RATING HAS CHANGED TO M FOR THIS CHAPTER
Title: Thats Where Love Will Be
Author: Di de dur! (Me!)
Summary: Angel and Tom's daughter must go through the pain and hassle of her freshman year at highschool. She's facing homophobes that bag on her parents, coming out of the closest, friends, and fights, and maybe a helping of true love? Meanwhile: Mark struggles with coming to grips with the fact that he may not be the same person he was when he was dating Muaren. Mimi and Roger prepare to bring a new life into the world, how will the rest of the BoHo's respond? Maureen and Joanne take on the task of rson. Angel/Collins, Mimi/Roger, Mark/OC, MoJo, and of course Ashlynn and who ever I decide towrite for her.
Rating: M
Fandom: RENT
Disclaimer: I own Ashlynn, Leah, Alicia, Miguel, but no one else. I mean I guess I own the three big guys, but I don't really want to you know? I own Billy too, but I hate him so it dosent count.
Authors notes:(Please read all notes!) The long awaited SMUT chapter! If Smut between males, and smut between two females offends you, PLEASE DON'T READ! Skip this and go ahead if It bothers you. I will do a breif Recp of anything of importance. (((HINTHINT))) There will Be Miguel and Marks first time, Leah and Ashlynns first time and some graphic fluff for the rest of them!! Yay! This chapter is also dedicated to xxBeautyxFromxPainxx for making me laugh. On a hugely sad note, (and one of the reason's that this chapter is up today and not tomorrow) RENT is closing today on broadway.
Everytime I hear one of the beautiful song's he wrote (which is quite often believe it or not, my daughter and I are both avid fans.) I find my self thinking the same four words, Thank you Jonathon Larson. Rent has touched the hearts of thousands, especially our generation. To people who think rent is just about a bunch or gay people with AIDS, PISS ON YOU!! Rent is so much more. It has a defeinative(sp?) quality to it that hits each of our hearts with earnest. Rent defines who we are. No matter who you are, there is one specific character you can relate with. (There is even one for you yuppie scums!) Every time I see rent I cry with Tom at Angel's funeral. I cry with Roger at Mimi's deathbed-side. I feel Joanne's immense pain as she tries to understand the "Tango Maureen". I sruggle with Mimi and Maureen through their both very different but equally damaging addictions and I feel utterly alone with Mark, knowing that his already small family will become even smaller. Jonathon brought these characters to life so that we could feel this way when we see them. Seeing them on Broadway has made them utterly real to me, and It is very painful to see them go. Rent will always be rembered by our generation and hopefully we can let it be meaningful to our children. (And of course, we will always honor it through Fanifiction)
Thank you Jonathan Larson!
Rent, Forever in the hearts and minds of thousands
April 29, 1996 - September 7, 2008
Ashlynn's room, Ashlnn's POV
"For us, for this. To make love."
My mouth dropped open at her confession as she rolled over to face me, seizing my face in between her gentle hands, she pulled me into our most passionate kiss yet and then pulled away, biting her lower lip.
Oh my god, she just told me she's ready...
I stared at Leah, touching her face softly. We're pressed against each other. She trails wet kisses along my jaw, I stop and grab her hand, kissing each finger individually.
"Leah, are you sure that you want to do this?" She nods and pulls my face back in for another kiss. I groan softly as she grinds her hips into my softly. She flips us with a burst of strength, and suddenly she's on top of me, unbuttoning my loose shirt, expossing my covered brests. They spilled out of the top of my pink bra. Leah smiled and pressed her lips to the top of the left one. I bite my bottom lip and slide my hand under her skirt. I've had sex before, but this is different. I need her. I have to have her. It's taking all I can do not to rip her clothes off. I pull her skirt down as she attacks my neck and within minutes we've shed our clothes.
The pink thong I have on barely covers me and she's straddling me. I almost orgasm right there. I pull her over so that I'm on top again and I run my hand over her cloth covered core. She pulls them down her hips and I run my figer over her clit, applying pressure. She arc's her back off the bed as far as my legs will allow her. She fails to stifle a sharp moan. I smile and and kiss her, continuing to massage her clit.
"What do you want me to do to you?" I press soft kisses along her bare neck and chest. She whimpers and bites down on her lip again.
"God Ash, I cant take this anymore. Please baby." I nodded and bring my face down and kiss softly along the insides of her thighs. She moans with pleasure and twines her hands into my hair, guiding my head. I put my hands on her hips, and kiss her clit gently, running my tounge along her folds. She arcs her back up again, but I ress down on her hips. I slip a finger inside of her and continue to suck on her clit.
"Uhnn Ash." She drags my name out and one hand leaves my hair, going to the bedsheets and gripping them. Her knuckles turn white, and I continue to pump my finger in side of her. I can feel close. especially when she bucks her pelvis against my face.
I add another finger and pump ino her faster, relishing the feel of her. My nose is pressed agsint her shaven pussy, and her hand is strokng my dark hair now. Her hips are still bucking against my face, but I try my hardest to hold her down. "Come for me Lee Lee, Come on baby..." My continuious pumping and my words are ebough to drive her to orgasim.
Leah grabs my head with both of her hands and screams out my name. "Ashlynn!!" I pull out of her and crawl along her shivering body. She pulls me face closer to hers, I press my lip against hers firmly, opening my mouth and letting her taste herself.
Her fingers brush against my neck and hip, I moan into the kiss, her hands find my clit and she rotates it gently, gainig speed as my moans become more frequent. I surprise myself by coming within five minutes.
After we both gain composure, we spon up naked on the bed. I press a kiss to her blond hair and squeeze her around her waist.
"I love you Ashlynn."
"I love you Leah."
She drifts off into a fitfull sleep, and I stay awake, soothing her, rubbing her back and whispering sweet nothings into her ears. Tears cloud my eyes as she screams out in her sleep.
Yeah, I'm emotional... Fucking sue me!
"Don't hit her mom! It's not her fault!" Leah moans unhappily in her sleep.
(I suck at girl on girl... All things considered, you think I would be better wouldn't you?)
Miguel's Flat. Miguel's POV
Miguel, how about we head out of here early?" I leaned in and kissed him again. Watching the sparkle in his eye and smiling as he cught onto my mood. I lened in close and whispered in his ear. "I'm ready."
I pushed the door shut behind us and continued to kiss Mark's neck fervently. He whimpered a little bit when I pulled away to lock the door. My sister used to have a really bad habit of barging in on me when I was a tad younger. I place my hands back on his shoulders and kiss him again. Mark's hands go to my back and he presses his hands firmly into the thin fabric that is keeping us seperated. I pull back and pull the tshirt over my head, letting Mark press his body against my bare chest. I pulled away and startedto unbutton his button up. He sighed and I pulled him in for another kiss, the feel of bare skin on bare skin sending tingles through my body, sending a firey heat through it soon after.
I moaned a little and Mark pulled away, running his hands over my well toned stomach. "Are you sure you're ready for this Papi?" I pulled Mark a little closer to me in a more comforting manner, rubbing his back.
Mark turned us around and pushed me so I was laying flat on my back on my pale blue comforter. He bent his head down so that he was kissing my neck softly so that I was moaning queitly at his gentle assault. He pulled back, a evil grin on his face.
"Yes Miguel, I'm ready Love." I nodded swiftly and pulled his face down to mine. We entered into a very deep, meaningful kiss. I was as gentle as possible as I undid the zipper of his jeans and gently pushed them down, not as hard as it sounded. Mark complied very willingly. Our bodies seemed to be reacting to each other's thoughts, not just touches. This extordinary measure of love I felt for Mark was different than anything I had ever felt in my entire life. I slid my arms around him and pulled his bare body flush against my chest. The sparks that coursed through my body were breathtaking.
"Mark, I love you so much. I won't ever hurt you. I promise." Mark pulled away and loked at me, tears glistening in his eyes. The heat and need that was pooling between my legs was too strong to ignore as Mark accidently moved against my errection. I gasped and fliped both of us over for another hungry kiss. I pulled back realizing, that no matter how I felt, I didn't want to hurt him. At all.
"Mark, I want you to top okay?" It might be easier for him.
"I don't want to hurt you Mi, are you sure?" I nodded and started to undo my own pants frantically. He took my hands and squeezed them gently, finishing the job for me. Pausing only long enough to kiss each inch of skin on his way down. Finally my pants were off and my hand was fumbling at the back of my book shelf for cherry lube. I handed it to him and he leaned down to kiss me again.
"I love you too Mi, I won't hurt you. Ever." I nodded and he moved to the side a little so I could roll over on my stomach. I heard the cap snap open on the lube bottle and a slick finger ran over my opening.
"Maarrk." I drew his name out and pressed back against his finger, shivering. He chuckled softly an dthen I felt his head press against my opening. "Please Papi, don't stop, just go!" Waiting was driving me insane as I pushed up against him, taking him in. A slight burn riped through my lower body, but after a moment of being still my body relaxed and I let out a moan.
"Mi?"
"Don't stop." I muttered, he placed his hands tentively on myhips and pulled out halfway and pushed back in. He continued at this agonizingly slow pace for several minutes. "Mark! Please!"
He pulled out all the way and pushed back into me roughly. My mind was starting to blink out in pleasure. In a few moments english would be next to immpossible for me. I started meeting him on the thrusts, dertimined to make him go faster.
"Ahh! Dios Mio!" Mark slowed breifly, but I pushed into him. "¡No! No deje de Mark, por favor!" He pushed into me slower than before and I knew he was afraid of hurting me. I pushed back against him, willing him to understand. "¡Cogida! ¡Mas difícilmente!" I hissed out his hand slipped under me and ook me in a firm, yet gentle grasp. He started pumping me in time with his thrusts. I moaned out his name. "¡Mark!¡Cogida! Mas rapidamente! Voy… Mark!" Mark exploded inside of me crying my name at the same time I cried his. He fell forward, letting go of my hips and letting his arms wrap under me, around my stomach. He bit my shoulder softly and then he very sweetly kissed the bite.
I shivered for a few more seconds and then Mark rolled me over, obviously regaining composure first. "I love you Miguel." He pressed a soft kiss to my cheek and grabbed his discarded shirt from earlier, wiping us both off. My eyes teared up at the gentleness of his actions.
"I love you too Mark. Forever and ever."
"Forever and ever," he agreed and then pulled the comforter over us both and curled into my arms. He drifted off into an easy sleep, and I stayed awake for near an hour, watching him.
The Hospital, Roger's POV.
I looked at my girlfriend and daughter in my arms. I wasn't sure what buisness we had brining a baby into the world, with all the touble we were having financially. But seeing Izzy here, just erased every single one of my fears. I kissed Mimi's head softly and tightened my hold on her.
"So, Angel came by today, on her way to the Life." Uh oh, this couldn't be good. I searched my head for something I may have done wrong that Angel had caught me doing. "Leah came out to her Mother today." Oh thank God! Oh wait.
"What happened there?"
"Kelly bitch slapped Ash and Lee across the face and threw Leah out." Mimi sighed and looked up at me. I could see a fear there I hadn't seen in a long time. "Promise me that no matter what happens, we will never turn our own daughter away Roger. I couldn't live with myself if that happened." I slid down so I was right beside Mimi and lifted Little Isabella out of her arms, craddling her close.
"Look at you! Not even opening your eyes yet, and you've got your Mommy worried sick!" I kissed my daughter's head and walked to her bassinet, laying her carefully inside. She didn't stir. I walked back to the bed and pulled Mimi into my arms. "Sweetheart, you do realize that we have a pretty awesome family that would kick our asses if we ever did that to one of our kids? To any of the kids for that matter." Mimi nodded and we snuggled up together on the bed.
"She's beautiful you know."
"Just like her Momma." Mimi giggled and elbowed me playfully.
"Nu uh!" I bet you a million dollars if I could have seen her right then she would be sticking out her tounge. "She looks just like you Rog, only more Mexicanier." She struggled with that last word and itmade me laugh.
"I love you Meem's"
"I love you too Roggy." I groaned. Roggy, that was almost as bad as Roggy bear. But I bit my tounge and kissed the back of her head.
Their Apartment Maureen's POV (Hehehehehehehehehehe... I'm hyper!)
I lay happily on my back, no clothes on, sweaty, sexy as hell, and looking at the most beautiful woman in the world. Joanne was sitting on the edge of the bed, baby moniter in her hands, debating weather or not she was going to let Eric cry it out, or if he really needed something. She obviously decided it was the later because she got up and FUCKING PUT CLOTHES ON!!
Damn! Fuck! Fuckity Fuck. I moaned very unhappily as she exited the room. I loved Eric, but he was the reason Jo and I never cuddle after having sex anymore. And why we hardly ever finish, and why we hardly ever HAVE SEX IN THE FIRST PLACE!! Urgh. Yippie! Joanne walks back in the room, shaking her head. She dropped down on the bed beside me and kissed my cheek.
"When your angry, even our thoughts are loud Honey Bear. What's up."
"We need a night. Like once a months where we can get a sitter and go somewhere. A nice hotel, dinner, a cheap motel." I raised my eyebrow suggestively, and I knew JO caught my drift. "So we don't keep getting interupted." Joanne nodded and spooned herself against my stomach, making me forget everything but her.
"You're right, last saturday of every month?" She turns her head and I nod, pressing my mouth against hers hungrily. Eric cries again, and I know this time he'll end up in the bed, so I jump up and throw my robe on. I walk to his room down the hall and think, I'm almost scared this kid is going to turn out like me. OH MY FUCKING GOD NO! THAT CAN'T HAPPEN HOLY SHIT WHAT THE FUCK AM I GOING TO DO?! I push open his door and he's standing in his crib. Damn. Time for a tot bed. FUCK!! He throws his arms open and whimpers, bitting down cutely on his pouty wittle wips. So cute! I scoop him up in my arms.
"Mama's got you Baby Boo." I bounce him a little bit and then carry the one year old back to the room. Joanne has a bok propped up on her lap. I walk over and jump on the bed, Eric flopping up a bit in the process. "Time for night night! Love you Pookie." I give Jo a nice long, kiss on the lips and pull back smiling.
"Love you Honey." She kisses me again, and then Eric cries. I pout.
"What is is Baby Boo?"
"Beso!" Oh fuck! No way in hell Mimi and Angel are watching him any more if they keep teaching him dirty words in spanish. He picks up fucking everything! He's so smart.
"You want a kiss too Boo?" Joanne mutter surprising me. She kisses his lips softly and he makes a smacking sound. I smile and kiss him too as Jo whispers to him how much she loves him.
"I love you baby Boo." I flick off the light ad the three of us burrow under the covers together.
The Apartment, Thomas' POV
"I love you Angel." I watch her giggle as I whisper in her ear softly, as if it were a secret.
"I love you too Tommy!" She plays with the hem of my sleep shirt, kissing me. Foreplay and sex long ago forgotton, this is just typical playful banter for us. I hear Leah cry out into her sleep again, and then Ashlynn quickly after her, whispering soothing words. Saying that Kelly would come around. I shook my head and pulled Angel tighter to me. (SEE AN2 BELOW) "Aren't you glad our parents didn't take it that badly?" I sniffed back hard. Angel had obviously spoken without thinking. I touched the thick, angry scar on her upper arm.
"Yeah, my Mom just came afer us with a fucking gun." Angel's hand flew to her mouth.
"Shit! Tommy, I wasn't thinking." I nodded and squeezed her closer to me, we settled into a comfortable silence. Angel started playing wit the front of my shirt again.
"Sometimes, I don't know what I did to deserve you Thomas." I touched the scar on her arm again, and then the one on her leg.
"I do." She looked at me and kissed me very softly on the lips. I reached into my pocket. Before I came home that day I had a very big surprise for the family. (Meaning all of the Boho's, something that hadn't been on the news yet, and wouldn't be until later tomorrow. I pulled put the small red box. Angel's eyes were clsoed and her head was settled comfortably on my chest. Perfect.
"Ang?" Her eyes stay closed.
"Hmm?" She was very close to going to sleep.
"Marry me." This caused her to open her eyes, just to be faced by the open red box, sitting an inch from her face on my chest.
AN2: Alright, besides the fact that I am hated for another cliffhanger, I have something else to add that I just decided. Even though both timelines are screwed royally. I'm using Angel and Tom's past from The Only One Allowed To Call Me Tommy. So yeah, go read it. And Angel's ring can be found on my Profile. at the VERRRRRRRRY bottom. Hehehe.
