A:N/ Yeah, so I know I put this off for a while, but now I'm updating. But I need inspiration. Rawr. Sorry about the lateness.
She always wondered. Well, not always. But it was definitely the past six weeks that she'd wondered. How could he, the man...she loved...just..leave her? And when she had needed him most too. He abandoned her now. It just seemed so unlike him.
Her dark eyes stared at her daughter. The daughter she loved with all of her heart. The daughter who Edward didn't. She wondered if it was a mistake. If he just wasn't seeing things too clearly that day. She surely hoped so, but in the back of her mind, it was clear doubt.
She? She was Isabella Marie Cullen, used to be Swan. And he, well, he was Edward Anthony Masen Cullen, the man Bella loved with all of her heart, and the man who left her with their daughter shortly after her transformation. Their daughter? One of the most important people in Bella's lives. Renesmee Carlie Cullen. Bella's little nudger.
"Momma?" Her thoughts were interrupted by her daughters voice. Momma. That was her first word. Her second? Daddy. But Daddy wasn't around to hear that, was he? Times like that made Bella wish she could cry her heart out. Which she couldn't.
"Yes, sweetheart?" Her eyes focused on the little bronze haired girl in front of her, arms outstretched towards her. A little hand found Bella's cheek as Renesmee was lifted into her mothers arms. The scene played to Bella, caused her to gasp. And freeze.
"Yes Rosalie, I'm sure! He'll be here soon. I saw him coming back! He'll be here in a little less than twenty minutes!" The little pixie, known to most as Alice Cullen told her sister as the two argued in front of the whole family, excluding Bella.
"Well he sure as hell better not come anywhere near Bella or Nessie or someones going to lose it," Rosalie Hale, the gorgeous blonde vampire fought back.
"Thank god he's coming back. I can't stand it anymore being around you idiots," One of them mumbled, mostly to himself. Five pairs of glaring light eyes headed over towards Jasper's direction.
"I don't see how you side with him," Rosalie hissed at her so called, 'twin brother,' to most people.
"Do any of us Rose?" Emmett sighed, his eyes narrowed.
"Nessie..." Bella swallowed, staring at her beautiful daughter in front of her. "When did you hear this?" She asked, panic setting through her body.
"About ten minutes ago," Renesmee answered in her high soprano pitched voice. Renesmee's answer caused the chocolate brown haired vampire to freeze.
Why now? Why did he feel the need to come back /now/? /Why/ was he even coming? Did he change his mind? What was he going to do? Thousands of questions raced through Bella's mind. She sat there frozen in her thoughts. The same hand found her mothers cheek, which she tapped lightly against it.
"Mommy...Mommy...are you okay?" That little voice rang throughout her head. She looked down at Renesmee.
"Yes," she lied and nodded. "Go find Aunt Rose, okay?" She told her daughter after she squeezed her tight against her and kissed her on the forehead.
The little girl obeyed without questions, which Bella was thankful for. After Renesmee was out of her sight, Bella became frantic in thought.
Was he really coming back? Bella was frightened. No, she was more than frightened. Less than an hour ago, Bella would've loved to find out that Edward was coming back. That her love was coming back. The other half of her heart which had been MIA-missing in action the past six weeks would be back. But, if you think about it really, half of her heart had been missing. Edward was half of her heart, while Renesmee and the rest of her family, along with Jacob was the other half.
One part of her felt so alive and open, now that she had them, and the other, lonely and depressed, the same exact way she'd felt after he'd left her back when she was still human.
Now, after she'd gotten that bit of information from her daughter...she couldn't be any more terrified.Setting aside all things now… Edward had come home. He had left though. He had left her. He had left her and Renesme. He had left her and Renesme alone. Bella without a husband, and Renesmee without a father.
And now, what? He had decided that he loved her again? That he had decided he wanted to see Renesme? That he didn't want to get rid of their daughter? Well, sucks to be him. He wouldn't see Renesme. Bella and Renesme had existed just fine with out him. That is, if fine meant sobbing tearless for days and days, and now, every night after she'd gotten Renesmee to sleep, then well, yes. They'd been fine.
Bella leaned her head back against the chair which she currently sat in. It was her chair. It was in the corner of the family room, where'd she sit day after day, staring out the window, just waiting and hoping that maybe that shiny silver Volvo would pull up into the driveway, and everything would be better. But it wouldn't, because all of that hope she had, days before as she sat in the chair waiting, were here.
Edward was back, and there was nothing Bella could do about it.
A:N/ Yeah so I know I told you guys I would update like a week ago. But I didn't. So...sorry about that. Haha. (: Thanks for all the reviews! They mean a lot. So, this is my plan. That I update Forget about three or four time before the holidays, this story about three or four times too before the holidays, and Stay With Me maybe once or twice. (: Haha. Review please? Because I love you. (: Yup. So, this one's for Stef and Lady. (: Thanks a ton guys!
