Short Chapter I know but just wanted to post. I will make sure to post again real soon.
Chapter 3
Tig and I walk out to the main room and we head to the bar. Gemma walks up and asks "What's this I hear about you putting a gash in her place?" I look down at my hands and say "She told me to leave Tig alone so I defended my spot." I tell her. "Honey, that's what you're supposed to do." she tells me and sees me shying away. "Let's go talk." she says. I look at Tig and he nods his okay. We walk outside and to the office and she closes both doors. "Talk to me." she says. "Gemma, I've spent so long being scared I was going to do something to make Danny mad that I don't know how to not be that way. I'm so scared that I'm going to do something to make him mad and he's not going to think that I'm worth the time anymore." I tell her. "Baby, don't worry about that. If Tig didn't see something in you then when he saved you, he wouldn't have claimed you." she tells me. "I just don't want to make him mad." I tell her. "You won't baby but you have to get out of your own head. Let me ask you something. I know you said Danny beat you but did he ever…" she cut herself off. "No. He was too busy cheating on me to touch me." I tell her. "Good. Baby, you can trust him. He's a good man." she tells me. "He told me he would wait until I was ready. It's been a long time since I've been with anyone." I tell her. "You and Danny didn't have sex at all?" she asks. "We did until he started cheating. He said that he was disgusted by me and that he couldn't stand touching me." I tell her as a tear falls. She wipes away the tears like a mother would and says "Sweetheart, there's not a damn thing wrong with you. What you need to do is take a deep breath and jump in both feet. Claim your man." she tells me. I look at her for a minute and know she's right.
Walking back into the clubhouse, I walk back up to Tig and he sees I've been crying. "You okay doll?" he asks. "Just working through some things. I'm okay." I tell him as I snuggle closer to him. We hang out a little longer before heading to bed. Getting to the room, I change into my shirt and panties, forgetting about the shorts. I get into bed and Tig pulls me to him. I lay my head on his chest and feel his fingers lightly rubbing up and down my hip. Deciding that I was going to take Gemma's advice, I sit up, move to straddle Tig and lean down to kiss him. Breaking the kiss he asks "What are you doing, baby?" I look at him and say "Letting go." before kissing him one more time. I sit up and pull my shirt over my head, leaving me in just my panties as he sits up and kisses me again. He kisses down my neck and to my chest where he pays close attention to each of my breasts. I feel myself grinding on his hard member. That voice starts again telling me that I'm disgusting but I push through it. I have to do this. I need to do this. I feel Tig turn us over so that he was on top. "Are you sure?" he asks. "I need you Tig. Help me let go." I whisper. He crashes his lips with mine before ripping my panties off of me and shedding his boxers. I feel him line himself up at my entrance before he slowly pushes into me. Giving me a minute to adjust, I start to thrust against him. He starts thrusting in and out at a slow and steady pace until I can't handle it anymore. "Harder Tig. Please." I beg. He start thrusting harder and faster and I feel the tension build. I finally reach my release and I forgot how amazing it could feel. Tig keeps going until he finds his release inside me. Placing his forehead to mine, I whisper "Thank you Tig." I looks into my eyes and says "Alexander." I nod and say "Thank you Alexander." Kissing me softly, he lays beside me and pulls me to him. Holding me close, I finally feel myself relax in his arms.
