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It was early morning and most everyone was downstairs. All but Nessie who was sleeping and me. I was in the bathroom yet again. For the past two weeks it seemed like I was always in here getting sick. I had talked everyone else in to thinking I was just had the flu.

I on the other hand knew I wasn't sick. As much as I wanted it to be the flu I perfectly well knew what was going on. There was this thought in the back of my head that I hated but yet loved the sound of it.

My heart and my head were like having an argument. My heart was welcoming to the thought but my head wanted it to go away.

My head said I was to young and wasn't ready.

My heart on the other hand told me no one was ever ready.

I jumped a little when my cell phone went off. It was time to see if the thought was right. I stood up and walked over to the toilet. The pregany test I had just taken moments ago laid upside down on the back the toilet. I took a deep breath and picked it up.

I took one more breath then looked at the test.

I gasped.

Positive.

I was going to have a baby. Oh. My. God. A baby. I was pregnant, with a real life baby. Would he/she be half-vampire half-human like Nessie? Would she/he be all vampire? My head was spinning. How would I tell Jeremy? I felt like crying when I realized I had to tell him. I remember one time we almost broke up because we had such a big fight about having kids. I wanted them but he didn't. Great, just great! I thought throwing my hands up in the air.

"Having problems?" Adrian asked popping up out of no where. I sighed. He was the last person I wanted to talk to right now.

"Yes. Big ones." I answered.

Adrian sat down in the floor and leaned against the sink cabinets then he patted the seat next to him. I looked at him confused.

"Come on I want bite." Adrian said with a smile. I heisted but went to sit next to him.

"So...what's the problem?" He asked turning to face me.

Should I tell him? Can I trust him? I did dream about him killing Jeremy for a good bit of time. Well it wasn't like I could tell anyone else. Everyone thought Adrian wasn't real and they couldn't read his mind. It wasn't like he was going to tell any one anyways. What the heck.

"I'm pregnant." I blurted before I could stop the words.

Adrian's eyes grow big but quickly went back to normal as he tried to hide his shock and surprise. "Your only, what 16. And your going to raise a baby with a bunch of blood drinkers. Are you sure that's the smartest thing to do?" He had a point there.

"Well the baby has a vampire father so of course it's going to have some vampire in them. The Cullen's wouldn't do anything to hurt the baby anyway." I told him sounding more sure then I felt about what I was saying. "Alright it's your choose. So, when you telling Jeremy the good news?"

I dropped my head, looked at the floor and played with my hair. "I don't know. Jeremy...doesn't want kids. I don't think becoming a vampire changed his mind about that."

"You have to tell him. I mean you'll be showing soon, right?" I sighed.

Man why did he have to be right so much all of a sudden.

We sat there on the floor in silence lost in our own thoughts for a few minutes before I stood up. I walked over to the full length mirror that hung on the back of the bathroom door. I turned sideways and lifted up my shirt just enough for my belly to show. Either my eyes were playing tricks on me or I was alright showing.That just made things even more wonderful. I tried to remember what Bella had told me from when she was pregnant with Nessie. It only took about a month instead of nine like human pregnancy's. I kept thinking of the part were Bella almost died and Edward changed her to keep her somewhat alive. Would that be how I was changed? Would the Volutri change me before the baby could be born? Oh no, the Volutri. I had completely forgotten! Wait, it's been a month and two weeks. There two weeks late. That's strange. Oh well they don't have to change me. I don't want to be a vampire all that much anyway. I just want Jeremy to be happy. Tears filled my eyes when I realized becoming a father wouldn't make him happy. It would worry and upset him. Maybe I should leave. Have the baby find someone who will take him/her then pray Jeremy will take me back.

"Melissa?" Adrian said touching my shoulder. I turned to him as the tears spilled over. "Whats the matter?"

Adrian shocked the heck out of me when he wrapped his arms around me and pulled me up against his chest. He was warm and surprisingly I felt a little better when I was in his arms. Never expected that.

"I just want Jeremy to be happy but the baby wouldn't do that. Jeremy doesn't want to be a father." I cried in to his shoulder. Then for some reason I told him about my stupid idea of leaving.

Adrian listened and nodded in agreement. "That's a great plan. If all you want is for Jeremy to be happy, then the best thing to do is not tell him about the baby. You know what we can go together. I can help you find a place to go. And find you someone to take good care of the baby." I liked the sound of that but was it really the right thing to do? It was the best thing to do at the moment so that's what I'm doing.

I'm going to leave Jeremy. I hated the sound of that but knew it was the only way to keep him happy.


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