Dear Diary
A Winx Club Story
Last time:
I can't believe it. I'm being left behind, yet AGAIN. This is so annoying and unbelievable. Oh god, I'm literally burning with rage. I worked my butt of just to be here in Enchants College and it was all for nothing. Right now I'm in a momentary shock. Breathe in, Breathe....OH WHATEVER!!!!!!!! This is the worst year and day of my entire life!!!!!!
One things for sure...I'll get my revenge. Starting with that sickly music fairy. Musa.
(A/N: Hmm...is it just me or are my reviews getting smaller and smaller? Oh and just to explain things the school is divided into TWO halves. The girls section and the boys section. The dorms are mixed but there are two other buildings - the boy school and the girl school.)
Chapter Six: Musa
Musa, Febuary 2nd
Dear Diary,
I still have no idea why I keep a diary. I mean, it always dawns on me that I'm the type of person who thinks that writing your feelings down on paper is a bit pathetic, but it actually helps me control my anger sometimes. Looking back, I started to keep one when Riven betrayed us for Darcy. I guess I just had to get all those emotion out of me.
Well, anyway. How did my day go? Let me see...
After a fantastic day yesterday, I woke up (in our super-cool dorm) this morning to smell the most delicious breakfast being made. I had no idea who made it but it soon turned out it was none other than Ms Sunshine, Stella! I had a huge shock and Stella just shrugged, looked at me and said, "My tutor taught me a lot."
So after a quick breakfast of French Toast and Orange Juice, we ran to the breifing for girls. They told us everything we needed to know about Enchants College and we were split into four groups, according to our time-tables and activites. I got put with Layla and we were with Ms Harmony Groove, Stella was by herself with Madame Ekaterina, who was a former princess. Tecna was also by herself with Ms Minia Micro, while Bloom and Flora were with Miss Lily Flower.
After we got to know our teachers and got our timetables (mine was almost identical to Layla's, except she's taking a class in princesses like Stella.) Then the headmistress for the girls section (Ms Maria Antoinette) said we had the rest of the evening off while the boys arrived. I could see Stella's shoulders drooping. I wonder why?
But do you know what was the worst bit of the entire day? Elizabeth Sinery! I HATE HER SO MUCH! She flirts with my boyfriend under my nose and he flirts back! GRR!!!!!!!!!! Well, I've got to go. Stella's cooking a lasagna and it smells really yum!
* Musa *
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1:20 - Tuesday Afternoon
Musa stood on the wooden pavement, wearing a red halter top and black capri pants. On her feet were red slip-ons and her hear was tied into a high ponytail. The wind breezed through her hair and the cool summer air flowed through the school.
The music fairy was standing at the back of the school, a very secluded and calm area. It got away from all the excitement at the front of the school, where all the girls were waiting anxiously for the boys return. Musa herself was feeling quite anxious as she hadn't seen Riven in a while now and she had a feeling that things would be really akward between them.
Riven had never been the one to show emotion. Neither was Musa. They hadn't really kissed properly, only maybe once or twice. Nothing like Brandon and Stella, who probably are in make-out mode right that moment (A/N: How wrong she was!) . Maybe they were meant to be, but it didn't seem anything like it at all.
She closed her eyes and breathed in, feeling the cool air rush up to her. She let out her breath and opened her eyes, expecting to see the bright sun shining in her eyes. Instead, there was a black figure in the way of the sunshine. Musa stumbled back, hoping to get a better view. The figure rolled its eyes.
"I suppose you don't remember me either?" the voice spat.
Girl. Definitely a girl.
"Elizabeth?" Musa asked, "Can you move?"
Elizabeth snorted, "How does your boyfriend stand you?"
Musa remarked, "Probably by listening to me...unlike you."
"Tut, tut, tut." Elizabeth tutted. "Very naughty. I always thought Riven had better taste. I mean, who in the world would want you as a girlfriend?"
"Move, Elizabeth."
"Look at you. You are nothing like a worthy girlfriend! Are you pretty? Average. Are you nice? Sure. Do you have attitude problems? Yes. Are you a girl? No. You're more of a boy than a...boy! Even more of a boy than Layla!"
"Hey!" Musa defended. "Don't talk about my friend like that!"
"Why not?" Elizabeth smirked. "I'm just being honest. Isn't that what your dumb little mummy said? Oh wait...she's dead!"
Tears sprung to Musa's eyes as the painful memory of her mum came back to her. How dare she insult her mum like that! She scrunched up her hand and was about to punch Elizabeth, who grabbed Musa's fist in her manicured hand.
"Nope." Elizabeth sighed, "You are definitely not girlfriend material."
"Well! I'm probably better than you could ever be!" Musa shouted with rage.
"Want to bet?" Elizabeth shouted back.
The brunette sashayed of leaving Musa on the verge of tears. The music fairy followed the girl and watched from behind a wall. Riven was standing there, watching Elizabeth's bum move to the side. The brunette turned around, winked at him and blew him a kiss. Riven looked like he was about to faint and forgot all about looking for Musa and went to catch up with her.
More tears flew to Musa's face as she watched Riven flirting with Elizabeth. Maybe they weren't meant to be. She slid down the wall, sobbing uncontrollably. Elizabeth's laugh rung through her ears as her words echoed through Musa's ears.
"You're more of a boy than a...boy!"
Maybe she was right about her being a better flirter. Maybe she was right about her not being Riven's 'type'. But what she wasn't right was that she wasn't going to give up. Not yet.
One last tear escaped Musa's eyes as she stood up, brushed herself off and walked towards the boys.
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Musa, Febuary 20th
Dear Diary,
It's been a really long time since I wrote in this. I wasn't feeling up to it after what Riven did to me. But today I had a dream, well more of a nightmare actually.
I was standing in a pitch black room and suddenly I saw my mum appear, looking all ghostly. I hugged her and said I missed her. She said she missed me too, but she was here to show me what would happen if I didn't get over myself and fast.
She showed me a slideshow. The first picture was me, I was by myself in a room with no light. "If you become like this," she said to me, as the picture changed to Riven looking at his mobile, "Riven will think you broke up with him and you know what happens next."
There was a picture of a pretty girl who bumped into Riven. First meeting. A picture of them in a park. Catching up. A picture of them in a nice cafe. First date. They were in a cadlelight dinner. Anniversary of dating. Riven down on one knee with a box and the girl smiling. Proposing. Next, their wedding and two baby boys.
It was horrible! I can't let my Riven go away! Okay, that was sappy.
If I can't be a girl and Musa, I'll just have to change be a girly Musa. Starting from a trip to the shops.
* Musa *
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4:00 - Saturday Evening
Classes were over for the day, and most things in Enchants College were going smoothly. Most people had settled in pretty well and were acing all their classes. Musa was doing exceptionaly well, even through the horrible pain she was being put through seeing the wicked witch every day. It seemed that she was doing this on purpose, breaking Musa into a million pieces, until she was gone.
Musa shook her head and quickly stepped onto the floating bus that was waiting for her. As the doors closed and she waved hello to the driver, Musa could swear she could see Elizabeth smirking back at her. She breathed in to prevent herself from unleashing the bottled up fury that she had kept in for the last two weeks or so.
She pulled out her diary and a black pen and scribled down an entry. Then she shut it and looked out the window, mesmerizing herself in the farmiliar view. The bus driver announced that they would have delay due to the new disco being constructed and that the ride would be another two hours. Musa jerked her head away from the window and pulled out another book.
This one was dark red with white patterned designs. It had a firm lock on it and in thick black words it read: Musa's Song Book. The music fairy pulled out the same black pen and started writing down a faint outline of a song. This one was not one that she planned to sing, but one to entertain herself.
I'm not
Your Cinderella
Your not an
Average Prince
We weren't
Meant to be
Not now or
Not ever
Cause...
This ain't a fairytale
I ain't your Cinderella
We weren't meant to be
Cause I'm not...
Your Cinderella....
Ohh-ohhh
Not your Cinder-ella
Not now not ever
But still I find myself
Looking at you
and wondering
What would it be like...
if you were with me?
You look at me
Do you care?
I wonder...
Cause...
This ain't a fairytale
I ain't your Cinderella
We weren't meant to be
Cause I'm not...
Your Cinderella....
Ohh-ohhh
Not your Cinder-ella
Not now not ever
Is this your kind of
I feel sorry for you
Do you really
I don't know
Musa sighed as they approached Magica. With a swift moment, she stepped out of the bus to admire the new shopping central. It was bigger, better and more grand than Magix. She took a deep breath. Phase one has begun!
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Ok....POLL!!!!!!!!!!!!
Choose who the next chap should be about?
1. Musa
2. Tecna
3. Stella
4. Bloom
5. Layla
6. Flora
7. Elizabeth
8. The boys
You choose. In your reviews say 1,2,3,4,5,6,7 or 8. Also the song is OWNED BY ME! That's why it sounds so stupid. I didn't have to find an actual song that fit. Also, sorry if there are spelling mistakes because I didn't have time for spell check!!
