you did" He said smiling
"Funny, I still feel horrible" She said
"You know you can still let it out, just thought maybe a fresh pair of clothes and a shower would help" he said
"It did a bit thank you" She smiles slightly
"Anything else I can do to help you feel better" he said
She couldn't feel better. Until her mind made up its mind. It wanted Trevor, then said Shane was for her and then gave Aaron a chance what the hell was wrong with her. She was sitting up and he wasn't far sitting in front of her. Tears once again surface and one slipped. She didn't know what made her do this.
"Hold me" She said wrapping her arms around his neck laying her head on his shoulder sobbing. He was shocked but smiled wrapping his arms around her waist as she sobbed into his shoulder but her body was so close he spread his legs apart so she was kneeling in between them instead of on them well hugging him.
Eventually she pulled away and he reluctantly let her so she didn't know how much he was enjoying that he likes having her in his arms, probably liked it too much.
"Thanks" She said whipping her eyes
"You're welcome" He said
"Sorry I'm such a sob fest" She said "A ton of things on my mind" She said
"Oh yeah I know what you mean" He said slightly smiled as she was now "its okay better then in a screaming frenzy" She said
She giggle slightly "True, but wouldn't you rather be around the happy bubbly campers" she asked
"No it's alright you are my friend and I rather make sure you are okay and happy" he smiled and she smiled back
"Thanks" She said sighing leaning against her head board
"Again, you are welcome" he said nodding his head
"Have you came here before you where a counselor" She asked
"Yes, for three years, then I was asked to teach guitar why?" he asked
"Was there always this much drama?" She asked
"I can't answer that because you haven't told me what 'drama' is making you upset" he said honestly
"Relationship" she said and he nodded
"Not really, we were more focused on the music aspect of camp" he said
"I am to, just everything around me leads to this it sucks" She said pouting
"You are cute when you are upset" he says as she blushed
"You just called me cute?" she accused
"Is that a problem" he asked
"Could be" She asked
"We could make it a problem" he suggested
"Let's not" She said a little awkward
"Okay, cutie" he said
"Shut up, just because you are gorgeous, calling me cutie is not going to make me admit it" She said then covered her mouth turning read
He grinned "So you are attracted" he asked
"A little to your looks but I have a boyfriend" She confirmed
"Which is too bad" he said
"Why I don't mind" she said
"Because I am single" he said quite confident
"Well I'm not interested" she said
"I bet I can't change your mind" he said
"Nope, plus my boyfriend is here" she said
"Not right now" he pointed out
"So" She said
"So he won't know I did this" he said smiling then leans in kissing her as she is leaning against the headboard as he lays on top of her his lips matching onto hers and she lets her legs wrap around his waist…but why?
A/N: well that was getting a little too heated to continue, nothing bad happens so don't flip out on reviews! It is explained next chapter but does Trevor find out they kissed and well got into a little bit on a compromising position. Anyway we should hope not but you never know does Mitchie like Aaron now, or was it just an instinct that she read about in books? If it was why did she do it? So the kiss between the other two Jenny and Shane was long over do but how exactly does he react to that said kiss? You will have to read the next chapter to find out though. It will be out soon I am starting it now. So enjoy, Read and Review I want to know your thoughts about Mitchie/Aaron and Jenny/Shane moments expressed in this chapter. Thanks to my loyal reviewers again, sorry about errors, Keep Reading.
~Kim
