sorry it took so long guys I got promoted to manager at work and its been crazy but I finally came home and had the perfect idea that I needed for this chapter, enjoy and let me know what you think.
After the fitting Ron and Kim had made their way out of the building, the distance between the two was unreal, Ron had his thoughts so deep inn his own head he hardly realized that she was staring at him. Kim was lost in how well he took her words after she shot him down, every word he's said has been yeah, ok, cool. She couldn't understand it, he had been trying and now he wasn't. Why? what was his deal? Kim sighed at her thoughts, this is what she wanted right? But why did she find herself second guessing each move she made. Maybe she should say something to him.
"So what are your plans?" She found herself asking him before she could stop herself. She completely word vomited, and mentally beat herself up thinking that she shouldn't have asked. Ron's brown eyes met hers, he seemed shocked as he raised an eyebrow at her.
"No plans yet, what's up Kim?" He asked with his arms folded over his chest. Kim looked at the ground now wondering what she could say. She ahd been so strong earlier today why couldn't she be now? What in the world was wrong with her? She had her plan set out for the wedding but for her time alone with him, she needed to think fast.
"I don't know what I was thinking really, honestly I just thought maybe you might want to hang out, but I guess for a second I forgot what happened, old habits die hard." She said with a shrug of her shoulders as she took a step back away from him. Ron had a very annoyed look on his face. Ha! score five points to possible, she thought with a small grin.
"You know I don't know what's worse, the fact that you've turned into a older version of High school Bonnie, or the fact that you can't move on." his words stung. she felt frozen in her head. How could he say such a thing. Kim couldn't hide her feelings on this one she grabbed her arm and stood like a stone. It felt like no one got it, no one understood the pain she had in her heart then again no one knew the real reason why she was so angry, what had hurt her so bad. She hadn't thought about it in years, but for some reason the thought came into her mind. She shook the thought away and looked up to see Ron's worried face only inches from hers.
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have went that far." He said his words so tenderly, and for a second, no a minute she thought that he was going to kiss her. He was so close and at that moment she had wished he would have. She needed to get ahold of her emotions.
"It's fine." She nearly whispered but her eyes locked on his and she felt something she hadn't in a while. She stepped away breaking the feeling of feeling wanted for just a moment and looked away.
"Why don't we go to dinner, stop play this who's tougher game and just be us for a night?" Kim glanced at him. Should she really give it a rest tonight? Could she even? Maybe, just maybe it wasn't a bad idea. with a sigh Kim had decided to drop her guard for one night.
"Alright. But were going to Bueno Nacho. I haven't eaten there in years." Kim said lightly. Ron smiled at her and nodded in agreement with a boo ya. She shook her head and the two got into his car and they drove there, On the way he had talked about his sister and about Rufus spending more time with her. she hadn't seen the naked more rat once and Ron explained that that was why. He was more happy with Rufus at home watching his baby sister rather than being with him, even though it got lonely at times. They had ended up at Bueno Nacho and ad literally spent hours talking about old missions and what the villains were up to. It was nice and at the end of the night Kim wished for a moment that it could always be like this, but it couldn't and she knew it. He drove her to her hotel and as they sat in silence kim thought of her and Shelia's plans, how they had planned to hurt him. Did she really want to go through with that? She had, but up till today. She was supposed to play it cool but for some reason today her emotions ruled her completely.
Ron on the other hand was enjoying his time but now being parked outside her hotel knew it was ending and that tomorrow she'd be back to ignoring him. He had to do something to change her mind, to win her back. He just had too. Ron hadn't felt so complete in years, and for some reason with her he felt whole, and knowing that tomorrow it would end broke his heart. He missed this woman like crazy, and wished so badly that they could be together again.
"Kim" Ron's voice was low and she looked at him as he inched closer. She waited then looked at his chocolate eyes as the seemed to inch closer.
"Yes?" She asked barely on a whisper. His face inched closer. and both of their hearts were pounding in their chest both wanting each other as badly as the other, but not in a sexual way, oh no far from that. they needed to feel close to each other and the small distance between them was killing Ron. With half lidded eyes he brushed his lips across hers, or he tried to. He felt her lips for a small second before she was long gone and he heard his car door shut and saw her rushing into the hotel. Ron sighed. He was so close.
