Gosu: Hello guys! I just wrote this chapter last night 'cause I felt that I still owe my readers a bit more since I couldn't update during March Break so here you go! Their date is finally here! YAY! It's a bit sad but still okay. I used a song for this chapter, an asian song called "Gu Dan Mo Tian Lun" (Lonely Ferris Wheel) by one of my favourite taiwan boyband Fahrenheit! Don't worry I put in the eng subs to bring some emphasis to the story. You can watch it on youtube: link is in my profile! Now with further ado, enjoy!

Disclaimer: I don't own Shugo Chara! Only the story. If I did, it'd turn out messed up. XD I also don't own the song!

NB: This is in Amu's POV and before you get confused, she's in a middle of a dream. Enjoy!


Chapter 12: Lonely Ferris Wheel

"Aah!"

His slender fingers plunged inside me, pumping them in and out, becoming soaked in my juices. Soon, he pulled them out, licked them clean, and began to devour my breasts, one after the other.

"Mnn!"

My body arched forward, begging him to have more. His wet tongue flogged my nipples, covering them in his warm saliva. He sucked each breast thoroughly, stopping to lick them again. I was becoming more wet every second, my body was craving for him, wanting him inside me. His body towered over mine, his eyes stared at mine, filled with complete lust. He swooped down to my neck and left wet butterfly kisses, before moving down to taste me inside again.

"Ugn!"

He shoved himself inside me again. He was licking my juices and my wet vagina, teasing me with each lick. I panted heavily, my hands clutched the bedsheets tightly, my climax was coming close. But, he suddenly stopped, removing his tongue from my broken wet barrier.

"P-please. N-no m-more." I trembled as I uttered those words.

But he didn't heed my plea, instead he looked at me with lustful eyes.

"Don't worry. You'll feel good soon."

He spread my legs and positioned himself at my entrance. In a second, he plunged into me, pumping harder and faster with each thrust. Our hips crashed with each other, as he kept thrusting, panting heavily. He kept thrusting, as I gripped the sheets, my orgasm rebuilding again.

"I-I'm g-going to-!"

"AAH!"

I woke up from the sex dream, my cum spilled everywhere on the bedsheets. I couldn't sleep. Not without him around. I shivered from the cold blankets that wrapped around my naked body. My sleeping gown had been ripped into shreds on the floor, panties forgotten in the pile. I slid off my bed and changed the dirty sheets with clean new ones, and headed off to the bathroom to shower.

After the shower I changed into a tight red blouse, the sleeves were designed to have some rips in them. There was a big X opening where my breasts were, underneath was a light black tank top attached to the blouse. The jean skirt I wore had some rips in the front, as if it had claw marks on it. It was dyed navy blue. Underneath, I wore tight skinny black laced pants finishing off with medium high red stilettos. I had a black X clip on my hair, which I tied back into two small but cute pigtails.

I walked out of my bathroom, only to find Ikuto waiting patiently on for me. He wore a tight black shirt; the sleeves was cut just below the elbow. He wore blue jeans, that had a rip on the right knee, and converse sneakers with little cat prints on them. (A/N: Picture in profile!) He sat on my bed, observing my little 'disaster' I made during my dream. When he turned to look at me, I looked away, blushing heavily red. He noticed this and got off my bed and moved closer to me. I tried to get away, but his hands were pressed against wall near either side of my face, blocking me. He leaned into my ear and whispered in his husky voice,

"Justwhat exactly were you doing, Amu?"

I trembled slightly, feeling uncomfortable from the sudden closeness between us. My body melted at his sudden touch. A light blush revealed itself on my face. God! Why can't I act normally when I'm around Ikuto? I looked away briefly, anxiously trying my best not to look at him. I bent my head down, my bangs hiding my face from embarrassment.

"Nothing you need to know."

"You're blushing. That means you did do something."

My blush deepen to a brighter shade of red. He noticed this too, and his playful smirk was on his face. He moved closer to my earlobe, and whispered in his velvet voice,

"Let's see what happens if I do this,"

He licked my earlobe and nibbled it, sending a electrifying chill down my body, and I moaned.

"Hnn. So that's what happened."

I pushed him away, quickly grabbing my discarded clothes from the floor, throwing them into the laundry bin. I grabbed my purse and head for my apartment door, but I was stopped by him again, his hand pressed against the door. I turned to face him, pissed off.

"What do you want now!?" I asked angrily.

"Tell me what you were dreaming about."

"No! Let me g-!"

He captured my lips in his, sliding his tongue through my mouth, tangling my tongue. He broke the kiss, both of us were panting for air. His eyes pierced into me, a small chill when down my spine. He kissed me again, breaking off the kiss and gazing intently at me.

"You were dreaming about me, weren't you?"

I blushed in response.

"Pfft."

"What's so funny?"

"You're so cute sometimes."

"Whatever. Where are we going?"

"Amusement park, I'll show you the way. You're going to be blindfolded until we get there."

"Fine."

I let him blindfold me, leading me out of my apartment and outside into the open air. He held my hand gently, it felt warm. After walking what seemed like hours, we stopped. I could feel him removing the blindfold from my eyes.

"We're here, you can open your eyes now."

I opened my eyes, but saw nothing but darkness. Suddenly, the lights came on, and the amusement park came to life. It was a beautiful sight. Merry-go-rounds, teacups, roller coasters, almost everything a person could ever imagine, was here. I happily went to the merry-go-round, as Ikuto sat on a nearby bench and watched me. I was a bit irritated just watching him sit there, so I made him come with me to the teacups if I won against him in Rock, Paper, Scissors. When he beat me, I stubbornly refused to lose so we had to best two of out three. I won this time, so he had to join me on the teacups ride whether he liked it or not. Soon, we ended up on the ferris wheel ride. We sat facing each other, silence filling the air. It was making me uncomfortable, so I decided to say something.

"Ikuto,"

"Amu,"

We called each other's name in unison. How unexpected. I let out a soft giggle. I was about to tell him to go first, but he beat me to it.

"You go first."

I looked out the window, clearly embarrassed. Oh what the heck! Better to get it over and done with rather than worrying about it all night.

"T-Thanks. For tonight, I mean. Maybe we should do this again another time soon."

I looked away, trying to hide my blush. From the corner of my eye, I saw him smirk.

"Maybe we should."

Suddenly, the lights went off, causing me to jump a little in alarm. I heard Ikuto laugh softly.

"The power went off, that's all."

I shivered, the sudden chill was overwhelming.

"Cold? Come here so I can warm you up." he offered.

"No thanks. It's okay really." I said through chattering teeth.

Without hesitation, he gently pulled me into his embrace, placing me on his lap. His arms wrapped around my waist protectively, they were pretty warm. I snuggled against his chest, letting myself relax in his arms.

"Don't sleep yet. Here, this will keep you awake for a bit."

He handed me his right earphone, which I put on my ear while he listened to it with the left one. I could hear a song playing.

"Lonely Ferris Wheel" - Fahrenheit (FLH)

The endless circles of the merry-go-round

Every steps echoes a series of laughter

Rapid turns of the roller coaster

Causing piercing screams all over

I, am only a ferris wheel,

Waiting quietly for someone to come

When she enters my arms,

My heart beats an empty, lonely sound

One more round, let's spin one more round

The helplessness in her eyes wanders for a support

How I wish to extend my arms out to her

Giving her a tight hug, but I'm unable to do so

One more round, just want to spend more time with her

So as to lift the frown on her mouth

Not afraid that her tears might rust my heart

When the amusement park closes, no one will know

The crowd never ceases

Yet, who is genuinely happy?

It's weird that I only want to bring her

Up into the skies to search for treasures

If I can only fly that high, she might give me a smile

But however I try; I end up falling back to the ground

Just once more, let's spin one more round

The helplessness in her eyes wanders for a support

How I wish to extend my arms out to her

Giving her a tight hug, but I'm unable to do so

Just once more, a little more time with her

So as to lift the frown on her mouth

Not afraid that her tears might rust my heart

When the amusement park closes, no one will know

Just once more, once more will do

Her lonely hands awaits another's warmth

I don't mind exchanging with all I have to give her

A tight hug, even if it were to last only a second

Just once more, a little more time with her

Let me remember that scent in her hair

Even though I might not make it to the ends of the earth with her

Those very moments I spend with her is enough to last till eternity

Before I knew it, tears were flowing down my cheek. He raised my chin with one hand to his face, while the other cupped my head as he kissed me. The kiss was gentle, as if saying 'goodbye' one last time. His cat-like features reappeared, carrying me bridal style, he kicked down the door and gracefully landed to the ground as I held on to him for dear life. We jumped through alleyway to alleyway, until we finally reached my apartment. He carried me into my room in silence, not to dare say a word when he place me carefully back on my feet. I was about to go shower when he suddenly hugged me tight to his chest from behind.

"I-Ikuto?"

"Just a bit longer, then I'll let you go." he whispered.

We stood like that for a few seconds, before I felt him slowly tear his arms away. He buried his head in my hair, taking in my scent one last time before leaving quickly, shutting the door quietly behind him. I went to shower, thinking about the song. Tears started falling from my face onto the shower floor, I was lonely again. I turned off the dial and stepped out, drying myself with a pink towel. My hand was trembling as I clutched the towel closely to my body, wiping away the steam on the mirror. Looking through the mirror, I saw something that caught my eye. I turned around and saw a letter pinned to the wall. The handwriting was familiar, as I recognized it immediately to be Ikuto's. Tears welled up again, as I slowly read his letter.

Amu

Once you've found this, I've already left. Don't worry about me, I'm fine. Don't look for me. Even if you try to, you won't be able to find me. It's too dangerous. I already knew from the very beginning that I'm being sought after, ever since I failed to take your soul away. I find I was unable to, because you were different from all the others. I've left you a present. Take it as a early "Happy Birthday", since I won't be around to celebrate it. Once you've read this, destroy it and run away. Utau and Kukai will help you escape from danger. They will come to you. They should already know that He sent others to find you. Be careful and stay safe. Until we meet again.

Ikuto

I dropped the letter to the floor as I found the present he gave me. I quickly unwrapped it to find an mp3 player with the song that he made me listen to. I listened to it again, picking up the letter, moving to my kitchen to burn it. I set the letter down inside a useless old pot and lit a match, which I tossed into the pot. I watched as the letter burned away slowly, remembering everything that happened between us.

I, am only a ferris wheel,

"Don't cry, Amu."

Waiting quietly for someone to come

"What the hell was that for, pervert? How the hell do you know my name?"

When she enters my arms,

"One. To stop you from crying. Two. You're pretty well-known throughout the campus."

My heart beats an empty, lonely sound

"You! You darn perverted cat! Couldn't you have woken me up with something else?"

One more round, let's spin one more round

"What? It was the only way to wake you up. Unless, you wanted me to arouse you?"

The helplessness in her eyes wanders for a support

"Tsk tsk. Shouldn't you be thanking me?"

How I wish to extend my arms out to her

"Whatever. Thanks for the dress, Ikuto."

Giving her a tight hug, but I'm unable to do so

"Pervert! What did you do that for!?"

Just once more, a little more time with her

"Can it be that you were thinking about me?"

So as to lift the frown on her mouth

"What are you saying? That's impossible!"

Not afraid that her tears might rust my heart

"Goodbye Amu."

When the amusement park closes, no one will know

"Pfft. Actually I've already seen all of you. Twice, in fact."

"You..!!"

Just once more, a little more time with her

"Like I said, you can run, but you can't hide from me forever. Because my heart and soul is always around you."

Let me remember that scent in her hair

"Where did he touch you?"

Even though I might not make it to the ends of the earth with her

"Everywhere."

Those very moments I spend with her is enough to last till eternity

As the letter was burned, I slowly made my way to my bedroom, turning off my mp3 player and putting it on my dresser. I slipped into another pair of pajamas before tucking myself to bed. I cried myself to sleep, thinking about Ikuto.

I finally know what he really wanted to say from hearing the song. Three little words.

I love you.


Gosu: How was it? Good? Bad? Okay? Give some opinions on it. To be honest, I nearly cried writing this chapter. Just out of curiousity here, who else was or felt like crying? Remember to R&R! 5 per chapter! Bye byes!