Okay (drum roll please) here is chapter 4!!! That you have been so anxiously waiting for! Thanks for the review guys!! They are great!! And the person who said they were gonna take Allie away from me – NO! I need my Allie!!! Haha so I hope this fills your kradam needs!! More will be coming! I'm not doing anything this weekend so there will probably be a lot of updates!!
Kris stood in the elevator facing the back wall hoping that somehow the elevator would break down and he wouldn't have to go on this trip with Adam. Why had he said yes? He could have just said no and not had to worry about all this! What was he supposed to say to Adam? He couldn't even explain what happened to himself! Kris heard a musical beep and the elevator slowed to a halt. Kris nervously ran his hand through his hair and tried to breathe in deeply. Kris shut his eyes tightly for a second, then opened them and stepped into the bright lobby. Kris looked around and saw Adam and Allison talking quietly in a corner of the lobby. Breathing in deeply again, Kris walked over to them.
"Hey guys" Kris mumbled, looking at the ground. The minute Kris said that, Allison and Adam spun around and flushed slightly, giving Kris the feeling that they had been talking about him. Adam opened his mouth to say something, but quickly shut it.
"Hey Krissy!" Allison said happily after seeing Adam wasn't going to make the first attempt at speech. Kris rolled his eyes at the nickname.
"Hey Allie" he mumbled again. Allison looked back and forth from Adam and Kris. She rolled her eyes and hissed,
"I'm not going to yell at you guys for being immature babies in a public lobby because there are paparazzi everywhere, but once we get in the car you just wait." Allison proceeded to grab both Kris and Adam's wrists and drag them to the door. There they stepped into the sunlight and made there way into the white limo waiting for them.
"I like black limos more" Adam grumbled.
"OUCH!" Kris cried as he hit his head on the door of the limo while getting in. Kris looked over and saw Allie and Adam both bright pink, clutching their hands against their mouths trying not to laugh.
"Fine," Kris mumbled, turning red, "Laugh, I don't care. At least that will get some emotion out of Adam" Allison and Adam immediately stopped laughing.
"What does that mean?" Adam asked coldly. Allison shushed both of them, and then closed the divider between them and the driver.
"Guys, cool it for a second! Walls have ears!" Adam and Kris both grunted in reply and turned as far away from as each other as they could. After about a minute of awkward silence, Adam, whose curiosity had gotten the best of him, glanced around and whispered, "What do you mean I finally got some emotion out of Adam"? Kris rolled his eyes looking annoyed at Adam.
"I mean last night I kissed you! I freaking kissed you and you just stood still and left!" Kris hissed. Surprise, annoyance and guilt all flickered through Adam's shining blue eyes.
"WH-what?" Adam stuttered, losing all attempt at being quiet, "Kris I couldn't show emotion you dumbass!" Kris' flashed with confusion and defiance.
"What? What do you mean you couldn't show emotion?"
"Kris, you are married! You have a life, you have everything! I wasn't going to ruin your life because of one dumb kiss that didn't mean anything!" Adam yelled, getting a frantic shushing from Allie.
"Who says it didn't mean anything?" Kris said maliciously, "I meant something!" Adam snorted, "Yeah right! Kris you are straight!" Kris suddenly felt the need to prove Adam wrong.
"I am not!" Kris replied defiantly, "I don't believe in sexual preference. I believe you fall in love with the perfect person no matter what their gender is. Anyway Adam, why does it matter that I kissed you? If you think it meant nothing and it was dumb why did you have to leave last night? Why couldn't we have just ignored it and put it behind us?" Kris saw Adam grow stiff and look nervous. Out of the corner of his eye Kris saw Allie grab Adam's hand and give it a squeeze.
"You need to tell him," Kris heard Allie whisper. Adam sighed and turned to Kris looking more nervous then Kris had ever seen him.
"Because Kris. I am in love with you. That's right. I'm in freaking love with you! That dumb crush thing was just a cover! Kris you are everything I want in a man, a lifelong partner. You're it! When you kissed me something went off inside my head. It was perfect. It took every ounce of willpower I had to push you off. You can't do stuff like that Kris! I'm not the person who you can use to try and discover you sexual preference! I have feelings, feelings for you." Adam let out breathe, tears streaking his face. Kris just sat in his seat, dumbstruck. He had no idea how to reply to that.
"Wow," Kris said stupidly. Adam had just poured his heart out and Kris could only say wow.
"WH-what about Drake?" Kris whispered, sounding stupid again. Adam snorted
"Drake? Drake's nice. Yeah he is hot and a great guy, but he's not you! If you weren't in the picture, maybe I would be into Drake! Currently, Drake is just in the picture to push you out! He knows that and I'm surprised you don't! Kris have you noticed I never talk about him, and I never go anywhere with him unless I know the paparazzi are going to be there? Kris, no guy is going to matter to me anymore besides you!" Adam said, now on the verge of sobbing. Allie leaned over and cradled Adam in her arms.
"Adam, Kris" Allie whispered still holding Adam; "We are going to be there in about 10 minutes" Kris just sat in his seats, feeling like he was on the verge of tears. Why had he kissed Adam? Why did he always screw up his life? He looked over at his best friend sobbing into Allison's shoulder and felt his heart tear in two pieces. Adam had been wrong. Kris wasn't using him to find out his sexual preference. As Kris had told Adam, he didn't believe in sexual preference. He just believed in finding the perfect person. He thought he had found that person in Katy. But had he really? Ever since Adam came into his life, things had been tough between him and Katy. He only saw Katy once a week usually, and that one day was usually spent fighting. Katy was always pressuring Kris to see her more and make more time for her. She didn't understand what it was like to be on tour, working on an album and dealing with media at the same time. Adam did. Was it possible to have to people perfect for you? Kris realized for his life, he needed to pick one. Before Kris could really think about that, Allie said in a hushed tone,
"Guys, we are here. Let's go. Try and act normal!" Kris glanced quickly at Adam. How could someone who had just been sobbing look so damn good! You couldn't tell he had been crying at all! The only different thing was he had less eyeliner, which had come off in the tear fest. Kris sighed, ran his hand through his hair, and walked into the Lambert's house.
