Chapter 4 Another Chance
"Let's go in my room alone and talk." Edward grabbed my wrist pulling me to his room. I was trying to figure out what could Bella have done to piss off Rosalie and be a back stabbing bitch. I couldn't think of anything really. Once we got to Edwards room I noticed all the pictures of me was shoved in a box. Everything from me or about me was in that box. The bed Edward had got for me when I was there was gone. There was a different bed in its place witch my guess was for Bella. He pulled out the computer chair for me to sit on. I sat down and watched him trying to find the right words.
"I messed up so bad with you and I know it, and if you never forgive me again I understand." I knew he wasn't perfect and I also knew he made mistakes. "Look right now as we are in my room Bella is over at Jacobs." I still didn't get it because I already knew they was friends.
"So, they are friends what does that have to do with anything?"
"Alice seen them two together, she also seen something else." He looked like he was about to cry if he only could. "Mini, Bella is leaving me for Jacob and there is nothing I can do to stop her." I felt bad for Edward because he broke up with me for her and she goes and does this to him. However there was part of me that was hurting because Jacob was trying to get me to stay with him.
"I don't get it Jake just asked me to stay with him and he wants to date."
"He did, but he loves Bella so much more then he loves you and tonight its going to happen. Alice also seen you walking in and catching them. You was going to tell Jacob you wanted to be with him and was so happy but when you walked in the door and seen that you went back home to your parents house and Alice seen you take your own life." I didn't know what to say. So much was running threw my mind. "I can keep you from doing it and I don't want you to do it. Promise me that you wont hurt yourself Mini."
"I promise." Edward yanked me up out of the chair in to a hug and I though he was going to squeeze the life out of me. I guess he read my mind because not long after he let me go.
"Can you give me another chance?"
"I don't know Edward I have a lot on my plate as you know."
"Mini, you have somewhere to live. I will put our bed back and it can go back to the way things was before."
"What about Bella being your singer, how are you going to stay away from her." Edward started to laugh.
"I though she was only because I couldn't read her mind. I was so wrong, once I let you go I realized it wasn't her, it was you." I looked down at the floor then back up at him trying to figure out if he was lying to me or not. "I am telling you the truth Mini. Tell me you don't love me and we can just be friends." How stupid did he think I was to let him go. Of course I loved him.
"Edward, you know I love you."
"So are we back together?" I stood up and put my arms around his neck then learned up and kissed him. "Is that a yes?"
"Yes." Just then Rosalie busted in the bedroom pulling me from Edward.
"Bellas father is outside looking for Mini." I could feel my heart beating out of my chest. We walked down the stairs to find him talking with Carlisle.
"Mini, I think you should sit down." Carlisle said to me wondering how I was going to react to this. I watched Chief Swan stair down Edward before he began to tell me what he had to.
"Mini, your father killed your mother. Not long after he wrote a note telling you he was sorry and he also had planned on killing you also but took his own life instead. I am very sorry." I felt my heart about to stop that was until Edward had put his arms around me. I already knew this was going to happen but it just didn't seem real until now. I could feel the tears starting and it was so hard for me to breath.
"I am going to take her upstairs and see if I can calm her down." Edward said as he picked me up off the couch then carried me back up to his bedroom. I was in my own world and now understood why Edward said I was going to take my own life. I lost my mother and father then tonight I would of went to tell Jacob that we could try and he was going to be in bed with Bella. The girl who stole Edward from me, who now stool Jake and who's father just told me that my father killed my mother then took his own life. I now understood why I would try to take my own life.
"You promised me Mini." He still hadn't put me down. My guess was he was afraid I would take off and he would never see me again.
"I know." Just then I heard someone yelling down stairs and it sounded like Jasper. I was right because Jasper walked in the room and pulled me away from Edward.
"Mini, are you alight? Mini." I could tell he was calming me down.
"Yeah Jasper, I am alright." I could hear Edward saying something but right now my mind was on what was going to happen to me.
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