My Past and My Future Collide
Chapter 17: That's how he felt and Date?
Mitchie tightens her legs a little her thighs against his hips then stops instantly dropping her legs feeling horrible. She didn't know why she wrapped her legs around him it was awkward now though. She then realized his lips still on hers and she puts her hands to his shoulders and pushes him off as she hears the screen door slam and see's the back of her boyfriend disappearing through the camp grounds.
"Trevor" She shouts and runs out of the cabin in bare feet trying to catch up "Trevor" She screamed louder but he just keeps running
She follows him down towards the beach as the sand burns her feet. She follows him running trying not to stumble onto the sand. She keeps running as he is now disappearing down the docks at a fast pace. She jumps onto the docks to see him farther and she picks up speed then falls face first on the dock.
"OW" She moans rubbing her cheek as it hit the dock hard. She sat up a fresh go of tears coming to the surface of her chocolate brown eyes. This was not supposed to happen and Aaron shouldn't have done that but she should have pushed him off right away instead of 10 seconds later. "This is for you Trevor" She whispered to herself and stood up walking fast but not running towards the end of the docks hopefully he would be sitting there.
She finally ended up there and she turned to the out dock and saw him sitting there his feet in the water slumped over sighing heavily well trying to catch his breath. She cautiously walked up to him
"Trevor?" she carefully said
"Shouldn't you be with your 'boyfriend'" He asked harshly
"I am" She said honestly
"Not anymore" He said kicking his feet in the water
"Please Trevor it's not what it looked like" She stated
"Really, then explain what I am suppose to think when I bring my girlfriend food back since she didn't feel well to see this guy on top of her kissing her as her legs are tight around his waist" he said
"It wasn't like that" she said
"Really because that's what I saw" he stated still looking at the water
"That what you would see, but he kind of just did that, I don't know why I wrapped my legs around him but I pushed him off before I heard the door slam but you were already half way to the beach" She said
"Because I want to stand there and watch my so-called girlfriend lip lock with some other guy" He said sarcastically
"We didn't I pushed him off" She said
"You know what, it's over Mitchie" he said sighing
"Please can I just explain" She asked
"You shouldn't have too; it shouldn't have happened in the first place he said sternly
"He kissed me pushing me back, I didn't push him off right away but I did, I care for you Trevor, you know that" She said
"I don't" he confirmed
"You should! I have told you over and over again, I care for you just believe that" She said
"Believe that, no way! How am I supposed to trust you and believe you after this? You cheated on me Mitchie. It took a lot of effort for me to ask you out because I have to been so hurt before. I thought you were different with a heart, but I was wrong and let my heart out once more just for it to be stepped on more" he said standing up
"Please, Trevor! You can trust me, I didn't want that, it just happened can't we get over this please" she was almost begging
"No Mitchie, I showed you how I felt because I honestly feel that way, but I can't trust you" He said walking away
"You can, I swear please Trevor I want to be with you though" She shouted
"You should have thought about that before you let him kiss you" He said
"Please Believe me I didn't want him too" She shouted as he started walking away
"I can't trust you" he said and started running away "Just leave me alone" he shouted then he was gone
Mitchie's stinging tears were now falling down her cheeks. She was mad at Aaron. She really was but she still felt the sweetness of his lips on hers. His lips were moist against hers until she knew it was all wrong. Her tears still falling she started walking towards the beach. She wanted to talk to Trevor but maybe she shouldn't right away, but she wanted too.
She kept walking along the beach still upset. She could not believe she let this fall apart, so badly. She sighed, sitting down on the sand letting the sun shine above her. She lay back letting the sun take over her body as she closed her eyes and began to think.
She was really upset. So maybe she was attracted to Aaron but she didn't want to kiss him. It just happened and she by instinct wrapped her legs around his waist stopped realizing it was really wrong, which it was. She really liked Trevor and now that was possibly over which highly sucked.
She started thinking about Shane again for the second time today and she relieved a moment. It was when they were on the phone fighting because he lied to her. The memory stung her deeply.
"Shane how could you lie to me" She asked hurt
"I didn't want to hurt you" he said
"But you did" She stated
They were both clearly upset. They were fighting since he lied she could not believe it. He was supposed to be here, at Camp Rock, with her.
"I know, but I'm hurting too" he said
"Doesn't make me feel better" She said
"Sorry, just believe me it was the last thing I wanted to do" he said sadly
"You lied to me I can't trust you" She said and hung up
She came out of her memory sighing. That was exactly what Trevor said before he left her on the dock and she had said that to Shane and they had not talked since then other than a few texts. She was so hurt now she knew how he felt, Shane. How could so much hurt fill up a summer so fast? She sighed remembering last summer how she regained Shane's self by just being herself but that would not help with Trevor but what would. She was lost for ideas as she didn't know how she could prove it was him she wanted not Aaron.
It was around 4 when Mitchie woke up after drifting off to sleep on the beach. She sighed looking at her watch figuring she should get up and go get ready for dinner. She was hungry now as her stomach grumbled. She stood up and was just about of the beach when she ran into the one person she didn't want to.
"Hey babe" Aaron said
"Go away" She said harshly walking as he grabbed her wrist making her face him
"What did I do?" he asked acting all innocent
"Don't act innocent to me Aaron" She said
"I'm not" He said
"You made my boyfriend, who I care about very deeply brake up with me because you pounced on me" She hissed at him
"You loved it, you said I was attractive" He said
"Yeah, but not enough to cheat on my boyfriend" She spat
"You did though" He winked
"Yeah because I'm the one that pinned you down, if you don't remember you were on top" She said aggravated
"Okay, so maybe I did, you were so irresistible I like you" he said
"You like my body" She said
"Yeah, that's you" He said
"No, my body is part of me" she said wanting to slap him
"Well its foxy" He said grinning "Look I'm sorry he broke up with you but I like you, honestly" He said hugging her
"GET OFF" She screamed and pushed him as he let go of her
"Whoa feisty much" He asked
"Aaron, I swear to god. I thought you were nice, and yeah you are hot and attractive but so is the one that got away because of you putting us in the compromising position that caused all this. So please just leave me alone and don't talk to me. Trevor cared about me and my feelings not how my body looked. Yeah he liked it probably but that was not why he was with me" She said starting to walk away
"I can't leave you alone you attract me too much like honey attracts bees" he said
"I cared about him, you ruined that so stay away" She spat
"Can't" he said walking closer
"FUCK OFF AARON" She snarled and started walking away not knowing someone else was listening to that conversation. She hated that Trevor couldn't trust her but now she understood how much pain she inflicted on Shane, the problem that was never solved, but would Trevor and hers be solved?
She took the long walk to her cabin along the classroom cabins just so she didn't have to face her friends right away. She walked to her cabin and looked up and sighed seeing Trevor sitting on her stairs
"Hi" He said standing up
"Hi" She said quietly
"We need to talk about this" he said
"You said enough Trevor, I don't want to get yelled at more" she said
"I heard what just happened" He said and she looked at him confused "You and Aaron, by the beach" He said and she sighed
"Oh, were you spying?" she asked quietly
"Nope, I was walking by and heard you to talking and I sort of listened" he said and she nodded
"Oh okay" she sighed
"No it's not okay. I should've listened to you, I assumed it was you when I realised he did instigate it and I am sorry" he said
"Sorry doesn't fix everything though Trevor, but I just, I am sorry too" she said trying to hold back tears
"I know. I should've let you explain and not assume you didn't care for me" He said taking her hand as she squeezes his
"I'm sorry I put myself in that position and I am sorry I didn't push him off right away but it was kind of a shock" she said "I do care about you, a lot Trevor and I know that, trust me I want to be with you" she said
"I know" he says slowly him wrapping his arms around her body in an embracing hug
"Thank you" she said hugging back
"Will you be my girlfriend?" he asks "I should trust you and not doubt you so fast" He says rubbing her back
"I always was" She said smiling placing a soft kiss which he doesn't hesitate to return as he pulls her slightly closer as a jealous Camp Rock counsellor watched form a far, you might know him? His name is Aaron? Heard of him? I have!
It was Saturday afternoon and Jenny had went home to get some fresh clothes and such since her parents weren't getting home until Sunday so once again she was sleeping at the Gray's probably in her own bed, well the guest one, although, she didn't mind sharing with Shane he sure kept her warm. She was excited they finally kissed. She knew she brought it on but hey he kissed back and it lasted for a few minute same with the second one. Oh yeah I forget they kissed a second time. She showered at home and packed a few new pairs of clothes and her cosmetic needs then headed back over to the Gray's.
Shane was now leaning back on his bed his hands behind his head resting against the wall his muscular arms stretched out as he just sits there kind of lost in his own little word biting on his lip a little bit. He was happy, he kissed Jenny and well wow it was an amazing kiss. He has had a few kisses in his life but this was the best, the way her lips fit and moved along with his he couldn't stop thinking about it.
Jenny had left for her house for a bit before she was coming back for one more night before her parents arrive back home. He hopes it wouldn't be awkward however a third kiss would be nice maybe a fourth. He sighed when his mind flashed to Mitchie and he knew some part of him said this was wrong even though it felt so right. What was he doing? He liked Jenny, definitely but Mitchie was still there, but was she waiting for him or completely moved on, he would never know if he didn't go back. He sighed tapping his foot against the bed. Mitchie and Jenny had him going Crazy. He kept hitting his foot against his bed thinking about both of them then sprang to his feet.
He sat down on his desk pulling out his notebook with sheet music and starting tapping and writing down lyrics about going crazy. He didn't know why but thinking about the two girls he feels strongly for, one more than the other, not knowing which one that is yet, he got a song out of it. He knew he felt stronger for one because he was torn between them, he just had to figure it out, and hopefully soon. He kept tapping well singing the song quietly until he heard a knock on his door. He then stopped and put it away.
"Come in" He said sitting on his bed again
"Hey I'm back" Jenny said walking over and sitting on his bed
"Hey" he replied smiling
"So what should we do tonight" She asked
"Go out, I don't want to stay here" he said
"Well the pizzeria is out those girls were totally annoying" She said laughing and he agreed
"How about we go to the new burger bar downtown" He suggested
"Sure sounds great, then I think we should do something fun, but not that arcade" She said
"Definitely agreed with that, apparently there had been more girls there than usual" He says and she giggles
"Don't be so full of yourself rock star" she teased "Let's go bowling!" She exclaimed
"Okay sounds great, I should get ready though" He said pointing out he was still in pyjamas.
"Alright, see you soon" She said walking out of the room closing the door behind her
He smiled and walked into the bathroom locking the door getting ready for the night. It wasn't a date but they both wanted it to be, but they could not make it awkward. They wanted to be friends and that's what they would be, this was not a date. No matter how many times they told themselves that they still wish they could call it a date but they were just two friends hanging out.
He soon came down the stairs meeting Jenny who was in the kitchen getting a drink of water. She was wearing black skinny jeans, the colour looking sliming on her. They hugged her hips and legs perfectly. She then had on a light pink t-shirt that was very simple, but hugged her body and she looked amazing. Hey usually slightly wavy hair was curled into lose ringlets hanging down to her shoulder and he smiled. She had on the light shade of make-up she wore. She thought she looked casual but gorgeous as well and well he would have to agree with that.
He was in a pair of dark blue tight jeans, but they weren't skinny jeans. He then had on a forest green t-shirt that said Cali on it as it was from Hollister, so it hugged his body slightly. His hair was dark, long and straightened as he took time to do so. He had his cell phone and wallet in his pocket and was ready to go.
"Hey mom, dad we are going to head out, we will be back later" He said as him and Jenny started towards the door
"Okay, be careful Shane, and you two have fun" his mom said
"Have fun" his dad
"Okay thank you" Shane replied
"We will" Jenny replied finishing tying up her low-top black converse
He slipped on his DC skateboarding shoes then opened the door as she walked out and he followed closing the door and they walked to his dad's car which he got to borrow. He was excited. You see they aren't flashy but his dad wanted a very classy car. He had a sharp black infinity. Shane and Jenny got in and he started the ignition as the car let out its gentle purr. HE pulled out of the driveway the midnight black car heading toward down town New Jersey,
Shane pulled into the parking lot of Burger Barn, which was the burger bar that was fairly new. He got out of the car and took Jenny's hand when she got out. She wasn't his girlfriend but they were friends and they could hold hands. He had glasses on so did she but he would be noticed but he would just have fun with his friend.
They went inside the three hostesses immediately nudged each other and they all looked at him smiling then glared at Jenny as they were holding hands.
"My name his Erica can I help you" One of the hostesses said
"Yeah, a table for two please" He said flashing his smile and they nodded looking at the list
"For sure, there is one ready, my name is Shannon" Another one said taking menus
"My name's Meagan, follow me" She said taking the menus from Shannon and leading them to their table both of them trying not to laugh at the girl's silliness.
Well they walked they definitely got some looks. Well Shane did Jenny got glares but she didn't mind he was holding her hand so she just smiled. Since the burger barn was poorly lit they both had their sunglasses resting on their head that could be a reason they were notices. They sat down getting handed the menu.
"Thanks Meagan" he said as she giggled and left
"You are so milking this" Jenny said laughing
"No, I was being polite plus it is funny they all got a word in" He smiles
"True" She smiled and they looked at the menu
Soon a tall brunette walked over to the table. "Hi my name is Karla I will be your server this evening, can I get you a drink to start" She asked
"I'll have a Pepsi with lime please" Haley said looking back to her menu
"And yourself" Karla said looking at Shane then giggling realizing it was him as he smiled
"I'll have the same please" He smiled
"I'll be right back" She said smiling and walking away
"I love how they either stutter or just giggle at you" Jenny says smiling
"I love how you don't do either" He said smiling "It does get boring but oh well" he smiled as they decided on what they would have to eat
"Here are your drinks" Karla said placing them down a few minutes later she pulled out her note pad to ask what she wanted when someone hip bumped her and she moves over
"Hi" the other one says "I'm Chantelle, what can I get you?" She asked as Shane and Jenny laughed
"I'll half the macaroni and cheese beef burger with fries please" Jenny said hanging Chantelle her menu
"I'll have the grilled cracked peppercorn beef burger please" he smiled handing her the menu and she smiled walking away all giddy and they just rolled their eyes.
When their food two different girls brought it out for them, it was getting ridiculous. They asked one for ketchup but before they could leave another girl they haven't seen laid it out. Shane just smiled and ignored them and talked to Jenny and they would finally leave. Even when the bill was brought out there was another girl. He quickly laid out the money then they got up, he took Jenny's hand and finally got out of the restaurant and got into his care.
Shane groans "That was so annoying" He complains
"It was a little ridiculous" Jenny said agreeing
"Hold the little" He said smiling
"Well do you want to still go bowling?" She asked
"Of course" He smiled as the engine purred to life and they pulled out of the parking lot heading towards the bowling alley.
They got to the bowling alley paid for the ridiculously hideous shoes and went to their private lane. They were in the cosmic bowling section. It wall all glow in the dark and had amazing music playing. They entered names on the electronic screen for their scores. Shane put his in as Rock Star and Jenny put hers in as Jam Master and Shane rolled his eyes and laughed. The good thing about the bowling alley was it was dark so almost no-one noticed it was him which he was thankful for.
They played two games Shane winning 212 -204, then Jenny won the second with 210-207. They both took off their bowling shoes handing them in then walked back to the car and headed towards the house.
"That was awesome thanks Shane" Jenny said as he had paid for everything
"Nah, Thank you it was great, we always have fun" he smiles
"True, it's hard not to when all girls are trying to get all over you" She smiled as they continues to drive.
They got to the house and Shane carefully parked his dad's car and they got out locking it then going back home it being almost 11:30. They walked upstairs.
"Good night Shane" Jenny said stopping at the guest room
"Good night Jenny" he said kissing her cheek
"Thanks for tonight" She smiled kissing his cheek
"Yeah, thanks for a great date" He said smiling then walked into his room and his face went into shock as he realised what he said. He wanted it to be a date but it wasn't. He leaned against the door groaning. This was bad, so very bad.
Jenny walked into her room smiling but a little shocked. She knew they were friend just going out but did he want it to be a date? She wasn't going to ask him but she hoped he meant it. She crawled into bed after changing and laid her head down falling asleep.
Shane changed into pyjama pants, taking off his shirt then laying in his bed thinking. He couldn't believe he said date out loud. It sucked. He really didn't know what he would do. Ask her out or not? It was hard; there was someone else too, oh, like before this is bad, very bad.
A/N: There it is I am glad I am getting this up it is just past 1AM I am so tired, and going to bed, thank you so much for reading my story and reviewing, it means a lot. Anyway what did you think? Should have Trevor forgave Mitchie or not? Did Shane act right to the two kisses they shared and did not let it affect them till he said the word Date at the end? Will it bloom more? Tell me what you think about it please. Please read and review, it is still getting better... Keep reading. Again, Sorry for Errors I can't catch every mistake. Anything in particular you want to see happen other than Smitchie. I know all of you want that already. ENJOY this chapter!
~Kim
