A/N: okay so here is the long awaited chapter 7 or 8 however you want to look at it lol. Without further ado: Chapter 7

Previously on BulletPROOF:

Two days later Bella woke.

Bella's POV

Everything is dark.

But I'm not in pain

What's happening to me?

I mean I'm a little uncomfortable, but its not unbearable.

Where am I?

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I have no idea where I am.

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Its so dark

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There is this red hot searing pain, rising in my chest.

This isn't like the pain before, this isn't just uncomfortable, this is unbearable.

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Ahh, its getting worse, I cant move my fingers or my toes, or any of my limbs.

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There is a throbbing in my head, a banging. It feels as if there was a locked door up and the pain is the person trying to bang through.

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A throbbing, a banging, I cant even her my self think.

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The pain was bewildering, that was it, bewildering, I couldn't make sense of what was happening.

My mind and body were trying to reject the pain and I was sucked in and out of the blackness that cut out seconds, even whole minutes of the agony, making it that much harder to keep up with reality.

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I tried to separate reality from non-reality.

Non-reality was black and didn't hurt so much.

Reality was red and felt like I was being chizzled in half millimetre but millimetre, hit by a bus, punched by the WWE raw champ, trampled by a stampede, and submerged in acid, all at the same time.

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It wasn't getting any better, if anything it was getting worse, and I had finally figured out what was happening. I was changing.

Edward's POV.

24 hours earlier

Seeing her body flip and spin out in pain was something I had never seen before, it was as if she was fighting off the venom, internally.

It was like she was beating herself up, just so she wouldn't have to accept the horrible truth that she was, in fact, changing into a vampire.

It was as if she had finally come to her senses, and was wanting to run away. But it was too late.

Bella's POV

The banging and throbbing had momentarily stopped, but all too soon it was back with a vengeance, this time 10 time worse, there was a flame alight in my head, I could feel it, I knew Edward was sitting next to me, so why wasn't he doing anything about it, why wasn't he putting it out, he had to see it.

Or maybe he had finally come to his senses, maybe he was finally realising that I wasn't good enough for him. Maybe he was just sitting there watching my burn to death as I lay here and him having a good chuckle about it with Emmett and Jasper, maybe even Carlisle too. That had to be it, I was sitting here writhing in pain while they make a good joke of it.

I mentally scolded myself for being so stupid.

Edward's POV

Her facial expression told me that she was telling her self off, scolding herself for something though I didn't know what, I immediately thought that it was because she was doing this to herself, just so she could be with me.

I scolded MYself for that one when I heard her thoughts:

Why the hell am I doing this for him, he doesn't even want me, sitting there laughing with his brothers at how pathetic I am, why oh why am I so stupid.

What caught me off guard at first was hat she was thinking, scolding herself for believing that we as a family actually loved her, but then I realised that I had indeed heard he thoughts.

Never before had I heard her thoughts, they were always so cut off, not a speck of wavering in the shield. It was strange.

When I went back to try again, I couldn't.

So I tried again, this time I was sprung with a pain, a pain that was so intense and concentrated that I found myself on the ground holding my head.

The pain was so agonising, it trumped any pain that I ever felt during my own transformation. This pain was directed straight at my temples, a throbbing, a searing, a banging.

Bella's POV

All of a sudden, everything went clear and my eyes flew open, I sat up and looked around to see that Edward was on the floor screaming in agony and pain.

Carlisle flew in the door.

"EDWARD! Oh my gosh what's wrong?" Carlisle said rushing over to his adopted sons side

"I… she … Bella"