As soon as they entered the room. Kim got herself ready for a fight. She knew that it would end up a fight weather she wanted it or not. She just had to remind herself not to get too carried away.
"Kim you look pale do you want some water?" Bonnie said as she entered. Kim really didnt understand why that woman was even there. None the less she put on an old fake smile she use to give Bonnie.
"Wow Bon, didn't know you actually cared about anyone besides yourself." Kim said with her arms crossed over her chest. Bonnie looked surprised but she didn't seem to get angery. Ron was another story.
"Seriously Kim? She's trying to be nice to you and you just lash out? What the hell's wrong with you?!" Ron shouted angerly. He was standing a foot away from her. She glated at him. She couldn't believe he had the nerve to say that to her.
"Ever think it was the fact that you took me from my job, throwing me over your shoulder like some wild caveman? Or how about the fact that you showed up in my city at all? I know your obsessed with me but you need to get the hell over it." She said with a hair flip turning her back to them. Rons anger started to burn.
"Right if Im so obsessed then why did you come back to Middleton and pretend to be someone Else and have sex with me every night that you were there. Did you do it cause of your pitty revenge or because you still can't get over me so you wanted the one thing you never had with me?! If anyone here is in the fucking wrong here it's you and your bullshit morals. All you ever did in highschool was be a hero and now that your nothing you like to fuck with peoples lives? Why Kim? Are you that insecure? Do you really think that all of that was ok? to mistreat my feelings..? To be you and someone that I saw potential in? To give me false hope? To have your friend who used to be your wrost enemy help you make your plot seem real? Or how about having your best friends wedding almost ruined because your so selfish? Was that enough for you kim? Are you done playing your game?!!" Ron yelled out to her. He let out all his anger and realizing what he had said outlound he regreted it instantly. as soon as he saw that Kim made no momovement to defend herself.
Bonnies eyebrows raised in the harharshness of his tone. She looked over at Kim who just seemed frozen. Never in all of her life had Bonnie seen Kim Possible frozen, silent, and clearly defeated. Kim did deserve alot of things but Bonnie had gotten a secound chance and a third, a fourth even... So Kim deserved a few too.
Kim on the other hand stayed frozen. His words echoing through her head. Her eyes burned from holding back tears. She would stay strong though, just like life has taught her.
"If thats all you have to say then why am I here? " As the words fell from Kim's lips, a twist and turn in her stomach made her run to the nearest room. She ran into the bathroom held her hair and puked. At this very moment she regreted not getting rid of this little monster growing inside of her.
Ron felt more regretfull when he saw her run out of the room. He didnt want this. He took a step foward feeling the need to fix this. he didn't even understand why he wanted to but he did.
"I'll talk to her Ron. Just go calm down I have to say some things to her that she needs to hear." Bonnie's words shook him back into the world. He took a step back and went to the couch and say down with his face in his hands. He heard the door close behind Bonnie and he sat there and thought to himself. He know he wasn't over Kim, but did he have to do all of this just to prove it?
Kim sat on the bathroom floor, wishing she didn't want to puke more. The bathroom door opened She didn't even realize that she closed it. Kim looked up to see Bonnie with a glass of water in hand.
"You ok?" Bonnie asked entering the bathroom. Kim glared at her.
"Does it look like Im ok?" Kim snapped. Bonnie rolled her eyes and handed her the water.
"Look I probably deserve that but you need to chill out on Ron. I get that you saw us that day but Even As much as I would have liked to do something like that to completely break you in highschool...I would never Ever touch Stoppable. You do realize that he and Tara dated? She was my only real friend so I would have never done that to her." Bonnie began sitting on the counter top of the sink. Kim rubbed her fingures along the rim of the glass. She was listen to what Bonnie was saying it did make a bunch of sense...Though a question still came to mind.
"Why did I find you like that then. And why are you telling me now?" Kim asked.
"Honestly I was so drunk that night but I do remember that Ron was already in the room asleep I guess I just decided I was safer in there than with any other guy so I got half undressed and went to sleep. We never had sex or anything. And honestly Kim would you have ever listened to me before now?" Bonnie's words flowed through Kim's head.
After all these years, she was in the wrong. She never gave him a chance or even Bonnie to explain... She just got so jealous she could never even think of what could be true. She knew Bonnie was ruthless, but Bonnie wouldn't lie if she had the chance to prove someone wrong she would do it without a thought. Bonnie was mean but always honest. And right now that is what bothered Kim the most. Just know how wrong she was, how she had let her demons take over her entire life, and wrose what she did to Ron. ... Kim felt so low, lower than the dirt. She couldn't believe she had gone to such lengths, and for nothing. She had pushed everyone out just because she was so blinded. She wanted to die so badly, knowing how badly she fucked up, knowing that everything Ron had said was true. She couldn't hold back her tears anymore and like waterfalls they began to just pour out. She became frantic rocking back and fourth saying "I'm sorry" over and over.
She never even realized that Ron was now in the Bathroom watching her. His heart was breaking at what he was seeing. The fearless friend he had known his whole life, was defeated completely broken down. All he could think was this was his fault and that he had to find some way to make her smile again. The wrost part was he had no idea how do that either. After a moment he decided to pick Kim up and lay her on the bed. He brushed her hair off her face and sat next her in silence not knowing what else he could do. Kim didn't seem to acknowlege that she had even been moved. She just laid there letting the tears fall from her face.
Kim cried herself to self with Ron holding her. She woke up 4 hours later to her phone ringing. She had always kept it hooked on her shoes. Kim sat up and answered.
"Kim! Are you ok???" Shelia yelled into the phone. Kim rubbed her eyes.
"yeah..." Kim said lightly she looked around and saw Ron sleeping. She got off the bed and started to walk towards the door as Shelia began to talk.
"Good. What happened? Where are you? Does he know?" Shelia said quickly. Kim walked out of the room and sat on the couch.
"I'm at some hotel. Long story short...we fought and good old Bonnie told me what really happened... I was wrong... Nothing happened that night
..." Kim said on a sigh. She felt like utter shit. As she should she and she knew it. Shelia stayed silent.
"I take it all back Ron really has no balls. I would have done it if I were a guy. So the question is where does that put you and the baby?" Shelia's question raised the awareness back to Kim of the baby. She's now a step backwards to the question on weather or not he should even know.
"I don't even know. Should I honestly even tell him? I screwed up his life so bad, Shelia, How do I even tell him- after everything that I'm having his baby? Or even god forbid, his twins?" Kim said outloud. She sighed and layed down on the couch.
" Well, how about you start with explaining what you just said?" Kim shot up at the words she heard and stared at doorway. She was shocked. Her little secret would was out.
so this was more depressing but I had a song stuck in my head well a few songs that made me think about how I would feel as both characters. so bam wrote that as quick as I could. my school has seven more weeks and hopefully Ill be able to be more on top of my stories. I have a few more chapters and i am glad your all enjoying this love all your reviews and thank you all for reading. seriously those reviews give me the motivation guys. thanks to my freind lucindar for helping me with this story too your awsome dude.
