Hey, hey, hey guys! Psh. So, I started this update early so I could work on it a ton, just because I /need/ to update. It's killing me not to, so yeah.
Disclaimer; (Yes, I know I've been lacking.) I don't own Twilight. Only Carter. And not the quote in bold. Quote belongs to Kevin Arnold.
(Renesmee Point of View ;)
I was sitting on a chair in the airport, waiting for them to announce my flight to Volterra. I needed to get out of Forks. Away from everything and everyone. I had everything needed. My ipod, my cell phone, my money, my credit card, and my suitcase full of everything. I merely wondered if I would ever see Forks again. I would probably be stuck with the Volturi the rest of my life. Hopefully I would. Never see any of my family or friends again knowing they didn't want me. Finally, they announced my flight. I grabbed my small bag of stuff, (My real suitcase was loaded onto luggage,) and headed towards the gate, ticket in hand. The Lady at the gate half-smiled at me, and I knew what she was thinking. I walked onto the plane and found my first class seat quickly. I was thankful I still had my credit card from Aunt Alice, or I'd most likely still be back in Forks...alone and unwanted. I got out my ipod from my purse and turned it on, scrolling down my songs, deciding which one to listen to. I ended up on, 'My Wish' by Rascal Flatts. The song always made me think of my mother, and right now, she was the only one I wanted.
By the time we had taken off, and were already about an hour into the air, I just seemed to have noticed a boy sitting in the next seat, on the isle next to me. He was staring into the seat in front of him. He was very...pale...and handsome. He had dark brown hair, that was a little long, but not too long, and...was it green eyes? With hints of red? I wondered...was it possible? Could he? I wouldn't ask though, only if he did, and well, he knew, but that would be a risk. He noticed I was looking at him and glanced over at me and smiled.
"Hello," he said quietly and nodded at me.
I half-smiled and waved. "Hi."
"Boring, isn't it?" he asked.
"Yeah...very," I muttered and sighed.
"I'm Carter," he smiled and put his hand out for me to shake.
I shook it and smiled back as well. "Renesmee, but people call me Nessie."
"Nice name."
"Thanks," I blushed. "My mother mixed both of my grandmas names together, Esme and Renee."
"Wow. I like it. It's...pretty," he told me, and my blush darkened.
"Thank you."
He nodded. "Mind if I sit there?" He asked.
"Nope, go ahead," I smiled.
"Thanks," Carter said and got up out of his seat to come sit next to me.
"No problem." I looked at my cell phone, before looking back up at Carter. "So...why are you going to Italy?" I asked.
He thought for a minute. "Going to visit...well...I guess you could call them relatives."
"Ah. That's cool."
"And why are you going to Italy?"
"Oh...just to...well..er...uh..." I stuttered, not knowing what to say.
"Run away?" Carter, I'm assuming, guessed.
I nodded and sighed. "Yeah."
"Anything you want to talk about? Maybe tell me why you're running away?"
"Well. It's a bit complicated," I explained.
"I think I keep up," he nodded.
"Okay. Well, you see, when I was born, my mother...died." I winced. "And it's been 16 years," I lied, not wanting to give the secret away. "And my father hates me. Always has and always will," Carter stopped me there to ask a question.
"Why? Why does he hate you?"
"My mother was everything to him." I closed my eyes. "I was an accident."
"He still doesn't have the right to hate you," he told me.
"They tell me that, but he...he just acts like he such a miserable person and no one is there for him, but honestly, I am, and I'm positive the rest of my family is too."
"Oh. Well, go on," Carter motioned with his hands.
"Okay, so earlier today," I glanced at my cell phone. 12:36. God, I hated red-eye flights. "Well earlier I was at the beach, with all my friends and well...my...er..." I was thinking about how to word what Jacob was to me.
"Boyfriend?" he assumed.
I shrugged. "Not really. More like best friend, older brother, Jacob's his name" He nodded. "So, we were down there, and one of Jacob's friends, who I'm all really close to, started on how before I was born, all of their friends like split into groups and well...er...yeah because of a fight. But, then I found out that Jacob and my father...wanted to kill me...and I wasn't even born yet."
He looked at me confused. "Wow."
"Yes, I know. But anyway, they knew my mother would die from giving birth, so they wanted to kill me, because my mother ment everything to both of them. Jacob and my father were madly in love with her," I sighed. "My mother, two aunts, one uncle, and my grandparents wouldn't let them though. My mother was set on having a child, and my Aunt Rosalie, she wanted a child so badly, but she couldn't have one. So the two weren't letting that happen, and of course my mothers best friend, who's also my aunt, agreed, as well as my grandparents and my Aunt Rose's husband."
"Oh god. Can't imagine what that would have been like."
"Yeah...Wasn't too fun then, or after I was born. So now, I know that no one wanted me, no one loved me and everything so I packed my bags, wrote everyone letters and well now, I'm here." I knew I twisted the story around, but I had to, because he was a human. I think.
Carter raised an eyebrow and stared at me for a good 4 or 5 minutes. He was probably thinking how crazy I am. He broke the silence with a 'Hm.' "You wouldn't by chance be one of the Cullens, living down in Forks with the Coven who onl drinks animal blood would you?" He asked, his face curious.
My jaw dropped. It hung wide open. He chuckled. "You're...a...you're a?" I studdered.
"Vampire," he said quickly and softly enough that no one would hear. "Yes. I am."
"Oh...wow," Was all I could say.
"Yeah, pretty scary, huh?" He asked.
"Just a bit, so...do you have any special powers?" I asked, the same tone of voice he used before.
"Ah, yes. Well, I can read humans minds. But only humans. Not vampires. No one knows why either."
"Wow, my father can do the same thing, only to everyone...except my mother...when she was alive..." I sighed.
"Edward?"
"Yes...uh, how do you know?" I asked.
"Oh, I was living up in Denali with a bunch of freaky girl vamps up there. They talked about you and your family a lot."
"Tanya? Kate?" I guessed.
"Ah, yes, they were the ones."
"Wow. I haven't seen them in forever."
"They're doing fine," he smiled. "Tanya has a so called boyfriend."
"Oh really?" I asked and smiled.
"Yeah. Met him as he was passing through Denali."
"Good for her."
"Yeah..." He stared at me, as I stared at the wall in front of me, thinking of Jacob. The word 'boyfriend,' made me think of Jacob, wondering what we were to eachother. I think he started to get worried about my zoning out after a while.
"Hey-you okay?" He asked.
I snapped my head back in his direction. I nodded and shrugged. "I guess."
"I'm going to go sit back in my seat and make a call, I'll talk to you later."
"Bye Carter," I smiled and he smiled back and walked across the isle to sit back in his seat. I was about to close my eyes to try to fall asleep, just as my phone buzzed. A pang of hope shot through my body. Did someone really miss me? I opened the phone and realized it was one of those silly forwards. I read it through but one quote caught my eye..
"Memory is a way of holding onto the things you love, the things you are, and the things you never want to lose."
I completely broke down there. Not crying or anything, but I realized that everything around was telling me that everyone does me, not that I believe it or anything. I wouldn't. I knew that nobody wanted me.
(Five Hours Later.)
I sat on the plane, my head in my hands. This was my decision and there was no turning back now. I wished there was. No one had tried to contact me in anysort of way. Not IM, not email, nor phone. I've been checking all of them every five minutes on my phone, and nada. Nothing. I knew they didn't really miss me. I expected that. All of it too.
A:N/ HEYHEYHEY! What's up? So I'm uploading this before I go out, and I'm super nervous but only Lady and Tiger know why. =/ Anywho. Thanks a ton for the awesome reviews! Love you all! Thanks to Kylie, Tiger, and all my reviewers! You guys rock.
And hah. Anyone that's read Vacation Life of the PC would know the story of Carter, and Lady and Tiger too, but anywho, can you tell I love the name, hate the guy? Haha. Third story he's in. ^^ And you know what? Here's a first story wheres he not the jerk we all think he is.
Don't worry, Renesmee is not going to fall madly in love with Carter. JUST FRIENDS! Hehe. And he won't be in story forever. I'll probably kill him sometime. Just kidding. Just kidding. xD Thanks guys. You rock. xD
