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Ron drove home and thought about everything that just happened. So many games were being played and it was so clear that their was a crazy on with Kim. They had such a perfect moment even a better night like things were back to the way they once were, but then suddenly something that felt so right, and it was gone within a bat of an eye. He always wanted Kim, and for a moment he thought she wanted him back. Maybe something was still there. Why did things have to be so hard, he had found a woman that he had great sex with but for some reason Kim had taken over his mind. He felt bad for Kat even though the only had sex. Maybe he should end things.. then again maybe he should tell Kim to stop playing with his heart. After all she was clearly either confused or out to play games against his heart. With a sigh Ron entered his home, regardless something had to be done.
Kim jumped in the shower instantly washing away her embarrassment and attempting to wash away all the confusion that was stuck in her head. How could she almost let him kiss her? She was trying to get him to fall for Kat not her. She was her old self tonight, that needed to not happen again. She couldn't be that girl again. She exited the shower and put a robe on and suddenly she heard a knock at the door. Kim raised an eyebrow and crossed the room. She slowly opened the door and found her mother standing with a bottle of wine and some Italian take out.
"Hey Kimmy, Your dad's working late tonight so I thought we could have a girls night, considering I've barely seen you." Her mother said with a bright smile. Kim matched her mothers smile and stepped aside to let her in. Her mother always had the perfect timing. Anne Possible stepped into the room and began setting everything up on the little table in the room.
"Sorry that I've been so busy mom. Being Maid of Honor is a lot of work." Kim said lightly as she sat at the table. Her mother sat at the other side and began to pour some wine into two glasses.
"That it is Kim. So what's been going on? You hung out with Ron today right? Are you two finally over your break up?" Her mothers questions made her bite her lip. Someone must have seen them together.
"No. just one day without the hating. I really don't think I could ever forgive him." She said honestly as she stared at her food.
"Well eventually, you'll need to, but you already know that." With her words Kim took a sip of her wine. Her head racing at the idea of her ever forgiving Ron. She couldn't do it, but if she could, would she? A question she knew the answer too, regardless of how she felt about answering.
"Mom, have you ever been cheated on?" She asked quietly. Kim's mom smiled warmly at her daughter.
"Once, I thought I had been, it turned out to be a mistake though, and I am very glad I forgave him really. So things aren't always as they seem Kimmy." Kim played with her food a little, as her mother's words floated around her head.
"My friend, Kat, she's doing something she might regret, at first she thought it was a great idea, but now... She might regret it. Simply because its wrong." Kim said as she finally took a bite of her food. Maybe her mother could help her figure things out she always had before.
"Well, if she's gonna regret it maybe she should stop it. Think maybe whatever Kat has done is really wroth it? There are so many things in life to focus on, why should she focus on revenge, assuming this is about her getting cheated on. But if that's the case, maybe she isn't the one who's over it? Perhaps she's still in love with the man who broke her heart." Kim looked down at her wine and hoped that her mother was wrong. She didn't want to still be in love with him. Didn't want him to even have the opportunity to hurt her again. Her heart didn't need to break again.
"I guess, but should she really take the risk of letting him hurt her by forgiving him?" Kim said taking another sip of her wine. Her mother smiled at her.
"I think we both know that even though it's scary Kat can't move on until she forgives and if it's meant to be then she wont be able to control the love that she still holds for him." And with that her mother finished her food, while Kim's thoughts went crazy. Maybe her mother was right, maybe she should forgive him... she wasn't ready too, but maybe someday. The two ate in mostly silence after those last words. They had a few more conversations about the Tweens, and the wedding, but Kim's mind stayed on Ron. Her mind was made up she had to change things. When her mother finally left Kim called Ron with her alter ego set in her mind. She was going to try and forgive him, and say sorry for dodging his kiss. She took a deep breath as the phone rang.
"Hello?" Ron's voiced echoed through her brain. She wanted to change things but in that instant, just hearing his voice, Kat wanted to come out and play instead.
"Hey baby, miss me yet?" She said not only as Kat but some part of her wanting to know just how much he really did miss her. How much did he really care for her? Or was it always just a pity game?
