Chapter 16
A/N: I don't own twilight SM does.
JPOV:
Previously
"Jake the doctor wants to speak with you." Bella says bringing me from my thoughts of the past. I walk slowly towards that little room they take you in to give you privacy. I sit with Emmett and his parents. I watch as Carlisle walks in the room. He still has that fucking blank look. I swear they have a class in med school teaching doctors that very look. The silence is deafening and I feel like I'm going to snap. "Don't beat around the bush Doc. Just tell me how they are." I say with my head in my hands. I can't bear to see that blank look again. Carlisle lets out a small sigh and says…..
"Mother and child are just fine. Things were a little touch and go for a moment but they both are recovering beautifully. There was some damage done to her uterus so there might be a chance she won't be able to have any more children. We won't know for certain until the time comes if she wants to try for another baby. You can go and see them now Jacob." I jump up and pull Carlisle into a big bear hug. "Thank you." Is all I can say. He pats my back gently and I rush to her my Rose and our baby. I run into her room and my heart just about burst out my chest as I see her sleeping peacefully in her bed. I sit softly on her bed not wanting to disturb her. I drink in all of her not really believing that she is still with me. I brush a blonde curl from her face letting my finger trace her smooth cheek. She still takes my breath away.
I watch as her beautiful blue eyes flutter open. She lazily smiles at me. "I didn't leave you." She says and I let the tears I've been holding in out. She weakly cups my face in her tiny hand. "Shh…I'm here and I'm not going anywhere. You're stuck with me for a very long time." She says. I kiss her softly not wanting to ever let her go. "Marry me." I say wanting nothing more than to spend my life with her and our children. "Marry me and adopt Nessa. I want us to be a family. She needs you as much as I do." I say. I gently wipe the tears from her eyes and she simply says "Yes."I was about to kiss her when the nurse comes in bringing our baby in the room.
I look at Rose and she just smiles. "Go, introduce yourself to your son." She says. Son? I have a son. I look down at the sleeping bundle and can't believe how big he is. I didn't hold Nessa until she was bout five months old. I delicately pick him up and cradle him in my arms. I walk slowly back to Rose and I can't help but beam at both of them. "He's perfect." I say amazed by him. He's the perfect mix of Rose and me. His skin is a soft caramel color, a mix of my russet with Rose's smooth peaches and cream complexion. His hair is black like mine but I can already tell he will have Rose's almost violet eyes. He has her nose and my lips.
She reaches out for him and I place him softly in his arms. I could watch the two of them for the rest of my life and be content. I kiss Rose softly again when Nessa comes bounding into the room. "Daddy!!" She squeals and I scoop her up in my arms. I look at her and I can feel that all too familiar pain I get looking in her chocolate eyes. "Daddy ok?" She asks seeing the tears in my eyes. She's always been so perceptive for a three year old. "Yeah daddy's ok." I say and kiss her forehead. "You want to meet your brother?" I ask and her face immediately lights up. She's so much like her mother. "I have a brodder?" She says excitedly. "Yup." I say and bring her over to Rose. I didn't even notice that Emmett and Angela came in the room.
"He's so precious Rose." Angela coos cuddling him close to her. "I want one Em." She says looking at Emmett. "Really??" He asked looking like a deer caught in headlights. "Yes. I'm ready for one and I think you are too." She says and kisses him softly. He just smiles at her and I can see a new baby in the future. "So what's my nephew's name?" Emmett asks. "Yah daddy, what's her name?" Nessa asks. She's so cute when she mixes up words. "His name is William Caden Hale-Black." I say. Rose and I decided to name our son if we had one after my father.
Five days later Rose and Will were able to come home. Bella and Leah got the nursery ready while we were at the hospital. Nessa was so excited that she wore herself out before we got home. "It feels so good to be home." Rose says sitting on the sofa getting ready to feed Will again. I put Nessa in her bed for a nap. The boy is an eating machine. "Didn't you just feed him like forty five minutes ago?" I ask. "Yup and he's hungry again. He's a little piggy." She says giggling at our chubby bundle of joy. He was almost nine pounds when he was born he's already gained two pounds. I watch as she breast feeds him and it's a beautiful sight. She's never been lovelier than she is now. Motherhood has definitely agreed with my Rose. Not to mention her fuller breast are a nice bonus even if I have to share them.
The day passed quickly with chasing after Nessa and changing diapers. I wouldn't have it any other way. I make a quick dinner and we watch a Disney movie with Nessa and Will snuggled close with us. For the first time in a long time I feel whole. I know fate had its reason for taking Nessie from me. I might not understand it or ever get over it but I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now. Here with my Rose and our kids. Life couldn't get better than this.
A/N: Please Review. Sorry it's so short. Rose's POV up next.
I just want to thank everyone that has reviewed and read my stories. I really appreciate it. Thanks so much. I'll try to update quicker. Life has just gotten busy with my husband's return from a seven month deployment. Thanks so much again.
