I realize that it has been a while since my last update but im trying please bare with me.
I have been trying to get my life back on track lately
and with the holidays it makes everything that much harder.
i hope you like this chapter. :)
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BPOV
I woke up the next day and looked at my alarm clock it was 7:30 am. UGH! I turned over trying to go back to sleep but of course I couldn't I through my legs over the side of the bed and stretched. God I hated holidays sometimes. I mean you get used to waking up early but when school is in you don't want to wake up but when the holidays come you wake up right on time. It's bogus. I stood up and walked to the window. When I opened the curtains I gasped. It was beautiful outside. The ground was covered in clean white snow and the sun shone on it which made it look like it was glowing. It looked like magic, magic that I have never known existed. I smiled to myself. I was going to go out today. I let the curtain close and walked to my closet.
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When I was completely dressed I was wearing a black and gray stripped turtle neck, a pair of black skinny jeans, my favorite winter jacket with fake fur on the inside, and my snow boots with the fur trim. I walked down stairs putting up my hair in a bun and tripped on the last step. I knew I should not have tried to multi task like that. I mean walking is hard enough, for me anyways. I stood up and sighed. Maybe today wasn't such a good day to go outside I mean yea it looked pretty but once I fell in it, it wouldn't seem so pretty anymore. I took a deep breath. Might as well take the chance.
I walked down the hall and to the door. When I opened it Edward was standing there with his hand up to knock. I looked at him and raised my eye brow. "Edward, what are you doing here?" I asked.
"I was just, uh, wondering if you would, uh, like to—" I cut him off there.
"Edward, look I would love to, uh, do whatever it is you want to do, but, uh, I can't." I said biting my lip. He was so cute, no much more than that. He was wearing a black turtle neck, that fit to his body perfectly, faded blue jeans, his leather jacket and a pair of black converse. I looked into his eyes and saw that I had hurt him.
"Well, okay. I guess I'll see you later." He said turning away from me.
"Edward, it's nothing personal, I just have to do some of that reading. I really can't fail English." I told him, even though I hadn't planned to read at all today.
He looked at me and nodded. "I know it's nothing personal, I was just wanting to see you today."
I closed my eyes and sighed. "What did you have in mind, Edward?"
"I was just going to say we could go to the movies and see that new movie, what is it called the one with the vampire that falls in love with the human girl, anyway, then we could go to lunch or breakfast or something." I didn't have to open my eyes to tell that he was smiling, I could hear it.
I took a deep breath and opened my eyes. "Okay well let's go. And the movie is called Twilight." At least we wouldn't be alone, a lot of people wanted to go see that vampire movie, I wanted to and everyone had to eat so we would be around people which meant I wouldn't have to be by myself with him.
"You're ready?" He asked, I could hear that he was very excited about this little outing. I was the total opposite I don't think that I can sit through a whole movie without wanting to touch him or more.
"Yea, I just have to grab my purse and put on some makeup." I mumbled. "Come in."
I turned around and walked back down the hall in a completely different mood than when I walked through here last time. I sighed as I stopped in front of the TV. "You can watch TV while I'm doing this or whatever." I told him.
His smile grew. "Can't I go upstairs with you?"
I mentally kicked myself for not just turning him away before. Him and me in my room, alone, that could not end well. I sighed. "Sure, Edward." I turned and walked to the stairs. I heard him walking a couple of feet behind me.
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He sat on my bed as I went in my bathroom to do my makeup. I closed the door behind me and leaned against it for a while. Closing the door is the only way I can think of to save myself from his gaze that I wanted so badly to be on me. I closed my eyes and took a couple deep breaths. Why did I have to be stupid and wake up early then decide to go outside? I should have just laid in bed until 10 or 11 then I wouldn't have gotten up when or if he would have knocked. I sighed and opened my eyes. I pushed myself off the door and stood in front of the mirror over the sink. He was such a jerk before and I bet that he is still a jerk; people just don't change that fast, just one kiss, yea sure. I shook my head and opened the drawer that held my make up bag. I dumped its contents out on the counter. I put a thin layer of eye liner under my eyes and even above. I grabbed my eye shadow and put a layer of pinks on my eye lid. I grabbed my lip gloss and rubbed it onto my lips. I tried not to think about the overly hot boy, well, he could be considered a man, I guess, which was sitting on my bed right now, waiting for me. I pulled the hair tie out of my hair and ran my brush through it.
When I finished I looked at myself for a while looking at the girl starring back at me in the mirror. She looked way calmer than I felt. Her hair was waving down her shoulders and it framed her face perfectly. She was pale, not scary, oh my god she's sick, pale, but a nice pale, that said she was sensitive to the sun. Her eyes where a deep brown that lightened when you starred at them for a while. Her nose was a button nose that any girl would love to have and her top lip was a little fuller on one side but still kissable. I couldn't understand why she looked so calm, she was me and I her. I felt like I was going to go crazy being alone with him and she looked like, well, like everything would be fine.
I sighed and decided that I had taken enough time to be alone and walked out of the bathroom. I could feel Edward's eyes on me as I walked into my closet and grabbed my favorite black purse with white stars on it. I grabbed my wallet and put it in it and zipped the zipper shut. I walked back into my room and looked at Edward who was still starring at me. "Are you ready?" I asked.
He shook his head and looked at the carpet. He looked like he was struggling with something. "Uh, yea, sorry." He sounded strange.
I rolled my eyes as he stood up, still not looking at me. We both walked out of my room and I shut the door.
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I grabbed my car keys and house keys off the key hook and walked out the door. Edward was already waiting by the passengers door. I walked to the driver's door and unlocked it. "Are you sure you don't want me to drive?" He asked.
I looked over the hood of my black Porsche and said, "Yes, Edward, I am sure." I smiled and added. "Are you scared?"
He shrugged. "I don't think I can forget how you drove last time I was in this car."
I opened the door and motioned for him to get in. He did. "Don't worry, I'm not mad." Then in my head I added yet.
He looked at him; he looked like he was deciding on something then smiled. "Okay." He closed his door and put on his seat belt. I did the same and we drove off into the sun set.
I mentally laughed at my thought on that as we pulled onto the street. Driving off into the sunset, well right now I guess it would just be the sun, with Edward would not be my thought of a good thing. I would think of it as a very, VERY disturbing thing. Him and I are just, I don't know, different and totally not right for each other.
EPOV
We got to the movie theater and I paid for the tickets turns out the movie is called Twilight, huh. "You want pop corn?" I asked as we walked up to the concessions stand.
"Uh…well, sure, I mean I haven't had any breakfast so popcorn sounds good." She said.
I shook my head and laughed. She was one weird girl that's for sure.
"Sorry," She said and sighed. "I would love some popcorn."
I nodded. "Okay, sounds good."
"Okay, well I'm feeling a little light headed I'm going to go sit down." She said pointing to a bench.
I nodded. "Do you want to go? I mean if you're feeling bad?" I asked, a little worried about her.
She shook her head. "No, it's okay." She told me then walked to the bench.
I ordered a large popcorn and 2 medium drinks and went to where Isabella was sitting. She had her head in her hands and she didn't look too good. It was weird to think that someone could go from looking, well, fantastic, to looking like, like, totally crap. "Isabella, you don't look too good." I told her.
She moaned, it even made me feel sick. "I don't feel good." She mumbled.
I through the popcorn and the drinks into the closet trash bin I could find. "Here, come on." I said after I was back to where she was. I grabbed her elbow and helped her up. She stood up but I didn't know if she would be able to stand up alone so I wrapped my arm around her waist. We walked out to her car. "Give me the car keys." I told her.
She did and got into the passenger's seat. I got into the driver's seat and started the car. I couldn't believe that she was sick, I wonder if she is faking, I mean I could tell she didn't want to come with me, but if she really didn't want to come that bad she could have just said so, so I wouldn't have spent the money for the tickets and drinks. "Sorry." She whispered. "I mean for getting sick like this."
I chuckled. "Isabella don't be sorry for something like getting sick." I guess she really was sick because she certainly sounded like it. Her voice was hard to hear and she was paler than usual.
She sighed. "Thanks for not getting all pissed."
I nodded. I didn't know what to say to that. Because I had been a little mad, I mean she looked fine before we left and now she was sick. Mmmm, seems a little suspicious if you ask me.
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I parked in front of her house and got out. She had fallen asleep on the way here. I didn't want to wake her but how else would I get her inside. I decided I would just have to carry her, I hoped that she wouldn't be too heavy. I thought about that, no I don't think she is. I closed the driver's door and walked quickly to the passenger's door, I swear it had gone down 30 degrees since we left the theater. I opened the door and picked her up, bridal style. I thought that maybe she would wake up and tell me to put her down. But she didn't, she wrapped her arm around my neck and laid her head on my chest.
I grabbed her purse before I shut the door and walked up the porch steps and to the door. I got the only key I could find in her purse, figuring it was her house key, and unlocked the front door. I closed it quietly behind me and went up to her room, with Isabella still in my arms.
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I laid her in her bed and instead of trying to move the comforter back I grabbed a quilt that was on one of her chairs and put it over her. The quilt was huge and it looked like it was keeping her warm but she was shivering. I put her purse and keys on her dresser and took off my coat, lying it on her sofa before I took off my shoes. I climbed under the quilt with her and wrapped my arms around her waist. Right away, she turned and faced me. She put her head between my shoulder and chin and her arms on my chest. She sighed then and I tried very hard not to wake her up.
It was still pretty early on in the day at least 12pm or so but laying here with Isabella was making me feel like I could lie here all day. I closed my eyes and pulled her closer to me. She smelled so good, it was intoxicating, making you want her more. Her shirt had been pulled up so that it showed half of her back. I ran my fingers on her skin and was surprised that it felt like silk. Maybe not exactly like it but it had to have been the softest thing I have ever felt. If I lived my life just feeling this skin, her skin, I would not have missed anything, I could die a happy man.
I closed my eyes and let myself slip into unconsciousness.
BPOV
When I woke up I didn't know where I was, at first I thought it was a dream but then I felt the familiar bed under me. I also felt two muscular arms around me, I don't remember inviting anyone over. I opened my eyes and looked up into the face of an angel. He was beautiful. His face looked like it was glowing but that couldn't be. I shifted so that I could see the angels face better, that's when I noticed that it was Edward Masen. My eyes went wide. What had happened between us? Okay, I still had my clothes on and he did as well. But, then why was he here in my bed with his arms around me? I tried to get out of his arms without waking him up but instead of losing his grip he sighed and his arms tightened around me. What was he doing? God, he was STONG!
I sighed and bit my lip. What was I going to do? If I woke him up that would be too awkward. If I stayed here he would sooner or later wake up and then what would I say when he asked why I didn't move or something like that? I smiled thinking of a plan. I closed my eyes and turned my whole body away from his.
"Oh," he said. I knew he was awake now. His arms loosened around me and it felt like he was going to pull away. But, of course he wouldn't do what I wanted. Yes, his grip did loosen but his arms where still there around me. And to make it worse I felt his breath on my shoulder. That was VERY bad. It made me want to turn back towards him and wrap my arms around his neck and kiss him, again! GOD! Why did he have to keep his arms around me? I bit my lip hard as I felt his fingers travel up and down my arm so softly that it made me want to do more than kiss him. He was good at this.
I shivered under his fingers and his arm wrapped back around me and this time he pulled my whole body to his. WHAT WAS HE DOING? This was not helping my act. He was supposed to get away from me, not hold me closer to him. I am starting to regret this whole plan; it is the worst plan EVER in the history of plans! Now, what would I do when I 'woke up'? Would I just open my eyes and act surprised or what?
I decided it was time to 'wake up' now. I sighed and stretched out my legs, which felt good. His arms were gone from around me in less time than I thought possible. I smiled and opened my eyes. I turned around and when I saw him I let out a small scream and covered my mouth. "What are you doing here?" I asked, I think I over did it, but oh well, he looked like he believed it. He sat up and so did I.
"I, you, uh." Wow he had a way with words.
I nodded. "Yes? Why are you here, Edward?"
"I was just, you got sick and fell asleep when I was driving you home, and I carried you up here, and, uh, you were shivering, so I thought maybe I could, uh, warm you up?"
I looked at him for a while. Was he really telling the truth? I have never known a guy to actually do that for a girl, especially a girl he wasn't dating. But it seemed like he was telling the truth, I mean the last thing I remember is him driving me home. And, plus, I really don't think someone would make up that story and actually tell it to a girl.
I sighed and ran my hair through my hair. "Thank you, Edward that was very…nice." I looked down at my comforter.
I felt him shift on the bed and looked up at him. He was staring at me and smiling, my favorite croaked smile of his. He grabbed my hand and kissed my palm. I closed my eyes and tried to control my breathing, my heart on the other hand would NOT be controlled. He interlocked our fingers, it felt right for my hand to be there, like it was supposed to be there, but I knew the truth he was just VERY good at this.
He moved closer to me and let go of my hand. I could feel his hands on either side of my body, which meant he was leaning over me. I opened my eyes and looked at him. He was so close, I could feel his body heat radiating off of him. He was looking at my lips; believe me I have read Cosmo: When a guy is looking at your lips he wants to kiss you. I just looked at him as he moved his face closer to mine, but instead of putting his lips to mine, he picked his hand up off the bed and used it to move the hair from my neck. My head automatically angled itself to the side, so it would be easier for him to do what I knew was coming. His lips were on my neck before I could do anything about it. He kissed me softly and my eyes closed while my hands found their way into his hair. I pulled him closer as I fell back onto the bed, his lips didn't leave my neck.
He lay on top of me with one hand in my hair and the other on my waist. I bent my knees and put one on either side of him, letting him lay between them. His kisses became rougher until he was not kissing my neck but sucking on it. I had given up on controlling my breathing now. His hand that was on my waist suddenly went up my shirt. I gasped, his hand was so rough but felt so good against my soft skin. As his hand traveled up my stomach I knew what he wanted. I stopped his hand and when I did he stopped kissing me. He moved away from my neck and looked at me, his hands still where they were.
"What's wrong?" He asked, he was breathing as hard as I was.
I pushed him off of me and got off the bed. I put my hair behind my ears and looked at the carpet, with my arms crossed on my chest. "I think…" I paused and looked up at him. "You should go."
He nodded. "Okay, whatever you want, Isabella." He said as he stood up. He grabbed his shoes and his jacket before he walked out of my room.
EPOV
"Okay, whatever you want, Isabella." I told her as I stood up. I grabbed my coat and jacket before I walked out of her room. I stopped on the top step to put on my shoes and coat before I walked out of her house.
I thought that we were kind of like a thing now. But I guess I was wrong. And that wasn't the only thing I was wrong about, I thought that she liked me as much as I liked her, but I was wrong there too. I sighed as I walked onto the street and started walking to my house.
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When I turned into my driveway I noticed that there was another car there, a Yellow Porsche to be exact. I didn't know anyone with a Yellow Porsche, at least I don't remember knowing anyone with one. I walked into my house and said, "Hello, anyone home?"
I closed the door behind me and when I turned around I saw Alice, my cousin dancing her way to me. She was my favorite cousin by far. I could talk to her about anything and she would listen and give me advice. "Hey, Cuz!" She said as she hugged me. She was more like a sister than a cousin to me.
I wrapped my arms around her smiling. "Hey, Alice. What are you doing here?"
"Your mother and father called me." She said as she pulled away from me and, smiling, she looked me over then motioned for me to turn around. I did and when I was facing her again she had a grimace on her face.
"What?" I asked, worried.
She shook her head and motioned to my clothes. "Those, don't match." Her eye brows pulled together and she looked like she was thinking. Before I knew it she was smiling and pushing me towards the stairs.
"What are you doing, Alice?"
"I am going to give you a makeover." She said but then stopped pushing me. "Wait; please tell me you have something besides stuff like that in your closet?"
I shrugged. "Yes, so."
She sighed. "Well, then, first we have to go shopping. You know, every time I come to see you I have to do this, maybe I should come more often so I could keep your style in check." She said smiling sweetly at me.
I laughed. "You are a crazy kid, Alice." Alice is my age but since she is so small I always tease her about it.
She grimaced and made a face. "If I'm a kid, that would make you a squirt."
I chuckled. "Don't worry Alice, it's not bad to be a kid, and I am no squirt I mean look at me." I flexed the muscles in my arm and smiled at how they moved.
She rolled her eyes. "Edward, just because you have muscles doesn't mean you aren't a squirt, it just makes you an awkward squirt." She smiled at me.
I smiled and picked her up throwing her over my shoulder. I carried her to the door and outside. "Edward Masen, you put me down!" She screamed as she hit my back and kicked her legs.
"I don't know, let me think about it."
She managed to grab my hair and pulled, HARD! "Put me down, or you will go prematurely bald!"
I laughed at her but put her down in the snow. She jumped when I did. I looked down at her feet and noticed she didn't have any shoes on. She hopped around for a while, while saying, "Edward, pick me up, you dork, you put me in snow with no shoes."
I chuckled and picked her up bridal style. "I'm not the dork that didn't have shoes on."
She rolled her eyes and sighed. "Edward, I didn't know you would pick me up and carry me outside, THEN set me in the snow." She said as I walked back to the door. "I mean it's not like I can see the future." [[Author's Note: TEHE! I had to put that in!]]
I opened the door and set her on the carpet. "Well, that's surprising; I mean you must have known my wardrobe was out of date or you wouldn't have come at all."
She pushed me playfully. "Edward, silly willy, I would have come anyways, but I wouldn't need to be a fortune teller to know that you have a terrible taste in clothes."
I sighed. "Of course not."
Alice ran into the living room, put on her shoes and we left, to the mall, where Alice would proceed to dress me up like an overgrown Ken doll.
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Yes I put the movie into this
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-Emma
