I'm baaaaaaaaaaaa-aacck. x) From the dead.
Haha uhm no. I just had like a six month period where I: was injured for three months, had to make up tons of dance, had so many dance competitions, my computer was broken...all my pretty little excuses. (: So. I'm back. And hoping to stay like that for a while.
I'M PUTTING A NEW POLL ON MY PROFILE ABOUT WHICH STORIES YOU ALL WANT ME TO UPDATE THE MOST.
(: So yeah. I'm thinking I have the most interest in writing this story for now. So maybe updates every other day?
So. Hereee wee go. x)
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JACOB POV.
October passed slowly. Rachel and Rebecca stayed throughout the whole October, trying to deal with everything.
November is a blur to me. I don't really remember it because nothing special happened.
December was a busy month with the holidays. Christmas meant nothing anymore.
The only thing I remember about January is Embry caught a scent of bloodsucker in the area, but it was a false alarm.
Febuary's here, and I'm still dead. I've got no-
"JACOB, OPEN UP!" My thoughts were interrupted when someone's voice-it was Quil's, I could tell, shouted at me to open the door. I grimaced and walked to my bedroom door and opened it before plopping back down on my too short of a bed.
"What?" I grumbled into the pillow. What could he possibly want from me?
"We need to talk," Quil sighed as he walked into the room, Sam came in next, and soon after all the rest of the guys attempted to fit into my closet sized room. Quil sat on the end of the bed, Sam sat in the chair by the wall, Jared stood in the doorway, Embry and Paul sat on the floor, and Seth on the window sill.
"God, can't you guys just all go away?" I told them. I didn't need six no seven including me, giant sized guys in my room. They're gonna break through the floor.
"No. We're here because we need to snap you out of this," A female voice called from behind Jared.
"Leahhhhh," I grumbled. "Go away. All of you. Just get out. I want my peace."
"We're not moving from this spot until we get some sense knocked into you," Sam told me.
"Fine." I sat up and looked around the silent room. "So? Start talking."
"Okay so Jacob. We've heard you say a million times that you've got no one. But you do. You've got us, your sisters, Sue, Charlie, the rest of the elders..." Embry went on and on.
"But your forgetting about one person Jake..." Seth trailed off, looking out the window.
Bella.
God, I couldn't get her name out of my head.
"Bella," I stated very blantly. Sure, I'd thought about her this whole time, I just...there's something now. I don't know what it is. I guess I'm starting to think she doesn't really love me, and I'm just her rebound from the bloodsucker. Bella isn't like that, is she?
Sam nodded. "You've been pushing her away Jacob," Quil said. "Whenever she comes and knocks on her door, you never answer."
Okay, now I was getting pissed off. It's MY relationship. "Well you know what?!?" My voice started to get louder. "I don't care!" I roared. "She's using me, and faking her happiness, so she won't be lonely! She's still in love with the bloodsucker! And she wishes every day he'd come back, and she dreams about him, and I'm just her DAMN REBOUND!" I shouted even louder. I didn't mean that, did I? No. I just needed to get them off my backs. "So you can go tell her to fuck off! Because I don't want her anymore!"
"Jacob, calm down." Sam's voice was very sharp and stern. He looked out the door and nodded his head to Leah, who was peeking from below Jared's shoulder. You could hear something downstairs...it was a voice. No, it was crying, and Emily's voice. Shit. Bella was downstairs. And she could hear me through that whole thing. Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck.
"I hope your happy," Seth sneered, walking to the door. Geez, that kid like...whorshiped me and now he's sneering at me. Jesus.
"Jacob, you've changed. Your not the same person anymore," Embry said quietly. I put my mask on again.
"Does this face look like I care?" I asked and rolled my eyes, glaring down at my best friend. Their attention turned to out the small window, where two figures were running out the door, one in the lead, one chasing after, then two-Seth and Leah-just had turned into wolf form. Bella was the first, and Emily was chasing after then Seth and Leah. God, what was she doing?
Sam quickly went into alpha mode. " Paul and Jared get the fastest car and follow. Embry and Quil go phase and follow too. I'll be there in a minute, Jacob do whatever the hell you want but I hope you feel guity," Sam snapped.
"I'm coming," I said, and pushed them out of the way. This was all my fault. God, what have I turned into? I quickly threw my pants off, but left my boxers on, and phased, the clothing turning into shreads.
Seth, Leah, are you still following? I thought.
No, we've got Emily but we lost Bella. Seth's voice rang in my head.
God damnit. I growled, speeding up and eventually passing the two, and Emily who were standing in a spot by the cliffs. I haulted to a stop.
Do..Do...Do you think she..j..j..jumped? I asked.
No, we lost her a little ways back. She hid. Leah told us.
I ran the other direction, into the woods and starting running, looking frantically everywhere.
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We searched for hours. We searched throughout the night. We searched the next day, and the nex. We couldn't find her.
I was a mess. Charlie was a mess. Emily was horrified. My brothers were ashamed in me. Rachel was flying home. Sue was trying to lighten our moods.
We all sat in Charlie's living room when a knock came to the door. We all jumped up, and ran to the door, Charlie and I getting there first.
We opened the door and there stood the last few people we'd ever expect to see.
All seven Cullens. Edward, Alice, and Carlisle standing in the front of the group.
Wow.
YEAHMAN. Cliffy. x) So this isn't the way my story was headed, but now it is.
I'll update tomorrow most likely because I'm so anxious to write more. x)
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