A/N : Hey guys! I was thinking of making this a three-book story...so let me know what do you think. And, no matter what, I will complete this book at least even though if I take long breaks, I won't forget this. So stay tuned.
"Nothing, I promise," Harry replied, who's face was very pale. Sirius knew that Harry was lying, "Liar." He chuckled, "Maybe I can help, if you tell me, of course." Harry had tears in his eyes now, "It's all wrong!" He blurted. "What is wrong?" Sirius asked. Harry remained quite. "What is wrong?" Sirius asked again. "Nothing!" Harry replied, his face paler than ever. Sirius was still unconvinced, "I can help you if you tell me what's wrong, Harry...I don't know...how are you feeling...what's bothering you?" There were a few seconds of silence.
The silence was broken by Harry. "YOU KNOW WHAT, SIRIUS? MY LIFE IS HELL! I'M STUCK IN A WHEELCHAIR, I WON'T BE ABLE TO PLAY QUIDDITICH ANYMORE OR EVEN GO TO HOGWARTS! I'M NOT EVEN WORTH IT, YOU HAVE A HAPPY LIFE, YOU HAVE LIANNA, A DAUGHTER! A LITTLE FAMILY! WHAT HAVE I GOT? NO PARENTS, NO FAMILY, NO HOME, NOTHING! HOGWARTS WAS MY HOME, SIRIUS! NOW I CAN'T GO THERE ANYMORE!"
"SEE, I'VE HAD ENOUGH! I TRIED HELPING! AND AS FOR A FAMILY, YOU HAVE ME, BUT I GUESS YOU DON'T WANT ME HARRY! I LOVE YOU LIKE MY OWN SON! BUT YOU DON'T CARE! YOU DON'T VALUE IT! AND YOU NOT WORTH IT, I AGREE!" Sirius replied evenly. Sirius, of course didn't know what he was saying in rage.
Every word cut Harry like a thousand knives. He maneuvered his wheelchair backwards and left the room, bawling his eyes out.
SIRIUS POV
What have I said! Oh my gosh, gosh!
Remus enter the room. "Moony." I said miserably. "What happened, Sirius? And why was Harry crying when he came out?" Moony asked. "Is he okay?" I asked. "Molly's gone after him..." Remus replied. "I've fucked it up, Moony! Damn it! Why. Why?" Sirius regretted. Remus didn't know what he meant, "What happened, Padfoot?" Sirius barely whispered, "I said he wasn't worth it, I said that to him, Moony, to James's son. I-I didn't know what was I saying. I am his godfather, he trusted me!" Remus looked awestruck.
"How can I help?"
"Bring him to me, let me apologize. "
"Are you up for it?"
"Yeah, Moony, yeah, I am.."
Remus found Harry in a corner on the same floor. He was still in his wheelchair, his head against the wall. His eyes looked bloodshot and there were tear tracks on his cheeks.
"Harry," Remus' voice was warm and kind. "Go away, Remus." Harry said, simply thought with a lot of grief in his voice. "I won't," Remus replied calmly but firmly, he continued, "And I am here to take you. What Sirius said-" Harry cut him off, "What he said was true and I can't blame him. Truth be told, he was my dad's best friend and he loved my dad that does not mean he is to like me too. I'm different, my dad's different. We're two different people." Remus felt heartbroken. He waited. Waited to see if Harry agreed. Fifteen minutes went by. Remus walked away slowly.
"Well?" Sirius asked impatiently as Remus entered. "He is destroyed, Sirius and I am heartbroken to see him like that! Your anger has never been sweet BUT THIS IS OUT OF LINE! That boy risked his life to come and save you even when he just got out of the hospital and he can barely walk, , he loves you so, so much! But you, you just shunned him away!" Sirius was in tears, "I-I didn't mean to..Take me to him." Remus looked shocked, "You shouldn't. You're still healing. Besides, I am tired from the full moon and I need rest, Pads. I didn't have time." Sirius regretted, he said, "I'm sorry. You had to go through that alone. I am a very shitty friend and godfather. I've failed you, Harry, Prongs and Lily." Remus replied with four words, "It's not too late." He (Remus) buried his face into his hands
Harry wheeled into the ward. "Harry..." Sirius' voice was barely a whispered. Remus looked up. Harry broke the silence, "You wanted to talk?" Sirius replied, "Yes, Harry. I am sorry," Harry's face visibly paled. "It's okay if you don't like me. I understand. You yourself are more important rather than the promise you gave my dad. I want you to be happy and I bet dad will say the same thing." Harry sounded hurted, painful. "Harry, I didn't know what was I saying. I just wanted to help. My desperation always gets mixed with anger, I just didn't know." Harry spoke, "Do you have any idea how painful your words were?! No matter how unworthy I am, it just hurt. Each word felt like white, hot knives piercing me!" Sirius, too, looked devastated. "Harry, you are NOT unworthy. I promise, please give me another chance. Please!" Sirius had tears freely flowing down his cheeks. Remus quietly left.
Harry wheeled forward and took Sirius' hand. Harry rubbed Sirius' hand affectionately. He wiped his godfather's tears. "It's alright. I love you, Sirius, more than anything in the world." Sirius replied lovingly, "I love you too, more than you can ever imagine. I love you too."
A/N - They love each other in a dad/son way, of course.
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