Author's Note: ok so here is chapter 9 only a few chapters left. I cant believe I got this chapter done today cause I wrote bits and pieces of it every time I got to a computer which wasn't often and there is only a epilogue left thanks to AllyK00 and Breathe-in3 for reviewing. Don't know when I can get the next chapter up. Remember Review!!!
Disclaimer: I DON"T OWN DEGRASSI!!!!!!!! OR SEAN OR ELLIE!!
SEAN POVOnce again I couldn't stop thinking about her but this time I was worried. The way she talked to me at The Dot it scared me she seemed upset and now with Emma out of the picture I could talk to her really talk to her.
I stepped up to the front door and knocked loudly. No answer. I rang the doorbell and heard footsteps run down the stairs and then the door flew open revealing Marco.
" Sean I don't think it's a good idea that you're here now." Marco said simply trying to close the door but I fought back hard and pushed it open.
" Just let me talk to Ellie, Marco."
" Ellie's not in a good state right now it's not a good id-" I cut him off and pushed my way into the small house. I was going to talk to her and I didn't care how I did it. I knew the way up to Ellie's room like the back of my hand. The last time I had been here I had made sure I remembered the way. I tried to turn the doorknob but it didn't move even a little she had locked herself in the room. I knocked and I heard a stifled sob come from behind the door.
" Ellie?" I asked
" Sean I don't want to see you." I ignored her and tried the doorknob again this time when it didn't move I pulled a paper clip out of my pocket. I opened it and put it in the keyhole moving it just the right way and then I heard a click and opened the door.
Ellie was lying in her bed with the sheets pulled up over her head
"Get out." She said angrily
" Ellie I want to talk to you."
" No"
" El come on." I begged her
" Sean leave" I walked over to her and pulled the sheets down. She was wearing the same outfit she was the last time I saw her and had makeup running down her face
" Ellie what happened." She glared at me
" Like I'd tell you."
" I broke up with Emma." I said simply trying to make conversation but she stayed quiet. I sighed and made my way to the door I guess she wasn't going to talk. I turned around and she sat up in bed
" Sean…" She said tears in her eyes.
" My mom's drinking again." My face fell and I closed the door
" Why El? I thought she stopped." I moved closer to her
" Dad he's… he's probably dead." Tears started falling out of her gorgeous green eyes and I wrapped my arms around her and held her
" What do you mean probably dead?" tears started falling faster and on to my shoulder but I didn't care
" There was a bombing they haven't found him yet." I held her closer to me as sobs raked her body
" Oh Ellie." I whispered. She cried on my shoulder for what seemed like hours until I pulled away and said
" You should probably get some sleep." I told her
" It might seem silly but can you ya know lay down with me I really don't want to be alone right now." She said staring into my eyes.
I simply lay down onto the bed and she followed lying on my chest. Soon she fell asleep and I whispered to her
" Everything's going to be ok El I promise" before drifting off to sleep myself.
