This is the last chapter before the complete ending. Dean's decision and how they will face it. Enjoy!

Dean sighs before leaning in and giving Roman a sweet and nervous kiss. Then he leans his forehead against Roman's and closes his eyes. Takes a deep breath and then opens them back up before sitting up and facing him. "Before I do, I just need to let you know how I feel, okay?" he whispers as he takes Roman's hands and squeezes it in his own.

Roman takes a deep breath of his own and nervously squeezes back Dean's hands as he waits inpatiently. "Okay?" he swallows hard, knowing that this could be the last time he sees Dean.

"I left here for about a couple of hours after our lovemaking." Roman blushes as Dean chuckles softly at those newer memories. "And I went out to the natural hot tub to sit and think about what I want and need to do."

Roman nods as he keeps listening.

"Roman…." He says as he releases Roman and gets up and paces back and forth, which makes Roman nervous as hell and he didn't like it. But he let Dean continue. "I was trying to figure out what to do and how to do all this. Then, my parents appeared to me…"

Roman was shocked as his eyes went wide at what Dean just told him. "What?" he asked.

"Yeah, I was shocked when I saw them in front of me." He said as he continued to pace back and forth with his heart pounding and him rubbing his neck back and forth. "Remember I told you I saw my mom when I was really sick?"

"yeah…."

"Well, both her and my dad both appeared and we actually had a talk."

A part of Roman was happy, but jealous too. He hasn't seen his parents in over 12 years, since him and Robert got engaged. He was sad to say the least, but this wasn't about him, it was about Dean.

"What did they say, if you don't mind me asking?"

"That I needed to make the decision based on what was in my heart. They wanted to give me a push without telling me what I needed or wanted to hear. It had to be my choice and my choice only."

Roman gulps at those words… he's right, it was his choice and his choice only. It's a decision that only he can make without feeling any kind of pressure. But as he told him, no matter what the decision is, he would support that with him. He just wasn't sure if he could handle another heartbreak though. The last one almost killed him inside and he vowed he wasn't gonna go that way. But the moment he rescued Dean, all that went out the door. When he almost didn't make it, that is what woke Roman up. The fact that he wanted to protect this man with everything he had. But what he wasn't counting on, was him having his heart over the course of a few months. And the first time they made love, was the moment he knew he was in trouble, because he had his heart. Something he wasn't able to give to anybody since Robert. And now, the prospect of him leaving is what may shatter it all over again, but he couldn't keep Dean here if he didn't want to be here. He was just thankful that he got to experience love again, even if it was for a short while.

Dean, sensing his hesitance, went back over and sat down in front of Roman again, taking his hand into his. "I told her that I was afraid that I wasn't gonna be able to live up to her love she had with my father."

"What?" Roman asked in confusion. "Why would you asked that?"

"Roman, you have to understand. My parents were so in love with each other. They were marred for 25 years, together for 27 years. Never fought, argued very little, and always made people laugh and have a good time. I always wanted a love like theirs. I always thought they set such a standard of how true love really was. I always told myself that their love was untouchable. And it is as they both died together. That is what scared me so much. I live for their kind of love."

Roman understood what Dean was talking about. He thought he had that with Robert. He knew what real and true love was about, at least in his mind.

Dean then pull his Roman's hand to his lips and places a soft kiss on them, making Roman gasp at the soft touch. He loves him, so very much.

"Dean…." He whispered as he leans in with his forehead to Dean's. He needed to touch him, wanted to touch him.

"Roman, you have to understand, I love my parents, they were my world. I didn't think I could go on without them, but I did. I graduated college and got me my dream job. I had a nice apartment, had money that I saved up for a rainy day, (no pun intended), and was looking to finally start dating for real. I was in a good place at one time after they were killed. But when I shipwrecked here, my world fell apart.

Roman moved back after he said that. Did Dean really think that way? "Oh…" he said weakly. It was not going the way he planned.

"No Roman, let me finish, it's not what you think." He said as he pulls Roman back in. He wasn't letting him go. "I meant that I didn't know if I was gonna make it when I saw my mom that night. I wasn't sure if I was gonna even survive here, even with you around. I was scared out of my mind because of you. You heart Roman, is what got me to see what was in front of me."

Roman looks up with tears threatening to fall…Dean gently wipes it away. "No, no tears Roman, I love you, don't you get that?"

Roman froze, froze on the spot. That was not what he was expecting to here. "Wait….wha….what?"

Dean smiles faintly, "I love you Roman, that was what my parents asked me, if I love you enough to stay or love you enough to let you go for a while. I know you felt it after a while, but I have never been in love with anyone before. And when you told me what you endured with Robert, I knew right then and there, I loved you with all my heart. I mean, I knew before, but that solidified it for me. I saw how much you were hurt from that betrayal and after talking to my parents, I knew I had made my choice, but, there is one thing I do have to do though."

Roman could barely speak, Dean just admitted he loved him, that he had his heart. He leaned in and placed a soft kiss to Dean, who was taken back a bit. "I love….I love you too Dean…." He mumbles as he kisses Dean over and over. "I love you with all my heart….."

Dean then smiles as he continues to kiss Roman. It was a kiss that pour their every emotion they had at that moment. Dean wraps his arms around Roman's neck as Roman places his arms around Dean's waist to bring him in closer. Roman seeks entrance with his tongue which Dean granted. Tongues swirled as they met in the middle. It was all about passion and needs right now. They both just confessed that they loved each other just before Dean made his choice, which he hasn't told yet.

Roman pulls back, both panting from the kiss they just had, and looks at Dean. "What do you need to do Dean?"

Dean puts his hands on each side of Roman's face and gently rubs his lips. "I need to go down to where the radio is that you fixed. My mom gave me an idea of what to do and how to make all happy, including me. But I do need you help though."

Roman nods, "What do you need?" he asked as he places his hands on Dean's legs.

"Well, I have this idea that if we can radio that I am safe and sound, I don't have to leave the island unless I need or want to. Do you think you can help me with that?"

Roman nods before it hits him….Dean is staying….staying with him… "Wait, does this mean you are staying here?" he dared hope but didn't want to have them dash in case his misheard him.

Dean smiles which made those dimples shine, "Yes baby, I am staying. Staying with you, I just wanted to let my friends know that I am okay and I wasn't sure how to do that. But once my mom pointed out, in so many words, that the radio worked, I figured that I could still talk to them, without having to sacrifice being away from you."

"Oh Dean….baby boy…." He laughs with tears coming down…."I was so scared you were gonna leave and I wasn't gonna see you again…" he closes his eyes and silently thanks God and Dean's parents for helping them. Especially Dean.

"Honestly, I was gonna leave…" he said as Roman opened up his eyes and looks at him. "Only because I wanted to get everything in order before I came back. I was gonna set up a six month goal to be back here after I had all my affairs in order. But I can do that now on the radio while I am here. Just may take a bit and I may have to still leave to get everything transferred to Corbin's name as far as the apartment and the bills and stuff. I also have to still transferred my money to an offshore account since, according to the coordinates you gave me a while back, we are literally a day's boat ride from what looks to be close to the base of South America, which they have a great bank there when I studied a minor accounting class for my studies. Bank of Geobrum if I am not mistaken. Their interest rate is awesome and we can get more food you like some days down the road. What do you think?"

Roman couldn't believe his ears, Dean had all this sorted out. And he is staying. His love his staying and his heart is almost uncontainable.

"Oh Dean, I am just so happy that you are staying. I know it wasn't an easy choice to make and I am still so sorry that I was an asshole about it in the beginning. I just didn't want to lose you, but deep down, you had to do for you. Wasn't my choice to force you to make. I love you and what ever you decide to do after this, I will support you. If you have to leave to do your affairs, then go for it. I will still be here waiting for you to return." Dean smiles happily at Roman whose own smile just glowed. "And as for the radio, I will be happy to help you in any way I can. They deserve to know that you are alive and well. And that you are happy and healthy."

Dean pushes Roman down on the bed and he lays across him. He kisses him softly as they started exploring each other's bodies. They new found love has just reached to new heights as they rediscovered their love that they didn't know was ever gonna happen. Before long, they shredded their clothes and basked in their love making under the light of the moon that was shining brightly through the makeshift window. It was a start of a new life that neither didn't think was gonna happen, but it did, and both didn't want to let it go.

They still have a ways to go to make everything okay again, but now with them confessing their love for each other, they know, nothing will forged them apart. Dean still has things to tie up back on shore, but now that he has Roman waiting for him here, it will be okay.

Dean and Roman were once Lost….and now they are Found…with each other…..

That's the ending….stay tuned to see how they do in the final chapter of the story. Hope to see you in the new story that I have planned!