Today Sasuke and Sakura were going to train.
Whatever…really I hope Sakura beats some sense into him.
Quite honestly I got over Sasuke a while ago but I kept on pretending to bother Suigetsu. It really gets him. I'm I have no clue why but t does so why not? It's not like I love him or something….it's just amusing…
At least that's what I've been trying to convince myself of. A while ago instead of dreaming of Sasuke or fantasizing about him I found myself thinking of Suigetsu. I mean he is good looking but he's always being an ass and its super annoying. What gets me the most though is that when I look at him my stomach does flips or it gets all weird like butterflies are inside it. When he gets within inches of me all I can think of is kissing him and that's seriously wrong. I hate him for all of the feelings. He teases me and I hate it. He doesn't even know he's doing it for god's sake! Grrrrrr! I want to kill him for it!
Ugh. See there it is again. I'm thinking of him instead of getting my breakfast. It's so frustrating that half the time I wanna rip out all of my hair!
"Hey, don't kill yourself thinking" the person I least want to see is officially here.
"Just fuck off will you" I could have sworn I saw concern flash across his face.
Great. Now I'm hallucinating. Perfect. Just peachy!
Oh look Sasuke is leaving already…Wait, wasn't their meeting later on?
"Hey Sasuke, Wasn't your sparing session with Sakura later on?"
"Hn" Whatever it's not like I care…I got my issues right now to deal with. What was I expecting anyway? A real response…pshhhh yeah right, that would mean he would actually care what I was talking about, which I found out the hard way, was defiantly not the case.
"Your cereal is gonna get soggy if you don't eat it soon." Grrrrrr. He speaks.
"Shut your face moron! I'm not in the mood right now!"
"I never said I wanted that but hey, if you wanted that you could have said something"
"Ugh! You pervert! Just fuck off!" Damn it if only I hadn't blushed! Maybe he didn't notice it….I hope he didn't. That would be bad. Very bad.
I just hope he's not curious today.
Last time he was curious I had to beat the shit out of him. Going through a girls stuff is not ok.
Now that I'm alone I can have some thinking time. This is the first time I actually tell myself to think. God I'm going crazy! Ugh. And it's all that bastards fault! Grrrrrr. I waste way too much energy on him.
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Suigetsu's POV
Damn. I think I might have actually hurt her. Why could have I just gotten my breakfast and left? Oh right I wanted to have Karin's attention. Why didn't I just say "Good Morning" or "Hey"? Whatever I'll just go up and see what's wrong when I'm done.
Once I was done with my breakfast I started to go up the stairs. What the hell am I gonna tell her though? "Hey I was worried about you so I came up here to find out what's wrong?" Yeah right. Like that's gonna work. If I told her that I care about her I'm going to get teased for the rest of my life. Like she'll ever love me back, there's not even a point in trying. But anyway back to the point, what am I going to tell her? So with this question I walked to her room.
When I got to her room I found her sleeping. She looks so peaceful and relaxed.
She looks way better like this.
Dude! Get out of my head!
I'm you so I can't…sorry to disappoint.
Whatever just shut up will you?
For now…
"Hmmm…Suigetsu" What! Did she wake up? No, she just moved. Hmmmm. She sleep talks.
Smirk. Maybe I could learn -
Damn she looks hot like that!
God Damn It! I thought I told you to shut up!
You did. And I did too but you never said for how long.
Ugh! Can't I just enjoy this?
Whatever. Ill shut up just for you lover boy.
I'm not a – Ugh. Just shut up.
"I love you" Wait. WHAT! D-Did she just say she l-loved m-me?!
No idiot she said "I love you" You don't know who she was talking to.
Oh come ON! Why the hell did you just ruin my moment!?
Because I don't want us to be humiliated because of what you think.
Fine. I'll ask her who she loves
And how do you plan on doing that genius? She is asleep and you don't have the guts to do it when she's conscious.
I heard that is you ask someone something while they are asleep they will answer truthfully.
Fine whatever. Fire away Capitan.
"Who do you love?" Wow my voice is shaky. I sound terrible. God I shouldn't be this nervous. She probably won't even respond
"I love Suigetsu" Scratch that. She responded. And damn, am I liking her answer. My heart even responded, it's going 100 miles per hour. Man am I a whipped puppy. I've been hanging around Naruto, Kiba, and Shikamaru way too much. Then again they like being like that.
"Suigetsu, What are you doing here?" Damn. She woke up.
"U-Um. You see the funny story about that is that…ummm… you were screaming and I came up here if there was any trouble"
Wow. What a convincing lie.
Shut. Up.
"And why would you care?" Damn.
"Because you screamed my name" Nice one. Ha! A blush has gotta mean something.
"W-What did I s-say?" She really shouldn't be so worried. I feel the same. I thought she already knew that. I guess not.
"Nothing that you have to worry about in my opinion." While I said this I was getting closer to her as to prove my point.
"U-Ummm…Suigetsu?"
Karin's P.O.V.
Breath. In and out. Concentrate.
Damn it! You told him you loved him you moron!
Technically we both did so stop bitching so that I can fix this.
But you don't want this fixed. You're liking it and you know it.
He's probably just teasing me like always.
Great now I'm starting to cry. Grrrrrr. I told him I loved him and he's toying with me. Great.
"Karin. What's wrong?" By now he was inches away from my face. And I could clearly see his sexy features.
"Could you just stop toying with me and tell me that you don't feel the same so that I can cry in peace!" Great now I'm sobbing and I can't stop. Great. Just great.
"Karin" I look away.
"Karin look at me." I still don't wanna look. I don't want him to know how much it hurts. I love him. I really do and being rejected twice is not something I want to deal with.
"Karin, Please look at me." He said it so softly I almost looked at him.
He sighed, grabbed my chin and gently forced me to look at him. I really have no clue as to how he did it but he did. Now for the rejection.
"Karin, I love you. I've loved you for months now."
Wait – What!?
And he was kissing me. The kiss was gentle but demanding. At first I was shocked still. Thank god that didn't last long because what came next was the best thing that has ever happened to me. This was bliss. The way our lips were moving against each other was heaven. He tasted like sweet water and mint. It was amazing. I have no idea how but it's Suigetsu with him you gotta expect the unexpected. I wanted it to last forever but my lungs were craving for a little something called oxygen so we pulled away.
My heart rate was at its all time high. I could bet you that my cheeks were red and that my lips were somewhat bruised like his. His hair was all messed up and his eyes were all intense. He looks really sexy. I totally wanted to jump him and kiss him again. So that's exactly what I did.
When my mouth touched his it was his turn to feel shocked. When he responded I stuck my tongue inside his mouth. I slowly explored his mouth. When I grazed his teeth a wave of pleasure rocked my body. I'm guessing that he felt it too because right after that he got more into the kiss - if that's even possible. Then he decided it was his turn to explore. When he did it felt like heaven. He was so thorough and delicate I moaned. It was weird. I'd never done that before but apparently he liked it (the smirk hinted that). Again we had to pull away. When I tried to detangle myself from him he only tightened his grip. He obviously wasn't letting go anytime soon, so I just snuggled up against him.
Just sitting – well snuggling – with each other felt so right. Being with Suigetsu made me see why it never worked with anyone else. I never thought I'd actually say this but I think I could grow old with him and have kids.
Now I know that there really is a boy with a glue gun for every girl with a broken heart, and I'm glad I found mine.
A/N: Quite honestly I liked how it ended. I'm currently working on a story for NaruHina to honor spottedstar2's wishes. I hope you all like this story and its end.
*puppy dog eyes*Please review *puppy dog eyes*. I'd love to know what you thought about the story.
- bAbY Dr3a
