We know that it's been along time since we have added a chapter and we are bery sorry about that but here is another one and we will be adding more later. We do luv ya and can't wait to hear what you have to say about this. Luv Sin!!!
Sin: Told you we would put another chapter up.
Dark: About time.
Sin: Don't make me give you to Kane.
Dark: You wouldn't.
Sin: Try me!
Enjoy!!!
Now with Dark gone everyone is going crazy. Don't get me wrong I knew that she was going to leave. I just didn't know why. She wouldn't tell me and that hurt me a little. But I understand. I just don't know how long I can keep Kane and Kizarny from going off to look for her.
"I have to find her!" Kane growled as he stalked towards the door.
"Don't you get it she left to protect us from something damn it. She will be back as soon as she is ready and if you even think that you will win this you have another thing coming. I will tie you both to the fucking bed and not let you up until she gets back. We will find her when she wants us to find her damn it." I said as I pushed Kane away from the door.
Kane pushed me back against the door and I felt the pain in my back and head when it connected forcing my breath out of my body as I slid to the floor. I felt the tears as I tried to catch my breath as Rey and Taker pushed him out the way to get to me.
"Are you fucking Mad Kane?" Taker bellowed as he pushed his brother away.
Kane looked down at me and I saw nothing in his eyes. There was no emotion there and it scared me. That wasn't Kane. That wasn't the man that I loved.
"She shouldn't have gotten in the way." It was said quietly and I shivered.
Taker rose up and punched him in the jaw before anyone could do anything. I couldn't speak because I was still fighting to get my breath. Rey was trying to help me but there was nothing that he could do and I saw black. The darkness took me and there was nothing that anyone could do.
Taker
Rey placed her on the bed and started to wipe her forehead with a damp rag. I looked at my brother and shook my head. "I think you lost both of them now. Or does that even matter to you Kane. Yes Dark is gone but Sin needs you too and you act like she doesn't even matter just because she might be pregnant with your child. But she matters to me and what you did was wrong. You could have caused her to lose the baby. Not that it seems like you even care."
Kane shook his head and looked at me. Then he looked at Sin. He rushed over to the bed and tried to grab her hand but Rey pulled it away from him. "Don't touch her."
"Rey stop." I said to him and he dropped her hand.
Kane grabbed it and sat down beside her. When I looked down at her I saw the changes in her that I didn't like. She had dark circle under her eyes and I knew that we put them there. She had lost weight and that isn't good because she should be gaining weight now. It's only been two weeks since Dark's been gone and she looks like she lost about thirty pounds.
"I'm so sorry Sin." Kane whispered as tears silently rolled down his cheeks.
"Do you see now Kane? Do you see what you two are doing to her? She needs Dark too but she isn't chasing after her. She knows that she will come back when the time is right. Don't you think that she is lost too? But you don't care. No all you care about is how you are feeling. Both of you are." I said as I turned and looked at Kizarny.
They both had their heads lowered and I hoped I actually got them to understand what I was saying. "Taker."
I spun around and looked at Sin as she tried to sit up. "Baby girl rest I got everything under control."
"I want to go home. I don't want this anymore." She said to me and I knew then that everything has fallen apart. With Dark gone everything has crumpled.
"Ok baby we'll go at the end of the week." I said to her as I sat down beside her.
"The baby kicked!" She said with a giggle as she placed Kane's and mine hand on it. I felt Rey's hand on it too and we all smiled when we felt the baby kick again and again.
"It's so a boy." Kane said.
"A girl." Sin said.
"Nope a boy." I said and she rolled her eyes.
"Men." She muttered as the baby kicked again.
Bam
Two weeks and the only time I see her is at night. She took us somewhere in the mountains, a place so secluded that I don't even think that it's on a map. When we had pulled up in front of the cabin I looked around and seen the decaying bodies of old carnival rides. Every where I turned there were rusted out chaises and tubs for different rides laying about. She had turned off the car and the minute I turned to say something to her she was gone. The door to the cabin was open and I got out of the car and headed in, thinking that she was there. I was wrong, the room was empty but the lights were on.
I looked for what seemed like hours but she didn't reappear until just after dark. Her hair was mussed and there was dirt and blood smudged on her face. At first I was worried, if something had happened to her Kane and the freak were going to kill me when I got back. She smiled at me and headed into the bathroom that was just off of the kitchen and moment later I heard water running. The initial shock had worn off and I stormed into the bathroom to get answers. However when I opened the door I stopped dead, she was laying in the tub with water up to her chin.
"Can I help you?" She asked with a cocked eyebrow.
"Uh-no. It can wait." I headed back out to the kitchen and looked through the cupboards. They were fully stocked and I wondered if someone had known that we were going to be heading up here. Had I actually paid attention to my surrounding instead of pacing and wondering where in the hell she had taken off to I would have noticed that the entire place was sparkling. No trace of spiderwebs or dust anywhere, and extra bedding piled on the couch.
I puttered around the room a little while more and poked through a large bookshelf that was standing in the living room. Most of the books were westerns and towards the bottom were some photo albums. Dark still hadn't emerged from the bathroom and with a shrug of my shoulders I took one of the albums and settled down into the chair next to the shelf. The first page was filled with old black and white photos, yellowed from age around the edges. The men were sporting handle bar mustaches and the women looked uncomfortable in their starched collared dresses.
"Find something interesting?"
Her voice had me looking up and then looking back down again. She was standing in the doorway wearing a shirt that barely hit her mid thigh and her hair was laying in wet ringlets on her shoulders. The rest of the night had been a blur to me and soon I had found myself laying in one of the bed rooms listening to the sounds of the night. Little did I know that it was going to be the only night I be in a separate room.
Sometime around 1 am I heard screaming coming from her room and I jumped out of bed and dashed in, scared that Jeff had some how found us. But when I threw the door open all I seen was her sitting in the middle of the bed rocking back and fort with her knees hugged as close to her chest as she could. She looked so lost and I almost packed her up and carted her back to the others. Well I would have if I had known how to get there. Instead I walked over and sat down on the bed and picked her hand up.
A minute later she had her arms wrapped around me and was sobbing quietly on my shoulder. I just rubbed her back until she pulled away, sniffling.
"I'm sorry." She said.
"You alright?"
"Yea."
I went to get up and she tugged on my wrist. I turned around and looked down at her, her eyes shinning in the dull light.
"Will you stay?" Her voice was so low and lost sounding that I couldn't help it.
"Sure."
She shifted over and waited for me to climb in. Once I was situated she scooted back over and curled up to my side, breathing softly against my chest.
"Thank you."
I wasn't able to respond and steeled my mind against the soft feel of her, and as she drifted off I lay there hoping that the night would pass quickly. It didn't.
Dark
Two weeks and I was getting closer to finding what I needed, in fact I was almost done. This bone yard held all the parts I needed to construct the perfect set for the 'screen test.' I know that I should have told Sin where I was going, but if she knew I knew that it wouldn't be long before Dead and Red knew. And right now I needed Red as far from me as I could. If he seen what I was doing he'd have a heart attack, and then he'd bust my ass. Right then I was welding a piece that would serve as a primitive torture rack. My phone was sitting on a rock a few feet away and after laying down one more row of dimes I took off my face shield and picked it up.
I scrolled through the numbers I had switched from my other phone until I seen Sins. She had the right to know, and if she was missing me half as much as I was missing her then I knew that the guys had their hands full. I went to press talk, but something stopped my thumb. If I heard any of their voices I knew that I would crack and come back sooner than I should and everything would be ruined. I sighed and set the phone back down, resting my hands on my now, extremely round stomach.
The baby kicked and I smiled, a few tears rolling down as I pictured Kane and Kiz's face feeling it. I was robbing them of this and a loud sob escaped me. There was no one around me and I let it all out. That's when it hit me, I needed to be at home, with my friends and my boys. I had enough pieces to get us through the screen test. The torture rack was basically done and everything she had done had been mounted on wheels so if would be easy to move. I got to my feet and headed back to the cabin to tell Bam.
