* I don't own twilight *
I would like to say thanks to everyone that has supported me though this story, I know it is not as popular as some, but it is just as important... I hope.
I'm sorry it has taken so long, blame my massive mother ****** of a writers block, it held me back from updating any story fro like... a month.
Anyways you don't want to listen to me rant, I am here to continue along the journey that is BulletPROOF.
Thanks for everyone's support you guys have been great, on with the story...
BTW I downloaded that OpenOffice thing that you can get from the fanfic home page, and it is actually really good if you don't have Microsoft Word lol
on with the show...
Previously on BulletPROOF:
"aren't you thirsty Bella?" Edward inquired as I sat down on the couch on the other end to him.
"ahh no im not actually, though I hadn't really thought about it till now, is that normal?" I asked, I was getting a little worried about it, because from all the stories that I had been told was that newborns were out of control and were supposed to be thirsty all the time.
Was I some kind of mutant vampire?
"hey Edward? How long did it take me to wake up? Because it fell like a life time, not just three days." I had been told that the average transformation took around three days to be completed.
"ahh well Bella, it wasn't quite three days." he said with clear hesitation in his voice.
"well how long was it?" I asked getting a little annoyed at his stalling, it couldn't have been that bad, could it?
"you were out for about ten days." Edward said with his bowed, and even with my spunky new vampire hearing I struggled to hear him.
"TEN DAYS?!!" I said standing up, that was an awfully long time to be out, three pint three times longer than the average transformation time.
Oh Golly, I shudder to think of what I had missed.
Finding out that I had been asleep, or transforming, for ten days, I over reacted a little bit. It was all just because of my shock and uncalculating expectations. I was sure that if it had been four, maybe even five days I wouldn't have been as shocked as I was, though I couldn't get my head around it. Ten Days, ten days, ten days was a long time, and even a new born vampire with super control shouldn't be able to last that long.
Juts thinking about the thirst brought an unbearable burn through my throat and I screamed, it was not uncomfortable, it was killing me, or what felt like it. It was unbearable and intolerable, I clutched at my throat and collapsed to my knees, making a large bag as I hit the ground.
I wailed in the pain that was what I figured was thirst.
I was faintly aware of people standing around me, observing my actions, though too scared to act upon any heroics feeling that could have been used.
At that moment Alice decided to make her presence known to the family.
"what are you all doing just standing there, she is still our family, no matter how dumbfounded we are by her transformation specifics, she is not a lab rat, we have to help her!" Alice yelled. It was times like these that I loved Alice. She had a way of seeing past peoples flaws and helping them when they needed it.
"Alice is right, we have treated Bella like family for more than a year, she needs our help now whether we like it or not, god knows she deserves whatever we can offer her." Carlisle, he was often seen as the voice of reason among the family, he was always talking as though he were more of a guardian than a parent, though right now I was grateful for his leadership.
It was right at that moment, when everyone decided that they were going to be the family they claimed, that a sudden rush of fire and pain burst up through my body.
I screamed a blood curdling scream, that would have woken my father at the hospital, it was so loud, and earsplitting.
I could see everyone visibly cringe, through my not so great vision, as I struggled to keep my eyes open, through the pain and energy that it seemed to take out on my body.
I could feel something rising in my throat it felt like what would have been vomit, as a human, but I was a vampire now, that wasn't possible... was it?
I answered my own question moments later when I threw up a good 3 litres of blood, it made my body... fell better, only slightly, but as I thought I was staring to feel better, there it came again. More blood.
I was losing blood through my mouth, I was throwing up litres of blood every few seconds, it was not looking good.
I knew that I was not the only one struggling in this situation. I was throwing up human blood. There was literally litres of human blood spread out on the floor in front of them, I felt bad for putting them in such a position, but there was nothing I could do to stop it.
Carlisle was the voice of strength in this situation, he was able to control himself to the best degree, mainly because he was a doctor and has to deal with situations like this all day, though I think that he was slightly taken off guard by my predicament and is struggling only slightly.
He was the one that took control when it was needed most. When jasper had finally broken through Emmett hold, which didn't seem to be as strong as it usually was, due to his own discomfort. Carlisle was quick enough to sense his actions and jump to my rescue.
I was still writhing on the ground clutching at my throat. I was scared as to how this could possibly be happening and what they would do to stop it. I mean, there didn't seem to be mush that they could do, they were all struggling to keep their bloodlust under control, except Carlisle who was trying to hold jasper back.
I was frightened of how this would end, I was frightened of what was happening, and I was frightened of what would happen. And I was lost to ideas.
"Bella, you need to put up your shield" I heard someone calling me, though I couldn't make out what they were saying.
"Bella put up your shield now, I cant hold Jasper any longer." I suddenly knew what Carlisle was talking about, I put up the wall that I had discovered from before, at my awakening, hoping that it would protect me from Jasper.
I knew that he would only go for the blood that was already on the ground, but no one knew what he would do when he had had that, would he go for a vampire themselves, especially one that had just changed and still held a great deal of human blood in her body.
I used to think that it was not even a consideration, but now I wasn't so sure, and by the sounds of it, Carlisle had his doubts as well, hence the activation of my 'shield'.
I nodded my head when I thought that I had successfully activated my shield, and Carlisle let go of Jasper, as expected, he went straight for the blood on the floor, but that was quickly gone and I found myself in the dangerous predicament of watching him stalk towards me with his blood red eyes.
I could hear Alice in the background screaming. "No Jasper, please." and her dry sobs escaping from her lips as she watched her husband stalk her best friend as prey.
I was still in unbelievable pain, still clutching at my throat and throwing up blood.
Jasper was still stalking towards me with that hunters glare and stance, ready to strike.
But as it seemed, the now noticeable once absent Edward sprung across the room and took Jasper to the floor, Jasper struggling to get free and get to me more than fighting back.
Carlisle approached me with a hesitant stance, wanting to be ready to jump out of the way if I threw up.
I did twice, only missing him by millimetres.
He came to me and grabbed my head, tilting it back so that he could take a look in my mouth. He pulled out a little flashlight from his pocket and flashed it in my mouth, to take a look at my throat.
"her throat is bleeding, and so is what seems to be her inner stomach layer, from the way she is throwing up" he looked down at my arm that seemed to be bleeding from itself, "so is her arms, but from her pours, shes bleeding from the inside out."
"Carlisle, what does that mean," Edward yelled while still struggling to hold jasper, Emmett seemed to be coming around and was making his way over to help him.
"It means Edward that her body is rejecting blood." The room went silent apart from my whimpering, and everyone had frozen, taking in what was happening.
"well... what can we do?" Alice asked in a small voice, it was hard to see her like this, she was always so hypo and jumpy... and happy. It hurt to see her hurting.
"i don't know Alice, thats what I'm afraid of, I don't think there is anything that we can do." Carlisle said sadly, it was finally hitting me, that as a vampire, i might... die.
Alice broke out into dry sobs, and I thought that at any moment even Rosalie would too.
I didn't want to die. Thats why I had wanted to become a vampire in the first place, so that I could spend the rest of my life with Edward. And now I was going to leave him sooner than we had anticipated in the first place.
I was going to die, and I knew it would be soon, unless we found a fuel source for my body, and fast, because once I had no blood, I wasn't going to be able to survive.
Okay, so this chapter went nowhere near anything that I thought it would, it took a rough turn in a direction that I didn't expect at all. Though I like it like this. Review or PM me with ways that you think I could save Bella, or even what her food source can be. This story is in your hands now people, make it go where you want it too, Bella's life is in your hands...
jEss Xxx
