Kurt's Pov
I was in the choir room sitting here listening to Blaine singing. Blaine was perfect. I signed as I looked at him. It was hard sometimes being the only openly gay at school, but now there was Blaine. Blaine was gay too which is great for me. No one I had met has been like Blaine. He was so sweet and such a gentleman and don't even get me started on his hair and abs. I knew Blaine was that one special person that I had been dreaming of.
Blaine was still singing and I signed again. I just wish that Blaine would look me in the eyes, but he never does. I just wanted to stare into his dreamy hazel eyes. Every time I looked into eyes, I always felt like I was in a different world just by looking in his eyes. Soon the bell rang signaling that Glee Club was over. I soon snapped out of my daydream and I hurried out of the choir room to grab my book bag, so I could head home. I ran upstairs to my room and I pulled out a picture of Blaine that I had.
I ran my finger over the picture and I signed for the third time that day. I just couldn't help it, Blaine was so handsome. I sat on my bed and I started thinking about me and Blaine being a couple. Hand holding, kissing, touching. Me being the person I am, I'm usually very realistic. I don't normally let my head get in the clouds. But just thinking about Blaine makes me lose control and I could never seem to get a enough of Blaine. Having this picture of him proves it.
I suddenly got very sleeply, so I lay down on my bed and I pull the covers up over me. I lay the picture of Blaine next to me and I fall alsleep dreaming about Blaine. I woke up a couple hours, the sun peeking thought my window. I get up and streach, feeling my muscles pull a bit. I turn around and look at the clock that read 5:00 pm. It was 3:00, when I fell asleep so I must have been alsleep for two hours. "Wow.", I thought to myself. I then started thinking about something. "What if Blaine really did like me." I thought.
Me and Blaine never really talked. Everybody told me that Blaine liked me but I never believed them, but what if they are right. What if me and Blaine secretly like each other without the other knowing. Then another thought stucked my mind. "How will I know if Blaine really likes." I just sat there staring out into space for a bit. Sometimes I wish I knew how Blaine felt. Everytime I see Blaine it just causes me to fall more and more in love with him. I was sating there thinking about I hear a knock on my door.
"Come in.", I shout. I hear my door creak as someone opens it. I get up from from my laying position to see who is at the door. I let my eyes wonder to the door and see my dad standing. He steps into the room and he tooks a seat next to me on the bed. "Are okay.", my dad asks me. I just look at him and sign. "Dad, how you ever loved someone but you don't know if they love you back.", my dad just looked at me and nodded. "I'm guessing that you're having boy trouble."
"Yeah, there's this boy I really like, but sometimes I wonder what he thinks about me or if he thinks about me." "Sometimes falling in love can be bittersweet." My dad said. "I know it's hard, but sometimes you just have to trust that things will line up, if you two are meant be, than you're meant to be." "Thanks dad", I said taking in my father's advice. "No problem buddy, now remember I may not like boys like you do, but you can always talk to me." I smiled at my dad as he left the room.
The next day in Glee Club I got up and I decided that I was going to sing, "How Will I know.", by Whitney Houston. I stood in front of the class and I started singing. I looked at Blaine the whole time I was singing. I took the lyrics to heart as I sang. I wondered as I sang if Blaine felt the same as we stared into each other's eyes. I had been in love with Blaine seen I first saw him. My feelings for Blaine would strong, but all these feelings sometimes made me feel weak. Blaine was just staring at me like there was no one else in the room.
"How will I know if he really loves", I sang. As I looked at Blaine I could tell he felt the same. It may be a while before Blaine tells me or if may take me and Blaine a while before we express our feelings but I was fine with that. I finished singing and everybody started clapping, I looked at Blaine one more time before dashing off to my seat.
I was about to take a seat when I noticed a couple of flowers sating there. I grabbed the flowers before sitting down. I took one of the flowers and I started plucking the petals. "If you love me." "If you love me not." "If you love me." I kept saying until all the petals would gone.
