As the paramedics unloaded Tonya, Jason wanted to be right by his little girl's side. It devastated him that she would even do this. They had always been so close; he was daddy's little girl. He wished she really was his daughter but in his heart he felt like she was. The paramedics were still working on Tonya trying to get some kind of pulse some sign of life. As they ran into the emergency room the doctors took over.

"Code blue" one doctor yelled.

"Get a crash cart" another yelled.

They rushed her through double doors that Jason couldn't go through. He watched from the outside as the doctors and nurses tried to jolt her heart. He turned away and put a hand over his face. He always tried to be the one that showed no emotion, but he broke he couldn't handle losing Tonya. He was in a daze. He walked down to the chapel and sat alone. He prayed that she would pull through. She had to pull through. Marissa and T.J. came rushing in after getting their car parked.

"I am here for Tonya Bull." Marissa said panicked.

"They just brought her in." a young nurse answered.

"How is she?" T.J. asked with tears streaming down his face.

"I don't know much right now. A doctor will come out and talk to you when we know more."

Marissa and T.J. made their way to the waiting room. T.J. was lost, he couldn't lose his sister. They had been through so much together. Why she would want to end it now was beyond him. Marissa waited for the doctor to come out. She figured Jason was still back there with her. If he was still in the emergency room with Tonya, that meant there was hope, that she was stable, that they brought her back. She knew that Jason might get mad at her, but she decided to ask for forgiveness later. She texted Gibbs to let him know what was going on.

Agent Gibbs, this is Marissa Bull Jason's wife. Just wanted to let you know we are sitting at the hospital with Tonya. She found the letter you sent Jason. When we tried to explain to her that she was adopted and why she was adopted she couldn't take it and has tried to commit suicide. We pray that it's not too late and she wasn't successful. Jason is having a very tough time with it blaming himself. Could your team please come up. I think T.J. needs the comfort of hearing from you guys about his biological parents.


Gibbs had received a text message on his phone. Gibbs still wasn't one who was up on a bunch of technology.

"McGee, my phone made one of those dinging noises again. Can you check it?"

"Sure boss." McGee said taking the phone. As he read the message his face went somber.

"McGee, you look like you seen a ghost." Kate said walking into the bullpen. "McGee? What's wrong?"

"It's Tonya, Tony and Deanna's daughter. She's tried to commit suicide." McGee answered.

"She what?" Gibbs spat. He ran his hand over his aging face. "McGee, Kate grab your stuff."

"Gibbs where are we going?" Kate questioned.

"We are going to New York City." Gibbs answered.


The last thing Tonya remembered was writing the note. She didn't mean to hurt anyone. She just couldn't stand the pain and hurt of finding out the truth after all these years. Everything she ever knew was a lie. When she opened her eyes she figured she would still be in her bedroom or maybe someone found her and she would wake up in a hospital room. Instead she woke up in a place that was very unknown. Two figures stood before her. It was almost like she knew them yet had never seem them before too.

"What the hell where you thinking?" a voice said. A voice she recalled but couldn't place why.

"After us trying to protect you and keep you from harm you go out and try and harm yourself?" another almost angelic voice said.

As her eyes adjusted a handsome tall man with beautiful green eyes was dress in a white shirt and a woman that looked almost identical to her stood beside the man with a beautiful white dress on.

"Who…who are you?" Tonya stuttered.

"You don't remember us?" the woman asked.

Tonya shook her head.

"Oh ya see there she doesn't even remember her own mother and father. The two that brought her into this world." The man said.

"My what?" Tonya questioned.

"Tonya sweetheart. We are your mother and father." Deanna said putting an arm around her daughter.

"My real mom and dad?"

"Yours truly!" Tony grinned with his big smile.

"I can't believe it. Why did you guys leave me and T.J. we were so young! We needed you guys!"

"It's not like we chose to leave like you have. We wanted to be there and see you raised." Deanna said.

"If anything you are the one that has given up and left your family. T.J. needs you the poor boy is lost without you." Tony tried to explain "To be honest he reminds me of probie a lot." Tony laughed looking at Deanna. "OK sorry wrong timing."

Deanna just smiled. "I picked Jason to watch and take care of you before anything ever happened to me. I knew he would raise you the way I would have and your father would have like to of."

"He and Marissa have been pretty great." Tonya smiled.

"You have ripped their family apart just as the man mad ripped ours." Deanna said.

"I wish I could be here with you guys." Tonya said looking down at her family that was still left. She could see T.J. leaned against Marissa crying his eyes out, she could see Jason in the chapel praying with all his might that his daughter would pull through, and she could see herself lying on a hospital gurney with nurses pounding on her chest only stopping to shock her heart. They were about ready to give up and call her time of death.

"You have to go back. Follow in our footsteps and become the agent that we would have liked to have been. We will walk with you and protect you. And when your time comes we will be here waiting for you." Deanna said taking her daughter into her arms.

"Thank you mom. I am going to miss you." Tonya said.

"I will always be right there with you." Deanna said stroking her daughter's hair.

"And so will I." Tony said hugging his daughter. She had become such a beautiful young woman, just like her mom.

"Just don't open any letters that have white powder in them. The plague is awful nasty if you ever catch it." Tony told his daughter with a smile.

Her parents gave her one last hug and Tony gave her a kiss on her forehead.

"Now go and do great things." Deanna said as Tony pushed their daughter.

The nurse shocked Tonya for the last time. To the doctor's surprise, they were able to get a heartbeat that was strong and steady and she began to breathe on her own.

"We got her back!" The doctor said with the nurses cheering.


Jason's phone vibrated and scared him out of his grief. It was one of the nurses. He read the message that said

The doctor will be out to talk to your family about Tonya in just a few minutes.

Jason feared the worst. He stood up and wiped the tears from his face. His family needed him to be strong. He just wasn't ready to bury Deanna's baby girl. He got into the waiting room and found Marissa and T.J.

"How is she doing?" He asked Marissa.

"What do you mean how is she doing? You have been back there with her this whole time!" Marissa spat.

"I have been down in the chapel praying. Its about all I could do. They wouldn't let me go back there with her. She crashed before we ever got to the hospital. I think we lost her Marissa." Jason said.

He collapsed next to Marissa and let go of all of his emotions. Marissa had been trying to be strong for T.J. and Jason could feel her tears flowing. She always wanted a little girl, and Tonya was the best daughter she could have ever asked for. If they lost her she knew the whole family would be torn apart.

"Mr. and Mrs. Bull." A doctor said coming out of the emergency room.

Jason stood up and Marissa and T.J. followed. "We are the Bulls." Jason said.

"We were able to revive Tonya. She swallowed about 10 heart pills. We are not sure if it has done any permeant damage yet we will know after we run some more tests. But the good thing for now is she's alive. She is in critical condition in ICU and we will continue watching her."

Jason and Marissa was just happy to hear that their daughter was alive. Jason hugged his little family with tears streaming down his cheeks.

"Can you tell me what room a Tonya Bull is in." Jason heard a voice say. He looked up to find Gibbs, McGee and Kate standing at the nurse's station.

How will Jason react to Team Gibbs being at the hospital? Tonya is still in critical condition; will she take a turn for the worst? And T.J. think about hearing stories about his biological parents? New chapter up soon. Please Review!