She said live young and leave a wake of beauty

She said live young and leave a wake of beauty.

That's all I ever could have asked,

Should have asked from you.

And I won't forget to write you,

When I get there soon.

'Cause you'll be lying dead

From stab wounds to the neck and chest again.

They found you covered up in blood,

Covered head to toe in blood.

Face first in a tale of awkward love.

They found you covered up in blood,

She's bleeding, she's bleeding.

Gone with the stitching in her heart.

Left out a silhouette that just won't

Heal and dying in your arms tonight.

In my dreams, we die. (Locked away)

With this blood and this knife.

In my dreams, we die. (Locked away)

With this blood and this knife, now.

I know it's all just a bad dream now.

So now midnight's here.

You're all alone.

They use this fear.

It's all just a bad dream.

And I can't seem to...

Wake up from this.

Midnight's here.

You're all alone.

They use this fear.

It's all just a bad dream.

And I can't seem to...

Wake up from this.

In my dreams, we die.

With this blood and this knife.

In my dreams, we die.

With this blood and this knife now.

I know it's all just a bad dream now.

(I know it's all just a bad dream now.)

It's all just a bad dream now.

(I know it's all just a bad dream now.)

It's all just a bad dream now.

(I know it's all just a bad dream now.)

I say...

This is the last time,

That I'll ever get to see your face alive.

They found you covered up in blood,

Covered head to toe in blood.

And I know that every day's a new day.

And my dreams will never die.

They found you covered up in blood,

Covered head to toe in blood.

She said live young and leave a wake of beauty.

That's all I ever could have asked,

Should have asked from you.

And I won't forget to write you,

When I get there soon.

'Cause you'll be lying dead from dreaming (nightmares).

So now midnight's here.

You're all alone.

They use this fear.

It's all just a bad dream.

And I can't seem to...

Wake up from this.

Midnight's here.

You're all alone.

They use this fear.

It's all just a bad dream.

And I can't seem to...

Wake up from this.

Midnight's here.

You're all alone.

They use this fear.

It's all just a bad dream.

And I can't seem to...

Wake up from this nightmare.

I slowly chained Teer to a tree before walking into my house.

I removed my contacts and pulled a black dress from my closet. I removed my clothes and put it on, tears ran slowly down my face as I brushed my hair with soft strokes. I put on my mascara, black lipstick, and eye shadow. Then to finish I placed on my black necklace, that had once been my mothers. Looking in the mirror, I seemed dark and ready for death.

Inside my room was a wood box, inside it was a silver knife that I kept sharp ready for this day.

I slowly removed it and stared at it slowly before walking in the kitchen and taking some pills, then would prevent my blood from clotting. Then I walked into the kitchen and despite Teer's growling and the sounds of him trying to break loose, I slowly slit my wrists open, leaving large cuts to flow with blood and too slowly kill me.

Pain flashed through my cuts and I watched the blood flow slowly from my wrists, staring at them in a daze and zoning out from the rest of the world.

It felt as though the pain of my life seeped through the cuts, and it seemed a relief really.

I touched one key on my computer playing my depressed music, blaring it through the house, and encircling me. I sighed softly and lay down on the ground waiting for my time to die, it would be very soon.