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Bytheway, Renesmee and Claire and all the younger peeps call like Sam, Jacob, Quil, Emily, Rachel...etc. because their all so close, basically family. Get it? Anywho. Enjoy. =)

Forgive Chapter Four

(Renesmee Point of View ;)

The beach down in La Push was starting to get chilly as the packs, their family, imprints, and I all settled down on the beach. By that time, everyone was there. Uncle Sam, Jacob, Uncle Quil, Uncle Embry, Uncle Jared, Uncle Paul, Uncle Seth, Aunt Emily, Claire, Aunt Kim, Aunt Rachel, Aunt Leah, Little Kendall, Claire and I. The whole gang. We were all sitting around a fire that was started by Jacob and Quil. And you know what? Never, and I mean never, give Jacob and Quil fire. See them with fire, and run. After almost catching themselves on fire, the two settled back down with the rest of us. The sun was setting soon, so the fire was made at just the right time.

(Jacob Point of View ;)

Everyone was all lounging around now, talking and all. Nessie was sitting in my lap, and she was gossiping about some boy to Claire. Boy? Hm. I glanced over to Quil, who Claire was leaning against, and lookd at him funny, wondering if he picked up the same thing I did.

"May I ask why the two of you are talking about a boy?" I asked them after Quil gave me a confused expression about the girls.

"Oh-it's nothing. Just a boy in my grade," Nessie told me and looked at Claire.

"WHO ASKED HER OUT!" Claire shouted loudly and everyone turned their attention towards Quil, Claire, Nessie, and I. I could feel the jealousy rising in me, and started to shake. Nessie obviously felt it, and jumped up really quickly, backing away. I had to calm down, there was nothing to worry about. Nessie would never do that.

"Jacob, oh my god, I'm sorry, I was going to tell you. But I said 'no.' I don't like him." She told me, and looked sort of panicky. I laughed.

"It's okay kid, didn't mean to get all scary like that," I said and pulled her back down next to me, squishing her against my side.

"Damn..." Jared muttered and Leah elbowed him, muttering 'the kid,' talking about little Kendall. He laughed. "I haven't seen Jake that jealous since...well since before the little half thing was born," Jared laughed, motioning towards my Nessie.

"Hey, she's my little half thing," I said and smiled down at her. She grinned right back at me.

"Hey, yeah, right before the big fights, before we all split..." Sam remembered.

Nessie gave me a weird look. "Yeah, right around the time your mom became pregnant with you," Leah responded for me.

"Did you guys fight?" She asked and I shrugged.

"A bit. But it was over something stupid," Paul told Nessie, and I knew where this was going. I glared at him.

"What was this 'stupid thing?'" Nessie questioned, wanting more answers.

Obviously, Paul didn't see my glare and continued on. "Just that we wanted to get rid of you from your mom, we all thought you were a danger, so Sam told us we were going to fight against your family to try to kill you." Paul said before I could cut him off.

"What the hell was that?" "Paul, you idiot," and "What's your problem?" Was heard multiple times. I felt Nessie stiffen next to me as everyone turned to look at her.

"Jeez guys, it's not bad, I mean, she's here now, right?" Paul asked after both Quil and Rachel leaned over to smack him on either shoulder.

I looked down at my Nessie, who was probably so close to tears right now. She started nodding. "I knew it," She said and wiggled out of my grasp to get up. "No one ever wanted me here. Not my father, not even you guys. Uh, why was I so stupid? Yeah, maybe I was an accident and maybe I did kill my mother, but could someone have told me about this earlier so I could've left? Obviously, you didn't want me around. I could have just been out of here. For good," Nessie started talking, and crying at the same time. After her little speech, she started to run off. And that was where I come in. I started to run after her.

"Renesmee, get back here," I yelled from across the forest. I caught up to her after a while.

"Just go away Jacob. I know the truth now. No one ever really wanted me here," she muttered through tears and sped up. I stopped. How could she think that? I wanted her here. Claire wanted her here. Blondie over back at the Cullen's wanted her here, along with Alice, and Jasper, and Emmett and everyone. How could someone not want her here. By the time I got out of my deep thought, she was already gone, and I could hear her muffled cries. I ran as fast as I could, and I came close to catching her as we approached the Cullen house. Yeah, we ran that far. She got to the driveway, her tears now sobs. I stopped and looked at the painful sighed. She sunk down to the ground, her face buried in her knees, curled up in a tight ball. Soon after, Emmett and Rosalie came running outside to see what was wrong, but she just wouldn't talk. Emmett lifted her carefully and walked inside, Blondie following closely behind.

Little did I know, that was the last time I'd see her beautiful face for a long time...

(Ohmyeffinggoodness. A Cliffie. How geniously evil am I? Hehe. This chapter was... interesting to write. Thanks so much for all the support! Everyones reviews keep me motivated! Love you all!!!)