A.N: I'M WRITING IN ALL CAPS CAUSE IT'S FUN!! REVIEW PLEASE AND SORRY FOR MY ODDNESS-I'M JUST TIRED. BLAME MELISSA! :d

DPOV (David's point of view)

Our family was falling apart. Karen had lost, Jillian was right behind her, Dad was...well Dad. It's like Mom was the only thing holding us together. She was the only thing that was keeping us sane. Now without her...what were we to do?

"You are to go on with life." Edward said answering my unspoken question.

"What?" I asked.

"Your lives just can't stop because Melissa has died. I know she meant a lot to you but you have to move on. You have to life your life. Melissa wouldn't want your life to stop because hers did, would she?"

"Of course not."

Edward smiled. "So live life."

I thought Edward's words throw. He was right. My life couldn't stop because Mom's did. We all had to pick our life's up and go on. It's what Mom would have wanted.

"Live life? That's it?" Dad spoke from Mom's side. "You make it sound like something simple."

"Of course it's not. But you have too." Edward said gently.

"I don't have to do anything!" Dad yelled though his teeth.

"You made a promise to Melissa---"

"What I promised his nothing to do with you!"

"But it has everything to do with me." Karen said quietly walking in the Cullen house with Seth behind her. "Jillian and David too."

"Karen please...not now."

"Not now?" Jillian questioned. "But you and Edward were just talking. Can't you talk to your own children?"

Dad didn't answer.

JPOV (Jeremy's point of view)

This couldn't be happening. I wouldn't except that idea of Melissa being dead. I just wouldn't. If my children, our children, wanted to then they can. But I refuse to think of My Melissa as anything other than alive. Alive and well. Another thing I refused to do was talk about Melissa with my kids. If they were going to think she was dead then they could. I just wouldn't talk to them about her death. Or lack there was of her death. To me Melissa was still alive. She was...just sleeping right now. Just sleeping.

"She's not sleeping!" Karen screamed at me. But I ignored her.

JPOV (Jillian's point of view)

He was just going to ignore us now? Karen said Dad wasn't going to believe Mom was dead. But he had too! We all had too. We all just had to stop thinking of Mom as alive. She was dead and there was nothing we could do about it.

Nothing. Do you hear me, Dad? Nothing is bring her back!! I made sure to scream the words as loud as I could. No way he could ignore that.

"Stop it Jillian." Dad warned.

Just like I thought, he couldn't ignore it.

No! I won't stop! I'm going to make you listen to me!

"You can't make me do anything."

Your not ignoring me are you? See! In my mind, I have control over what you hear and what you don't!

"Jillian..." Edward warned. I paid him no attention.

Mom is dead! Dead! Dead!

I began to chant that over and over in my head. I chanted louder and louder.

"Jillian stop it!" Karen order, flinching. Guess my words were hurting her as well as Dad. Oh well.

Mom is dead! Dead! Dead! Dead!

"Jillian that's enough!" Edward shouted. Whoa...Edward Cullen, Mr. Calm just shouted... Wait who does he think he is? He's not my father! My father is ignoring his children. Way to show love, Dad.

I looked over at my father and my heart sank. He looked like he wanted to burst in to tears. But he couldn't. Had I made him feel that way? I suddenly felt my eyes fill with tears. I glanced at Edward before I walked out of the house. How could I be so heartless?

"Jillian?" Zander. His voice so kind. "Are you alright?"

"My mother just died and your asking if I'm alright?" I answered his question with a question as I took a seat on the Cullen's top porch step.

Zander sat down next to me. "I suppose it was a stupid question, I'm sorry."

"Don't be."

Zander was quite for minute then he laughed. I shot him a glare and he stopped. How could he be laughing at a time like this? "Sorry."

My glare turned in to a stare. He was so...beautiful. Flawless. Zander felt my stare and looked at me. He was wearing that perfect smile of his.

"What?"

I blushed and shook my head. "Nothing."

Zander sat down next to me. I still followed him with my eyes. Noticing this, his smile grow. "Jillian, what is it?"

I moved my eyes from his body to his eyes. His blood colored eyes. It pained me to see his eyes his color. It was just a reminder he killed humans. Innocent humans.

Zander seemed to be able to read my mind. He looked away. Moving his gaze from me to the ground.

"I'm sorry Zander. I'll stop looking." I reached over and place a hand on his cheek.

Zander raised his head slowly and surprisingly looked in to my eyes. Not keeping true to what I had just told him, I looked in to his as well. I seemed to get lost in them this time. Nothing else around me matter or was even there. It was just me and Zander. Like we were the last two people on earth. I gasped when his cold lips were suddenly on mine. Zander jerked back instantly. Thinking I didn't like what he had done.

"I'm sorry Jillian! It was just...I don't know. I--" I was kissing him before he could finish.

A warm feeling ran throw me as we kissed. Despite the fact that he was freezing cold. I closed my eyes and deepened the kiss. I wrapped on arms around Zander's neck and moved as close to his as I could. Zander rested his arms around my waist, his hands together placed on my lower back.

With all the other world forgotten I forgot about Mom. Well at least tried to. I couldn't help but see her smiling face in my head. Her brown hair was pulled up in a messy bun and she was sweating. She had on a pair of cut off jeans and a tank top. Remind me of the way Leah dressed actually. Mom was talking to Bella about something when she froze and listened. There was a faint howling. Mom quickly said goodbye to Bella then ran in to the woods. The next time I saw she was in her wolf form! Running towards were the howling had come from.

Suddenly I wasn't seeing Mom any more. I was back with Zander. We were still kissing but it wasn't as great as before. I broke the kiss and stood up so quick I almost fell off the steps. But Zander caught me.

"Whoa Jillian, what was that all about?" He asked concerned and confused.

"I saw Mom...in her wolf form. I thought it was a memory of her but I've never seen what I saw until now." I explained kinda dazed.

"A vision?" Zander offered.

"Of course!" I cried before running in to the house.

A.N: I'M SO TIRED RIGHT NOW IT'S NOT EVEN FUNNY!! SO REVIEW!!