It's been a while... Yeah, it's been a while. Oh, where do I begin? An apology is a great start, I imagine. I truly am sorry.
I should start with where everything went wrong: college. I went for a year and a half, despite it having put me in an awful mentality. Long story short, to keep myself alive, I dropped out. But I'm still enduring the depression that came from my college experience. I'm still recovering. In comparison to how I was before, however, I'm doing so much better.
Another reason I haven't updated in so long is because I have no wifi access. Plus, I haven't really progressed in the story, either. I have, however, made a little bit of progress into rewriting everything. I'm changing a lot of things, and probably a bit of the plot as I go along, this way it's not just me inserting an OC into rhe background, as essentially was before. I don't have much motivation/inspiration anymore, not since depression set in some four years ago now, but I'm trying.
Now, my question is, should I leave the original up and just start a new story to post it? Or should I just erase this version entirely? Personally, I think I want to keep it up in case someone has the desire/urge to reread it in the future, but I'm not quite certain yet.
As forth updating, I'm hoping to get a new, working laptop and wifi when I get my tax return, but it's still somewhat debatable on my plan of action, as I do have student loans to pay back. I'll hopefully be able to decide soon and post my intentions.
Honestly, I wasn't even aware people were still reading this story until I checked my E-mail earlier today for the first time in a long time and saw the notications. These notifications are the only reason I'm posting this now.
In short, I'm hoping to post the new story within the next few months, as long as motivation and inspiration remain kind to me. I will post an update here if and when I post the new story.
I thank you who have stuck around, those who have just come around, and those that will. I appreciate each and every one of you so, so much. I love you all dearly. Thank you so much, and I hope to see you again soon.
