I have been on a role the last few days with updating and posting in this one. I am working hard and writing whenever I can. I have a new way of getting work out to you guys faster. I am so happy with how these one is turning out. Also shoutout to Noxy who is another great writer. She is a wonderful writer and person and I love her so much. Hope you enjoy the chapter and leave a comment as well.
Disclaimer: I don't own Supernatural as they belong to WB and I own Monica and Noxy owns Raz.
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Lucifer and Gabriel had been sitting around talking for a good couple of hours. Lucifer had looked over and noticed that Monica was still out and he was starting to get worried that he had missed something. Sam could see the edge in Lucifer and placed his hand on his shoulder as they all were sitting there talking.
"Hey she will be alright, just give her time. From what Gabriel has said before, sometimes it takes her hours to wake up after having her grace drained."
Lucifer nodded and looked back at Monica. There was also something else that was bugging him. He then slowly looked up at Gabriel as he sat there with Sam in his lap on the chair. Lucifer cleared his throat as Gabriel had his cup he was drinking from halfway up to his mouth. He raised his eyebrow at Lucifer.
"Gabe, I was just wondering if you ever had found her parents at all? I mean I know you have had her since she was a baby, but have you thought about who they could be? Or maybe they were killed in the war perhaps?"
Gabriel sighed and set his cup down. He shook his head and looked back at Monica. He reached out and stroked her cheek loving like a father would.
"I honestly don't know where to even begin. Balthazar had brought her to me when she was a baby and told me to protect her and keep her safe. He never gave me any kind of idea of who her parents are. To be honest, I think her mother gave her to Balthazar because she didn't want the father to find out. Those are just ideas that I have about what is going on. I have tried to look to see if I can find anyone missing a child or someone even someone thinking their child is dead. After a while, I just kind of gave up Why the sudden interest in who her parents are?"
Lucifer cleared his throat and sat back against the chair he was sitting on. Like he was going to tell his baby brother that he was fascinated with her and wanted to know her more. Even though he didn't realize it, but while he was thinking, his face was making more emotion than it has in a long time. Sam watched Lucifer as he knew the devil never gave off so much emotion like that before. Sam chuckled softly.
"I think someone has a small crush don't you think so Gabriel?"
Lucifer looked up at Sam as a blush had crept up on his cheeks. Lucifer was never known to show hardly any emotion and here he was showing so much emotion that he looked like a neon sign. With how bright his face was getting, he could pass as a neon sign as well. Lucifer tried to play it off when he was caught in the act. He cleared his throat.
"I was just wondering if you had found out is all. I mean I know like anybody, I figured that she would one day ask anyways about who her parents really were. I just wanted to know if you did find out anything. Besides, I am sure that Razael had taken a liking to her anyways. From what she told me about him, he was very protective over her."
Gabriel had been keeping his eye on Lucifer as well. Lucifer had started showing more and more interest in Monica for a while now. It was clear that his brother had feelings for her, so he had an idea and hopefully his plan to play matchmaker would work. He would have to test out the waters more. Gabriel then shook his head.
"Actually yes as a matter of fact that he has taken a liking to her, but more of a brotherly caring. He grew up with her and he sees her like his little sister, nothing more. Why the sudden interest in Monica so much anyways? Did Sam nail it on the head when he said that you had feelings for her?"
Gabriel knew that Monica was changing Lucifer for the better. He was starting to see his brother more and more that was there before the Fall. Monica had a way of worming her way into hearts, and it was clear that she could melt even the coldest hearts. He was so proud of Monica and who she had become.
Monica suddenly let out a groan as all three of them froze and Lucifer watched her carefully. Even Sam was impressed with how Lucifer was so focused on Monica. When she didn't wake up, they all visibly relaxed and Sam chuckled.
"You do care for her don't you? I can see the way you look at her and watch over her. You can tell us, In fact I think that it is sweet that you like her."
Lucifer stood up and shook his head. In fact he wasn't really bothered about the two of them really figuring it out. If anyone was to figure it out, he knew it would be the two of them.
"It doesn't matter on how I feel or not. I am the devil Sam, and nobody could ever love me. I was always meant to be alone and never to find love. So just because I do have feelings for her, she deserves better. She deserves to be happy."
Sam had been watching him as he shook his head.
"Just because you are the devil, doesn't mean that you can't be happy. Even the devil deserves to be happy too. I think you should give it a shot."
While they had been talking to each other, none of them had realized that Monica had cracked open her eye for just a moment. She had been listening in while they talked. After hearing what Lucifer had said about not being deserving of her and how he was never meant to be loved. That wasn't true as he deserved to be happy like everyone else. There was also another thing on her mind, was it true that he cared for her? Even though she was awake, she knew that she had to pretend to be asleep to find out more. They wouldn't talk while she was awake.
She had shifted slightly and Lucifer was the only one who didn't notice. He was too busy focused on everything else. Gabriel had been watching her out of the corner of his eyes and smiled as she could tell she was awake. He was sure that she was just as curious about wanting to know how Lucifer felt as much as they did. He would give her a little help in that area.
"Lucifer I am going to ask you again, do you have feelings for her? I am not going to say anything to her even if you like her or not. That is your feelings that you will need to tell Monica about, but I do want to know. I mean what if she has feelings for you too and you keep them from her? Don't you think she has a right to make a choice if she wants your or not?"
Lucifer closed his eyes and slowly opened them again. He knew what Gabriel was saying was right and if she did have feelings for him, then keeping his own would just make it harder on her. He knew that when an angel falls for one another, if the other one doesn't admit how they feel or the other doesn't know, its like when a mate dies. He then slowly opened them again and nodded at Gabriel.
"Yes Gabby I have fallen for her. she has such a kind and wonderful heart who wouldn't fall for her? I mean even the first time you brought her to my home, she was never feared me or anything. All she wanted to do was to see me laugh and smile. I haven't seen anyone want to see happy like that besides for you and Sam. Maybe the two of us were meant to be, or maybe we weren't, but your right I do have to say something."
Monica froze after hearing that. She could feel and hear her own heartbeat pick up speed after hearing that. He was falling for her and it was clear he was falling hard. She knew that she couldn't let him know that she heard him talking about it and she would have to not know anything about it. At least now if he did say something about it, she could say her own feelings about it.
Before Gabriel could say anything, Lucifer let out a sigh.
"Just because I am falling for her, I don't want her hated either because of me. Yes it is her choice, but she has so much going for her that she could do anything or have anyone she wants. Before you say anything about what I have just said, I do have a proposition for you. I have the demon ball coming up in a few months. I plan on asking her to come with me to the demon ball. If she does care for me and feel the same way and says yes that she will go, I will tell her. If not then I will just keep my feelings to myself. She must make this choice on her own though, I don' want either of you to help her make her choice for her."
Gabriel grinned and nodded. He knew just how to get the two of them together. He knew what the demon ball was and what it was for. He had gone with Lucifer before to one of the demon balls. They are for high demons to announce their mates and if the King of Hell had no mate, someone who does have a mate can steal the throne. He didn't inform Monica of any of this and hopefully she does care of the demon as much as Lucifer felt. He hoped that he could play matchmaker quickly. He also figured it was almost time for Monica to wake up from her pretend sleep.
