A/N: okay so this is the chapter where life starts to fuck with Bella and….. Her friends. This chapter is dedicated to: Carlie's-Angel.
*I do not own twilight, I do own this crazy plot though.*
BPOV
10
For the last three hours I had been sitting on the ground in the parking lot of Fork High School, sobbing my eyes out.
Just thinking about the old times, like when mom would feel guilty for ignoring me while she had book club, she would try to take me to the park..
Flashback:
"mom, we don't have to go to the park if you don't want to, it is perfectly fine with me. I have plenty of books." I said to my mother.
She had been sitting on the couch with her friends for the past two hours talking about a book. I think it was called a book club.
When her friends left she had felt guilty.
"darling Bella, my dear, I wasn't to take you to the park, just think… you could hang out with kids your own age."
"okay mom, if it will make you happy."
I had always don't things for my mom. She had always said that I came out thirty, and got more middle-aged everyday.
Another was when she would forget where something was, she always did.
"Bella dear, have you seen my beautiful blue blouse? I need it for my date."
I sighed and grabbed the car keys.
"mom, its at the dry cleaners. You were supposed to pick it up Saturday."
Funny thing, it is now Thursday night.
"oh my gosh, what am I going to do, I don't have time to run down and get it, I don't have anything else to wear."
"im already on my way mom" I said shaking the keys in her face.
"oh bells, you really are a life saver."
"yeah sure," I said mumbling as I walked out the door.
I was finding it increasingly hard to think of happy times with my mother, I was too depressed, so instead I just sat there, crying, until I could cry no more.
JPOV
I did not consider my self Bella's best friend, not even remotely, but she was one of my better friends. I was not particularly close to her. But her pan was mine, as it goes with any friendship, no matter how strong the bond.
While she was laying there on the ground, I found myself hurting with her.
How awful it must have been to have heard of your mothers murder, through a letter from your own personal threatening stalker.
Alice and Rosalie sat on the ground with Bella, holding her and crying along with her. That is always something I had envied about women, and females in general. It was okay to cry your feeling out, and be hurt, cower in a corner.
For guys all we could do was suck it up, and if we were lucky enough we could take it out on a person's face or a wall.
Though girls would just sit there and cry, hold each other until they were done.
It was a beautiful thing and I greatly admire them for it, particularly the ones right in front of me. And Bella especially. She had gone through so much with this stalker and yet, held strong, she had to be the stronger of us all through that at the start.
She put us all to shame. Yet this creep felt that he had the nerve to go and ill her mother because he didn't get what he wanted.
It must pain to feel this way. I wouldn't know.
I had volunteered to go back to the house and get a few things that Bella may need, but to also tell Charlie and everyone else about the news.
It deeply saddened Esme and Carlisle, though they did not know Renee -no one did except Bella and her father- they were still pained to know that someone could hurt a person like Bella, like this.
The said that it would be best that Bella stay with them for a couple of days, to help her, she needed a mother in a time like this. Of course Charlie was welcome to stay as well.
I went and saw Charlie next, to tell him of Bella's sleeping arrangements. And of course the death of his ex wife.
He took it differently than to what I had expected.
He walked over to the couch and sat down, his head in his hands and started to sob.
I left him with a pat on his back and my condolences, I felt like a bastard just leaving him there like that, though I had things to do before Bella and everyone else got to Alice and Edwards place.
I pulled into the driveway of my house and walked in.
I told my parents of Bella and Emmett's horrible news.
They felt deeply saddened by what they heard. As Bella had equally spent time over here because of Rosalie.
I went upstairs and got two sleeping bags out.
Rosalie and I were going to stay at Esme and Carlisle's as well. To show our support for Bella.
As I was walking out the door, my parents called me back.
"jasper, honey, there is a letter for you here. It looks rather important, you may want to read it. Oh there is one for Rosalie too."
I turned back and went to grab the letters from my mother.
"thanks mom, thanks dad."
And I walked outside to Rosalie's M3 that I had used to come over.
I said in the drivers seat, examining the letter, it had the same kind of label as Bella's letter, though I had only gotten a glimpse. And it was probably a coincidence.
I tore open the letter. And started to read.
Mister Jasper Hale,
I fell the need to tell you something.
You see, as far as I am concerned, you are friends with my dear Bella, and in order for me to get what I want, I need you and your sister to stop talking to her.
Stop making any kind of connection with her.
Cut off all connection you have to her.
Make her feel unloved by you. Like you don't want to be her friend anymore, like she disgusts you.
Because if you don't, Im afraid that there could be another life at risk.
Im sure that you have herd of dear Renee's poor fortune by now. And I have to say that I …. don't regret it one bit, which should tell you that I wont have a problem with doing it again.
You are not to talk to anyone about this, except your sister, once she has gotten her letter of course, but please, for Bella's sake, stay away.
Or else
Bella's ONE TRUE love xxxx
PS please place Rosalie's letter in the glove compartment and not straight to her. She will find it in due time.
The letter in my hand was crumpling, as I thought of way that this monster had gotten to me
This was one of the most horrible things that he could have done to Bella. Take all her friends and family away from her -as I expect he is planning to do- in her time of need. When she needs us most, but risk Bella's safety? I think not.
Bella may never recover from what I am about to do, and soon enough Rosalie. She will learn to forgive, because if I was for sure of anything, the it was the fact that this man had resources.
The last thing I want is Bella getting hurt, and if cant prevent her emotions getting hurt then I would protect her physically, in anyway that I can. I am not have the strongest tie to her, but it is there. She is like a sister to me.
I only hoped this wouldn't last too long.
I placed Rosalie's letter in the glove compartment and walked back inside. Ignoring my parents questioning gazes.
Angela's POV
Now miss Webber, I understand that you are a good friend of miss Isabella swan.
If you value her life, you will avoid her at all costs, as if she has the plague. She is mine and she belongs with me. This is the only way to do it.
Stay away and you and she wont get hurt.
don't tell the police, because I will know.
don't tell anyone else except for Mr Jasper Hale, who has already been informed on the process.
I bid you a good day.
Bella's ONE TURE love xxx
I was quietly sobbing as I read the letter of what I was to do to one of my dear friends.
Bella was a great friend pf mine, and if anything would be hard, it would be this.
But of all the things I was ever certain of in my life, it was that I had to do what I could to help Bella, and if that meant avoiding her at all costs. Then so be it.
Though this may be one of the hardest things I may ever have to do.
It was the right thing to do. For Bella.
