Lexa was ready to play rugby. Her body was vibrating. Rugby was her thing. She needed this, the controlled violence, the primary cleverness, the ruthless team play. Something about being a savage was so… her. Clarke was right, Lexa was a free spirit, it was so natural for her. Everybody wanted to stop her, to make her civilized, because that was the right think to do. So she played by they rules and she escaped when she could the only way she could: rugby. Until Clarke, always Clarke. The blonde loved the wild Lexa, She loved when she let go the civilized persona and became her, a savage in the sheets. And oh! Wasn't it fantastic that she could do that? Just be her without a mask, with Clarke. Lexa knew that Clarke loved the same thing, being just her, free! No care about what other people said. Clarke became a wild animal, just like her, but that was good because they were together in that. They trusted one another with their bodies and souls.
She was sure of that. Even though they were a known couple, all those magazines and tele-reports about them. Nobody knew the truth, the wild lover. Everyone thought of them as the sweet lesbian couple, the one that was just so perfect, so Cinderella and princess charming, that no one suspected that they were more like sex maniacs than Disney lovers. The truth was that they can be both. Lexa learned to be comfortable with the galas, the media and with some aristocrats. Secretly Jake and her dislike the same people, and when they were trapped with them they worked together as a team to make fun of the snobs without them noticing. They were a good pair. Plus Abby, Clarke and Lord Griffin were very fond of the two delinquents. That was her life now, and she loved it. She was so into her head that she didn't notice the person that had her hands over her eyes. The brunette jumped aside and almost hit the girl.
"The fuck, mate? Don't touch me!" Lexa was pissed. No one should touch her, just her friends and her girl.
"Wow, sexy! Sorry. I didn't know you were so delicate." The older brunette chuckled and faced Lexa.
"Sorry Costia, it's just that… I'm not used to people that are not close to me touching me. Sorry." Lexa smiled.
"So how have you been?" Costia didn't show the fact that what Lexa told her hurt her deeply. Indeed, they were not close anymore.
"Awesome! This is everything that I ever wanted. And fucking more." Lexa smiled and walked next to Costia to the pitch. "How's your life in the States? Everything that you ever wanted?" Yeah, in a way it was everything that she wanted, the other part of the story was that she never found someone like Lexa. Someone who could make her feel love, or loyalty, or worthy.
"It has been an adventure." They kept walking. Costia was trying to do small talk. She felt different, Lexa was different, more open, happy, calm. A whole other Lexa, she liked her immediately. But what the brunette told her was true, they were strangers. Costia didn't let that detail stop her. She came for Lexa and she would have her. Costia imagined her photos on magazines and tv programs, first love always wins, she was sure of that.
"Cool, it's nice. I mean, that was what you always wanted, be free from the fucked up town of ours."
"Yeah! I feel that I've been everywhere. Madrid, Paris, Buenos Aires, Mexico, Colombia, Morocco, Rome, Athens. It has been a good life. Maybe I can take you to Rome some day. You still love the ancient roman history, don't you?" Costia was making her brain work really fast, trying to remember the thing that she knew Lexa liked.
"Yeah! I'm obsessed with them. My politics' history class made an impact on me." Costia touched lightly her arm and smiled at the young brunette.
"So it's settled then, we are going to Rome." Costia smiled at Lexa, she gave her her seductive one.
"Yeah… It will be my fifth time there. Clarke loved that place also, something about sculpture and art. We went to Rome and then to Florence, Venice. Good trips." Costia was impressed, of course Lady Griffin would buy her love, she had it all.
"Oh! So, the Griffins had been spoiling you?" If Costia remembers correctly Lexa's pride was something that the brunette defended fiercely.
"Me, Anya, my parents, Bell, Rave, Linc, O, even Aden has come with us. They have been very kind with us. Jake and my dad are working together now. Something about engineering security." Costia was impressed, she thought that the only thing that she had to do was make Lexa remember them and the young brunette would come by easily. "As papa Griffin said, sometimes pride is good, sometimes it's just rubbish. So, yeah, we've been traveling, sometimes alone, sometimes with all the gang." So Costia had to fight with the whole Griffin house.
"Yeah! Nice." If she was going to fall, she would fall fighting. "Did you remember the night that we met? I never saw a girl so beautiful until I met you." Lexa giggled.
"I'm sure you know beautiful people now, Costia. You are rounded by models."
"Yeah well. No body has ever been as beautiful as you, in and out, you know?"
"That's what Clarke always says. I'm starting to believe the both of you." Costia forced a smile. This was rubbish.
"Yeah! So…" She was going for the goal now. They were coming near the pitch, if Costia wanted to make a move this was her chance. "I can't stop think about you Lexa. I know that I fucked it up, I'm really sorry. I'm asking you for a second chance. I know that I don't have the Griffin's money or their position… But you always has despised that, the snobs, their ways in life, everything is so easy for them and we need to work hard for what we have. I've worked my ass off to be where I am, I'm not like them, you and me, we are really alike. I want to be with you Lexa, all of you… Please…" At that moment Costia took Lexa's shocked face into her hands and got closer to the young brunette.
"I'm sorry Costia, I'm not interested." Lexa was stepping back trying to be as far from Costia as she could. "It's just… Have you ever been in love? Like really in love? The sort of love that you can't escape? That you don't want to run away from? Like if nothing was important until you met that person that make your life worth living? The person that you can growing old with? That's what I have with Clarke, I'm not gonna risk it for someone that I don't know. We are just different Costia, you and me, we always have been different. I'm sorry. No. It's my final and only answer." Costia was shocked, even her biggest fan didn't want to have anything to do with her. Lexa had a bright future ahead of her and Costia was just running out of it.
"Think about it Lexa, we make sense together. We could be the powerful couple that people look at. We could be it." Costia hugged Lexa's neck and tried to kiss her once again…
"Costia… Leave my girlfriend alone. Put your hand off her neck and walk away." Clarke was furious. She wanted to break Costia's face, but she had more important things to attend.
"Lexa we need to go." Clarke called her girlfriend. Something was off, Lexa could feel it and it had nothing to do with Costia.
"So you command her? It's that who it works? You just think Lexa it's what? Your servant? That your money and you position can give you all?" Lexa eyes went wide open, she knew her girlfriend and something really tragic was about to happen if Costia didn't stop herself.
"You have no fucking idea what you are talking about. Lexa come on, we need to go." Lexa was mute, she didn't know what to do. Clarke was too calm. She knew that her girlfriend needed just a spark and hell on earth would be released.
"OK" Lexa was about to follow her girlfriend when Costia grabbed her hand with force.
"You don't need to do whatever she tells you to. You know? Just because she is your girlfriend." Clarke was breathing heavily. Just a spark, just one more push. "She's just… She's just…" Clarke was in front of Costia in one move. She knew what Costia was about to say. In her defence, she didn't mind. Loving Lexa was the most incredible gift that life had given her, she was not ashamed, but she knew one misunderstanding and Lexa would end Costia right there.
"Keep your thought to yourself, Costia. It's not gonna be pretty if you let them out. Shut the fuck up, accept your defeat and move on. Lexa is my girlfriend… Fuck off." At that moment, Clarke took Lexa's hand and started to walk, but Costia wasn't done yet. She grabbed tightly the brunettes forearm. Lexa could feel the burning in her skin, she could feel the bruise forming in her arm, if Clarke saw that, Costia was done.
"You fucking snob slut. Did you buy her? With all your fucking money and your trips? Your dad bought you a girlfriend? Someone that you could manipulate, is that it?" Lexa didn't think, she released from Costia's grabing and took the older brunette shirt by the neck and looked at her right to her eyes.
"You called my girlfriend what!?" Costia was scared. She never thought Lexa could put a hand on her, not in a violet situation. The young brunette was about to end her.
"Lexa, love, let her go. We need to go, please. We have important issues to attend. Come on." Lexa didn't let go Costia easily. Nobody, no one would call her girlfriend a slut and live another day.
"She fucking disrespected you Clarke. Nobody is allowed to do that."
"I know, but we need to go, our friend needs us. Let her go. Please." Clarke took Lexa's right hand and squeezed it. Lexa let go of Costia's shirt and looked into her girlfriend's eyes. "It's just you and me, Lexa. No one else, not ever… Raven needs us. Now we go." Lexa nodded.
"Costia, whatever you think you'll do or say now or in the future to try to separate me from my girlfriend it's not going to work, so fuck off and never come back." Clarke told her. So obviously Costia did what she was told not to do, fuck with the blonde.
"Do you really believe that someone like Lexa would be with you if it wasn't for the fucking? You fucking slut? It's not fair that you use your pussy to fucking control Lexa. She is innocent, you are manipulating her… Fucking whore! Everything is so fucking easy for your people, right? You throw money here and there and thought we all are what? Fucking things? It's that it? You are using Lexa's body to what? Fuck your brains out? She's just a piece of meat to you. People talk, Lady Griffin. Everybody out there knows how much of a fucking slut you are. You don't know Lexa like I do! You're just using her. Fucking snob! Fucking slut! You just want a good cock to fuck. You need to see that, Lexa. She's using you." Lexa was furious, she was about to kill Costia, but Clarke was faster than the young brunette. The blonde smiled and then punched Costia on the nose. Lexa was shocked, she knew Clarke's power, Costia was done. The blonde straddled the older brunette, she was grabbing Costia's shirt and talking oddly calm.
"Yes Costia, I am everything that you ever wanted to be. I got the money, the name, the looks and the girl. So fucking grow a pair and accept you fucking lost. Don't ever talk to Lexa like that. You don't know her, you don't know us, so don't fucking project your own faults on me. I love Lexa, I know her, we have been together for five years and we are going to be together forever. Don't talk rubbish to her, don't disrespect her, she is more than a cock, which I'm very fond of, not like you. Don't fuck with me, Costia! Don't bother my girlfriend! She doesn't… Just… Fuck off." Clarke punched Costia one more time, stood up, took Lexa's hand in her and left a bloody brunette on the pitch's grass.
"Costia, once you told me to move on. Now I'm asking you the same thing. Move on. I'm taken and I like it, I'm not looking for someone else… So please, just forget about me. Move on."
"We need to go, Lex." The couple left Costia there, some people that were passing by helped Costia to stand up and clean herself.
"Wow! Griffin went easy on you. The last girl that tried to hit on Lexa was sent to the hospital. That blonde is a real beast when she is protecting Lexa's well being, and Lexa's the same. You got lucky. Just… Don't do than ever again." Echo told her. Anya told her to stay to check on the trio. It was lucky that Clarke was so clam. She probably took pity on Costia, who knows. Costia took the little pride that she had left and got out of the pitch. Echo texted Anya and then she went to the police station.
"Where are we going, love?" Lexa asked Clarke when they got in the car.
"Police station. Linc texted me. Something about Rave, Bell and Ontari. Fucking day just getting better."
"About Costia… I…"
"I'm not mad at you, Lexa. She sort of let me know what she wanted to do. It's jus… Fucking people and their jealousy…."
"You look so hot defending my honour."
"Well, now you know how it feels like… Be horny and don't get any... Until later." Lexa smiled and left Calrke drive her to their destination. When they got there, a very shaken Bellamy was being guarded by Octavia and Lincoln.
"Is he alright?" Lexa asked. She has never saw him so scared and white.
"He is just shocked. Raven is been treated and giving her statement." Lincoln said.
"What happened?" Lexa didn't understand a thing. One moment she was thinking about rugby, wild life, politics and her girlfriend; and the next thing she knew was Costia trying to made a move on her, she called her girlfriend a slut, her girlfriend kicked the older bruntte's ass, and now they are here with a crazy Octavia, a shaken Bell, a missing Raven. She was horny as fuck and confused, so fucking confused.
"The fucking Bloodworth, man. She happened." Octavia said bitterly.
"I'm still lost, mate." She didn't want to make anyone uncomfortable, but really, what the fucking fuck? Until Bellamy started to talked
"I… We… Raven and I, we were going to the pitch to practise, when out of nowhere Bloodworth came running directly to me. I froze, she… Agh! She had this mental look on her eyes, like that time. Everything came back like a fucking train wreck. Raven saw her, she pushed me aside and faced Bloodworth. They fought. Nasty shit, our teammates tried to stop them, they almost did but nobody noticed that Bloodworth had a knife, she attacked Raven with it. Thank God she is fast! She kicked Bloodworth in the face. Then the police arrived and they brought us here. I don't know what the fuck she wants with me, I moved on… Fucking people!" Lexa hugged him and left him cry, she felt exactly the same thing.
"Fucking people indeed." Clarke murmured. Half an hour later Raven was finished. A detective came to the waiting area to make some questions.
"Sorry for disturbing all of you but we need to know few things. Who knows Ontari Bloodworth? Has some of you ever interacted with her in a way? Apart from Mister Blake."
"I have. We… Are… We sort of are from the same circle of acquaintance…"
"Oh yes! Lady Griffin. Sorry to bother you but you can be to some assist. Anyone else?"
"I have… She tried to… You know… Hit on me, long time ago."
"Miss Woods, right? OK so, if you follow me please." They told the detective what they knew about Ontari. Clarke told the police about the drugs that Bloodwotrh did, the way Ontari turned out to be very violent with everyone around her, but mostly with people that she thought weren't good enough for her because of their background. She told the detective the time when she found Bellamy at the stables. Lexa did the same. Talking about the time that she met Bloodworth the first time and how insisted the aristocrat was so pushy to try to make Lexa sleep with her. Luckily for Lexa, Clarke was at her side all the time. "I think that's enough. We can go to your friends now." The couple and the detective came out to meet their friends. The atmosphere was really tense. "All of you can go now. Mr. Blake you have nothing to worry about, the Bloodworth family it's going to control the situation. Sadly, Lady Bloodworth is mentally unstable and she needs medical care. She was in a mental facility but she escaped… Mr. Blake, the Bloodworth family told me that you were a constant in Lady Bloodworth's mind. They think that you are the reason why she escaped. In a very twisted way she has been in love with you for quite some time."
"I don't want to have anything to do with her. With any of them. If I need to fill a complain and a restriction order I would do it."
"We understand the feelings. Mr. Blake, the family is really sorry about you, about everything. You are gonna have a monetary compensation and…"
"I don't want shit. I want her out of my life forever… Just take her away…" Bellamy couldn't stop the tears. He has had enough for a lifetime. "Just… Leave me alone. Leave us alone." Raven was hugging his waist, rubbing his back. She had never seen her boyfriend so small, fragile.
"The family is going to take her far away Mr. Blake, don't worry about that. Although they are concerned about Miss Reyes presenting charges against Lady Bloodworth. So they want to make a deal with you both, Mr. Blake, Miss Reyes." Bellamy looked at Rave, meanwhile Raven looked at Anya, the older brunette nodded understanding.
"We can talk with their lawyers. Here is my card. I represent Reyes and Blake. Can we go now?" The detective nodded and they were out of there in less that a second.
"Fucking hell, that was so badass Woods." Raven hugged Anya, Bellamy followed her.
"I hate people! Why can't they understand that you don't want to be with them? That you are not available?" Raven told Bellamy when they let go Anya.
"The fuck I know, right?" The blonde whispered and took her girlfriend's hand in hers.
After the Forrest and Bloodworth incidents, the gang was stronger than ever, looking forward for the time to come. The rest of the year had been uneventful, almost as smooth as it could be. Lexa talked to Clarke about the possibility to complete her grade studies at Oxford and the blonde was more than fine with the idea; she told Lexa that she wanted to do the same thing; also a small gallery offered her a part time job in London for eight months. Lexa would work at UNICEF in London as well, but she would be there for a year. Clarke would have to be back in Oxford earlier and wait for Lexa at their flat. Everything was good. Probably the distance would be a problem. They haven´t been apart for that long. Five years together and the longest period of time that they spend apart were a month. Lexa went to a rugby camp at Rugby Football Union.
Things had been so good, actually, that Bellamy proposed to Raven when the male team won the derby. Bellamy took Raven's hands and guided her to the center of the pitch, kissed her and turned her around for her to see the panel with an enormous "Raven + Bellamy = forever", when she turned around to see her boyfriend, he was on one knee with the biggest Gedore, red tool set on the palm of his hands and a little black box in the middle of it. The ring was like Raven, small, strong and beautiful, an emerald cut black diamond solitaire. Raven stood there, she didn't move or talk. "Raven Reyes, would you keep me safe from harm forever?" Bellamy asked and Raven simply kneeled in front of him and kissed him deeply. "Yes, forever." Everybody was happy. They would get married next year, they hadn't decided the date, yet.
Also, Lincoln and Octavia were engaged. Octavia asked Lincoln few months later than Bellamy asked Raven. Apparently the Blake siblings were planning everything during the summer vacations. Octavia did the same her brother did, just in that case, she asked her boyfriend after winning the female derby. Lincoln cried, Octavia cried, Raven laughed, and Bellamy cried. Lexa, Clarke, Anya and Echo were smiling like proud parents. Anya and Echo were living together and they planned to move back to London, because they were offered an intership in one of the biggest law firms. Anya would love to open her own business, but her and Echo needed the experience. Lexa wanted to ask Clarke, she wanted to make it epic just like her mates, but she didn't find the way.
"What If she asks you first?" Lincoln said.
"No, mate! I need to ask her. It's my… Agh! I don't know. I wanna ask…" Lincoln sighed.
"Don't be a fucking macho. If she asks you it's gonna be as good as if you ask her." The boy said looking at his ring. He was wearing a black tungsten ring. "Look at this… this is… fucking awesome, mate! I brought her a ring… but it didn't matter, we… fuck, mate! We want this. It doesn't matter who ask who first, or how. Just… do it." Lincoln was a little intense for Lexa's liking.
"No… I mean… Yeah! I don't know." Lincoln got up from the terrace.
"Alexandria Sophia Woods, we promised that we will get married together, the same fucking day, in the same fucking place. Bellamy and I are already engaged, you need to do your part and fulfill you promise. Stop being a fucking coward and do it." Lexa just laid there looking at her mate's face.
"I want to, but I want it to be special. The fucking Blakes got carried away, you know!?" She was trying to think a way to propose, but she didn't have any ideas.
"Oi! We are siblings. We think alike." Bellamy told her.
"Bullshit, Heda! You don't want to make it epic, you are just scared because this is real. This could be your happy ending, or your sweet start or some other fluffy shit." Anya told her.
"Octavia told me that Clarke was talking about getting married often. So… Grow some balls an ask her." She really didn't understand why all the fuss. She will ask.
"Shit Linc, really? I'm bigger that the two of you together. And what's going on with that attitude? You used to be the sweet one." Lexa was starting to get pissed
"Do you really want to know?" Lincoln murmured. It was very unusual for the tall boy to get like this.
"Linc. We swore we wouldn't. Shut up, mate. She needs to do it if she wants." Bellamy told him.
"What's going on?" Lexa was getting suspicious. Was it about Clarke? About them? Did the blonde want to break up with her and she didn't notice?
"Do you remember Jasper? The boy from high school?" Lincoln asked her.
"Yeah! Why?" Everything was getting really odd.
"She needs to know, Bell…" Lincoln wasn't playing anymore. He was really concerned.
"I agree." Anya steped up. If her sister was involved, something was not right.
"But we promised Clarke." Bellamy kept bringing her girlfriend's name. Something was on.
"What is it?" Lexa wanted to know. She needed to know. If Clarke was in some sort of danger, she needed to do something.
"Jasper and Maya were there when the Costia problem happened… they heard some shit… After you and Clarke left the pitch, they heard Costia saying something about making Clarke regret what she did… and now… Some… People are saying that… You are afraid of Clarke since Costia... That you are trying to break up with her but you don't know how to, because you are scared of her." Lincoln said.
"WHAT? How they… What?" Lexa got up. She was understanding everything now. The sweet sex, the submissive Clarke, the tender treat. So not Clarke. "That's fucking bullshit!"
"We know that. We were just ignoring the whole thing, but since this losers' engagement… And you… Well not attempting to ask the blonde, she's being… Odd. People talk Lexa, you know them… Clarke is just… She's…" Anya couldn't find the words. She did like Clarke, she was grateful with the blonde for loving her sister so much. She cared for them.
"She's having doubts about herself since Costia… Her words really hurt her, mate. Jasper, Monty and Maya found some disturbing photos of that day, days before the incident. They think someone was following you and Clarke for some time now." Lincoln informed her.
"What? The paparazzi are banned from here… and… I thought we were OK. More than OK, we are perfect." She sat straight. Why people couldn't leave them alone?
"You are, but sometimes the pressure of being a Griffin is too much on her. She's Clarke with us. Our dorky, stupid girl in love, Clarke. But she is also a noble. And people are jealous about her lifestyle… And her love life. People are mental, mate!" Anya told her.
"But… She's my Clarke… She's… Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! I should have known… I'm just a fucking asshole!" The brunette stood up.
"Hey, hey, hey! No pressure here… Look, we are going to go to that rave shit that O is so willing to attend. Maybe we just need time to relax, just be there. Be us. No noble or celebrity bullshit. Just us." Bellamy smiled.
"Celebrity bullshit?" Lexa asked.
"Fuck, Heda. You have been in the cover of two sport magazines now. You are like a fucking Cinderella story. You are Clarke's Princess Charming. Don't you read shit? They even know Costia was your ex… You're sort of the shit!" Anya said to her, she looked at her like if she was a moron.
"I just wanna pass my exams and win the championship. Those are my goals for now." She told them meanwile she was rubbing her face in a very poor attempt to get some stress out of her system. She took that habit from Clarke.
"What about Clarke?" Lincoln asked her. Why Clarke would be a topic? They were a serious deal. "Because let me tell you… those bite marks that you both used to wear proudly… well… didn't help the 'no harm' case."
"One. I'm gonna be with her forever. There is not even an issue. Two. Those were marks of love. Haven't you read about animal wild life? We are mated forever, those marks proved that." She looked at them with a serious face.
"Maybe for you. You need to let her know that, Heda!" Lincoln told her. They were right. They needed a time off. The Holi Festival of Colours looked like the best answer.
"You're right. We need time off and I need to go see my girl. See you tomorrow." Lexa got up and left the gang. How could she have been such a selfish punk? Clarke was her girl, forever, she had never had a doubt. But time passes and people change with it. She needed to make thinks right.
When she got home the blonde was there sitting on the sofa reading heat. Clarke wasn't a big fan of gossip magazines. Not since the horrendous article about her leaving a clinic with Bellamy. The head line said "Is Lady Griffin cheating on her golden girlfriend?" All the bloody media and paparazzi knew them. That didn't mean that she had to like what they were saying. She wasn't cheating, she will never do that. The fact was that she was late, Lexa was away for a match and Clarke wanted to be sure that they weren't pregnant. The whole female team was away, that meant, no O, no Rave, no An… Even no Echo. She called Lexa that morning, the brunette told her to call the guys and go to the clinic. They did. They weren't expecting, she was relieved. Not because she didn't want kids, she did want them, but not right now. Nobody knew the truth about Lexa's condition, nobody needed to know, that was private. She wasn't ashamed of Lexa, they decided to be discreet because… fuck the media. Although the fucking paparazzi were there, taking pictures, selling her like she was a fucking objet. She was done. So fucking done. But, the media wasn't done with them yet.
Shortly after the Costia incident, another fucking picture was sold to the press. In it, she was straddling Costia with her fist in the air before she punched her, she could remember that scene so clearly. Behind her was Lexa standing just there, looking almost scared. The picture wasn't really good, she looked like a demon, out of control. The headline said "Is the real reason for the golden couple to be united by fear?" For fuck sake! Clarke loved Lexa, why would the brunette be scared of her? The report went on. "We know the short temper of Lady Griffin, but we never saw her so frightening. Is she controlling the golden girl Woods as well? Is because of her jealousy that Alexandria Woods has been with her for that long? We really can't tell." The fucking nerve of that people.
She knew Lexa loved her, she was sure of her love for Lexa, but a little part of her was wandering the same thing. She almost ripped Tsing's head of in that Derby all those years ago. She broke Bloodworth's nose that night at the gala. She knocked out Lexa one time, of course by mistake, she wanted to fuck Costia up, and now she did. She couldn't control it, not when Lexa was threatened. What if Lexa didn't really love her? What if she was afraid? No, Lexa wasn't afraid. Lexa was a strong, clever beautiful woman and she was hers. But what if the brunette only said that because she was scared to be harmed by the blonde? They always talked about forever, but Lexa hasn't asked her yet. She wanted to be married with Lexa, she wanted to have children, grow old together. She could ask her girlfriend, but what if she only said yes because she was afraid? Their love was so passionate and so unpredictable.
"Hey baby! I missed you." Lexa saw her girlfriend sitting in the living room. The atmosphere was really strange, no music, no tv, no movement. No Clarke's spark. "Love, is everything alright?" She came closer to the blonde and kneeled in front of her. Clarke was in her own little word, watching the photos. "Told you not to read this, love. It's rubbish. Don't believe anything that they say." Clarke's intense glance sent a shiver over the brunette back. Clarke was losing it. She was believing those bastars.
"Are they Lexa? Are they really? Do you remember when I knocked you out? I wanted to hurt Costia. I wanted to fucking end her, because she hurt you… And then, just like that… She appeared and wanted you back? I fucking lost it. And what about the others? The other girls I hurt because of my jealousy? Those the fucking press know nothing about?"
"Clarke… Remember what Jake told you… You…"
"I'm a fucking beast, Lexa. I get out of control by the simplest shits."
"Clarke… Come on… Don't… I do that too… I loose it when someone is bothering you. I can't fucking stand the idea of them making you uncomfortable… It's OK. I know…"
"It's not fucking OK Lexa. It's just not… I'm… You don't fucked people up because they are next to me, talking to me. I'm like a fucking animal. What if they are right!? What if you are so afraid that you can't leave me? We should…"
"What? No. Don't… Fuck them Clarke. Fuck everyone. I need you to breath. You know that. Don't do this. Don't let them do this to us." Lexa was up now. Desperate to prevent Clarke from leaving she straddled the blonde girl. "Please Clarke… Please calm down, baby, please. We have been in this together for five years. They don't know us. Costia doesn't know us. Don't let them win. I need you with me, not because I can't live without you, but because I want you to be with me, Clarke. I gave you everything that I am. And I will do it the rest of my life because I do trust you and I chose to give it to you and only you." Clarke was crying. Why these sort of things made her into an insecure little girl?
"Why do you love me so much, Lexa? Why do you have so much faith in me? Why are you not afraid?"
"Fuck Clarke! Of course I'm fucking afraid! Every time you feel unsure about us I'm scared that you want to leave me." Lexa sat straight looking at Clarke directly into her eyes. "The reason why I love you it's simple, you make me better. You make me stronger. You love me. Yes, you have a fucking short temper, Clarke, and you act according to it. And I'm not gonna lie, you became stronger, physically… And shit that's so hot, because I can be my fucking wild self with you and I know that you are not gonna break, that you are as strong as I am. You just kind of forget that not all the people is as strong as us and you fuck them up. I know that you are a little violent and wild, but it's who you are, your art shows the real you. And for me it's fucking beautiful because I'm the same. The difference between you and me it's that I can get out the frustration and anger in the pitch and you don't. Do you remember the player from Durham University, the one that was giving you the eye?"
"The blonde one?"
"That one."
"The one that you almost, by accident, break her arm."
"That's the one. And to be fair, if their fucking defence wasn't shit, I wouldn't have been able to be that near. But yeah! I saw her being all touchy with you, and you have that look… You know? The 'you are so funny but I'm just bored and disgusted by you'. I did nothing because of the match… But mate! Winning for ten points and mashing her fucking face in the mud was glorious. The look in her eyes when you ran into my arms and kissed me hard… Fuck! Just… Never stop doing that."
"How can you do it?"
"Do what?"
"Just like that." The blonde snapped her fingers. "Give me back my confidence."
"It's my job Clarke. I have to remind you how incredibly normal you are. How Clarkey you can be. Not that…" Lexa pointed at the magazine. "You're more than the Lady Griffin from the magazines. You are my Clarke. Funny, talented, clever, stubborn, rude, strong, lovely girlfriend."
"Fuck, Lexa! I love you!"
"Show me."
"What?"
"Show me how much you love me. Fuck me like you mean it."
"I always do that." Clarke took Lexa's face in her hand and kissed her sweetly and slowly.
"You know what I mean… Baby girl… Don't you want to make daddy all happy, wet and hard?"
"No… You're not… Do you… Want…"
"Very much so… Don't you? I mean, don't get me wrong, I love the sweet love. It has been fantastic. But… I need to get some steam out, you know? I feel that with everybody getting engaged… We are just… Becoming… You know…"
"Normal people? With a normal sex life?"
"That" kiss "my love" kiss "is" kiss "the" kiss "truth" kiss.
"You don't like the fact that we can be normal? With no drama, no jealousy, no bruises, no scratches, no love bites, no marks"
"Clarke, I have a cock, which can function perfectly! And I'm a girl who came from the poorest, hardest, violent side. You are a very wealthy, lovely, pure girl, whom has a very dirty secret… You love to fuck my cock. So no, I don't want to be normal. I want us to be us. Now… If you don't strip in this very moment I would be obligated to rip your clothes off and spank that beautiful ass of yours, so… What's it going to be baby girl?" Lexa got up and unbuttoned her trousers. She was wearing a tank top that was off her body in no time.
"Fuck… I love you so much." Clarke unbuttoned her blouse, taking it off quickly. Then, her sweatpants were off along with her underwear. "I'll take the spanks… Daddy… I've been a very naughty girl."
"Yes you have been… Such a bad girl… Now… stand up… And get ready for daddy. It's not going to be gentle sex, baby… You are not going to be gentle. My cock is yours, my tits are yours, my lips, and my eyes, all of me is yours… So… Fuck me like you own me. Because you do, Clarke. You do own me."
"So do you." They kissed slowly. Teasting, feeling the love that they had for each other. Yes, nothing was normal. Not the fairy tale, not the jealousy, not the sex, not the idea of being together. Nothing. But they made it work. "OK sit down and let me do the work." The blonde told her meanwhile she took Lexa's jeans off.
"Yup! I like the way you talk. But first… You have been naughty, I need to punish you. Lay on my lap. You are gonna be spanked, baby. That beautiful, creamy ass of yours is gonna be punished." Clarke did as was told. "OK baby. I'm gonna hit you five times, and you can't complain… in fact, I know that you are gonna enjoy it… so… one." Clarke could feel Lexa's cock getting harder. She couldn't move her hands to take it in her hands, she knew Lexa loved to take control when they were playing and she liked it too. "Fuck baby girl… one slap and your cunt is getting wet… two… Fuck, I love your ass… three… Do you like it baby?"
"Yes daddy, I like it very much! Can I… please…" Lexa was fingering the blonde long and slow, she loved to hear her girlfriend's moans.
"What do you want baby girl?" Lexa put her finger out of Clarke's cunt and licked it. "What do you want?" Clarke took a deep breath, if she couldn't control herself she would come in a second. "I want to feel your cock… it's getting hard under my tummy. Please… let me feel it."
"Now, now, baby girl… I can't do that, you are being punished. Do you remember why?" Clarke was getting desperate. She couldn't cum, and she couln't touch Lexa. She should know better.
"Because I've been bad." Clarke felt two fingers playing with her cunt. She really needed to cum.
"Yeah… you've been bad… believing things that are not true. You need to talk to daddy if something is bothering you. I can make you feel better. That's my job, baby girl. Like it is my job playing with your beautiful wet cunt. I love how it feels… warm… tight… soft. Do you really believe that I would ever want someone else? That I would ever be afraid of you? I trust you so much, baby girl. I fucking love you… Forever… Remember that…" She was thrusting her fingers in and out of her girlfriend's cunt. Lexa could feel Clarke's body pushing her cunt on Lexa's fingers. The brunette took her fingers out and slapped Clarke's cunt. The blonde couldn't control her orgasm. She came all over Lexa's legs. "Fuck baby! You look so hot when you come. I think… it's time for you to take your prize."
"Fucking hell! Time out… need… fuck…" Lexa took Clarke into her arms and sat her on her lap.
"Did I hurt you?" The brunette was concerned.
"No… I… I didn´t expect that. That was good! Really good… I missed this… the rough love." Lexa kissed Clarke's neck.
"I know. I love you in any form… but… this is just hot as fuck. We will have time to be all boring couple later in life. Now… fuck Clarke, please… now fuck me until my cock explodes… pretty please." The blonde chuckled. Yeah, they had time. No matter what, they indeed had all the time in the world.
"Alright daddy. Let's go to bed."
"What?" Lexa was shocked. She told her no more boring sex. Why life was like this? "Why are you like this?"
"Love, you don't even know what I want to do to you. So wait and see. And, remember the time that we fucked in the dinner table? O can't buy another… so let's fuck in the room."
"But we can't afford another bed… the last time was enbarrasing enough… Your dad almost died." Lexa told Clarke meanwhile walking to their room.
"But he didn't, and we are sleeping in the bloody mattress, so, the only thing we could break is the fucking floor." Lexa got silent. "Oh my god! Don't tell me that you actually broke a floor?"
"No… I… a friend of mine did… he… well…" Clarke pushed Lexa to the mattress and straddled her.
"Bellamy or Lincoln?"
"I'm not gonna answer that. I'm a Lady." Clarke kissed Lexa hard, her hand travelled to Lexa's cock and squeezed it.
"OK… be like that… P.s, we really can't break anything… so… let's just… hope we won't." Lexa pinched Clarke's nipples.
"Oh baby girl, that depends on you." Lexa licked Clarke's nippels. The blonde jumped and grabbed Lexa's soulders hard.
"Fuck, baby, we will need to open an account just for forniture."
"Agh, Clarke… that's old people talk… Let's discuss that some other time… preferably when we start our degree studies." Clarke only chuckled. It was show time.
"Daddy I'm so sorry for the way I've been behaving myself. I'm sorry for believing those bad people. Can I make it up to you?" Clarke moved her hips sensualy stradding Lexa's abs. "I love your abs daddy. They feel so strong under my cunt… do you feel how wet I am for you? Can I make it up to you, daddy?" Lexa smiled and laid on the mattress. She took Clarke's thighs to support her.
"Yes, baby girl. You can show me." Clarke smiled, took Lexa's cock with one hand, guided it to her cunt and impaled herself on it in one move. "Fuck, Clarke… god!" The blonde didn't waste any time, she bunced up and down.
"Do you like it daddy? Huh? Does my cunt feel good and warm? Am I a good girl now?" Clarke put her hands over Lexa's tits to support herself. She had a mission: fuck Lexa's brains out."
"Yes… fuck… so wet… Are you wet because of me, baby girl?"
"Yes daddy, just for you! Fuck… I can feel all your beautiful cock in me like this, daddy… Every fucking vein… shit… Are you dripping, daddy?"
"Fuck yes… keep going, baby… Fuck me… fuck me harder… like… shit, baby… fuck me like you own me." Clarke was jumping up and down. It was a good call that they were fucking on the mattress, Clarke was not holding back.
"Like this daddy?" The blonde leaned back from Lexa's front, put her hands on the mattress and moved her hips backwards and forward from Lexa's cock. The brunette was in heaven watching her cock disappear into the blonde's cunt. "God, that big cock is only mine… mine forever… fuck dady… do you like the way I'm fucking you right now?" Lexa couldn't talk for a while, she was just feeling her cock being sucked by Clarke's cunt.
"God baby girl… you're… fucking perfect… shit…" Clarke was not going to be able to keep going like that much longer. So she changed the rules a little bit.
"Daddy… daddy fuck me… please… show me that you trust me… show me that you love me… fuck… please." The brunette opened her eyes and saw Clarke's face and body. The blonde was covered in sweat, her face was red because the effort. Lexa knew that her girlfriend wasn't the sportiest person, so she took pitty on her and stopped her hips.
"OK… let me take care of you." Lexa laid Clarke's back on the mattress and put her legs on her waist, with that shift her cock was all the way in Clarke's cunt. They moaned at the same time. Lexa was on her knees, she slowly thrusted her hips, she could feel Clarke's cunt squeezing her cock, she loved that feeling.
"Daddy please, faster… harder…" Clarke was about to cum for the second time, but everytime that she was almost there Lexa stopped her hips.
"No… you can't cum… You've been a very naughty girl… shit… you need to own me Clarke… you know what to do baby girl." Clarke smiled, stretched her arms and Lexa helped her sit down facing her.
"Where do you want it, daddy." Lexa's hips thrusted slowly, almost rhythmically, just enjoying the moment.
"Let them see who I belong to." With that statement Clarke's teeth were over Lexa's yugular. The blonde bit her and sucked the skin of her neck with force. The brunette was in heaven. She loved the way Clarke made her feel. Powerful, loved, protected.
"Come on, daddy… Do it… please… mark me… let them know… shit… please." The brunette bit her, she kept thrusting sweetly. They were in that position for ten minutes, just enjoying themselves, making sweet love. "Daddy… can you fuck me harder? I wanna feel your cock in me for days… please."
"Yes baby… OK… I'm gonna top you, OK… spread those beautiful legs of yours wide open." Clarke did. Lexa went in one move. The blonde scream in pleasure and pain.
"God, yes… fuck… let me feel you… suck my nipples… make them hard… fuck me." Lexa did what she was told. She bit Clarke's nipples while thrusting her hips hard and fast. She felt Clarke's hand over her ass, she knew what was going to happen. She was ready. Ready to cum and ready to give everything to Clarke.
"Put it on, baby girl. I want your finger on my asshole. Make me yours." Clarke opened her eyes and looked directly into the brunette's green eyes, now almost black with desire.
"You are fucking mine, daddy… you're mine… just mine… come on, fuck me harde… yes… shit… I love you daddy. Fuck… give it to me… oh God!"
"Fuck… only you baby girl… only you. Fuck… yes… put that finger in… shit… move it baby… yeah! Shit… you're so… fuck… so perfect… I'm gonna cum baby girl… shit… do you want my cum inside your cunt?"
"God yes… cum with me… Cum inside! God… Cum inside Lex, please."
"Fuck Clarke I LOVE YOU… GOD!"
"Yes… fuck… yes… all your cum Lexa… give it to me… shit."
The brunette did. She loved when Clarke begged her to cum. She felt like they were developing a bond, a strong unbreakable one. This was it. They were twenty-two, they were young, life was unknown, they will face some shit, no doubt about that. But this was it for her. She looked at the blonde's eyes and knew, Clarke was thinking the same.
"Marry me!" Both women said at the same time.
"What?" Lexa and Clarke repeated together.
"Marry me." The couple did it again.
"Fucking telepathic shit… But… Will you marry me?" The brunette asked.
"I asked first Lexa." Clarke was smirking. Yeah, she will. Always.
"Come on! I'm still inside of you, so give a lad a break!" Lexa said stroking Clarke's thighs.
"Give me a kiss!" The brunette did, she laid her head over Clarke's chest hearing her heart. She felt the blonde kissing her forehead.
"I will." They both said at the same time.
"We are so whipped!" Lexa said kissing Clarke's chest over her heart.
"I know. It's a blessing that I'm like that with you." Lexa rose to look at Clarke in the eyes.
"Fuck, Griffin! I thought I was the sappy one."
"You still are… The sappy and horny one… You still hard and in me… Wanna go another round? To celebrate that I asked you to marry me?"
"OK… But I will say that I did first."
"What if we said nothing at all? For a while?"
"Why?" The brunette was confused
"You see… I made a bet…"
The park was full of people wearing white clothes with multiple stains of bright colours of them. The music was loud, the people was happy. The twilight was beautiful, full of orange, pink and purple. That was the day, Lexa knew it, she would make the question. She had to.
"Did you bring condoms?" The blonde was dancing with so much filth that Lexa was really thinking in skipping the whole plan and going to their room to fuck until their deaths. The blonde had other things in mind.
"Yup. Two boxes." The brunette kissed the blonde's cheek. Clarke rested her head on Lexa's shoulder. She was just happy, calm.
"Mate! I was scared… happy but scared… having kids… way too soon." She said in her girlfriend's ear. They were still young to be parents.
"I know the feeling. I adore you… but… too soon. Are you ready to do this?" The brunette asked the blonde. They've had planed this for almost four weeks. This was it.
"Fuck yeah. We need that vacation, two weeks of… beach, sun, you, me, fucking, and condoms… lots of them… Yup! Let's do this… woo me Woods." The blonde smiled and looked at her girlfriend.
"Agh… so demanding… Good thing that you asked me to marry you." Lexa tightened the hug, her hands were on Clarke's waist. She was kissing her girlfriend's neck over the mark that she did earlier. Since that day in their flat, it seems that the two girls couldn't stop marking their skins.
"You did it first." The blonde told her. Lexa just chuckled and kissed her girlfriend's neck one more time.
"Yeah? Are you gonna play that card now!?" The brunette asked playfully; they had agreed on the fact that they just proposed at the same time, both winners, both in love.
"Keep going like this and it'll be no fucking tonight… not even sweet love, no blow jobs, no hand jobs… not even sleeping in the same bed." Clarke was nervous but excited, she never thought that something so important for her would be announced in such an extravagant way.
"How rude… You're joking, right?" Lexa was also nervous. Yeah, she could manage the galas, the magazine covers, the shorts interviews, but this was another league completely.
"Just a way to find out." Clarke kissed her hard. They felt the flashes all over them. They could not get peace. Not after Costia told Heat what happened that day at Oxford, her version anyway. She wanted to destroy Clarke's reputation. The blonde was getting bad press because of that incident, but it didn't matter. Not even Costia could harm Clarke because, Lexa, Octavia, Raven, Bellamy and Lincoln were in the cover of Sport the same month that Costia's story was out. In the article dedicated at the Oxford's teams, the captain of the female rugby team talked about her relationship with the young Lady. Telling the reporters that they were in a very boring, steady and long term relationship. Lexa's declaration stopped any gossip. The team captain never talked about her love life, so when she did everybody knew Costia was lying, probably not about the beat up by Clarke, but about everything else.
"No need. I'm going." The brunette left her girlfriend with her friends and went to God knows where.
"You are so disgusting… really." Bellamy yelled at Clarke. He was hugging Raven from behind waving his body at the sound of the electro music.
"Fuck off Blake. You are not better." Bellamy smiled, he was happy. The school was almost over, he was engaged and about to move out to America.
"What can I say? I'm drunk in love." He winked at Clarke.
"Really Bell, Beyoncé? God… I love you." Raven turned around and kissed the boy hard.
"Fuck you are disgusting." The blonde yelled at them and kept listening to the music. The Dj finished her set, the lights on the stage were off. Suddenly, sweets tones were filling the air. NO FUCKING WAY! The blonde thought meanwhile in the enormous screens, the lyrics of Glockenspiel Song, were appearing. She knew this was it.
After their post coital, awkward and infancy proposal, the blonde told Lexa about the bet that her father and the blonde made a year ago. Her father thought that Clarke was going to propose in a very unfashioned way.
"Oh, come on mate! You are gonna be the one to propose, you are whipped, uncool and eager as fuck. And you gonna do it just the way you are, lad. Not minding the rules, probably when you are eating your breakfast. You are gonna be like, 'hey babe, marry me', and when Lexa says yes, because she is not better than you in the love department, you would keep eating, because that's the way you are Clarke… simple."
Her dad was right about one thing, it was simple, it was so simple proposing to Lexa, because in a way, they have been married for three years now, they were happy, safe, in love. But one of the things that Clarke was sure about was her girlfriend's actions. The blonde was sure that Lexa would be the one to propose, because Lexa was like that, always looking for Clarke's happiness, and to be honest, Lexa liked to show off. She always has done things so extra, she was Alexandria Sophia Woods after all, always doing hard and impressive things. Jake made the bet, if she won he would pay for two weeks in Hawaii, all inclusive; if he won Clarke would name their first child with the name of his hero, Joda.
"I'm not gonna name my child Joda, Clarke. The fuck, mate? Poor baby… no fucking way… and why Joda? Why not Han? Han's a badass, like me. Or Cassian? Or Jyn… Lea… Luck… Obie… probably… Why Joda? We need to win that bet."
"My dad truly believes that he's a Jedi. Joda is his role model."
"Why everyone wants to be a Jedi. They are boring, lad! The whole Anglicanism was made for us to party and divorce and party some more. Jedis are… so fucking… catholics monks. No fun at all."
"Really Lexa? Are you comparing religions and science fiction when you are still in me… OH MY FUCKING GOD, YOU ARE GETTING HARD BECAUSE OF THE GEEK TALK!"
"No I'm not." The brunette was embarrassed. "You can not tell this to anyone… ANYONE, GRIFFIN! Now… we fuck some more."
"Oh my god! So polite. You know the way to a Lady's heart"
"Of course I do… I love you." The blonde kissed her girlfriend and the kept making love for hours.
The brunette never told her how she would propose for the second time, but now, now she had an idea of what was happening. FUCKING LEXTRA! Was the only thing that was in Clarke's mind. On the middle and bigger screen the words Lady Griffin + Lexa Woods until my dying day, were on. Clarke couldn't believed it. This was it, every person in the audience was watching her, her shock face was on the right screen. When the song came to the bridge, then the question popped out, would you marry me?
"Clarke? Would you?" The brunette was on her knee with and small back box in her left hand. The chorus of the song were loud and clear: we are a mess, we are failures, and we love it.
"Fuck yes! Every time, yes!" Lexa put the round emerald knot Celtic ring in Clarke's finger, and then then the blonde jumped into Lexa's arms, rounding the brunette's waist with her legs. The screens were showing the not PG-13 kiss, meanwhile the song kept playing in the background. We are a mess, we are failures and we love it.
"Fucking disgusting, Lady Griffin… And future Mrs. Lady Griffin." Anya, Echo, Octavia, Lincoln, Raven and Bellamy yelled at the same time. The duo didn't stop kissing, Clarke gave them the finger exactly at the same time that the song was ending. We are a mess. Everybody clapped, cheered and congratulated the new financeés.
"Forever." Lexa said to Clarke when they broke the kiss and rested her forehead on the blonde's.
"Yeah, forever!" They kissed again. No matter what, they will be together forever until their dying day.
The end.
