My past and My Future Collide

Chapter 21: Screaming and A lie

Mitchie woke up the next morning with a heavy head. She had so much on her brain it was ready to explode, not literally. She had Shane and his love for her on her mind. Trevor and how much he liked her and she returned the feelings too. She had Aaron on her mind wow he caused a lot of trouble for her, she didn't need more. Finally she had the feelings for Shane seeping back into her heart.

She groaned sitting up rubbing her eyes. She got out of bed showering and getting dressed into a pair of light American eagle sweatpants and a Hollister t-shirt. It was simple but comfortable. She didn't feel like jeans or anything she wasn't really in the mood. She just wanted to be comfortable. She let her hair stay down with just a simple hair band then slipped on her sneakers. She looked outside to see it was raining. She sighed slipping on a sweater. She looked at her friends still sleeping and was going to wait when she heard her stomach growl. She sighed putting up her hood and stepping out into the rain heading towards the mess hall.

She got to the mess hall without getting completely soaked. She stepped into the dimly lit building to see only a few campers sitting. Most were reading or just picking at their food. She walked over to the line taking down her hood and getting some food. She got some orange juice, toast and some fruit. She headed toward the table and saw a familiar male figure at her table she smiles sitting down and pecked his cheek.

"Hey" She said smiling seeing her boyfriend

"Hey" Trevor said hugging her then leaving an arm around her "You are here early today" He said

"Yeah, it's horrible outside" She said "Why are you wearing a hat" She asked noticing the baseball cap on his head "You never wear hats" She stated clearly

"The rain" he said not wanting her to see his eye which was currently black

"Well it's not raining in here" she said reaching his hand pulling it up gasping "What happened?" She exclaimed really loud

"Nothing Mitch it doesn't matter" he said quieting her down pulling the hat back down

"But you have a black eye, something happened" She said matter-of-factly

"I just got punched" He said "no big deal it was an accident"

"I wouldn't call it that Trevor" Aaron said walking by and Mitchie shot her head up looking at him

"You did that to him" Mitchie said staring at Aaron

"No, I would be fired I like it here too much" He said smirking

"It' okay he pulled off the guy" Trevor said holding

"Who was it" Mitchie asked

"Your ex" Aaron said slyly and walked away. Mitchie had a really confused look on her face

"What ex you're my first boyfriend" She said to Trevor "Officially" She confirmed

"No-one" He said not wanting to tell her

"Trevor" She said "Honesty remember"

"Fine it was Shane" He said quietly

"What? Shane did this to you" She said exclaimed

"Yeah it's no big deal" He said "Please Mitchie just forget it okay"

"Fine" She said hugging him "Anyway it's Sunday what should we do today"

"I don't know just hang out I guess" He said smiling

"Sounds great" She smiles and they continue eating their breakfasts

It was mid-afternoon and Mitchie was waiting in her cabin for Trevor to come over. They went swimming after the rain stopped for an hour or so, so they went to their cabins to get cleaned of then he was meeting her at hers. Mitchie had a shower and got dressed in a pair of sweat pants and a t-shirt sitting on her bed. She looked over at the door to see it start raining again hearing the pattern of the raindrops on the roof. She sighed and waited for Trevor.

Soon she heard a knock on the door and saw Trevor walk into the lit up room. The light was slightly glowing as the sky was dark even though it was 3:00. At least they got to swim for 45 minutes before it started again. Trevor walks over and sits beside her on your bed.

"Guess it is going to rain all day" He said chuckling

"Guess so, so no beach" She says laughing

"So true, we could stay here so we don't get what" He said smiling

"Sounds good" She giggles and he wraps an arm securely around her and she cuddles closer into him

"You smell like sugar" he says smelling her hair

"Thanks" She giggles

"Well you are sweet as sugar, as are your lips" he giggles kissing her softly then pulling back softly

"Thanks and let's test that" She giggles pressing her lips to his as they catch each other in a fiery kiss not pulling back

He leans back his one hand on her neck pushing her forward towards him as they deepen the kiss. She rolls over slightly so she is lying on top of him kissing him but not totally sexually although her being on top of him was a definite turn on for both of them. Soon there tongues are fighting for power and they lay on her bed in the lit up room making out on her bed. It was pretty intense as the rain kept beating against the roof in an angry way. Maybe even Mother Nature was on a pop star's side?

It was 5:30 when they finally broke apart for good. They were both smiling. It was a really, really amazing kiss. They both sat up back on her bed. She straightened out her clothes as her shirt was ruffles a bid and rode up to her belly button. She just shook out his hair as he ran a brush through hers. His lips were a little pink so she rubbed her thumb along them getting it off. They both slip on sweaters and lock hands putting their hoods up as they walk out of the cabin for dinner.

Brown walked into his cabin with a plate of food around 6:00 for Shane who was sitting at the table with a book and pen.

"Are you writing?" Brown asked

"Sort of" Shane said noticing the food "Thanks"

Shane closed the book pushing it away setting down the pen and grabbing a fork and started eating. He ate as he saw brown look in his book smiling and nodding.

"It's not much but it is good" Brown said smiling

"Yeah, it's alright" Shane agreed "Could I move into the little cabin I had last year" He asked "Alone time and don't worry I will contact you just in case" Shane said

"Sure you can" Brown said "Maybe get some writing done" He said smiling

"Could you do me a favour Uncle Brown" Shane asked

"Sure what is it?" Brown asked

"Can I sing at Final Jam, well when we are done judging before we announce the winner" He asks

"Sure, but your singing to a certain someone" He asked

"Maybe I just want to let it out, please" Shane asked again

"Yeah you can" Brown said standing up

"Thanks, I'm going to eat then go to the cabin" Shane confirmed

"Okay good luck Shane" Brown said leaving Shane in quiet to eat and think

It was after dinner now and Mitchie was in her cabin. She was going to write a little. Trevor was going to work on his final jam song so she decided she would to. Trevor said he would be around later. She bent down to her bottom door to grab her book when she saw the book of memories under the bed. She pulled it up and laid it on the bed. She had forgotten she was going to confront Shane. She grabbed a sweater once again putting up her hood grabbing the book and heading towards Browns cabin.

She was about to go on the porch when she turned her head and saw a dim light glowing through the window of the cabin Shane stayed in last year. She walked over to it to see but the curtains were closed. She was sure he was in there. She took a deep breath and knocked on the door.

Shane was sitting on his bed tapping his pencil to a beat against the paper singing his song quietly, well the first verse of it anyway, it was going to be a work in progress. He was about to write some more when he heard a knock on his door.

He stood up thinking it would be his Uncle or the boys but they weren't getting in till around 9 and it was only 7:30. He opened the door and saw Mitchie standing there and he pretty much froze and finally choked out a word "Hi" He just managed to say

"Hi" She said bitterly

"What do you want Mitchie" He said pretty harshly

"Don't sass me Shane" She said

"I'm not what do you want?" He asked

"What the hell is this" She said lifting up the book

"A memory book" He said with sarcasm in his voice

"You know that is not what I mean" She almost wanted to scream

"It's was I fell and memories of us your present" he said

"Yeah that makes everything worse" Her voice got louder

"Yeah for me, it's not like you care anymore" He said with just as much volume

"You know nothing Shane, you haven't been here" She shouted this time

"Yeah well all your stupid pictured helped thanks" He says really loud

"It was fucking Tess I wouldn't do that" She said

"But you did, you have a boyfriend Mitchie I'm not stupid" He snaps back

"So, who cares" She asked as a shout

"I DO" He screamed

"WHY?" She screamed back

"BECAUSE I FUCKING LOVE YOU" He shouted

"DON"T SAY THAT" She screamed

"Why not because you are scared" He snapped

"No because I don't love you" She said as tears stung both of their eyes and he was really hurt by that

"Fine, it's not like we are going to be friend anyway" He says snappy

"I would but you love me" She said angry

"That seriously has nothing to do with it" He says

"IT HAS TO DO WITH EVERYTHING. You expect to come here telling me you love me and I'll run back to you. News flash I have a boy friend you I care for very much that you punched and we can't be friends because you will never just want to be FRIENDS" She screams tears now falling from both of their eyes

"Weird, because that way you talked to me last year would prove otherwise" He says softer now

"That was last year Shane, a lot had changed" She said

"It doesn't have to" He said

"It does and it did. You practically broke my heart Shane, You repaired it and then you didn't come and lied and just ripped it apart again. You can't always mend broken hearts not if they have been broken twice, we can't be friends or anything" She says crying

"Why not, can't we work this out" He says crying now

"Because you broke my heart Shane, do you not understand that? I loved you Shane" she says crying "I have a boyfriend now, so you can't talk to me, just stay out of my life okay. You lost me and I'm not coming back. He helped fix my heart and you aren't breaking it again" she says

"Mitchie…" He says quietly like a whimpering sound

"I HATE YOU SHANE GRAY" She screams crying interrupting him

He feels a sob coming but hides it "You know they always say to have loved and lost is better than too never have loved at all? Well I wish I never loved you" he said slamming the door locking it as his legs caved in and he slide to the floor crying, sobbing again, He lost her everything was over. He couldn't let it be.

He slammed the door in her face and now she was crying even harder. Maybe it was a little harsh but it was true and she had to let him know that. They couldn't be together and okay so maybe she didn't exactly hate him but she said it. A heart can only handle breaking so much. Three times would be too much for anyone especially her to handle. Plus she was with Trevor. However she didn't know everything was about to change. She sat on the bottom step crying her head buried in her hands.

Meanwhile well Shane and Mitchie were having their SCREAM FEST, Trevor was heading to her cabin when someone stopped him.

"What do you want Aaron" Trevor snarled

"You know why Shane punched you right?" He asked

"Because he is a jealous asshole" Trevor said wanting to walk away

"No, because he still loves her, oh and she was just using you to get over him" Aaron said

"That isn't possible she is my girlfriend and not his and she wouldn't do that" He said

"She has been with you until he gets here just so she will get him back and she kissed me" He states

Trevor couldn't believe it then a memory of last week came into his mind. She kept apologizing for an unexplained reason. If she was using him is made a lot of sense, but how could she do that she was just as bad as Shane.

"It's not true, she wouldn't chest on me or go back to him after what he did to her and you forced that" Trevor said

"Well why is she at his cabin right now and that's whatever now?" Aaron asked and Trevor just seemed dumbfounded

"So, nothing will happen she hates him and there are other people around at cabins" Trevor said

"No, you are wrong because connect three members are legends they all have their own cabin so she will be all alone with Shane actually" Aaron said and Trevor just stared then started off running towards Browns Cabin. She couldn't be going back to him could she?

He was near the cabin and started then looked up to see Mitchie on the stairs of one of the abandoned cabins with a light shining through. It was true, how could Mitchie do that to him. He was falling for her. He believed she was falling for him too. What an idiot he was. He sighs feeling played and just kept walking towards his cabin which was past his crying 'girlfriend' on the step of Shane Gray's cabin.

Mitchie looked up sighing. That was a pretty bad fight. All the feelings were back yet she hid them and told the guy who showed her that being her, was normal that she hated him even though it was far from the truth. She rubbed her eyes and saw the built figure of her boyfriend walking passes not even glancing at her. She sighed she really could use him right now. She stood up and starting walking to him.

"Trevor" She called

"Go away Mitchie" Trevor said

"What why I just want to talk to you" she said still crying

"I'm not buying anymore of your bullshit Mitchie save it for someone you can play" He said

"What are you talking about" She asked

"Don't act dumb" Trevor said as he kept walking her following him

"I'm not Trevor what are you talking about" She practically shouts trying to catch up to him

"How you fucking used me to make Shane Gray jealous and punch me oh and then how you will go back to him after everything he's done. You used me and I will never forgive you" He shouted like a growl then kept walking

"I did no such thing" Mitchie said crying "Believe me please" She almost begged

"No I can never trust you, don't talk to me because it is all bull shit and this is real just stay away from me, congratulations on breaking my heart, your game worked" He says now running away to his cabin slamming it shut and going to the bathroom locking it.

He had been falling for Mitchie, hard. He had been planning a song for her at final jam and then he was going to tell her that night. He couldn't believe he had actually been played. He was a fool no girl would be that nice and friendly. No wonder she was apologizing he should've known but he was to wrapped up in actually feeling this way for someone like this who he thought returned them, he was wrong. He sat in the bathroom almost ready to cry. This sucked and he finally let his heart out of his sleeve for the first time in 3 years just to get torn apart again.

Mitchie cried as she saw her boyfriend, which he probably wasn't, walk into his cabin. Her face was covered in tears. Why would he think that? She just told off Shane Gray and knew that she wanted to be with Trevor, what happened? How could saying she hated Shane Gray make all this happen. She didn't feel a horrible pain but she was confused why would he think that? She walked towards the beach away from the cabins. She wanted to be alone. She sighed as she sat under the big Shady tree staring out towards the water.

She lay down on the cool sound the breeze surrounded her body. All the pain she was feeling made her mind wander to the one memory that she never wanted to remember but it was haunting her once again almost 2 years after it happened…

A/N: Okay so this had necessary items within it. Trevor had a heart break before we now know that. Shane and Mitchie had a huge blow out we found out Mitchie loved him that's why her heart broke a second time. Aaron started his plan and got Trevor to not trust Mitchie that was bad. She helped by going to Shane's cabin though. The next chapter we find out if Aaron tries to kiss her again, and she remembers her heart break we all find out. Trevor's we find out when he explains it to none other them Mitchie. Shane works on the song maybe the last chance to show her how he feels it might push her father but he had to do this, or coming here was worthless. Still more to come and her PAST heart break comes to her FUTURE but will Shane actually be the one to mend it for the final time? Is that a hopeless cause though? Only time can connect the dots. Please read and review. It's out on Friday (my time) I promised to get a second one up so yeah. Keep reading and I will not be updating till next week sometime. Enjoy. Sorry for any errors, again.

~Kim