As it was still early Will and I decided to walk around town, I was hoping that this would calm the twins down and also help me work through the thoughts flooding my brain. AS Will and I walked through town hand in hand I instantly found myself comforted, this was the pattern whenever I had my hand in Will's hand it comforted me and after we had found out I was pregnant, it had also calmed the twins down. Will and I didn't have a direction in our heads as we walked we realized we had been walking around just enjoying each other's company for just over an hour and that it was close to dinner time.

We started to head back towards the hotel, and stopped off at one of the local restaurants that did incredible food. As we sat waiting for our order to arrive Will turned to me and said "What's been upsetting you all day, and before you say nothing I know something is not right with you". I took hold of his hands across the table and replied "I'm not sure, things are happening but I don't know how to explain them to you." He raised my hands up to his lips kissed them and said "You know that you can tell me anything and I won't think you are crazy. You know that I love you, the twins and will do so no matter what happens now or in the future." Our food arrived and as we ate our meal I tried to explain to Will what had been going on over the last couple of days.

I told him that at lunch today the twins had been kicking up a storm and that I thought the best thing would be take a walk and calm them down as this always worked in the past and this was why I had left the house. That as I stepped off the porch and I had seen the Impala I was flooded with the memories of John & I in the car, John and Mary and finally John, Mary and the boys coming back from the hospital to the house in Lawrence. The emotions that these memories brought up seemed to be escalated threefold, it was as though the twins were picking up on my emotions and feeding into them as well and at this point I had found it all so overwhelming I had almost passed out and this was when you and Dean had found me. As I came to in the living room I had tried to work out what had brought you both outside at that exact moment that I needed you. I told him that the connection with the twins had gotten stronger over the last couple of days since we had been in South Dakota and I was starting to get the answers I had been looking for.

Will responded "I came outside as I heard a young female voice in my head telling me that you were in trouble and that you needed me that I needed to bring someone else with me as I would need the help to bring you back inside." Will continued "I don't know whose voice it was just that the urgency of the voice meant that I got up from the table and asked someone to come with me as you were in trouble", Dean got up and told Sam to grab a cloth and the first aid just in case and asked Bobby to grab a drink as well. We looked at each other, not with concern as most people would do in this situation but with slight bemusement, we did after all know about the Supernatural, so this would be yet another thing that we would need to add to our lists of items to research for the Winchester / Talbot family trees.

We had finished our main meals and ordered drinks and desert and continued our discussion on our new family and our ever expanding abilities. Every time we seemed to an answer more questions came up. We had discovered that the youngest member in each generation of the Winchester clan possessed some kind of mental ability, but we didn't know how having twins would affect this, was the way my emotions were being affected another ability, did both of the twins have the ability or only one, why did Will hear a young female voice and who was she. We discussed it and agreed that we needed to speak 

to Dean and Sam again to see if they knew anything about the abilities especially after Sam's comment about Cold Oak.

After we finished our meal we headed back to the hotel, by this time the twins were calm and so was I. As we walked back we discussed what we knew and what we thought might be happening, we knew that I had visions and by the sound of it so did Sam, that it may be possible that Will had a latent ability, possibly telepathy and empathy and that he too was being affected by the twins. In order to confirm Will's abilities and where they were coming from then we agreed that we needed to learn more about his family's history and Bobby could definitely help us with that. We decided with the birth of the twins approaching we needed to know the potential abilities that they may have.

When we got back to our hotel the light was flashing on the phone, I hit the voice mail button and there was a message from Sam "If it is no trouble could you both stop back at Bobby's in the morning as Dean and I wanted to talk with you some more about Mum & Dad" the message ended and I hit the play button again, I couldn't quite believe it they actually wanted to see us again I had convinced myself that after the heated discussion at the end of our second meeting that they would decide to follow their father and cut me out of their lives.

At 10am the following day we were again pulling into Singer Autos Salvage Yard to meet with Bobby and the boys and to discuss the Winchester family. I was feeling calm and so were the twins I just hoped that I could keep our emotions under control that whatever I was presented with I could hold it together because I wasn't sure if I could deal with another episode like yesterday. As we opened the car doors Dean stepped out from behind a red and white impala, what is it about impala's and the Winchester's it would appear that we really do have a love of the cars; he approached wiping his hands on a rolled down set of overalls and said "Hi, Aunt Samantha" that seemed so weird to me, firstly that someone was calling me Aunt and secondly calling me Samantha. I hadn't been Samantha in such a long time, most people I knew called me Sam, and the only time I was called Samantha I knew I was in trouble. I replied "Hi, Dean just call me Sam". He looked at me quizzically and said "this could get confusing really quickly" and it suddenly registered that during our discussions there would be two Sam's in the room and could get confusing as to who was being expected to answer the question. I replied "call me Toni, my middle name is Antoinette", "Ok, Aunt Toni" Dean replied lets go in, I'll get cleaned up and we can continue our conversation from yesterday. As the door opened to the house I turned to Dean and said "You don't need the Aunt, Toni is just fine" at that moment Sam walked past and looked at the pair of us perplexed, I told Dean that I would fill Sam in whilst he went and cleaned up.

I told Sam about the agreement to call me Toni, to avoid any confusion whilst we were together and that as they were both old enough I didn't think that they needed to call me Aunt. As I was explaining the origin of the name, Dean walked back into the room. I explained that this was in honor of his great grandmother's, she was Antoinette Dubois who had been born in a small town on the outskirts of Richmond, Virginia and was descended from a group of Huguenot immigrants who settled in what is now Powhatan County. Sam seemed fascinated that I had researched the family back that far I told him if he wanted I would give him the family trees and the research that I had done on the Winchester family tree. He said that he would like that and I went out to my car to grab my laptop and cables to link 

my laptop to his. We turned on our computers and Dean, Will and Bobby looked at us and almost in unison said "Geeks of the world unite", Sam and I turned to them and said "Yeah, they do" we very quickly transferred the family tree files from my PC to his PC. At least now there would be someone else who could help me work up the family history if we took a branch each, maybe we could get it done quicker.

Bobby, Dean and Will brought in a tray of drinks and selection of snacks (peanut brittle, chocolate chip, macadamia nut cookies, brownie squares and doughnuts) so we all settled down to start up where we had left off yesterday. Before we began I turned to Dean and Sam and said "I need to know you've not mentioned John once, you are driving his Impala, where is he, what's happened to him". Will leant over, put his hand on my stomach and pulled my face around to his and said in a whisper "stay calm, remember the twins are picking up on your emotions" this calmed me down. I replied "I need you now, can you sit beside me and make sure that you we stay calm". As I turned back to the boys I noticed that their faces had dropped, Dean started and Sam was sat next to him mirroring Will's attitude with me and Bobby was behind him with his hand on his shoulder, I suddenly knew that this was going to be bad.

Dean started "I don't know how to say this other than to just come straight out and say it. Dad is dead; he died in November 2006, he was killed by the same demon that killed our Mom." Dean took a deep intake of breath and Sam picked up from there "He made a deal with the yellow eyed demon to save Dean, the yellow eyed demon is the one who killed Mum, this demon is now dead Dean killed him a year ago at the Devil's gate in Wyoming". Although I had known deep down that this was the case what with the Impala sitting outside it was still a shock but my emotions were staying calm. Dean picked up on what I had been thinking and said "No, I've had the car since I passed my driving test and Dad realized that he needed more room for the weapons, said it was a family tradition, and brought himself a truck." I said "Yes, it is a family tradition, your great granddad set up the tradition that whenever a Winchester passed their driving test they got a car. Your dad picked the Impala, and when I passed my test I got one as well, it reminded me of all the good times I had with your Dad. I was surprised he had passed it on that was all as he told me he would never part with the car."

I asked but knew the answer "Where is he buried?" Dean replied he's not buried anywhere, he was cremated, and Sam said "We took his dog tags and put them with Mum in Lawrence". Dean turned to him and said "They are?" Sam said "Yes, it seemed like the right thing to do" Both boys turned to me and said as one "Toni are you ok?" I turned to them and replied "Am I ok, are you two ok? How are you dealing with all of this? I can only imagine how hard this must have been for you on your own. Dean if you are anything like your father, and from what I've seen so far you are then you must have been feeling like this was your fault. I can tell you from knowing your father that this is not your fault that he wouldn't want you blaming yourself and that if he had to he would do it again. I also know that as a parent you do anything to keep your kids safe, and before you say it making a deal with a demon is extreme but if you know about the supernatural and you can use it, then making the deal is a no brainer" As I was talking looks were being exchanged between Dean, Sam and Bobby I thought that I need to get at the bottom of that later but now I turned to the boys and said what else do you want to know..