Author's note: Fourth Chapter YAY!!!! I am updating fast!! I am not sure how long this will be yet but I will figure it out oh and this mentions the Degrassi mini Don't forget about me part one. The characters in the chapter might be a little ooc but that's how they need to !!!!!
Disclaimer: Okay okay we all know I don't own Degrassi you don't need to rub it in!
SEAN POVI don't know why I found myself on climbing through her window at 3:30 in the morning on a Sunday. I guess maybe it's because of the fact that I couldn't stop thinking about her. What I said to Emma the day before meant nothing and I knew I had to tell someone the truth even if it was the person it was about.
So as I hoisted my self through her window praying that she was alone and not with… him I knew I was not making a mistake and that this is were I belong to be or I least I thought that it was were I belonged.
When my feet hit the floor with a soft thud her thin body started to stir and I feared I had woken her up I was right. Her eyes slowly opened and she looked around the room when her eyes landed on me she jumped out of bed and flicked the light switch on her jaw dropped and she stood there in shock before whispering
" Sean what the hell are you doing in my room better yet how did you get in?" I turned my head to the window and smirked.
" I thought we needed to talk about today and um everything." I said nervously
" So you climb through my window?" Ellie asked me I nodded. She shook her head slightly before sitting on the bed her long red hair flowing in all different directions as she walked.
" I wanted to apologize for everything for leaving you. I know it was a mistake now and I just needed to tell you that." I said walking to the window and putting a foot out I guess it was bad idea coming.
"Wait," her soft voice said " That day at the dot did you really mean what you said how you still loved me?" I looked at her again before pulling my foot inside and sitting down next to her.
" Of course El I still have feelings for you."
" Then why did you come back for Emma why did you just give up after I turned you down?" I dropped my head to stare at her red sheets I was hoping she wouldn't ask me that.
" Because I was a coward and I thought you would just turn me down again I still love you Ellie." I slowly moved my head towards hers and she didn't pull away she eliminated the space between us and our lips met in the middle it felt right kissing Ellie like nothing else in the world could separate us and for the shortest time I didn't think about Emma.
Ellie pushed on my chest and pulled away I stared in her face and she looked a mixture of two emotions shocked and angry.
" Sean we cant what about Jesse and Emma oh god oh god if he finds out about this he will be…" She trailed off and started pacing
" No one needs to find out ok it will be our little secret no one needs to find out nothing ever happened and I was never here okay but remember what I said I still love you Ellie I just hope you feel the same" Her eyes filled with tears and she opened her bedroom door
" How about you take the stairs this time Sean it's much easier." She said quietly leading me through the house and down the stairs
" Goodbye Ellie" I said before closing the front door and retreating to my car.
ELLIE POVOh my god what did I just do I kissed Sean Cameron no Sean Cameron Wasn't just Sean Cameron he was my ex, my ex that I still loved my ex I still had feelings for. I could have just ruined me and Jesse's almost perfect relationship or any possible future relationships with Sean I always ruin everything. So as I climbed the stairs to my bedroom I realized that I had to tell Jesse the truth or he would some how find out on his own and I couldn't let that happen. Not in a million years not in a trillion years now the only question now was how was I going to tell Jesse and how was he going to react. I didn't have to tell him the whole thing right just the I kissed my ex part not the I still love Sean part right… right?
