[a/n] hey yes I'm continuing. Thanks to xxBreathexx &&NileysDreamCatcher && MileyLuver4Life. Your reviews made me smiley. I loved everyone else's reviews as well but they were the first ones to review within 2 hours of me putting up the story. Thanks! Anyway, everyone wanted to know what Miley said and I'm sorry to say it may not be as suspenseful as all you thought. Sorry. Anyway lets make the number of review get up to 30!=D!Oh yeah the more reviews i get the longer the next chapter will be and how many more twists i'll add.

I suddenly remembered that my dad was taking me away and that I'll never going to see Nick again. My parents just had to ruin this perfect moment. I pulled apart from him and started crying.

"Whats wrong Miley," Nick said wiping my tears and hugging me.

I said, "…….."

I said, "Nick I think you should leave and forget about me. We can never be," trying to push him out the door while he tried to stand ground.

"Miles, but why? I love you and you love me I don't see the problem," Nick said confused.

"It'd be easier if you forgot about me," I said looking down I really didn't want to look into his deep brown eyes when I say the next thing, "Ni-Nick, I-I d-do-don't love you."

I didn't dare look up in fear of his expression. We just stood there in silence waiting for the other to say something.

Finally Nick broke the silence and slowly said with a bit of anger in his voice, "I don't believe that Mile. I know our lying why you can't just tell me the truth. I love you and I know for sure that you love me to do. If you don't then look me in my eyes and say you don't love me."

I slowly looked up from the ground and looked in his gorgeous brown eyes that got me week in the knees, I slowly sputtered out, "I-I-I d—da-do-don't—I can't do it! Yes Nick I do love you, but we can't be together and you should just forget me, I don't deserve you loving me."

I started crying a bit as I sat down on the bed and brought my legs up and rested my head on my knees. I felt an arm wrap around me and envelop me into a warm hug. I assumed those toned muscular arms surrounding my body were Nick so I cried into his chest whole my hands were holding on to his chest. He removed a stray strand from my face and gently caressed my cheek and whispered into my eared that everything was going to be all right. I wanted to believe him, but I knew otherwise so I pulled apart from him and pushed him away.

"But, Nick! Everything isn't going to be all right," I almost screamed in despair.

"Why wont it. Miley please tell me why?" Nick softly said moving me so I was facing him and then taking my hands in his; gently stroking the back of my hand with the pad of his thumb. I wanted to cry even more seeing how perfect and caring Nick was and I couldn't be with him.

"Be-be-because it wont," I sputtered out quickly. I didn't know how to tell nick about my sister and my parents coming back. I just didn't know how to tell him. It pained me too much; to repeat and relive all that. I skipped past all those gruesome details when I told May what happened that night. I just don't know how to find the words to tell him.

"Miley your not giving me enough reason, please tell me, your making it all difficult," he said.

"Nick just forget it if its so difficult, you should go be with your brother since I'm so very difficult," I said in false anger and annoyance, hoping Nick will get aggravated as well and leave.

"Miley. Please stop changing the subject. You're being so childish, why cant you tell me. I want you to trust me and be honest with me. If you want me to leave so badly, I'll go but don't worry I'll be back tomorrow and I want you to tell what's the problem with us being together," he said gently placing a soft kiss on my cheek and swiftly walking out the door without waiting to hear a word I was soon to soon.

I'm happy that Nick left but I'm sad that he's gone. After three days of not seeing him the end of his visit wasn't something I really wanted to happen. Hopefully he wasn't mad at me. Why do my parents have to ruin this for me? Why do they suddenly feel the need to come back for me after leaving me in coma after the first week? Don't they know I can't bear waking up each day knowing that Brandi won't be there all because of me and my urgency just to go to that stupid concert? I feel guilty enough I don't need the added guilt of the sadness and incompleteness in their faces and the family when I'm back. I can't go back, I just can't. How am I going to tell Nick? He's going to think I'm a selfish spoiled brat just letting my sister die while he is so worried about his brother. Why does life have to be so difficult?!

I screamed and cried into my pillow. I felt the presence of a swarm of nurses but I paid them no mind. I needed to let out my anger and frustration. I'll cry and scream until I have no tears left and until my voice is so sore and hoarse I cant say anything else. Today I'm going to wallow in pain, and nothing the doctors or nurses say or do is going to stop me. My life is caving in on me and I just need today to let go all this confusion and pain. The hell with my pride; I'm going to cry and I don't give a damn to who sees.

[a/n]so how did you like it. Good, bad, horrible, so-so, or incredible. Leave me a review=D. Lovee yaa. Sorry for such a small chapter though. I'm going to make sure the next chapter is bigger atleast 2,000 words. I'm going to write a flashback on what really happened that night with Miley and Brandi.