Woohoo updated again! Sorry this chapter is kind of short. The storyline develops more in this chapter and I figured short and sweet would be the better way to write this.

Also! Sorry for any errors, I will proofread this again. I got really tired when I wrote this, especially near the end.

Anyways, enjoy! I would like two more reviews again before I write the next chapter. Oh and thanks for the reviews so far! :3

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When I woke up I felt like shit. Great, a hangover. Then memories of the night before flooded my mind and a smile crept across my face. He was wrapped in my arms, naked, as the afternoon sun beated down on us. I rubbed a few strands of his red hair out of his face and leaned in to kiss his cheek. He then rustled in my arms knocking the few strands of hair back into his face. Chuckling in I leaned in and nibbled at his ear, tugging on it gently. This roused him from his slumber and he shifted his head to look at me as I pulled away from my ear tuggest expedition.

"Good morning handsome." He greeted me and brought his right hand to my head and runned it through my blond hair. I then took my arms away from him and grabbed my boxer briefs that were beside me. Slowly I stood and and pulled them. Axel on the other hand did not make a move for his clothes at all, he just sat in the grass and watched my every movement. He looked nervous, it was confusing me. Was he going to ask me to marry him or something fucked up?

"What's wrong?" I questioned and sat next to him again in the grass.

"Nothing." He replied but I knew he was lying. Then I remembered he had something to tell me and he said he would do so today.

"Anyways, do you want to start to head back and you can tell me what you have to say?" I looked at him curiously as I questioned him. Namine was going to kill me. I could already picture the fight unfolding in my head.

"Can you hand me my pants and underwear?" He questioned and I got up to grab his clothes for him. I playfully threw them at him as he stood. Smirking at me, he pulled them on then patted his hands around on his pockets, searching for something. I watched him curious. After searching his pockets and coming up empty he started searching the grass and soon had a cell phone in hand.

"If you get any service can you tell me the time?" I questioned and he flipped it opened and stuck it in the air.

"No service." He replied and then he took his cell phone and threw it to the ground. Confused I took a step back and he put his shoes on. The look he had in his eyes scared me. He looked like a crazed animal.

"What are you doing?" I lowered my eye brows as I watched him return to where the cell phone was in the grass and he stomped on it several times. Smashing it into pieces. What is going on? What he is doing? What is this suppose to mean? Suddenly I became very aware of my surroundings and I turned around in a circle in the small clearing we were in.

"Axel?" I growled at him as he picked up the broken phone and threw the pieces into the the trees that towered near the edge of the clearing. Instead of backing away I walked towards him.

"This is it, excited?" His words made so sense. What does he mean, excited?

"Why did you destroy you're phone?!" I then grabbed him by the shoulders and shook him.

"So they cannot find us!" The look was still in his eyes. He looked wild. This cannot be happening. This cannot be happening. He has finally lost it.

"Axel please tell me what is going on?" I finally let go of him and took a step back. I felt like I was going to have a panic attack. Now for the first time I noticed he looked frail, broken. He twitched slightly before looking at me.

"Isn't it clear? Look around you." Regretfully I look around. I already knew what I was suppose to notice. I didn't know what direction we came from. Did he?

"Yes... but why?" I sputtered and I felt like I was going to cry, but instead I drilled my eyes into him.

"I wanted it to be like when we were at the institute but without the confinements, rules, and laws of that institution. I'm sick of cities, towns, villages. Society. It's all fucked up. It cannot help me anymore. I've given up Roxas, given up!" After his rant was over I was in to much shock to even reply right away. Although after a few silent minutes I finally opened my mouth to speak.

"So you preplanned this?" I asked in just above a whisper and he bit his bottom lip before nodding his head yes to my question. All of a sudden I felt like I was going to get sick. This wasn't happening. He's finally lost it. My worst fear. I loved him, but right now I felt like I hated him. Next thing I knew I was on my hands and knees dry heaving. A little bit of alcohol came up and it stung my esophagus. Axel's hand rubbed at my back trying to sooth me.

"Don't touch me!" I hissed but he didn't stop.

"Don't fucking touch me!" At that moment I lost it. I jumped to my feet and attacked him, knocking us both to the ground. He didn't try to defend himself. Axel was use to abuse. He just lied in the grass and I punched him in the face a couple times. I was screaming and crying and soon the testosterone high faded and I fell on top of him. Then the guilt set in as a bit of blood streamed from his nose.

"I'm sor-"

"It is okay, we're in the wild. No rules no laws. I deserved it. I'm selfish." After he cut me off my mind could only question.

"Axel I don't understand. Why?" My voice was husky and weak as I asked the same one word question again. I wanted to know. I needed to know.

"This is the only time we can do this. The last time we will be free in the wild before we are in debt, start families, take out mortgages, or what you plan on doing. The last time to live our lives free of the confinements of modern day society. I don't plan on keeping you lost out here forever. We can live in a nomadic way." I finally lifted myself away from his body to look at him in the eyes. The crazy look was gone and I rubbed the blood away from his nose for him. Yes, I was scared of the future. I was suppose to go to college with Namine but every time I thought of it it felt like my chest was going to implode. It was something I was kind of forced into.

"How long do you plan on staying lost?" I questioned with eagerness in my voice. A week? A month? Summer only lasted two months. Why is he doing this to me?

"You'll know, something will happen and you'll know when it is time to go home." He looked at me, as if he was so sure of himself, like he knew what my future would hold. What did he mean 'you'll know when it is time to go home'? Did he mean we could run into a cottage and be saved from this crazy situation or have a search party find us. We are in so much shit.

"Roxas." He whispered and suddenly he looked very serious.

"I want you to find yourself." I didn't exactly know what he meant by this. Does he want me to sit around and think about my life or something? Although, I decided it was not the best time to ask him what he meant by this it right now. I didn't want him to go into some crazy rant again. All I really wanted to know now was how the hell he planned on surviving.

"So how the hell do you plan on surviving?" As I questioned him I got off of him and grabbed Namine's pants and pulled them on. Great. I'm lost in the woods with a pair of girls' pants.

"Survival of the fittest. So you'll just have to be the fittest." He stood up as he spoke and pulled a few lighters out of his pockets. Awesome. We have two lighters. Woohoo, thank the fucking lord. I really wanted to take those lighters and shove them up his ass. Although, I guess it was good we had them. Axel then grabbed his wife beater from the ground and pulled it on.

"We can drink the dew off the grass in the morning. We could dig for water, or I'm sure we will eventually run into a stream." He then took his sweater and tied it around his waist. I wasn't exactly sure what the hell we were going to do all of this time. I wouldn't be surprised if Axel make himself a leaf skirt and pranced around in it. Jesus, that would be pretty hilarious. Then all of a sudden I had a random urge to fuck him, I wanted to shove him into the grass and top him. It wasn't because I was horny, maybe I just wanted to be dominate. Show him I will stand up to him and not let him push me around in this situation. Maybe the woods were getting to me already? I didn't know.

Axel then took my hand and led us deeper into the forest. Even though I was nervous, furious, and very unsure, I was happy at least I was in this fucked up situation with him. He was convincing about this situation and sounded so sure of himself. Does he have more secret intentions that I am unaware about? I'm sure I'll find out. How does someone you know for four months make you fall so irreversibly in love with them, even though you've hardly see them? How can I love him? He is crazy, but maybe that is what I love about him? All I know is that I am in love with him and there is nothing I can do to change that, no matter what he does. Maybe I will find myself out here, or maybe I'll lose myself? I don't know. Maybe this will turn out to be the adventure I needed?

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Hope it wasn't to obvious in chapter two.

Axel is a crazy bastard and I plan to reveal more of his past in the next chapter. So if you want to find out, Review! 3