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(After Jacob Comes Home. Jacob Point of View ;)
"Dad!!!" I shouted loudly once I stepped into the doorway of my house. The guys and I just had a meeting, just the normal meeting we normally had about things. Although it didn't end well. Seth, Quil, Leah, and I all blew up at Paul once we saw him. I was so close to phasing, but I didn't. I luckily calmed myself. After we all talked things through, everything was fine, but a little part of my was still pissed at Paul. I mean, he basically came right out and said, 'Oh yeah Nessie, we all wanted to kill you.' Yeah, not too smart.
"Okay. Theres something on the table for you!" My dad called back probably from the living room. I could here commentary by some sports news people or whatever, so I assumed he was watching a game.
Something on the table? Hm, wondering what it was. I walked into the kitchen, sliding my sneakers off as I did and looked at the kitchen table. On there was an envelope that had my name on it. In Nessie's handwriting. Okay? This was getting...weird? Why didn't Nessie just come talk to me instead of sending me something. I picked it up and walked up to my cloest sized room. I crashed down onto the bed, leaning against the backboard ad started to tear open the little slip of paper at the bottom. I pulled out...a note? And opened it. Nessie's hand-writing filled the page. It read;
Dear Jacob,
I don't really know how to word this, but I had to tell you before I leave, so...I'll just explain. So, from the day I could actually...know who you are, I knew I loved you. First, like they said, you were my older brother. The one who would be there with me, take me places, go hunting with me, and everything. But in the past year or two, I realized that I loved you more than that. I don't know if you ever knew that, but it was true. So...I love you. And I'm sorry. About everything. And for everything. I took away your best friend from you, and then you got me instead. I'm sorry for that. I wish I could change that, but unfortunately for everyone, I can't. Thank you, for everything. Everything you've done for me. I couldn't have asked for better best friend or 'older brother,' than you. You taught me alot, like learning to forgive, and standing up for yourself. Tell everyone down at the reservation I love them. Especially Claire, Aunt Emily, Uncle Quil, Uncle Seth, and Aunt Leah. Tell Claire I'm also sorry, and that she was my best 'human,' friend in the world. Again, thank you. I love you, a ton. And I'll miss you so much. Please don't worry. I'll be fine. I'm sorry for not saying goodbye, but you would've stopped me, and I need to do this. Again, it's better for everyone. Don't come after me, please, I think this is better for us. I love you and I'm sorry. Again.
Love you forever and always, Renesmee.
I didn't get the letter at first. It confused me, but after reading it thouroughly a couple of times, I realized it. She was gone. The love of my life was gone. I started shaking, like I did when I was about to phase, and anger started to wash through me.
Only-the anger was not towards Renesmee. It was towards Paul and Edward and everyone! This would never be happening if Paul didn't tell her and she actuall had a damn father that cared for her.
No. No. No. I'm not going to blame this on anyone. This...this is her decision. One Nessie made on her own. But...Why couldn't she have come talked to me about this? And...she didn't know I loved her too. This is screwed up. Big time. I ran down the steps.
"I'll be back!" I shouted and raced to my car, about to jump in when my cell rang. Who on earth would be calling me. I dug it out of my pocket and looked at the caller ID. Just what I needed. Blondie.
"Hello?" I answered, my voice, quiet, and sad sounding like.
"Jacob? It's...Rosalie..." She sighed.
"You know?" I asked her, assuming that she knew by the sound of her voice.
"Y..Yes..." Her voice cracked. I also assumed that if she could cry, her eyes would be pouring out tears at the moment. As much as I hated blondie, she really did love the kid like she was her own daughter.
"Do you know where she's going?" I asked quietly.
I heard a tearless sob on the other end.
"To Italy. To the Volturi."
What. The. Fuck? How could this be happening. No, no. I couldn't lose her. Renesmee, she was my everything. My best friend, my little sister...and...well, the love of my life. I wasn't losing her to a bunch of huma blood sucking leeches. No. I wouldn't.
"No. NO!" I roared.
"That was Edward's reaction too..." She said quietly.
"Wait...Edward reacted to that?" I asked. Holy shit. Was that guy actually feeling something towards his daughter. I pray to god that he was.
"Yes. He realized what he missed out on," She told me.
"Finally," I muttered and shook my head. There was an awkward silence between the two of us before I spoke up. "So...what are we going to do?"
"Well...Edward and Emmett are going to Volterra tonight," She said quietly. I knew she was worried considering Emmett was going, and didn't know what was going to happen.
"Where's Carlisle?" I asked, wondering why Doctor Fang wasn't going.
"He's in Denali, with Tanya and Kate, you remember them...right?" She asked.
"Yeah."
"Well Carlisle is flying from Denali to Volterra to meet them there," she told me.
"Why aren't any of you girls going?" I questioned.
"Well, we can't have Alice go because it's too dangerous for her. Aro wants her to join the guard, and if she goes...she might never come back. I'm not going because I'm meeting Esme up North, and well, yeah," She explained quietly. Her voice was like a monotone. I'd never heard her like this before.
"Oh. Well, just call if you find out anything," I sighed.
"Sure thing, bye," She replied and hung up. I snapped my phone shut and closed my eyes. I started shaking again...and this time...I phased. I started running. Shit. The pack could hear me. Oh well. Screw them. It's Paul's fault were in this situation. I ran, and ran, for a long time. Before reality finally hit me.
She was gone. She really was gone. And there was a slim chance she was ever coming back too. I fell to the ground. There was an aching in my heart, like an empty spot. I couldn't believe this. My sunlight, my life, my everything...was gone. All taken away from me because of a missunderstanding.
(Carlisle and Esme down in Denali. Carlisle Point of View ;)
"Yes, she's gone. I know. Esme, hun, calm down. We're going to get her. Everything will be fine," I whispered to Esme, who was panicking. I had her embraced in a hug. She just found out that Renesmee, our granddaughter was gone. I couldn't believe this. My, well...our little Renesmee was gone. The good news...Edward finall realized he loved her...at the wrong time. "Esme, everything will be fine. I'll talk to Aro before anything can happen and we'll be back in no time. Please, don't worry. Everything will be fine."
She nodded and I hugged her tighter.
"Rose is going to meet you somewhere, so just call her and tell her where you want to meet up," I reminded her and she nodded once more. I glanced down at my watch. "My plane's taking off soon. I better go," I sighed and glanced around.
"Bye," My love whispered back to me.
"I love you, everything will be fine," I told her once more before kissing her on the lips, then the forehead, and heading out towards the car. This could be the end of it...
My flight to Volterra was taking off in about 2 hours, and I prayed that this would work out okay. It needed to. For my family, Jacob, and Edward.
Now...it was off to save m granddaughter.
A;N/ So guyyyys! Wooh! You finally get poor little Jacob's point of view, and surprisinly, you get a short little section of Carlisle and Esme! Hehe. ^^ Ah, guys, you rock! Honestly, you do. The support I'm getting for this story is amazing! Thanks a ton!
