Okay guys a few things to note. Sorry I have not been updating. Life had been busy.

Also not going to make this a Jyrus fic. I like the friendship fic and apparently so do you, thank you and

Enjoy!

Jonah's POV:

In some way I regret finishing my coffee. I feel like I should be doing something rather than nothing. The sun starts to shine through over the horizon. Illuminating the dark sky to a royal blue. Soon all of the other colors fill the sky. It looks like a postcard. I look over at Cyrus who's happily watching the sunrise. I'm not going to say anything. I feel like that's asking for my own demise.

But I guess I am.

"Well It's starting, here's to another sleepless night" I comment.

He laughs.

"I usually get some sleep, if only for a couple hours. I just let thoughts get in the way of me sleeping."

"Well you already know my situation" I say feeling instant remorse.

"It's okay Jonah, I just want you to know that."

"I never had a panic attack until yesterday..."

"I have never had one so I can only have an idea based on what you and my parents have told me."

"Will they ever go away, or am I stuck with them forever?"

"You're not going to want the answer."

"Any answer is going to help me at this point."

"I don't know, it depends if your stressors go away, or if you learn how to cope with them. It's not that life is planning on getting easier. There are things like medication though."

"Like what medication? I'm really new to this, I didn't even know feelings could turn on you so strongly."

"Anti-depressants, I think there are other things too, I don't know a lot about it, sorry."

"Don't be Cyrus, I'm putting you in a really shitty position."

"If I didn't want you to I would've pushed you away by now."

"Please don't do that anytime soon."

"I don't plan to."

The sun is now illuminating the sky a soft pink; the edges of the sky are differing shades of blue. I look over at Cyrus. He's also looking at me.

"Jonah, mind if I tell you something you probably don't want to hear?" Cyrus asks.

"No, I just told you a bunch of stuff you didn't want to hear, so it's fair if you do it back."

"For the longest time I had a crush on you. I'm not going to deny it isn't there now. But when I saw you walk in the halls I bumped into my locked and made myself look like a complete idiot.

Because I was crushing on you I wanted to learn everything about you. So I went to your games, tried your hobbies, tried weird foods that in all honesty, would probably make my mom upset if I admitted that I ate them.

Not that any of that matters. I mean it does, but not for the point that I'm going to make here. If I hadn't gone through that I wouldn't have you as a friend. If it wasn't for all of the nights staying up replaying our interactions in my head trying to find issues with them. Or in general being an idiot. I wouldn't have you. Nor would I be who I am now. Experiences are needed. So I guess what I'm saying is that you'll have to work out your own problems, not that I won't be here, but rather everyone has them."

"Thanks. I'm cured."

"That's not what I mean."

"I know."

So hey guys this is a short chapter. But I had to update so here it is.

If you want me to continue let me know!

Thanks for Reading!-MA