Chp3
Thanks to bellawhitlock51 for helping me get this chp ready!
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JPOV
Talking about sensing danger, I felt a presence behind me.
I acted on instinct, crouching and holding the girl to my chest to protect her from the predator. I snarled at the enemy, they would not touch the child. I would protect her with my life. While in defence mode, I was barely registering the fact that the opponent was talking. I couldn't identify who it was; I just knew and felt that they were a danger. One tried walking forward and I growled furiously.
The girl in my arms whimpered and hugged herself closer to my body. They would not get near me or the child.
The girl's emotions were everywhere. She was, of course, feeling fear, sadness, and confusion… but there was also trust and something I could not make out. Wait… did she trust me? Yes, she did and this made me even more determined to keep her safe.
The enemy again tried to get closer, slower this time and I could see their mouth moving. This time, I tried listening in.
"Jasper, it's me, Alice. Jasper, I'm not going to hurt the child. You can trust me. Remember who I am."
That name… I knew it. Of course! Alice, my love. I recognized them all now and
took in their emotions. Alice was concerned but I also felt fear and determinacy. What was she determined to do and what was she scared of? Was it me she feared...? No, I don't think so. She is looking at the child.
Wait… she's scared that I am going to hurt the girl. How can she not trust me?
I'm in complete control; Edward on the other hand is registering hunger, anger, and guilt. "Get the fuck out of here now or so help me, Edward, I will rip you to shreds if you try to touch this girl." I yelled at him in my mind, too.
He looked shocked.
Great. He thought that I was going to kill her, too!
"Why don't you just twist the knife that Alice stuck in my heart make it hurt more." Shit, I didn't block that thought and now he's telling her. I have never felt more un-apart of this family than at this precise moment.
All of this happened in a matter of seconds. Em and Rose were just standing there in shock but also emitting a little bit of approval. Finally some recognition that I'm not a complete savage.
Alice spoke and tried to walk closer. "Jasper, I'm sorry. I just don't want you to hurt her. I'm getting glances of the future and I see her with us in some and not in others so the only conclusion I'm getting to is that she dies in some way tonight."
"Thanks for showing the love, Darling." I muttered sarcastically, "What the fuck, Alice?!
You're supposed to support and believe in me, but clearly that's too much to ask for from my wife." I knew that I was being cruel but it hurt like hell that she didn't believe in me.
"Look at my eyes for Christ sake; I'm in complete control I'm even breathing with her clutched to my chest, covered in blood, while you all have to hold your breath!" I was it by remorse. Good. At least they were feeling shame for doubting me.
"Jasper," Edward said, "we all know how much more you struggle than the rest of us. You can't blame us for worrying and not believing you could handle this." Just when he finished I felt fierce hunger come from Edward as he took in a breath.
He ran at me trying to attack. However, he was too overcome with his hunger and I easily flung him fifty meters away. By this stage, Rose and Em had tackled him, making sure he did not try again.
"Yeah, it sure looks like I have the worst control at the moment." I said sardonically, " It also
looks like you're the reason why Alice here was getting glances of the girl not being in our future," I couldn't help but gloat in a snarl as he tried to struggle away from his captors.
I then shouted for all of them to hear, "Not one of you will come near me or the girl until I get her to Carlisle to get checked, stitched up, and cleaned. If you do, I will not hesitate to rip you apart. DO I MAKE MYSELF CLEAR?"
They all shuddered at the volume and rage I added to my threat. They all agreed. Alice tried walking up to me but I growled. I knew it hurt her feelings but at this point in time, I didn't care because she didn't hesitate to hurt mine, plus I was pissed.
I ran passed them all faster than I have ever run before. I fished my phone out of my pocket and dialed Carlisle.
On the second ring, he answered. I explained the accident and events following after it. The other end of the phone was quiet for what felt like hours.
"Jasper, are you insane? You should be nowhere near the girl. Why didn't you
give her to Alice or Edward?"
What the fuck? Did he not listen to a word I said? Am I really that much of a
disappointment that they are just waiting for me to screw up all the time?
"Carlisle, listen to me now" I couldn't help growl because I was beyond angry, "I was the only one in control. Edward tried to kill her as soon as he breathed in her scent. I'm right now breathing with her clinging to my chest, still bleeding and I don't feel a thing. So get your head out of your ass and be ready for me in ten minutes and stop worrying about my control."
I didn't even wait for a reply, I just hung up.
I couldn't sense the others around me, so I knew they took my warning to heart. I could sense the little girl though and she still had the same emotions as earlier. What is that one I can't identify?Is that the feeling of safety? I can't believe she feels safe with me….
I've never had someone feel like that towards me, not even Alice, as she feels she can protect herself and has always been slightly wary of me due to my scars and past. I've never told her how much it hurt me knowing that she never felt completely safe with me.
This little girl, however, felt safe and trusted me even after witnessing, firsthand, everything that happened back there. This in itself ignited emotions in myself. Love being at the forefront.
I looked done at the girl as I ran and saw her looking back up at me. I smiled. Even with the massive cut on her forehead she was still very alert and wide eyed. I should try talking to her, I thought to myself.
"Sweetheart, are you ok? My name is Jasper. Can you tell me yours?" I asked gently.
I waited for a reply. It seemed like an eternity but then just I was ready to give up trying I got a whispered answer of "Bella."
THERE WE GO CHP 3 DONE! HOWS IT SO FAR? REVIEW AND LET ME KNOW
I FEEL LIKE IN THE BOOKS THEY DON'T BELIEVE IN JASPER ENOUGH SO IN THE STORY IM GONNA CHANGE THAT
ALSO IM FROM NORTHERN IRELAND AND OVER HERE WE MAY SPELL THINGS DIFFERENTLY THAN YOU'RE USED TO... SO THAT'S WHY YOU MIGHT THINK SOME WORDS ARE WRONGLY SPELT, BUT INFACT IT'S JUST THE WAY WE SPELL THEM HERE
