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Chapter 14

The day after the incident Sarafina had locked herself in her hotel room. She tried to be normal and human yet people still didn't like her. Her whole purpose was to protect Bella from danger but what she didn't realize was that she was the danger.

The day before Bella had almost got shot, all because of Sara. The memories kept coming back to Sara harder then ever. She tried to get rid of them but nothing else was going through her mind. She had left Bella's residence early, making sure the man was away and nobody heard the ruckus.

The following day, Sarafina stayed curled in a fetal position for hours on the huge queen sized bed. The television was on in the background but she wasn't paying attention to it, she just wanted the background noise.

"I shouldn't stay here anymore. I'll just go back home" Sarafina said to herself.

She laid on her bed for awhile longer, thinking on how she would go back. She had her journal in her bag but she had to remember the real reason she came. Sarafina had to make sure Bella would not go to Forks and live with her father, no matter what.

Sara sat up; her hair was a mess, hairs sticking up in every direction. Even the weather mirrored her mood. It was gloomy and rain was pounding on the window.

Sarafina put on a pair of jeans and a shirt, one of her common outfits she dressed in to fit in. She packed up all her things, even though it wasn't much. She had bought some new clothes but she was planning on throwing them away, but she found better use of it when she saw a shoot in the hallway going to the needy.

Sara fixed up the room in a matter of seconds and then grabbed the room key. She stared at the room that was her home for the past two months and then shut it. She took the elevator to the lobby and went to the receptionist who she had made friends with.

"So you're finally leaving?" The manager of the hotel asked.

Sarafina nodded solemnly and gave back the key, "Thank you for the hospitality" She smiled at the rest of the employees who were around and then headed off.

Instead of taking her time to admire and take a long gander at the scenery she was never going to see again, she raced towards Bella's place. Not wanting to waste a single minute. She was beginning to get home sick. She wanted to see Edward and the others, to make sure that things were okay.

Once reaching the quaint house, she stood facing the front door. Half of her wanted to just run and not turn back, but she knew she had to say a proper goodbye and one more thing..

Sara knocked on the door and waited. Renee opened the door and hugged Sara tightly. Sara knew Renee was affectionate but she wasn't sure where these new set of emotions were coming from.

Suddenly when Renee took in a breath she stifled a sob. She sniffled a little and clutched onto the back of Sara's shirt. "You saved her" Renee whispered.

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Sarafina's POV

What the hell? She's still crying? I really can't take this! How can she not react to how cold I am? And I mean I love 'em and all but I'm falling apart by staying here…I've never felt so stressed out…besides the time when I was with Giac—No. I can't stay here anymore.

I put my hands on Renee's arms and gently pushed back. She let go her grip on me and then a smile spread on her face. She wasn't crying but her eyes were glossy. She dabbed the side of her finger on the bottom of her eye and then motioned me to come in.

"Did you come to visit Bella? She's up in her room—"

"I'm leaving" I said bluntly.

"What? But—But why?" Renee was in total shock, just how I pictured her to be.

"My…mom she found a new job in…California" I lied. I sighed, thinking how bad I felt that I still had to keep lying to her. I really need to get away.

Renee shook her head slowly and covered her mouth with her hand. She sniffled again and then bit her bottom lip, "I can't stop you. You should go with your mother" Renee exclaimed.

"Thank—"

"She's lucky to have you, you know. You're a lovely person." Renee said; a few words were choked out. I was afraid she was going to start full on crying rivers but I think she wanted to stay strong for me.

"Thank you" I finally said looking down at my feet. I cracked my knuckles awkwardly and sighed, "There is something I did want you to do for me…"

"Anything, Dear"

"I—I don't want you to let Bella live with her father..ever." I exclaimed, looking up at her abruptly. Renee was taken back by my request. I stepped closer to her and slowly grabbed her hand in mine, "Please. As a solid favor of saving your daughter's life…don't let her go to Forks." The last few words came out barely as a whisper.

Renee was stunned by my total change of character. She nodded slowly as if in a trans. "Sara, you hands…they're freezing"

I almost fell flat on my face when she responded. Now she realizes my temperature! She just gave me a hug a few minutes ago. Ugh humans…

"Can I say bye to Bella before I leave?" I asked, ignoring her statement.

Renee nodded and let me go upstairs. I went up two steps at a time and came to the familiar door with Bella's sign nailed to the front. I knocked softly but I didn't hear any response. All that I could hear was a soft breathing coming from inside. I quickly opened the door but only to find Bella asleep in her bed. I checked the time; it was only 5pm. She was probably taking a quick nap before dinner.

I sat on the empty space on her bed and stared at the young child. I continued staring, as if to find the answer I've been looking for. But nothing was coming to me. I sighed and brushed the strands of hair off her face. Her soft warm skin felt nice against the touch of my fingers. It reminded me of Giacomo and how soft and warm he was.

I hated how every little thing about Bella reminded me of him. Another reason I wanted to leave. I know I want to help out Edward but if this doesn't do it then I don't know what else to do.

I didn't want to wake up Bella so I just stayed quiet for a little awhile longer. Just watching her sleep peacefully was enough for me. Knowing she was safe already made me ready to leave and know that everything will be just fine without me.

I grabbed my bag's strap and pulled it to my lap. I opened the flap and pulled out my marble covered composition book. I slid my hand on the front cover and then looked back at Bella. Suddenly I began to get a piercing headache.

"What the hell? I didn't even start reading!" I said, clutching my head. I began to shake as I felt the pain surge through my body. Everything in my mind was clear, my thoughts became more apparent. I never thought about how I would actually get back to present time. Now that I actually had time to think, reading a new entry in my book wouldn't bring me back to present time it would take me back to the past again!

Suddenly through my blurry vision I saw Bella sit up in bed. Her eyes were wide and she crawled over to me. "Sara! Sara!" she said as she held onto my shoulders. I continued to tremble and I heard Bella begin to scream. I heard footsteps coming up the stairs, Renee was on her way. This couldn't be getting any worse.

Luckily I blanked out and all I could see now was nothing but darkness. This was something I could get used to. Having nothing to worry about. No stress. No feeling. I wouldn't mind being like this forever. Was this how it felt to be dead?

Suddenly I felt myself on something cushy. I flashed open my eyes and sat up. I was back in Tanya's house, in my room. I felt a sudden rage of joy run through my veins. I was feeling jumpy all of a sudden and I ran out of my room, down the stairs, and into the kitchen where I heard the banging of pots and pans.

"Tanya!" I shouted as I jumped over the counter and wrapped my arms around the familiar strawberry blonde vampire. The feeling of cold skin gave me a warm feeling inside, like I was truly back home. "I missed you!" I bounced as I continued to hug her.

"Sara, have you gone mad?" was all I heard Tanya say. My mind was running with thoughts about being back in the place where I finally fit in, and no danger would be coming this way.

"Where's Edward?" I asked.

Tanya nodded towards the backyard and I skipped towards the sliding door and ran to where I heard his familiar grunts. I spotted him working on his Volvo. He was covered in oil and grease and not at all appealing.

"Eddy!" I shouted and pounced on him.

"What the hell?" he exclaimed. His arms flew to the air as I wrapped my arms around his waist and hugged him like a little kid. "And don't call me that!" he sassed.

"How are you feeling?" I asked as I let go of him.

"Fine…? Sara, what is the reason for all this? Are you feeling okay?" Edward said, furrowing his eyebrows. He did not seem at the very least amused at how I was acting. He was his moody self as always.

"I'm great!" I bounced in place. Then I slowly came to stop, "Are you and Tanya still married?"

Edward narrowed his eyes and rose an eyebrow, "Yes…" It was like he was waiting for me to shout something and surprise him.

"Okay" I smiled. Suddenly a ringing came from his pocket. He pulled out a cell phone and tried to shoo me away. "Hello?" he answered.

I stared at him intently, "Who is it? Carlisle? Esme? Alice?"

"Stacy! Great, you returned my call" he smiled and chuckled into the phone. I lowered my head and sighed.

He's still a sleezball.

I turned around and headed back into the kitchen where Tanya was happily preparing another meal that was soon going to be thrown in the trash. I watched as she gracefully poured oil into the pan and then flicked some salt and paper into a pot. She really liked to cook for some odd reason. I guess it kept her entertained or just distracted. I wonder if she knows what Edward is up to or if she just ignores it completely and just pretends everything's fine and dandy.

Without a word I headed back to my room. I felt awful that Edward could do this to someone that was special to me. Tanya was there for me when I was in the gutter. Not literally but you get the picture. I can't let him treat her like this. Once I got to my room I stared at the all too familiar glass window which had the cracks and holes. I let out a sigh knowing that that stayed the same.

I turned my attention to my dresser where a stack of postcards were in a neat pile against the mirror. I walked closer to the dresser and picked up the top postcard. I looked at the calendar that hung on the wall. I checked the date that the postcard was mailed. I had just received it a week ago.

Dear Sara,

Things are fine here in Phoenix. Phil and mom finally got married and I got to be the maid of honor. Joy. But mom is at last happy to her full extent so I'm happy too. We're supposed to move to Florida soon since Phil job's making him move. Mom won't let me stay with dad as usual. I wonder why she's been so anal about letting me go to Forks. Anyway I hope to hear from you soon.

Love,

Bella

I let out a long sigh and a smile spread across my face.

"Mission accomplished" I smiled. I got a warm feeling inside knowing that Bella still remembered me after all these years. From the look of the stack of postcards she's been sending me these probably since I left. I skimmed through the postcard I just read and folded it in half and stuck it in my back pocket. Then I plopped on my couch and shut my eyes for a second. Memories of Esme's still paralyzed face was coming into view. I shook my head and tried to distract myself with something else but all I could think about was seeing Esme.

I grunted and then got up from the couch and left the room. I got to the front door and yelled out, "I'll be back" I got in my car and turned on the engine. "Curse myself and my conscience"

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I got to the exit where the Cullen's house was. I found the pathway to their house and drove down where the trees surrounded my car and nothing but stillness laid out in front of me.

I got to the huge white house and stepped out of the car. I heard footsteps come to the door and out came Alice gripping onto the doorframe. "Hey!" she shouted happily.

I forced a smile and walked to her. "How's everything?" I asked as she embraced me in a hug.

"Same ole same ole" Alice exclaimed, "How's Edward?" Her voice got gloomy and she lowered her head and stared up at me.

"He's…fine" I mumbled. I looked up towards the staircase and tried to hear the sound of Esme's warm kind voice.

"She's still…ill" Alice muttered. I turned to the pixie-like vampire and put my hand on her shoulder as I continued to stare up at the staircase. I took in a deep breath and began to walk up the stairs. I heard someone run towards the top of the staircase, I looked up and a figure was blocking my way. It was Alice's mate; Jasper.

"Hel—Hello" I stuttered.

"It's okay Jasper. She just wants to see Esme" Alice explained as she ran up the staircase and held onto his hand. Jasper nodded to me and moved to the side. I didn't move at first, I just stared at the two of them. They must be happy together, despite the fact that they lost their brother...

Well they really didn't lose Edward…since Alice and Jasper never really met him since he stayed in Denali and married Tanya.

But other then that they also had a foster mother who was in a catatonic state. I mean as long as you have a soul mate everything must be fine, right?

I gulped and continued to walk towards Esme's room. I remembered where it was from the last time, so I was confident when I knocked that Carlisle would be the one to open it. Suddenly a husky male creaked the door open. I stared at him for a second, trying to recollect my memories of him.

Oh, right…Mauled-by-a-bear-boy…

Then came the familiar snobby blonde who pushed his arm out of the way to get a better view of me. "What do you want?" she snapped.

"Rosalie, stand aside" Carlisle's serene voice echoed in the room. Rosalie and the boy, Emmett, I think they called him before, moved aside. I saw Carlisle on a chair next to the same rocking chair I had seen before. I slowly took a step forward, and reacting to my movement, Rosalie let out a loud growl.

"Rose.." Emmett said soothingly as he put his hand on her shoulder. Rosalie grunted and shook his hand off her shoulder.

When she upset…man did she get grumpy…

I quickened my pace and went around the rocking chair and saw the same memory that I had been seeing before, but this time in person. Esme sat still in her rocking chair, in the same robe and slippers from before.

"She still hasn't moved?" I asked, mostly to myself since no one answered me.

"We're very grateful that you stop by often, Sara" Carlisle barely whispered. I turned to him, my face as emotionless as Esme.

I've been visiting often?

I then saw Carlisle's lips twitch and slowly it spread into a small genuine smile. This man—er vampire—basically lost his first son and now he's losing his wife. This is the grief I've put upon him. Everything I've done just screwed up everyone else's lives. It's like a friggen domino effect.

I placed my hand on top of Esme's and gulped. I didn't say anything. I had nothing to say. I just wanted to be here for everyone. I stood up straight and sighed.

This all wouldn't have happened if Giacomo didn't get himself stickin' killed! I bit my bottom lip and brushed my fingers through my hair.

That way I wouldn't have met Edward, who wouldn't have married Tanya, who wouldn't have a cheating husband, who he wouldn't have lost his family, who are now grieving over their paralyzed mother, thanks to Tanya's cheating husband, who wouldn't be cheating if I hadn't told him to marry Tanya in the first place!

I grunted loudly and hastily exited the room. I ignored any rude comments coming from the blonde, I just wanted to leave the premises immediately, but of course I couldn't leave without a fight. Alice met me at the front door way, basically blocking my exit.

"You can't leave!" She told me.

"Alice, move!" I growled as I grabbed onto one of her arms that were holding onto the doorframe and pushed it out of my way. She had broken a chunk of the doorframe off in attempt to stop my act. I had gotten passed her and got in my car.

"I'm going to go to the source to all this…"

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As I got back to Tanya's house, I raced back to my room and shut the door behind me. I checked under my bed to find a cardboard box of my prized belongings. I carried the box to the couch and found the journal. I didn't hesitate I just wanted everything to go back to being normal. I skimmed through the first couple of pages until I found what I needed.

August 17, 2001

It was a regular day in the life of me. It was another sunny afternoon and Missy wanted to go on another hunting trip. She always gets what she wants since she's the oldest but it doesn't bug me anymore. I just wanted to come back as soon as possible so I can see Giacomo again—

I felt myself tremble in place. It was beginning to feel like a drug to me. Having this feeling rush through my body now seemed to have a calming effect. Or maybe it was just because I came to my senses and I was on my way to seeing the one person who could actually fix everything.

I shut my eyes tight and waited. As soon as I felt a sudden gust of wind, I flashed open my eyes. I looked around and saw that I was in my old room in Pennsylvania. The window had been left open and it was a windy day.

"Someone's at the door for you!" my foster mother, Despina, called from downstairs. Hearing her voice made my feet go numb. I felt like I was dreaming, hearing her was like hearing the arc angel sing, it was a miracle.

I ran down the stairs and once I saw who was at the front door I had lost my balance and missed the last step on the staircase and toppled to the floor.

"Sara! Oh crap…are you okay?" A chuckling voice approached me. I laid flat on the ground, waiting to be awoken from this all too real dream. Suddenly I felt warm fingers touch my arm and my head shot up. I brought myself into a sitting fetal position and cornered myself into the staircase.

I looked up and I stopped breathing. I didn't find the habit to breath anymore. My oxygen, the reason for my living, was standing in front of me once again. My mouth slightly opened in awe as I stared at figure who gave me a confusing smile.

"Are you okay?" He repeated.

I opened my mouth to say something but nothing came out. It was like my guardian angel actually came and was standing right there. I couldn't move. I couldn't talk. But then it hit me. What if I never have a chance like this ever again? This is literally a miracle and I was going to grab every chance I get.

I suddenly lifted myself quickly off the ground and wrapped my arms around his neck. I nuzzled my head into his chest and began to breathe heavily. He placed his hands on my back and began to caress me softly. I slowly looked up at him. It was really like a dream. His emerald green eyes stared back at me, his white teeth gleamed like snow, his olive tone stood out next to my porcelain skin. His warm touch tingled on my hard freezing body.

I opened my mouth again to same something, but again nothing came out. Then without thinking I slid my hand behind his neck and leaned my head in, I pressed my lips against his and it was like we were in sync. His lips moved gently while mine were wilder, trying to make up for lost time. For the first time in awhile it felt like I was floating on air.

I pulled my face away from his, my eyes were glossy but no tear streaked down my face. If I ever were allowed to cry it, would be saved for this exact moment.

"Giacomo…" I breathed.

He leaned his forehead against mine, his arms wrapped around my waist. He pulled me closer and kissed me again lightly on the lips. "If only you knew how crazy it makes me when I feel your breath on me" he smiled.

This would be the cue for my blood to start to rush and the pink would shine obnoxiously on my cheeks. But since I was not human I stayed white and cold. I didn't want to turn my gaze away from him. I didn't even want to move. I wish I could stay like this forever but of course nothing can stay perfect.

"Sara! C'mon, we gotta get going!" Missy called as she walked down the stairs. "Oh hey Giac" she said as she passed by us.

Giacomo smiled and nodded at Missy and then turned back to me, "Well I just wanted to say goodbye since you were going away for the weekend, while I'm going to be bored out of my mind at my house."

I didn't know what to say. I didn't even remember what I had said in this last scenario. I bit my lip and just hugged him again.

"How about I come along with you?" Giacomo quirked. I quickly stepped back and furrowed my eyebrows, "Are you crazy?! I'd be putting you in danger! You can't come!" I shouted.

Giacomo shushed me and wrapped an arm around my neck and kissed my forehead, "Don't worry" he said, resting his chin on the top of my head and sighed. I shook his head off of mine and put both my hands on his face and pulled it closer to me, "Please Giacomo, listen to me. I—I don't want you to follow me" I choked.

"Aw babe, I said don't worry didn't I?" he said taking my hands and bringing them down to our side.

I nodded and gulped, "But I really want you to listen to me. Please.."

Giacomo smiled at me and I couldn't help but melt. He had a baby face and every time he smiled it was the most adorable thing I've ever seen. I hated how I gawked over him but I couldn't help it. I loved him.

"Sara, we're leaving" Despina said, as she waited for me to come to the door.

Giacomo held onto my hand as we both walked out of the house. I looked behind me and checked out my old home. It was a big house, especially for three people. It was a light grey tint with wide windows and a huge front and backyard. It was settled far from the rest of the neighborhood yet even Giacomo knew where to find it.

"Go ahead, I'll catch up" I told Missy and Despina. They nodded and went off north. I turned my attention back to Giacomo. He grabbed onto my other hand and we stood staring at each other again. I really didn't want to leave, and yet I thought, I didn't have to leave! I could just stay here with him while my mother and sister went hunting.

Then a ringing came from Giacomo's pocket. He reached in and pulled out his cell phone. "Oh hey pops. Mhm. Yeah. But—Ugh...Yeah. Bye"

I turned to him and rose an eyebrow, "What was that about?"

"My dad needs me at the shop right now. Says it's urgent. I'll see you when you get back I guess" Giacomo kissed me on the forehead, "Call me if anything"

I looked up at the sky and growled. Just when I thought you were going to get me out of the water, you put your foot on my head and sink me back in!

"You okay?" he said as he put his cell phone back in his pocket. But before he took another step I wrapped my arms around him again and kissed his cheek before I let him go. "I love you" I told him.

"I love you too" he grinned my favorite grin at me. Even though this was a critical moment I couldn't help but giggle. He then turned around and slowly our hands slipped away from each other.

Suddenly my vision became blurry and a pounding headache came back. Luckily it didn't last long. I blinked my eyes and saw that I was in a crouching position.

The big cat! I was going to feed on it. But something was distracting him. I listened closely and heard the heavy breathing of someone. I turned around and saw Giacomo.

The cougar sulked around me, trying to get to him.

This is where it happens!

Instead of pushing Giacomo away I had t think of a better plan to save him. I acted swiftly and inside of running towards Giacomo I pounced on the cougar before he could get any closer to Giac.

I ripped the wildcat's head off in rage. Blood spilled out and I enjoyed my feast. Realizing that Giacomo was probably watching me I wiped my mouth and turned to look his way. Giacomo stared back at me with awe, like he was watching the Super Bowl live in the front seats.

"Giacomo—" I said, taking a step forward.

"Sara, that was awesome! The way you got that cougar! It was sick!" he shouted. Then he closed the distance between us and ran towards me. I was afraid that my wild instincts would turn on him but once I felt his warm body against mine, I didn't even having hunting in my mind.

I nestled my head in his chest and let out a chuckle and closed my eyes, "You're safe"

I did it. I did the impossible. I meddled in and I got to save him. I'll never be without him again and now Edward and Esme and the rest of them will be fine.

Suddenly once I opened my eyes again I was back in my old home in Pennsylvania. I was in my room, laying on my bed. I got up and trotted down the stairs where Giacomo sat watching the television.

"Gia—Giac—" I stuttered. I couldn't even say his whole name. I was in total shock that it actually worked. I looked around hastily and then ran into the kitchen where on the refrigerator hung a mini calendar. X's were marked on the previous dates. I pointed my finger on today's date, and to my luck it was indeed the present date.

I ran into the living room and jumped on top of Giacomo lap. I wrapped my arms around him and began to tremble.

"Sara…what's wrong?" Giacomo asked, pulling me off of him and staring at me with concern.

"Nothing. I just can't believe you're here" I smiled, my breathing also became heavy.

"Sara, of course I'd be here. I'm your husband" Giacomo exclaimed.

My eyes widened and my mouth hung open. Suddenly a headache began to pick up.

::Flashback::

I held onto Giacomo as I just killed the cougar, "You're safe" I breathed.

Suddenly I was brought back to the house and Giacomo and I were alone in my room. "Sara, I know you and your family have talked about me becoming a vampire, but I think I'm ready. Everyday I worry that I won't be with you. I want this to last forever."

"Marry me then" I smiled.

Suddenly I was brought to a small wedding ceremony in my backyard. Despina and Missy had invited our friends while Giacomo had his family with him. We both stood staring at each other and I breathed, "I do"

::End of Flashback::

Once I came back to reality I shook my head and looked at my hand. A ring was placed on my ring finger. "Giacomo…it's beautiful" my voice cracked as I stared at my hand.

"Are you feeling okay? Should I call your sister?" Giacomo asked, starting to get up from the couch.

I grabbed his arm to pull him back down, "No no, I'm fine. Sorry.." then I titled my head to the side, "Are you a…vampire?"

Giacomo narrowed his eyes, "No…" he said suspiciously, "Remember, you said you wanna wait a year or so just so my family doesn't wig out about my sudden change"

I nodded, "Right right"

"I think I should get your sister…" Giacomo said, getting up from the couch.

"Where's Despina?" I asked, "Is she…still here?" I asked. He keeps saying my sister, is Despina still alive?

"She went on a hunt. She'll be back later tonight. Missy is out back." Giacomo said as he left the living room and called Missy inside.

Everything seems great! I can't believe how this turned out. I squealed to myself. Then hastily my sister came to my side and grabbed onto my face. "What's wrong?" she seemed to be asking Giacomo instead of me.

"I feel like she has amnesia or something. She didn't remember where Despina went, or about our marriage, and she asked if I was a vampire yet.." Giacomo explained.

Missy sighed and laid me down on the couch. "Rest, okay." She instructed me, "She doesn't seem to show anything wrong" she said as she examined me.

"Like you would know, Missy" I smirked.

"I'm in med school, stupid. I know my stuff" Missy sassed.

"You're in where?" I asked in shock.

"Oh boy, something is wrong with you" Missy shook her head. "I'll go call Despina"

Giacomo towered over me as I laid on the couch quietly. Everything was perfect, and nothing is going wrong, other then everyone thinking I've gone insane.

Minutes later Missy came back into the living room. "Mom's on her way. Oh and Giac, your brother called, he said that he wants to see you at the house"

"Again? I swear that boy needs to learn how to fix up his car himself…or at least go to a mechanic." Giacomo grunted as he went to grab his jacket. He then came back around the couch, "I'll be back soon" he kissed my forehead. I held onto his hand as it dangled by his side. He smiled warmly at me and held onto my hand for a short second and then pulled away and left through the door.

I sighed and stared up at Missy who planted herself by my feet and began to watch the television.

An hour later Despina finally arrived. She had rushed to my side and put her hands on my face and examined me, "Oh Sara, what have you done to yourself now.."

"I'm fine really! I don't have amnesia or anything" I exclaimed, sitting up.

"What's my name?" Despina asked. The phone rang in the background and Missy got up to answer it.

I sighed, "Despina" I responded.

"What's your sister's name?"

"Melissa"

"What's our last name?"

"Bellanie…Mom, really I'm fine!" I said as I got up from the couch.

Missy then quietly came back to the living room. She took her time reaching me and Despina; her gaze was on the floor. It was like she didn't want to look at us but slowly she raised her head, and she stared at me. Her eyes were mixed with sorrow and worry.

"W-What's wrong?" I hesitated. My finger tips got numb as Missy kept freaking me out with her sudden change of emotion.

"That was Giacomo's mom who just called." Missy explained. Suddenly I stopped breathing. I felt like my oxygen, my life was suddenly ripped away from me. Missy then stifled a sniffle, "She said that Giacomo got into a car crash. I'm sorry Sara, but he—he's dead"

BAM.

I hit the floor. I thought I fainted but I was still conscious. My body was swirling with a wave of emotions. "He d-died…" the words escaped my mouth. Missy and Despina were by my side and tried to sit me up.

My mind went blank and I was finally safe. Nothing could break this wall that I had protected myself against. No emotions, memories, nothing could get passed this. Suddenly a tremble went down my spine.

"That's what you get for god-modding" a voice whispered.

I still felt like I was in a bottomless pit so I felt the need to respond, "I had to save him…I just wanted to be with him again…" Then my instincts began to trigger. I snarled loudly and my teeth bared out, "Why did you kill him! I saved him from the cougar incident and now you have to kill him again!" I shouted.

"You should've let the past be the past. We had no choice but to have him killed again. Now you have to pay the price"

Suddenly I felt weak and small, like a wave of fear washed over me. Just when I thought I was safe, my wall had collapsed.


Yeah I felt like this was a sappy chapter haha I hope that it was okay. I think a few more chapters and this fic will be finished. I feel bad that I'm screwing with the vampire's lives haha well not me..Sarafina =P Too bad life isn't going to good for her either. I hope you guys liked Giacomo, he was alittle bit harder for me to grasp.

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