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CHAPTER 10
Dawn feigned sleep for almost half the night. She was thinking about what she'd said to Paul. for some insane reason she felt…she felt like part of a huge weight had been lifted of her chest. And it felt good.
She thought about what Paul had said and couldn't help but smile to herself, the idea that he wouldn't hate her, was like an impossible dream, a dream that was starting to seem more possible by the second.
There in his arms that time, she really believed him. That he wouldn't push her away and finally after all these years, she could feel loved. But how could he love her, when he didn't know the whole truth, and if he knew the whole truth would he still love her? Dawn didn't want to risk it, especially since she was starting to suspect that her feelings for him may have changed dramatically.
The sun's rays began to peek through the curtains and Dawn thought it would be a good time to officially 'wake-up'. She leaned forward and rubbed her eyes only to turn to find Paul packing his bag, her heart dropped. Had he changed his mind? was he still planning to leave? and was all the things he said yesterday all a lie?
"Your awake" he said noticing her sitting up in bed "where are you going?" she asked, trying to keep the pitch out of her voice "downstairs for some breakfast" when Dawn didn't say anything he added "I couldn't sleep, I've been up all night thinking, and so I decided to pack early".
"Aren't you…I mean…didn't you say that we weren't going to travel together before…" but before she could even finish her sentence a pillow softly collided with her face, and she heard Paul's muffled voice "don't say stupid things. Who said we weren't travelling together?" pillow removed, he smiled "get dressed and packed, we'll leave when your ready" and he swung his bag over his shoulder and walked out.
'When your ready' did Paul even know what those words meant to her? reluctantly she got out of bed and looked at her self in the mirror…and screamed!
Her hair looked like a fuzz ball, and there were major bags under her eyes, and Paul actually saw her like that!
The idea of it made Dawn blush furiously as she dragged a comb through her bed-ragged hair. Once it was all neat, shiny and secured with her little clips, she sighed with relief. Why did her hair always revolt back to its puff-ball state in the mornings? Only Albert Einstein knew the answer, or was Newton? History was never Dawn's strong suit.
Dawn passed by Paul's bed and noticed that he had left the corner upturned on the cover. She walked by and sub-consciously flicked it over till it was straight. Once done, she smiled. It was only then she realized how used to him she was, all his little traits were unexpected, but when you got to know him, they all practically screamed Paul.
The reason he rarely talked was because he was thoughtful, not rude. The cold, stern exterior he put on for people was only because he didn't see the point in trusting people. But behind it all, he was really kind, warm understanding. And the fact that he barely smiled, only made his rare smiles more…wonderful. Dawn blushed at the thought but unlike all the other times, she didn't brush it away. She actually considered it.
His smile? Dawn blushed again, because thoughts of his smile, only reminded her of the time he had smiled while he kissed her. She blushed even harder, and flopped onto the bed. Why did Paul pack his stuff? Dawn thought randomly. They were both planning on staying one more day.
That day, after they had fought, when she was thinking about how different things would be with out Paul, made her realize how much she valued him as a friend…and maybe more.
The idea made her still, more? What more could she possible feel? Unless it was… love? No, it can't be, has she…fallen in love with Paul?
She thought for a minute, why not? Why was the idea of being in love with a kind, beautiful/handsome, boy so horrible? Especially when, even if she did love him, it wasn't as if it would be unrequited, he had confessed to her a lot of times, so the conclusion to this question.
Nothing was horrible, in fact, the idea made her heart speed up thousands of seconds and a smile spread out on her face. She didn't even think about her past problems, all that mattered was a new realization. She loved him. She loved Paul Shinji, and she didn't care who knew, as long as he knew.
Dawn swung opened the door and rushed down the stairs, memories of Paul racing through her head, from the moment they had begun to travel together, to the day before when he had held her in his arms and told her he would never hate her.
"Paul" she called, the second she caught sight of him in the Pokemon centre's main lounge. Suddenly she felt the desire to glomp him, but knowing that that would be a bad idea, refrained "Dawn" he said "glad you ready" he took her hand and lead her out of the door "where are we going" she asked confused.". Paul stopped and turned to her "we are going on a date" he said simply. "A-a date?" Dawn repeated.
Paul shrugged "Yeah, Why not?" he said "I thought you would like a distraction". Any other time, she would have declined, saying that she didn't do dates, but finding out you were in love changes a girl, so instead she had only clutched his arm and gushed "Ok then". Her confession could wait till later. If he fell out of love with her in the space of a few hours, then she was about to make a big mistake, and it was good to find out these things in advance.
Paul looked over at Dawn, she was being quiet, and that alone made him think that something was wrong. But then again, how would you feel if you were nearly raped? Paul shuddered at the thought, he couldn't remember the last time he was that angry…or scared. Dawn sobbed in his arms, such a rare sight for him to see of the blue hared girl he had come to love.
Paul wanted to strangle them. He sighed and that drew Dawns attention "what's wrong" she asks worried. Paul inwardly smiles, its just so Dawn, she nearly gets aped and she's worried about him! He wanted to laugh but instead held it in and just grunted.
They were walking about the town centre, just wandering, looking for something to do. Not much of a date in Paul's point of view, but Dawn seemed content. Suddenly he saw this quaint cafe. It seemed like something she would like and it was lunchtime anyway. He pointed over to it and Dawn looked. A smile broke out on her face. He was right she did like it.
They sat down and the waitress came to get their orders. She was tall, with a big bust and bleached blond hair with brown at the roots. "What can I get for you?" she flirted with Paul as she fluttered her eye lashes prettily. Paul didn't pay any attention "I'll have a slice of your triple chocolate cake with fudge icing and sprinkles and a glass of lemonade" Dawn smiled "and ill have the same, except may I have a glass of water instead, too much sugar for my nervous system" the waitress nodded at Dawn and winked at Paul. The minute she was gone Dawn giggled.
"What's so funny" Paul asked. Dawn only smiled "when I saw the cake on the menu, I just knew that you would order that. And I was right." She propped her face on her hands "you really do love sweet things, don't you?"
Paul shrugged, "I've always had a sweet tooth, ever since I was a kid"
"I know the feeling, ever since I was a kid, I've always had the habit of saying 'no need to worry' in every situation. You have no idea how annoying it gets when people always answer 'that's when I worry the most' hosestly, it were as if I were a little child always getting into trouble"
Paul bit back a smirk "hate to break it to ya Dawn, but spend most of your time acting like a little kid and most of the time, you do end up always getting into trouble" Paul could see her hand curl up into a fist as a look of pure suppressed anger passed over her face. "So" he said hoping to distract her before he burst out laughing "why do you say 'no need to worry' all the time?"
The look of suppressed anger disappeared and instead was replaced with immense sadness. Paul knew he had said the wrong thing "so, do you want to know why I like sweet things so much?"
Dawn winced when he mentioned her catch fraze. She didn't want to but then Paul distracted her and she laughed at his story. Who knew? But then the flirtatious waitress came back holding two plats of extremely chocolaty cake. And on another tray, one glass of lemonade, and one glass of water. She looked down "soon" she said softly "soon, I will tell you what I can. Just…please be patient" he paused "I will wait until you can trust me" "but that's just it" she said "I do trust you"
She could see Paul tense under her eyelashes as she cut a piece of cake and place it in her mouth. When she had finished chewing she looked up. Paul was also chewing, but he had a deep brooding expression that was threatening to crumble from the extreme bliss he was getting from the chocolate cake. Dawn couldn't help it. She laughed out loud.
After lunch they just wondered about, looking for something to do. Eventually they came across a bunch of people gathered together.
"Come one, come all, to anyone who thinks they can beat the mighty Gumbo" some of the crowd parted slightly to reveal an EXTREAMLY large man with a Purrugly by his side. "COME OOOONNN!!!!" he roared "IM GETTING SLEEPY OVER HERE"
A boy a little younger then she and Paul walked up to him "Hey, Im not done with you yet. You can't just take my Pokemon just because you won. Battle me again and I will win" the man looked down at the boy and laughed "YOU LITTLE PIP-SQUEKE, I CAN TAKE YOUR Pokemon BECAUSE YOUR WEAK AND IM BIGGER THEN YOU"
"What a jerk" someone beside them mumbled "He battles people, wins and takes their Pokemon" Dawn clenched her fist "that guy, needs to be put in his place" she growled "its nothing to do with us" he said simply "It has every thing to do with me if I have to stand here and watch him do this" she pushed forward and yelled "Hey! Tall, dark and ugly! Over here" gumbo turned to her "who do you think you are? You have no right to take peoples Pokemon." She squared her stance and crossed her arms "Ill take you on, and if I win, you have to give back all the Pokemon you took"
Gumbo blinked stupidly and then said "Hey! You're cute" Dawn fell over anime style "what dose that have to do with anything, come on! Or are you scared to be beaten by a girl" she taunted. Then suddenly she felt someone grab her shoulder and sigh heavily "do you love getting yourself into situations like this?" he said eyebrows raised. And to Gumbo "you don't want to fight her, she's just a coordinator. Battle me instead, if I win, it's the same as what she said, you have to give back all the Pokemon you took, or I'll never hear the end of it" he murmured the last part quietly "and if I win" Gumbo practically yelled "then I get to take one of your Pokemon and I get a date with Cutie over there" he pointed at Dawn.
Paul clenched his fist, how he wanted to just simply blow him up instead for even thinking about Dawn that way. But he didn't a
Want her risking her Pokemon, knowing how attached she was, and he had to free the other Pokemon or she'd never forgive him and that was the last thing he needed. "Deal"
"Wait" Dawn cried, don't think Im gonna just sit down and let you fight your battles for me" she cried angrily "I challenged him Paul, Im gonna battle him" Paul sighed again "will someone battle with this great big oaf so we can get on with it" he yelled and to Dawn he said quietly "Tag-team?" she smiled happily "Tag-team"
"The grand Gumbo, doesn't battle with anyone, I will fight you both" Paul shrugged "suit yourself, it doesn't matter to me"
Dawn was surprised with Paul suggesting a tag-team battle. Paul HATED tag-team battles, he always said that the other person held him back. What made him change his mind? "We will all use only one Pokemon each" Paul called out from the other side of the field" "fine with me" gumbo nodded as a spindly looking man took his place as the referee. "This is a two against one battle; Gumbo vs. Dawn and Paul" he paused, and then cried "Begin!!"
"Purugly, Skuntank , I choose you" Gumbo boomed. His Purugly leaped onto the field while a big skunk like Pokemon emerged from a thrown Pokeball in a flash of light. "Skunk" he grunted.
Paul and Dawn took out their Pokeballs "Honchcrow, Standby" he cried as Dawn followed him with a "Espeon, Spotlight!" A bird Pokemon took to the skies while on the ground, appeared a beautiful purple cat Pokemon, the sun glistened of its coat in a stunning way. Even in a trainers battle it had the beauty of the contests. "Skuntank, Poison gas!" bellowed Gumbo. A deep purplish gas filled the air.
Paul wasn't having it "Honchcrow use gust now" Honchcrow large wings batted the gust away only to reveal that Purugly and Skuntank had disappeared. 'Where'd they go', he thought frantically. Suddenly they appeared, coming at him at both angles in the sky. Paul was trapped, he stood by to allow the blow to hit when suddenly his Honchcrow was shielded in what looked like a colourful bubble as Dawn yelled "Espeon use Trap on Paul's Honchcrow"
The two attacking Pokemon bounced of the bubbles protection which disappeared as soon as the attacks were deflated leaving Paul to counterattack "Use shadow ball" he cried as Dawn yelled "Use Swift!"
Paul's shadow ball seemed to only draw Purugly closer to Skuntank as Dawns swift hit them both hard while they concentrated on Honchcrow. After that it was pretty much the same. Dawn and Paul's moves were flawless; in all his time battling Paul had never met his equal. His tag-team partners were always either too strong, so they didn't cooperate properly or they were too weak and were left behind. But Dawn kept in perfect pace. She seemed to know exactly what he was going to do before he did it and thought up a move to complement it. And soon, Paul found himself doing the same. Knowing what she was going to do and figuring out a move to praise it.
He fought at ease with her. it was like battling by himself only better, he could take more risks then before knowing Dawn would back him up and he could hold back when he saw Dawn up to something, because he knew if anything went wrong, he could balance it out, but it usually never did. Dawn's battle style was like a contest; every move had a purpose and ended up being a show. It dazzled the opponent's Pokemon because they weren't used to such beauty in a battle and they got confused. But Paul's Honchcrow was used to Dawns battle style having seen it while she trained, and was also at ease with Espeon. Both styles harmonised together so well, so quickly and smooth, as if everything was rehearsed. Gumbo didn't have a chance against their teamwork.
Soon came the final move "Honchcrow" he cried take to the sky" "and Espeon, jump up on Honchcrow's back" Paul glanced to her and saw she was looking up. He smiled, knowing what she wanted to do and finding it a great plan. "Honchcrow, to the sun" Honchcrow understood and flew so high so its back was to the sun. the Pokemon on the ground looked up and tied to follow their movements but were blinded by the sunlight, using this to their advantage they both cried in a union "Now use Zap cannon/Dark pulse!!" the purple dark pulse swirled around the sparkling green Zap cannon giving it more power but also adding such a beautiful display of awesome power that even Paul was stupefied. The attack hit and the Pokemon were both knocked out "Dawn and Paul win!!" the referee cried happily as Dawn squealed and glomped Paul in a hug around his neck. Paul reached out and put his harm around Dawn to steady them both. "We won" she shrieked happily.
Paul smiled, she had her spark back in her eyes, how could he not smile? "Hey" he yelled to a Gumbo who was trying to sneak away "we made a deal, return the Pokemon you took now, unless you want to face them" he pointed to the menacing looking Espeon, perched upon the equally menacing looking Honchcrow.
Gumbo gulped left three Pokeballs and ran like the coward he was.
The rest of the day went as Paul and Dawn tracked down the owner of the Pokeballs with the help of the boy who's name was Jeff. When they were finally finished it was the end of the day.
Paul decided to do something out of character and take her to a romantic spot. He placed a blindfold over her eyes and led her out of town to a hill. They clime in silence for a half hour with the only sounds being Dawn asking; 'are we there yet?'
Finally they reached the top of the hill and Paul took of the blind fold. Dawn gasped, the sun was setting and from so high up, she could see it paint the town in thousands of glowing colours. "Ahhhhh" she exclaimed "Sugoi (wow)" then suddenly she fell to the ground "what's wrong" Paul said "I thought girls liked things like this"
"I do love it, Im just savouring the moment" she sighed and Paul sat himself beside her. a few seconds passed before Dawn raised her face to the sun and sang softly:
Far Far above the clouds
Against the setting sun
A falcon flies alone
Silent as the sky
I hear his lonely cry
Never can he rest
I long to spread my wings and fly into the light
Open this lonely home
To the one who understands?
When will I ever find
A way to speak my heart?
The clouds floated past slowly and the little specs of light dance of her face as she sang, giving her an almost magical look
When will I ever find a place to call my home?
Sadness and loneliness
A falcon in the sky
When will I ever find a way to speak my heart?
To someone who knows
What it is to be alone
She sighed. "It's a beautiful song" Paul says after some time "But very sad" Dawn opens her eyes and there are tears in them. She sits up "Paul, give me your hand" she takes it and sits up. She takes his index finger and buried it in her hair until he reached the scar. She flinches but still finds some way to trace his finger over it.
Paul pulls his finger away, his heart racing, was she going to tell him? "Where did it come from?" she looks up, "I got it when I was young and then was taken from my mother" Paul raised his eyebrow. He had seen Dawns mother, talked to her over the phone when she had wanted to talk to the guy who was travelling with her daughter. The blue haired, smiling woman, with the cheerful face who loved Dawn so much. "But…your mother…your still…" "Not that mother…my real mother" she looks up "the woman you know is actually my aunt. She adopted me when I was Seven"
Paul stared as Dawn closed her eyes and continued. "My father died before I was born. She had always wanted a son, to raise to be like him. Instead she got me. A girl. She was so disappointed she didn't pay much attention to me. I was alone…then I met Yuuto. He was a child hood friend. My mother adored him; he was an orphan living with his grandfather. She wanted him and me to be friends. So to please her I tried. For a time we were friends, he adored me, said I was his little Aurora; I trusted him and loved him with all my heart. But not in the way he wanted." She paused "the thing about Yuuto-kun was, he was possessive and spoilt. I became friends with Kenny and Leona, but after meeting Yuuto, I was barley able to see them." She remembered a time so well.
Flashback
A young Six year old Dawn walked beside a tall boy, five years older then her, with messy blond hair and piercing blue eyes. "Yuuto-kun" she said sweetly "Leona-Chan said I could play with her today in the park. Can we go?"
Yuuto looks down at her with a bored look "Why would you want to play baby-games when you can play with me instead" "Yes, but I thought we could play together" Yuuto rolled his eyes "It doesn't matter we…" he trailed off as a small Starly hopped into view "So cute!" she cried and reached out to touch the Pokemon. But Yuuto beat her to it. He pulled back his boot, and kicked the tiny bird hard. It squealed in pain as it went hurdling away. "I hate Pokemon" he said emotionlessly "they aren't cute, there vermin, Pokemon belong to us, and they shouldn't show themselves when they are not wanted"
He got ready to kick the injured bird yet again when Dawn put herself between him and the bird "No! Yuuto-kun, Pokemon are our friends not our tools and you cant treat them like this" she cried. Yuuto was looking so scary, she hated him like this, when he looked at her friends with the that jealousy and anger, the only difference was that he now looked at her with that look.
The Starly quickly flew away. Yuuto saw this and the minute it was gone he crossed the distance between then and backhanded Dawn on the cheek "it seemed I've been too lenient with you my little Aurora. He took her hair in his hands and pulled hard "you need to learn who's the master in this relationship" he released her "Im not happy with you, tell your mother that and that Im not going to come round for a while"
End flashback
"That day I went back home and told my mother everything that happened, every word. I thought she would sympathise with me. But instead she was so angry, she hit me and told me I had to make up with Yuuto, and that if he ever got mad, Id be in trouble again."
"After that I kept quiet and was a good little girl, never disagreeing with Yuuto. He never knew, but the Pokemon he hated became my best friends. They are what kept my innocence. Until that day". Tears fell freely from her face now and she tried to hold down a sob
"Yuuto told me he loved me, and tried to kiss me, I was so scared and I told him to leave me alone. We were at one of his favourite placed, the scrap heap. And he was so angry he pushed me down this ditch, my head got cut on a piece of glass. He said I deserved it for rejecting him. He then said he wasn't ever going to see me again. He and his grandfather were moving and the only thing keeping them there was me. But now thatthere was no me, there was no reason for him to stay.
My mother was furious, she didn't care about him cutting me, all she cared about was him leaving, she was even more angry about me rejecting him. I bet that was what she would have loved, me marrying him and her finally having a son…or at least a son in law. She was so angry that she said she wanted nothing more to do with me. She abandoned me in a children's home and said I was useless, that she was disgraced to have such a worthless daughter like me who couldn't do anything right." Dawn sobbed. Paul put his arms around her and tried to embrace her while she cried "she was my mother, I tried so hard for her and she let me down. The same for Yuuto. I thought he was my friend, but he just liked having someone to control" Paul pressed her head into his shoulder as he rubbed her back in little circle movements trying to calm her "so what happened then?"
Dawn sniffed "A-a few days later, my aunt came to see me and she was furious with my mom. She tried to make her take me back. But mom wouldn't. So-so then Aunty adopted me and now, she's my mom. I love her like my mother and I wish she had been my mother from the beginning…but still I can't forget my mother's words. I keep feeling that for someone other then Kenny, Leona and my mom, no one would ever really like me"
She sat up and tried to wipe away her tears but they just kept coming "Yuuto and his grandfather moved far, far away and I haven't seen him since. And my mom, she got a boyfriend and they moved to some place in the Kanto region" she pulled back, Paul felt his heart wrench. How could any mother treat their child like that, it wasn't Dawn's fault she was born a girl, and that she didn't like that Yuuto gut. And personally, Paul was glad on both counts.
Rage built up inside when he thought about Yuuto, that Bastard. A thousand different swear words went through Paul's mind, but he dared no voice them knowing it wasn't the time for it. He'd pour out all his anger in a battle later. "So that's why you have such a problem with trusting people" he murmured 'you're scared of being betrayed' "and also, why you get so nuts about your Pokemon.
She sniffed "Yes. My Mom said I needed to get on with my life and live it to the fullest, to not allow my…other mother to control my life even when she's not here. And that's where the fraze 'No need to worry' came from. But…" she paused "there is always a need to worry, when you haven't completely let go." she sighed "I go crazy in thunder storms, because there was one during the time my other mother gave me the scar. I will always want to cry when I talk about it. Those things can only change with time and all I can do is wait for it. But to truly move on, there's something I need to do"
And then she did something that surprised Paul completely. She reached forward and placed her hand on his cheek running her fingers over it gently. If it were any one else doing it he would have slapped their fingers away and laughed scornfully. But not Dawn, her finger's just seemed so right against his skin, he leaned into her touch. "I have to allow myself to trust, because no one's perfect, one day, I know ill be betrayed again. But not everyone's out to get me. There's Zoe, Ash, Brock and then there's you" she took her hand of his cheek and placed it in his hands instead "Im the only one stopping me from being happy. So what Im trying to say is…" she looked up again "will you confess to me again, I promise my answer will be different" Paul stared dazed "but…?"
"It won't be like with Yuuto" she said, almost like she was reading his mind. "Because unlike Yuuto. You're nothing like him. Yuuto was possessive, cruel, controlling. And after that day he struck me, I hated him. But you, your cold, but you can be sweet, and so kind. You're real, and when Im with you, you bring me back down to earth and make me forget. When we laugh, I laugh for real, not fake. When we argue, I feel sadness. When you kiss me" she blushed furiously as she tried to continue. Paul bit back a smirk. "I feel safe and calm and…happy. Like you could do anything to me and I would let you, and that scared me, because Im always so wary. But with you I couldn't help but let my guard down and I didn't understand why.
"But slowly, I began to fall in love with you. And that only made things worse and more confusing, because I had thought, that I had forgotten how to love someone other then my mom and of course Kenny and Leona. But when I told you I hated you and you said you hated me, I spent the whole day after thinking about the good times we spent together. And surprisingly, for a while, It didn't even occur to me about Yuuto suing me the way you said you did" Paul thought about his word before in horror, they were exactly the kinds of words that would really drive the knife in after all she's been through.
"Then when that man tried to…" she drifted off not wanting to discuss it further. "I had no right to, but I called for you, in my mind. I wish for you to come and save me. I didn't think for one second that you would come; my own mother wasn't there for me when I truly needed her. But you came when I called, you actually came. I was so happy, I had no right to, and after all I said. But I was so happy. It was then when I realised that I loved you. So…if you still, after all you've heard about me today, if you…still might like me…and even if you don't "she took a deep breath and said "I love you Paul Shinji, so if you still like me, then umm…" she never got to finish her sentence.
Because then Paul silenced her with his kiss. He didn't want to hear her say anything else, he just wanted to kiss the girl who had his heart and make her forget about all her pain. How could she think that he wouldn't want her now because he knew? Dawn was incredible. The only girl in the history of the world to get under Paul's cold, defensive, impenetrable exterior. He loved her, and Yuuto didn't change that, it actually only made him want to beat Yuuto up.
His arm went around her waist as Dawn shut her eyes. She cupped the back of his head and pulled him closer which only made him kiss her more feverously. They pulled away and Paul stroked her cheek "You talk too much" he whispered throatily before kissing her again.
Dawn was on fire, every part of her body was screaming, screaming for Paul. And the minute he started kissing her again, it calmed down considerably. It still burned for him. Burned to get closer to him.
Her toung sought entry which he gave willingly. She was inexperienced; but still she used her toung in the most seductive way she could think of. He tasted like chocolate, probably from the cake they had both eaten earlier, but also something else, something strong. Paul groaned.
Then he detached himself from her lips to kiss along her neck, slow and just as seductive as she had been. He reached the place where he had made a hicky the last time they kissed and licked it. Dawn couldn't hold back a moan of her own. It was like being tortured, a torture that she never wanted to end. Had Paul's kisses always been like this? Did he suddenly get 10 times better or was she just so consumed by a ridiculous sense of guilt that she hadn't noticed?
She ran her fingers through his hair, Dawn couldn't help it, it was like a reflex to his kisses. They just sent her so over the edge that she felt as if she needed to grab onto something of his before she fell away and lost herself to him. A sort of stability. Somehow Paul had edged them so that he was lying on top of her, still kissing her neck as if it were some sort of desert he couldn't get enough of. His hard chest was pressing against her, putting a slight pressure on her breasts but not too much. His weight was even, just perfect. Eventually he released her neck after leaving another hicky close beside the first one and tried to kiss her on the mouth again.
But Dawn swerved her face in time and instead began kissing along his jaw line. Her hands were on his neck as he moved his face back slightly to give her better access. One of his hands was still on her waist while the other had slid behind her head to cushion it against the rough ground as well as to press her to his neck. He groaned again and Dawn smiled underneath him. Dawn decided she liked making Paul like this, unhinged, on fire and groaning at her slightest touch. It made him seem less intimidating the usual Paul. This was a Paul Shinji that only she knew about. And Dawn loved it; he was her secret. How had a guy like Paul fallen for her this much so quickly?
In the real world, it would be considered impossible. But to Dawn it was destiny. He was hers. And she was so completely his.
WHO, I WAS HAVING SOME TROUBLE WITH THAT KISS SCEAN, BECAUSE I HAVENT WRITEN ONE LIKE THAT IN A LONG TIME, WAS IT OK?
ANY WAY REVIEW
AND BY THE WAY, I HAD A MUCH MORE DEPRESSING PAST IDEA FOR DAWN, BUT SHE WAS TOO YOUNG AND IT DIDN'T FIT IN WITH THE TIME LINE.
